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Well I guess since AO3 is down and I can’t read Heated Rivalry fanfic I’ll just go rewatch Heated Rivalry for the eleventy billionth time…

i can’t do this, give me the gun

#ao3 #ao3 is down #archive of our own #help me #i’m gonna kill myself

nvm yall ao3 is back 😂😂 im okay, im putting away the gun

#ao3

PLEASEEEEEEEE😭😭😭😭

#ao3 #heated rivalry

hyperventilating, i can’t do this, please archives of our own, please come back please please, i need this please, i need to know what happens plaes

#ao3 is down #ao3

NOO NOOO AO3 COME BACK PLEASE PLASSSEEEE

#ao3 is down

why is everything so expensive? why is everything for money? i seriously thought i was done asking my parents for money this month, because most of my expenses were taken care of, but suddenly more expenses came. Kill me right now i wish i could make my own money

crying so hard, it’s my little sisters birthday tomorrow. She’s turning 6. I hate being the oldest, it hurts so much seeing them grow up. what am i even supposed to do, i always feel like I’m not doing enough, i need to be there for everything, i need to take more photos, i need to be more present in the moment. I don’t wanna forget how any of them look, my little sister’s two front teeth fell out last month, please i never wanna forget her lisp, or her dumb toothless smile. I’ve already forgotten mine, and my little brothers, and my other little sisters. they’re so big i’m gonna throw up. do she even know much i love her? do any of them know? i never tell them. when im a senior she’s gonna be a first grade. what the hell, what the hell i’m crying, i won’t be there, i’m gonna be big, im gonna be an adult and they’re all gonna be kids, what am i gonna do. How are they gonna get home without me, i always pick them up, i’ve always picked them up. why do i have to be the oldest, why do we have such big age gaps, why do i have to be the oldest

cried for three hours because i have to let go of all my uni plans that i have been working on for two years because my family can’t afford it 💔 will most likely have to shift my focus to a local school.. man this sucks why is everything so expensive and why was i born 😞

mightydyke

I love when fiction makes the audience feel guilty about their role as the audience. When something fucked up is treated as a joke but later it's recognised how fucked up it was and the audience feels guilty for finding it funny. When a character breaks the fourth wall to plead for help, and you can't do anything so you just watch. And you know that the characters pain isn't real, but they're begging for help and you're not helping because their suffering is entertainment for you

dogpuppy

abcdfghjklmpqrobin

I love that Jimmy Olsen is exactly the type of photographer Peter Parker pretends to be. Just bat-shit insane.

Whenever someone asks Peter how he took a picture he's like "Oh! I uh-, climmed a flagpole. Totally"

And very mortal, normal-human Jimmy is like "See, Clark, is not that weird"

I mean, look at this nutjob.

The world could be ending, lava on the streets and Jimmy would be out there photographing away. No powers, no sense of self preservation. Just khakis, a camera and a dream.

I like to imagine Peter meeting Jimmy and immediately being mortified about it.

Jimmy: –and so luckily I was able to take the picture before the building collapsed on me... Superman was super pissed at me but, photographer to photographer, it was totally worth it.

Peter: Right, no– See, this is actually my first time hearing how fucking insane that sounds. No wonder people at work look at me weird.

bigscaryd

Headcanon: Jimmy is immune to yellow-ring constructs because he doesn't experience fear.

quietwingsinthesky

(pa kent giving The Talk voice) see when a bull and a cow love each other very much, that’s how a calf is born [remembers his son came from space] of course if the bull comes from another farm, the cow might not end up taking, but that’s alright [remembers clark might be gay] sometimes bulls also love other bulls [remembers clark is an alien again] but if the bull is from another farm, he might have a calf if he fools around with bulls from here so he should be careful.