mars :)

the stars are always on your side:)

[mars-the-marsmallow]

hi :)

im mars and this is my account.( duh )

im an aroace demigirl and heres some stuff bout me

fandoms: cavetown, penelope scott, beach bunny, osemanverse, hamilton, heathers, mean girls, dandy's world, bynmm

my favorite cavetown songs are this is home,devil town, 888

my favorite type of music is indie rock

my aestetic is grunge

my favorite osemanverse character is aled last.

my face will NOT be shown on this account

my age will also NOT be shown

im a minor so no creepy old men aloud

any pronouns are fine i dont really care

do not crop my name out of fanart and claim as your own

im in the USA

random stuff i like : alice oseman, drawing, playing flute, field hockey, baggy clothes, reading, riding my bike, cavetown, pintrest, , jellycat plushies, abstract art, math ( dont ask why), radio silence and seeing my friends

go follow my friend Ellie Cube

thats it <3

[mars-the-marsmallow]

Maria back again yeah guys idk hat to say

[mars-the-marsmallow]

checking back in, just redownloaded this but i'm gonna delete again for storage anyway, uh still aroace, js a girl not demigirl, uhh yeah i don't rly like cavetown any more, or osemanverse, i'm uh more of a normie now sorry guys. i uh play fh and do theater. i kinda listen to weezer and tv girl mostly. yeah that's basically it bye

[mars-the-marsmallow]

its an endless cycle and I can get out i just need help from someone on the outside but nobody wants to help and I thought it was mine but they only wanted me for answers and food and money and everyday nobody answers and nobody wants to come anymore and she dosent like me either and so why does she still pretend too and dose em just like me because we are both one or does she really like me and why does nothing happen even when I ask for help but when I fight back it all falls away why does nobody want to be one and why does everyone all of a sudden like her a year ago they would of said slurs to her is it because she’s nice and preppy and pretty or just to get back at us for something we didn’t do and why won’t it work why will it never work why can’t it be like it was it will never be like it was when you were one or will it nobody knows why do sent everyone else be worried why does everyone have makeup and skincare all of a sudden why does nobody want to be nice anymore why dose she still pretend even when everyone knows it was us why do I still pretend even when I laugh it’s only because someone else did why did nobody like it when I did it but everybody loves it when she does it now that she’s gone will she tell people she knew everything about us everything and she didn’t tell anybody that’s hard to believe why can’t I be normal why am I always the weird loud one have they never seen me with people I don’t know why am I always the weird one always I have the same interests as them a book series and a singer so why am I always the weird loud one

[mars-the-marsmallow]

i posted this a year ago today.

[mars-the-marsmallow]

it's not about who comes to great you when your done, it's about who helps you get there

[mars-the-marsmallow]

me when a guy from the play i barely talk to sends me this at 10 pm on a sunday

i'm currently in the process of drawing multiple aliens for him to turn into dragons

i dunno i miss drawing random stuff

here's her prototype it's shitty but wtv

[leoreturns-deactivated20110811]

I have been waiting all year to post this.

[tumboner]

omg

[merspers]

This has been in my queue for months.

[mcgooglykins]

I missed it last year and I vowed that would NEVER HAPPEN AGAIN.

[thatsoundsprettynice]

YES

[xbstnmnr-deactivated20241116]

omg i didnt reblog this last year!

[top-secret-replier]

hello, i am the top secret replier! well done for finding me - you may never see me again!

REBLOG OF SHAME since the replies are turned off D:

[mars-the-marsmallow]

ITS STILL APRIL 25 WERE GOOD CHAT

[mars-the-marsmallow]

its an endless cycle and I can get out i just need help from someone on the outside but nobody wants to help and I thought it was mine but they only wanted me for answers and food and money and everyday nobody answers and nobody wants to come anymore and she dosent like me either and so why does she still pretend too and dose em just like me because we are both one or does she really like me and why does nothing happen even when I ask for help but when I fight back it all falls away why does nobody want to be one and why does everyone all of a sudden like her a year ago they would of said slurs to her is it because she’s nice and preppy and pretty or just to get back at us for something we didn’t do and why won’t it work why will it never work why can’t it be like it was it will never be like it was when you were one or will it nobody knows why do sent everyone else be worried why does everyone have makeup and skincare all of a sudden why does nobody want to be nice anymore why dose she still pretend even when everyone knows it was us why do I still pretend even when I laugh it’s only because someone else did why did nobody like it when I did it but everybody loves it when she does it now that she’s gone will she tell people she knew everything about us everything and she didn’t tell anybody that’s hard to believe why can’t I be normal why am I always the weird loud one have they never seen me with people I don’t know why am I always the weird one always I have the same interests as them a book series and a singer so why am I always the weird loud one

[mars-the-marsmallow]

bitch you just wait about a year, things get a lot fucking worse

[mars-the-marsmallow]

i think im broken

[mars-the-marsmallow]

do people really feel happy watching children die for wearing a rainbow shirt?

[mars-the-marsmallow]

i think I hate school

[mars-the-marsmallow]

why does nothing hit different anymore?

[mars-the-marsmallow]

nothing hurts more than when they left you

got new friends,

went back and talked to you,

but now your second to those new friends,

and they cancel orginal plans with you,

to hang out with those new friends.

…

[mars-the-marsmallow]

it’s so late but I just remembered to listen to this song like last minute

[mars-the-marsmallow]

waiting for the bus at 7 in the mourning is such an awkward thing like I’ll be listening to a playlist or smth and some kid will also be waiting and it’s to awkward for them ig and then there like what are you listening too and I say cavetown and then there like oh who’s that and come on im not gonna explain cavetown too some random preppy girl 2 years older than me when im standing there in gray cargo pants a white and black cardigan that is way to big black converse and a random shirt

[mars-the-marsmallow]

September me can like read my future or smth

[mars-the-marsmallow]

so all my life I have been in a small group of lgbtq kids to pan gals a gay gal a bi gal a bi genderfluid person and me ( a trans aroace guy)

but we weren’t all that tight

in the group there were three pairs best friends

but one day I joined gas club and

OMFG

there were so many other lgbtq kids in my grade

and….

now I’m in a group of about 20! i only got one new close friend but that’s still an upgrade!

[mars-the-marsmallow]

for obvious blog related reasons