the invisible man
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the invisible man
Toji hates condoms âĄ
àšà§ â The flickering neon sign outside Toji's shitty little apartment paints his sweat slicked back in a red glow as he slams into you, bare with no condom this time. His rough calloused hands bite into your hips hard enough to bruise, the smack of skin on skin drowning out the choked whimpers you can't stop.
"Look at you," he growls, voice gravel drenched and smug. A thick vein pulses along his cock as he drags it out slow -too slow- just to watch your pussy flutter, desperate and empty, "Clenchinâ like a fuckinâ virgin around me every goddamn time. Begginâ me to stay." His thumb swipes through the mess dripping down your thigh, shoving two fingers past your parted lips without warning, "Taste that? All you. No rubber bullshit ruining the flavor... Or fun."
You gag around his digits, tears pricking your eyes as he rams back in with a squelch. The obscene wetness of him splitting you raw makes your toes curl. Heâs right -fuck heâs right- every drag of his bare cock lights your nerves like kerosene. Â
"Shoulda seen your face," he laughs, hips snapping forward to nail your cervix in a way that makes you see stars. The headboard cracks against the wall, your nails scratching red angry lines into his back. It's too good, so fucking good, but the thought of him filling you up like this- "Eyes wide, screaminâ âToji, please, Iâm not on the pill-!" His mimicry of your panic is vicious, mocking, "Too late now, princess, I'm gonna pump your womb full 'til it takes."
You feel him swell, thicker, hotter. Panic claws up your throat, "Wait-wait, I canât-!" Despite your protests you can't help but pull him closer, thighs wrapped tight around his waist as he hammers home again and again, a broken mantra of, "Oh fuck oh fuck oh~-"
Toji cuts you off with a snarl, his hand wrapping around your throat and squeezing tight enough to make your pulse hammer under his palm, "You can."
Itâs the way he says it -like a vow, like a curse- that unravels you. Your legs tremble around his waist, heels digging into the muscles rippling across his lower back, "S'too good- T-Toji~âĄ!!! Please don-don't stop!! D-Don't p-pull out~âĄ! Make me a mother~"Â
He grins, all teeth, "There it is."Â Â
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Toji Zenin hates condoms because he needs you to feel it- the primal, filthy truth of him branding your insides. The schlick of your juices mixing with his cum, the way your walls spasm when his tip kisses your cervix. He wants you dripping him for days, every step a reminder of how he utterly ruined you. No one could ever satisfy you the way he does.
But more than that? Â
He hates them because latex canât give you his kid.
His favorite girl, you- the woman he can picture with a tiny diamond on your ring, belly swollen and soft. The idea of you carrying his brat makes his cock ache and his teeth grind. He imagines you walking around, round and glowing. Your tits, heavy with milk, aching for his mouth.
"Sâwhy you keep cominâ back, right?" he mutters later, holding your limp body close as he licks the sweat from your neck. He rubs your stomach, still flat, but not for long, "Deep down⊠you want me to put a baby in you."
Toji can see it now- a boy, with his jawline and his eyes. A girl, with your smile and his nose. A handful of tiny brats, all perfect.
He knows it would be a mistake. A kid deserves better than a monster, a man who can count his friends on one hand. Toji will never be anything more than a glorified hired body. But the thought is tempting.
"Imagine my brat, growinâ in that pretty belly. Havin' family dinners⊠Soccer games⊠Movie nightsâŠ"
He's not the kind of guy you can build a life with. Too rough, too wild, too dangerous. But Toji can't deny the way his heart clenches at the idea.
"Fuck, baby⊠That'd make me so fucking happyâŠ"
Toji Zenin hates condoms because, maybe, just maybe⊠He'd like a family to actually call his own.
SYNOPSIS:
in which the men turn to the AITA subreddit for opinions on their relationship disputes. the comments aren't always the most...supportive
warnings: just fluff and crack, some cursing, some sexual language, prob not the most accurate depiction of reddit (I am not familiar with the platform so I did my best lol), non curse au mostly, NOT PROOFREAD (this was a pain to edit you don't even know so I don't want to hear it) featuring: Gojo, Geto, Choso, Toji, Nanami, Sukuna
The video game screen trend but with Ghost! I love both versions :D
+Referenced parts of Brick lane for 2009 and Akihabara for 2022, Thank you google earth đ€Ł
gym rat!toji only thrusts ur weight!!
toji came through the door, taking his gym shoes off immediately. you were on the couch, blanket pulled to your chin. as you heard his heavy footsteps, you looked over the arm of the couch, meeting his own dark, mischief filled eyes. âno.â you said, beginning to sit up. âno, toji. get back.â you smiled, putting a hand out to distance him. âyou didnât miss me?â he said, a sleazy smile on his face. he stalked closer to you, looking through his eyelashes at your form. âdonât run from it, baby. come feel on me.â
before you could protest, he braced both of his hands beside your head, and laid his body weight on you. you smiled, trying to push him away, but ultimately failing. âtoji, you smell.â you said, pressing your hands against his chest. âoh, i missed you baby. mm.. couldnât stop thinking of you.â he murmured against your neck. âi was doing hip thrusts today. i thrusted how much you weigh.â he said, rubbing himself against you, almost like a dog trying to put its scent on something. âthatâs when i thought of you.â
you felt something poking your inner thigh, and you scoffed. âyouâre nasty.â you said. âi want you.â he mumbled, sitting up between your thighs. he took your hand, and guided it to his heavy bulge. âi trained. just for you.â he said, his voice in a mockingly pleading tone. he moaned as your hand kneaded his bulge, and he looked down at it, watching as you did so. he looked back down at you, biting his lip. âarenât you proud of me? trained hard as shit so you donât have to do any work when weâre fucking.â he said, pushing his damp hair off of his forehead.
he grabbed your hips, pulling them closer, so your covered crotch was flush against his bulge. he gave one slow thrust, and smiled. âi know you feel that.â he said, looking down as he began to slowly grind against you. âyou donât have to do anything, yknow. i can do all the work. like i usually do.â he teased, putting wet kisses all over the side of your neck. he grabbed your waist, and effortlessly maneuvered you, so you were straddling him. âitâs okay, baby. you can act like you donât want it, but i know you do.â he cooed, running his hand down your stomach. he smirked, biting his lip as he noticed you trying to be subtle, as you âadjustedâ your position on him.
âsee? thatâs my girl, always wanting this dick. itâs okay, baby. you donât have to hide it.â
© satoskii 2026 âââââââââ
a/n : short n sweet before i get back on track yay ;)
Well, he should know
ïž” àł mdni. being anxious and insecure the fist time sleeping with toji so he has to learn how to be soft ( size difference / tummy bulge / creampie )
toji fushiguro has never felt this helpless in his life.
youâre lying underneath him, completely naked, and instead of the usual heat and hunger, all he sees is anxiety written all over your face. your arms are crossed tightly over your chest, knees pressed together, eyes squeezed shut like youâre bracing for something painful. you want thisâyou told him you didâbut right now you look terrified.
âhey,â he mutters, voice rougher than he means it to be. âyou still with me?â
you nod, but itâs tiny. âi⊠i want to. really. i justâiâm scared i wonât be good enough. youâre so⊠big. everywhere.â
toji glances down at himself, at his broad chest, thick arms, heavy cock already hard and leaking against his stomach. yeah. he knows. the size difference has never bothered him before, he even kinda liked it, but seeing you this nervous makes something uncomfortable twist in his chest. he isnât used to this. heâs used to rough, fast, no feelings attached. not this soft, shaky vulnerability.
âshit,â he breathes, running a hand through his hair. he feels clumsy, too big for the moment. âiâm not good at this gentle shit.â
still, he tries. he shifts his weight so heâs not crushing you, lowering himself onto his elbows. one massive hand gently pries your arms away from your chest. âdonât hide from me,â he says, quieter this time. âyouâre so beautiful.â
you whimper when his calloused palm cups your breast, thumb brushing over your nipple. heâs trying to be soft, but his hands are rough from years of fighting.
toji leans down and kisses your neck, slow and open-mouthed, hoping it helps. when you finally relax a little, he moves lower, kissing between your breasts, then your stomach. his mouth is hot, a little sloppy, but sincere.
âtell me if itâs too much,â he mumbles against your skin. âiâll stop. swear.â
choso's bulking â 18+
choso's really wanted to try the bulk and cut technique he found online, where he focuses on eating in a calorie surplus, training strength and protein intake. you've noticed since that his body's a lot softer, pudgier in the best way. his pecs are bigger and rounded, as his his stomach, thighs, arms, and the rest of his body.
he's a little bit insecure about the weight gain, and feels like he has to keep reminding you it's temporary and that he's aiming for lean, defined muscle. but you're more and more opposed to that idea every day as you take in how good he looks right now.
YESYEYSYSHELLYESYESYESYESOMYGAADD
gojo is addicted to filming you while fucking !
gojo satoru is addicted to filming you.
it started innocently enoughâor as innocent as anything ever is with him. one lazy sunday morning when you were still half-asleep and riding him slow, he grabbed his phone from the nightstand with that mischievous grin and whispered, âjust one video, baby. for my eyes only. i wanna watch how pretty you look when you come on my cock.â
you said yes.
now itâs become a ritual.
every time he fucks you, the phone comes out. sometimes he sets it up on the tripod in the corner of the bedroom so it captures everything in wide angle. sometimes he holds it himself, filming close-ups of his thick cock stretching your pussy open, the way your tits bounce with every thrust, the messy slick coating his shaft when he pulls out just to push back in deeper.
he loves the sounds most of all.
âlisten to that,â heâll groan, angling the camera down between your bodies so the microphone catches the wet, filthy squelch every time he bottoms out. âhear how sloppy your pussy gets for me? fuck, baby, youâre dripping down my balls.â
he always makes sure to get your face tooâthe way your eyes roll back, the way your mouth falls open when he hits that spot inside you, the broken moans and whimpers of his name that spill out when youâre close.
âsay it louder,â heâll demand, voice rough as he fucks you harder, free hand gripping your thigh to spread you wider for the camera. âtell the camera whoâs making you feel this good. who owns this tight little cunt.â
you always give in. âyou do, satoruâfuckâonly youââ
he saves every single video.
theyâre stored in a heavily encrypted folder on his phone titled âprivate collectionđ€â with a little heart emoji he thinks is subtle. there are dozens now. some are short clips of you sucking him off in the back of the car after a mission. some are long, hour-long tapes where he edges you for ages before finally letting you come. thereâs even one from the time he fucked you against the floor-to-ceiling window in his penthouse while the city lights glittered behind you.
he watches them when youâre away.
when youâre on a solo mission, or visiting family, or just busy with work that keeps you late. heâll lock himself in his bedroom, pull up the folder, and pick one at random. sometimes itâs the one where youâre riding him reverse cowgirl, ass bouncing as you take every inch. sometimes itâs the one where he has you folded in half, legs over his shoulders, pounding you so deep the camera catches the bulge in your lower belly.
he strokes himself slow at first, matching the rhythm on the screen, groaning your name under his breath. âfuck, look at you⊠taking me so well even when iâm not there.â
his hand speeds up as the video gets filthier. he loves the parts where you begâwhen youâre crying and whimpering âplease, satoru, fill me up, i need your cum.â he always comes hard to those, thick ropes spilling over his fist while he watches himself breed you on the screen.
after he finishes, he doesnât delete anything. he just saves the new load of cum on his fingers and sends you a quick text:
âmiss you. watched our video from last thursday. you looked so pretty crying on my cock. canât wait to make a new one when you get home.â
you always reply with something flustered and needy, and he grins like an idiot, already planning the next tape.
sometimes he gets bold.
heâll send you short clips while youâre at workâa ten-second snippet of him thrusting into you from behind, his hand fisting your hair, the sound of skin slapping skin loud and clear. the message always comes with the same caption:
âthinking about you. hurry home so we can film the sequel.â
he never pressures you to let him post them or share them. these videos are strictly for himâhis private collection, his dirty little secret. he watches them when heâs stressed after a long day, when heâs horny and youâre not around, when he just wants to relive how perfect you feel wrapped around him.
and every time he films a new one, he makes sure to whisper against your lips right before he starts recording:
âsmile for the camera, baby. gonna watch this one later when iâm all alone and missing this tight pussy.â
then he fucks you like heâs trying to make sure the next video is even better than the last.
because gojo satoru doesnât just love fucking you.
he loves keeping every single moment of it forever.
so he can watch you fall apart for him again and again.
even when youâre not there.
well yes !
oh my doomed yaoi
18+. đđđ'đ #đđđđđ đđđđđ !
cw: coworker!toji, workplace sÄx, fingĂ«ring, dry hĆ«mping, p w plot, pĂ€lming, ĂŽrÇl. art by o6frog on twt ! đČ .ËË á”á”
âTOJI FUSHIGURO IS DEFINITELY A B MINUS,â
lunch break at goldman sachs means jam sticky on your fingers & shokoâs bleary eyes. beside you sheâs plum cheeks & lashes fluttering, lips smudged with brownie-choc & something else she swears isnât laced with weed.
âthatâs not very generous. i thought you liked the guy.â
and you do. toji fushiguro is a man divorced with broad chest & tired eyes. but even thick arms & bulging pectorals arenât enough to earn a print grade of D++.
ânot to the point that iâd lie to myself,â you click your tongue. âsee how the peak of his crotch rests right below the middle? thatâs a B minus.â
two cubicles & a half-opened laptop away, toji fushiguro is there.
sleeves folded over thick forearms, glasses heavy on sunken nose. and his eyes? low & lazy & gazing nowhere near your direction. and youâd worn this skirt just for him !
you shake the thought away. beside you, shoko smushes a palm against her cheek.
âi think youâre wrong.â
âhm?â
âhave you seen how he walks?â shoko leans in, eyes glimmering. âslow. heavy. like heâs weighed down by the sheer mass of it,â she licks her canines,
âthat man is packing.â
âbut the print chartââ
âfuck the print chart,â shoko interrupts. âi say we investigate.â
INVESTIGATION #1 : COMPANY GYM
ౚৠâ bf toji fushiguro finally realises why youâve been moody || mdni, smut 1.6K words.
you always greeted him the same way whenever he came home from a mission.
beaming smile, a âbear hugâ that lands more like a tickle, and a kiss lasting so long your lips tingled by the time you pull away.
so why is it that this time, toji gets neither?
when he asks what youâve been up to during the two weeks heâs been away, all your replies are curt. short, tight-lipped mutterings that were seemingly trapped deep inside your throat and refused to come out no matter how hard he tried.
and man, did he try.
you're making dinner when he comes up behind you, and his arms have barely wrapped around your form when you shoulder him away, grumbling something about âbroke boyfriend hugsâ he couldnât even make sense of. so with frustration and confusion taking over in equal measure, he moves to sit in the chair on the other end of the island.
toji watches as you zip around the kitchen as if the tiles would burn your feet if you stayed in the same place too long. your hands are jerky as you take plates out of the cardboard. every movement too sharp and exerting a lot more force than necessary.
when you place them on the counter, the loud clank of ceramic against marble is grating enough to make him stop biting his tongue.
âwhatâs going on with you?â
the drawer rasps as you open it and he hopes itâs a coincidence you happen to take out a knife so soon after the question.
âhuh?â your brow arches, but you still donât look up. it has him bristling.
âyouâve been in a mood all day,â that draws your eyes to his and even when they narrow at the edges, he doesnât stop talking, âiâm not a fuckinâ mind reader. if somethingâs wrong, you better come out with it.â
a nerve under your eye twitches.
âiâm sorry,â he has a feeling youâre not sorry at all. but finally that nonchalant front is cracking, and along with it, a frown follows its path, setting deep lines around your mouth. âis coming home to a clean house and me slaving over a hot stove not good enough for you?â
the fuck?
his jaw to tightens. âi never said that.â
âthen what are you saying?â you throw back so fast it almost feels like heâs been shot.
toji pauses. he takes stock of you from head to toe and really allows himself to take his time as he does so.
the man reasons that your body always told him what your stubborn mouth never seems to be able to so maybe, just maybe, he would be able to sniff something out.
your hair falls to your shoulders, messy as if you ran your hands through it a few more times than you should have. eyes a little too bright and tracking as they stay fixed on him.
his sudden appraisal is anything but subtle, and whatever cutting remark you throw his way at the fact is completely ignored.
instead, he focuses on how your pulse jumps in your neck, ticking fast within the delicate column of skin. the way it always did that when you were angry, or when you wereâ
oh.
dark eyes light up like a christmas tree when it finally hits him.
âi see what this is about.â toji starts with the barest hint of amusement colouring his tone. his gaze flickers south just to make sure, and yes. the longer he stares at your tits, the more your nipples pebble under your sleep shirt. they perk up so hard heâs surprised they havenât torn through the fabric yet. âbaby, we've been together three years and you're still too shy to tell me what you want?â
your back straightens. caught. âwhat are you even talking about?â
he merely raises a brow at you, because you knew exactly what he was talking about. and slowly but surely, a warm flush touches your cheeks. embarrassment has you throwing the knife back into the drawerâas if you forgot what you wanted to use it for in the first place.
âyou know what? fuck this,â you turn the stove off and step away. âmake your own damn food.â
but toji wasnât hungry anymore. not for food anyway.
his hand latches around your wrist before you get two steps in, and your head whips to him. lips part to no doubt curse him out, so he sharply yanks you into his chest.
the pull happens so quickly it knocks the air out of your lungs and before you can take a second to breathe, his mouth is on you to steal even more.
strong hands cup the undersides of your arms, lifting then setting you down on the edge of the counter and a shiver runs up your spine as cool marble hits skin.
toji grips the plush flesh of your thighs, forcing them apart then winding them around his body.
the speed of it all and the rush of having him between your legs, all snug and muscular, has your hips subtly pitching against hisâŠor at least you thought it was subtle until he pulls away.
âoh, my poor baby,â he huffs against your mouth. âmissed me a little more this time, didnât you?â
your lips purse in response, and when you look away with your nose turned up, a soft chuckle is exhaled over your jaw.
you donât have to answer for him to know the truth.
swift hands grab your shorts, almost tearing them clean off in his rush to get you bare for him, and once you were, his eyes go impossibly dark as they settle between your thighs.
âfuck, look at you,â a sexy grin tugs at his scarred lips. âso soaked for me and iâve barely touched you.â
your chin tips up. âwhat makes you think itâs because of you?â
smack!
his palm promptly cracks over your cunt and the sharp bite of pain coupled with the wet squelch that echoes through the apartment afterwards, has you mewling.
âshitâ!â
âkeep being a brat, and iâll leave you like this,â he tuts.
both of you knew that was a lie, but you still bit your tongue. mostly because the sight of him lowering himself to his knees steals away any snark you hoped to make.
once settled between your legs, middle and pointer fingers part your folds open, smearing the glittery wetness of your slick over your clit. then thumping over it in two sharp taps that have you grunting.
thick fingers slide down to press over your entrance and he croons when he feels you quiver. desperate and painfully empty.
âtoji,â you complain between a moan and it makes his cock stir. your hips lift, seeking a trace of friction, only to get the soft press of his lips over your thigh instead.
the kiss was almost sweet and you hated it. hated him, because since when was toji ever soft?
heâs clearly teasing you.
âhm, you want something?â he murmurs so close to your cunt you can feel the heat of his breath on it. âtold you iâm not a mind reader.â
he glances up at you and just knows youâre calling him every name but his own in your head. the way your lip curls tells him as much, but it only has him smiling wider.
âyour mouth.â you manage between uneven pants, and a low hum follows.
âwhat about it?â
jesus christ.
you throw your head back in frustration, and he simply waits you out.
waits until you swallow your pride and get bold enough to tell him what you want.
it takes some time for your eyes to meet again.
âneed it,â he frowns with faux empathy. so mocking it would have made you stand up and leave if you weren't so pent up. you ignore that it makes you a little wetter too.
âwhere?â he whispers, then thinking better of it, he tilts his head to the side. âshow me.â
with a sigh, you let your legs part some more, fingers bumping against his as you circle your clit. he leans down and you nearly slap him when he presses another tender kiss to your inner thigh instead of where you wanted him most. where you literally just showed him to go.
âyou sure you donât want it here?â your head shakes and kisses continue to trail up your skin until he reaches your cunt. each peck he delivers is soft and gentle and devastatingly disarming, so when you start to relax, his lips part and sinful lick is dragged all the way up your slit.
you gasp. brokenly and all too loud, and he meets it with an answering groan against you.
âthereâs my sweet girl,â toji doesn't give you time to adjust. âsweeter fucking pussy.â doesn't start slow.
his tongue laps at your sensitive clit, fat tip flicking it teasingly, before going to slurp the slick dripping down your folds. he sucks sensitive flesh into his mouth, sharp teeth scraping until you squirm under him. your hips shift back only to be pulled forward again.
âuh-uh, you wanted this. don't hide her from me.â
toji cups the tops of your legs, holding you down and open as he forces his tongue into your cunt. you flutter around the muscle, and it only makes him plunge deeper. swirling, thrusting, searching.
calloused hands grow rougher when you try to wiggle away again, moving to the backs of your thighs to push your legs, up, up, until your knees nearly touch your ears.
his mouth unrelenting as he eats you out like he means to break you. sloppy open-mouth kisses smacking onto pussy until your legs tremble in his hold.
âtojiâoh, fuck pleaseââ you donât even know what youâre begging for as you grip his broad shoulders.
manicured nails dig into his skin, and it hurts, but it also has his cock throbbing harder. each pulse beats in time with your clit twitching under his tongue, and he groans when you cum and balmy sweetness washes over it in a thick heady rush.
âshit, there you go baby. let it out.â
the man doesn't stop even when you're a blabbing mess under him, and he moans into your pussy, free hand fisting his length through the rough fabric of his jeans.
you fall back against the counter, its coldness and hardness not even registering as you convulse all over and only then does he finally pull away.
âbeen gone for fourteen days,â he starts while your bleary eyes stare up at the ceiling. âguess i have to make you cum that many times to make it up to you?â
your eyes go round and you look down at him.
thereâs no way he could do that. there was no way you could do that.
but as two fingers are pushed deep into your cunt, hooking up juuust right, you have a feeling the maniac is going to find a way regardless and god did you love him for it.
of course you fucking missed him.
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â§ ââ satoru just needs one final push (nsfw) he physically canât cum until he hears your voice
satoru's been at this for at least half an hour by now.
hand gliding up and down his cock, thumb pressing hard against the bulging vein. he imagines itâs your soft, pliant hands instead of his own that are coaxing him towards an orgasm. his mind is hazy, the vision of you blurry as his hips buck lazily into his grasp. the movement of his wrists speed up when he feels himself teetering on the edge, only for him to be pulled back onto solid ground immediately.
he's been at this for at least half an hour and yet, he still can't reach the sweet, sweet relief he was aching for. you're to blame, he thinks. the tight squeeze of your pussy around his cock, enveloping him in a special kind of warmth, has ruined everything else for him. especially the now-slick palms of his own.
even the polaroid he keeps in his wallet isn't enough. not even his favourite â the one where you're on your knees in front of him, mouth stretched around his cock. your eyes are locked onto the camera in his hands, and the faux eye contact makes him stifle a groan. but he still needs more.
he dials your number.
you pick up at the second ring.
"hey, babe, what's up?" your voice is amplified by satoru's phone, pressed up against his ear. he feels his balls tighten.
âpleaseâŠ,â he whimpers through gritted teeth. itâs followed by shallow breaths. then the wet shlicks of his precum being smeared all over his length. it glistens with obscenity, and the shame of getting off to the mere sound of his name uttered in your voice.
âsatoru? are you okay? you soundâŠout of breath.â
though your words were innocent, to him, your voice was no different from porn.
âhaah, yes, i-iâm, fffuck, iâm fineâplease, say my name again,â his voice cracks, and so does his poorly-maintained facade of composure.
âwhatâsatoru, whatâs going on?â your lack of awareness of his dirty actions made him grow heavier in his palms. the strands of his hair were slick with sweat, sticking onto his forehead, head tilted back against the headrest.
âshit, again,â he gasps out, deft fingers tugging at his cock. how you haven't caught on, he's not sure. or maybe you have, and you're just playing dumb. whatever it is, every word makes his breath quicken, his face feel hotter, and his legs tremble more.
âis this a prank?â
âno! please, just keep going. talk to me, anything you want. tell me about your day? pretend as if itâs aâhnghâa life or death situation.â it might as well have been the way he was desperately clawing at any shreds of you.
âumm, okayâŠ? well, i was at the grocery store just now, and there was this lady who was a complete bitch. she cut the queue, and yâknow what she said to me? she said she didnât see me! i mean, hellooo?? she couldâve justââ
âfuck!â a loud groan interrupts your little rant.
spurts of cum spill onto satoruâs hand and lap, all of which, of course, you do not see. his chest heaves with relief, head tipped against the headboard. he lays still for a moment, nothing but shaky breaths leaving his lips. the other end of the line is silent too.
for a moment, he thinks you hung up. left him to ride out the aftershocks of his long-awaited orgasm, fingers still twitching against his cock from the muscle memory.
âwere you jerking off the whole time?!â
O hell frickin yea
after all the pain you endured during your delivery, sukuna refuses to ever let his wife go through it again [a/n: based of that one scene in "when life gives you tangerines"]
11 hours, 34 minutes, and 34 seconds. then 40. then more. sukuna counts them all without meaning to, like something wired too deep into him to stop. each second stretching, dragging, carving itself into his bones as time refuses to move fast enough.
his eyes burn, raw and unforgiving, a kind of ache heâs never known. not even in those long, merciless nights bent over a laptop back in his college days. this is worse. dark circles bruise the skin beneath his eyes, lashes still damp.
he sits rigid in a cheap, dark blue hospital chair, one that creaks every time he so much as breathes too deeply, yet he hasnât moved from it in hours. maybe longer. his body feels locked in place, but his mind drifts, slipping in and out of a dull haze until the sound of a door jolts him upright again, sharp, alert, feral in the way his gaze snaps toward it. every time without fail. his hands rest on his knees, fingers twitching, trembling despite himself, nails pressing into fabric as if grounding himself is the only thing keeping him together.
the baby is fine. he knows she is. heâs checked too many times for anyone to comment on without risking the look heâd give them. each visit ends the same way: standing on the other side of the glass, large hand pressed flat against it, breath fogging the surface as something unfamiliar tightens in his chest. he doesnât stay long. he canât. not when youâre not there.
everything in him had gone coldâ no, empty the moment they rushed you away. the world had narrowed down to the sight of you on that bed, face twisted in pain, your fingers clutching his with a strength that spoke of fear you rarely ever showed. and he had felt it too, sharp and suffocating, coiling tight in his chest in a way he couldnât fight, couldnât control.
then a clipboard had been shoved into his line of sight, a nurse speaking too quickly. âmr. ryomen, you need to sign this form in case the babyââ
âmy wife.â
his voice had cut through hers without hesitation. not loud nor panicked. just final.
for a moment, everything had stilled. even you had looked at him, eyes wide despite the pain. He hadnât even looked back at the paper.
âi choose my wife.â
after that, they had forced him out, the doors closing between you with a finality that made something ugly claw at his ribs. since then, all heâs done is wait, endless, suffocating waiting, counting seconds like theyâre the only thing he has left to hold onto.
people came. of course they did. gojo, loud and insufferable even in a hospital, arms filled with gifts that cost more than necessary. geto, calm, offering congratulations that barely registered. toji lingering off to the side, megumi in his arms as he tried, awkwardly, to show him the newborn through the glass, jin nearby with itadori and choso, their presence filling the hallway with low conversation and quiet excitement.
sukuna acknowledged none of it beyond a glance at best.
because none of it mattered.
not the gifts, not the voices, not the child he had already seen and silently loved.
the only thing on his mind was you.
his wife.
âmr. ryomen?â
his name lands and something in him snaps taut and slack all at once. sukuna is on his feet before heâs fully aware of moving, the chair scraping faintly behind him. the sudden shift makes his vision tilt for a second, exhaustion catching up, but he steadies through it, jaw set, legs carrying him forward even as they threaten to give.
âsheâs awake, everything is stable. you may see her now.â
thatâs all he needs.
the door barely has time to open before heâs through it, pace quick, bordering on reckless, yet each step feels impossibly heavy as the weight of the past hours clings to him, refusing to let go. the sterile white of the room greets him, too bright, too clean, and thenâ
you.
everything else falls away.
youâre laid against the stark sheets, small in a way heâs never seen you before, exhaustion carved into every line of your face, the aftermath of something brutal and beautiful all at once. you look fragile. spent. human.
and stillâ still youâve never looked more perfect to him.
his chest tightens, something sharp and overwhelming lodging itself beneath his ribs as his eyes lock onto yours. they find him easily, soft despite the fatigue, a faint smile ghosting over your lips as your hand lifts, barely reaching for him.
âmy loveâŠâ your voice is hoarse, worn thin, and it nearly undoes him.
he closes the distance in seconds, dropping to his knees at your bedside without care for anything else, large hand immediately enclosing yours as if to confirm youâre real, warm and alive. here. he brings it to his face, pressing slow, reverent kisses to your knuckles, your palm, your wrist, lingering like heâs trying to memorize the feel of you all over again.
something wet slips against your skin.
âryoâŠ?â your voice is softer now, concerned, your fingers twitching as if to pull away, but he doesnât let go not out of force, never that, but out of something far more desperate.
he tightens just enough to keep you there, head bowed, shoulders trembling in a way that doesnât belong to a man like him.
âthereâŠâ his voice catches, rough, uneven, breath hitching as the memory crashes back; your face twisted in pain, the sound of it, the helplessness of being torn away. his brows pull together sharply, grip faltering for a second before tightening again. âthere wonât be another.â
he presses another kiss to your skin, slower this time. like sealing a vow into you.
âthere wonât be another,â he repeats, quieter, but no less absolute.
you blink at him, caught off guard, and then despite everythin a soft, breathy laugh escapes you. âdonât be stupid, ryo.â
his head lifts just enough for you to see the way his expression twists, raw and unguarded, eyes rimmed red, lashes clumped.
âi donâtââ his breath stutters, voice breaking in a way he doesnât bother to hide, ââwant to see you like that again.â his hand curls into the sheets beside you, gripping the fabric tight as if grounding himself, ânot like that. not ever.â
you soften instantly, both hands coming up carefully to cradle his face, guiding him closer despite the way he resists for half a second.
âdid you see her?â you murmur, thumb brushing beneath his eye, catching the dampness there.
he nods, quick, almost eager despite everything, leaning into your touch without thinking. âi did⊠butââ his voice drops, âi wanted to see my wife.â
âoh, ryoâŠâ you pull him closer, pressing a gentle kiss to his forehead, then the bridge of his nose, and finally his lips; soft, lingering, tasting faintly of salt.
he exhales against you, eyes closing briefly, forehead coming to rest against yours as his hand finds its place around yours again, unwilling to let go.
âthere wonât be another,â he says, quieter now. final.
you study him for a moment. at the fear still lingering beneath the surface, and the love that outweighs everything else, and your expression softens into something certain.
âokay,â you whisper, brushing your nose against his. âthere wonât.â
it's 2:49am i should fucking sleep but i finally got the idea how to write this and i had to
i love how so many of us are virgins writing smut and virgins reading smut!!! this is why tumblr fanfiction is so peak
blind leading the blind
Skipping the storyline and going straight into the fucking part..
Iâm lowk more into fluff nowadays.. #healed
when you're trying to find a good fanfic to read but your tumblr fyp is genuinly shit