ΰ¨ΰ§ notes. this has been in my drafts since july cuz ive been procrastinating, hope itβs not too late to post this π
β BACHIRA MEGURUβ LIL SMOKEY
βshit, we making it out the hood with this one yβall ! run the track againβfire flame flow productions ainβt neva miss.β
you roll your eyes as bachira daps up isagi.
youβve been here for an hour & you can feel your eardrums beginning to rot like dead peaches. bachira raps over a beat you swear youβve heard from lucki, but heβs quick to shush you when you bring it up. you cross tired arms over your chest as the music winds up and bachira starts his verse again.
βpretty bitch, yeah she got me seeinβ stars, like it when i thrust, fuck her all the way to mars,β
isagi whistles. you contemplate suicide.
βshe think that iβm loyal but i switch my bitch like cars, new whip every day and no iβm not just penning bars !β
βtype shit !β isagi calls. you still in your seat. what ?
your chest swells with something akin to rage. you were already exhausted, ears wilting at the boom of the bass. bachiraβs been redoing the same verse for hours, but youβd never paid attention to your boyfriendβs lyrics till now. you march over to the sound panel and shut it down with closed fist.
βbachira meguruβ!β
βfucking hell, woman ! the fuck did you do that forβ?β
you march into the booth and slap him silly.
bachira looks back at you with mouth agape and red tinged cheeks. his face is blood drenched and you almost feel guilty but you tighten your chest & straighten your back.
βwhat the hell did you just say, meg ?β
βwhat are you on aboutββ
βdonβt play with me right now, meg. word to my mother iβll slap yβ left cheek too. fuck you mean you riding a new bitch every day, huh ?β
bachira groans, rubbing at his cheek. βgod, those are just lyrics ! you tripping for realββ
you slap his left cheek.
βyou think youβre future or something ? fucking try me meg. youβre lucky i know you donβt actually have the balls to cheat. change those lyrics. now.β
bachira mumbles something under his breath before marching to the sound station. a boyish giggle breaks the quiet, and you shoot a glare at yoichi, causing silence to envelope the room once again before bachira revs up the track.
βshe know that iβm loyal cuz i treat her like a star, call me yuki chiba man, βwatashi wa star !β β
β ISAGI YOICHI β YXNG EGOIST
βyoichi, you were raised in a gated community. you do not have opps.β
isagi clicks his tongue. the sound is muffled under the wool of his thick balaclava, but you manage to make it out regardless. βyou donβt understand, princess. just keep watch for me, alright ?β
βyoichi.β
you heave your third sigh of the evening. you and isagi were at a high end restaurant for a date, but suddenly you wished you were home. youβd been looking forward to having dinner with the busy striker all week, but now that youβre here together with you in a fancy dress while he sports a thick balaclava, you canβt help but feel embarassed.
βyoichi iβm literally begging you to take that off.β
isagi lifts the chin of his mask to sneak a bite of chicken with his fork. he quickly takes a sip of water before dragging the mask back over his lips, eyes darting from side to side to scope his surroundings. he breathes a relieved sigh. βi think iβm safe for now..β
βalright, iβm going home.β
βhuh ? what β no, babe, iβll take it off, come back !β
β NAGI SEISHIRO β SUGARHILL SEI
βriddle me this, sei. how the fuck your bank account low but your ass getting high ?β
you and reo stand arms crossed over a faded nagi, his eyes blood tinged & cheeks hot & swollen. his breathing is labored as he fits the blunt to his lips to take yet another drag.
βcuh i ainβ even got time fuh dis forreal. yβall mothafuckas just be bouncinβ on my dick foβ no reason man.β
βwhat the hell is he saying ?β
βi think heβs speaking ganglish ?β
βoh hell no.β reo snaps his fingers over his head, βi rebuke every spirit of hoodlum in you, bro. what the fuck nagi, is this what youβve come to ?β
nagi rubs his forehead & for a second he bears an uncanny resemblance to travis scott. βcuh i ainβ evenββ FWAM !
reo dashes a hot slap to nagiβs cheek. the red handprint glistens against his pale skin & your palms fly to cover your gaping mouth. βreo ! thatβsβthatβs too far !β
βstay out of this y/n,β nagi lays limp on the room floor, his eyes rapidly blinking with his mouth agape. βthis is just the beginning. if we donβt correct him now, heβll start dressing like a carti fan before you know it !β
reo hops unto one foot, aggressively tugging a chancla off the other. he turns to nagi.
βsorry bro, i donβt wanna do this,β
βcuhββ
FWAM !
β SHIDOU RYUSEI β MR. FREAK
βgyatttttβ
βiβm breaking up with you.β
βno mami iβm sorryyy,β shidou drawls playfully, arms circling your hips. he tugs you closer to him so youβre pressed flush against his skin.
βrespectfully asking you to wear these βforbidden tightsβ more often, ma. this recoil is insane.β he makes a slurping noise and you question your existence.
βryuseiββ
βboing !β shidou chuckles to himself as he slaps your ass. the flesh is soft in his palms and heβs about to indulge his intrusive thoughts once again before you slap him with your purse.
βshidou ryusei ! in the public eye ?!β
βgovernment name is crazyyy.β
βiβm going home.β you begin heading towards the exit with a noisy shidou calling after you, βbae come back ! it was just jokes !β
β OTOYA EITA β LILβ FLOCKA
βnah cuz what you know about ken carson for real though.β
you groan for the third time today. βeita itβs enough.β
βno babe iβm just sayin,β he rubs lazy circles along your hip bone, lips pressed lazily against the back of your shoulder, βsince you wanna be lip syncing to unreleased ken, you must know more about him than i do, right ?β
βoh my fucking god. literally who said that ?β
βno but you implied it. look at you posting yoself singing with your big oleβ tatas.β
βeita iβm literally gonna leave you for karasu right now.β
βnah nah chill itβs just,β he swipes through your story, clicking his tongue when he notices youβve posted yourself to yet another underground artist, this time thouxanbanfouani. he bites his inner cheek to stop himself from asking you to take your story down.
βyou donβt get him like i do, you feel me ?β
βcongratulations otoya. the fuck you telling me that for ?β
Hi Mars how are you doing??? I love your writing so much and I actually want to start writing too on here βΊοΈ Do you have any tips/writing advice? And if youβre comfortable with it I would love some tips specific to your writing :) Thank you have a great day/night!
heyhey itβs so cool you want to start writing bby!! ofcofc πββοΈ i think iβve alr shared some general writing tips here so iβll just give more specific stuff to my writing:
β’ i write with lower attention spans in mind (as smn w a low attention span π) so this means i always cut the βbackstoryβ. say im writing a sukuna x reader academic rivals to lovers kind of thing. instead of starting off w smth like: βyou and sukuna have always been rivalsβ¦.β id jump STRAIGHT into a scene that acc demonstrates what the βbackstoryβ (or i think introduction would be a more fitting label?) would be trying to say! ex: a scene where reader & sukuna are fighting over who got the higher grade. in general i avoid trying to write multiple paragraphs giving βcontextβ or βexplanationβ. if i do i keep it short & snappy and in general i prefer to focus on whatβs happening now!
β’ if youβre a completely new writer skip the βaesthetic wordsβ phase where you open pinterest & start using words like petrichor or serendipity LOL. also, i avoid using big words (iβm not talking abt basic ones, im talking about words that are uncommon & harder to derive meaning even with context) and use sensory words instead! words that you can feel will always offer a better reading experience than using big descriptive words. for ex: sweltering, smushed, and also onomatopoeia (words that sound like what theyβre describing) like plunk!
^also if youβre writing smut (short form esp) sensory words for descriptions over big words is super important. it allows you to better evoke physical feeling in the reader + theyβre here to goon not expand their vocabulary
β’ i like to βdirectβ scenes rather than describe them(?). uhmuhm idk how to explain this part but basically if i want to start a scene iβll often start off with a brief paragraph of where and what everyone is doing to paint a quick idea of the room. ex: βsukuna & geto have their backs pressed against the couch, toji is blablahblahβ and then i donβt bother describing what most of the setting looks like unless its some important detail or something i want to divert the readerβs focus too. basicallyyy most readers actually skim over descriptions of settings, so i prefer to just write one or two sentences painting a feel of the setting (βmidsummer in japan is moist & sticky & sweltering hot. the skatepark air is as damp as on open mouth & reeks of shokoβs third joint of mary janeβ <- excerpt from my βghost!β geto fic) and then go on to direct what everyone in the scene is doing! (βsukuna is rocking his skateboard back & forth. toji has a cigarette with the end tipped in your directionβ¦β).
^ tldr i donβt bother over describing settings! 1-2 lines of sensory description + an idea of characters positions in the scenes are enough. give room for imagination to fill in blanks and just direct your readers to what actually matters!
i think thatβs about it really π§ββοΈ i HOPE these all made sense lol good luck with your writing nonnie π
I think you should give LADS another try! I would love to see you write for it. And I think you would prefer Caleb, not Sylus (I might be projecting here because I love Caleb)
i always get edits on my fyp so maybeee if i ever have the time πββοΈ but girl idk abt caleb they saying he a sisconβ
OOOOOOO GIRLLL for the last couple of days I've been reading your fics without realizing it and oml I finally clicked on your page after the suguru one and oml not only can you write good you're funny asffff ADDED TO MY LIST OF FAVORITE WRITERS. ASLO do you think you'll be maybe making a part 2 smut for the suguru one....
nerdjoβs high maintenance gf is his prettiest distraction !
I. DISTRACTION #1: NO KISSING IN THE LECTURE HALLS !
time: 8:46 am location: Curtis Lecture Hall I (CLH-I)
gojo satoru is typing one handed because his other hand is pressed between your thighs.
not that he minds. 8AM thursday means excel sheets & a cup of hot coffee to keep his bleary eyes open. gojo satoru is tryingβtrying to focus, but his pretty girl is talking a mile a minute and heβll be damned if he didnβt reply to your every word.
βit was so hard getting out of bed today, toru,β you pout up at him, chin on his shoulder & gloss sticky on his sleeve. βi told kento to stop by and wake me up on his way to class. can you believe he didnβt?β
βiβm very proud of you for getting out of bed regardless.β
βthank you. it was very hard.β
you sigh against his shoulder. βheβs probably still mad i cussed him out,β you huff, reaching up to twirl the hairs on his nape. βall because i put him on cherry crush and he tried to act like he discovered it first.β
satoruβs eyes are still on his screen, so you squeeze his palm between your thighs to bring him back to you. βheβs so petty, toru.β
βvery petty, baby.β
you frown. itβs been exactly thirteen minutes and forty-two seconds since satoru looked at you last. heβs been on this stupid spreadsheet since class started, and itβs really starting to piss you off.
so you block his view.
βlook at my fingers, toru,β you breathe, lifting your hand in front of his face. βi was in such a rush i forgot my rings. my hand looks so ugly.β
he lifts his headβjust slightly, just enough that he can focus on the screen & not your hand in front of himβ& replies without a beat. βlooks pretty, baby,β he murmurs, kissing the back of your hand. βso gorgeous.β
oh, thatβs enough.
βtoru.β
βhm, baby?β
βkiss me.β
gojo satoru chokes on his tongue. he freezes, blue eyes leaving the screen only to dart around the crowded lecture hall in alarm. he lets his eyes drop to you, and perhaps he shouldnβt have, because youβre looking up at him with glossy lips & too-big eyes & lashes that flutter in that way that means trouble. gojo gulps.
βwe canβt do that right now, sweetheart,β his voice catches. youβre pouting up at him but satoru only cups your cheek and tries to reason with you. βweβre in public. can you wait for me, angel?β
your brows furrow, lips wobbling into that pout that only spells out gojoβs demise.
βare you ashamed to kiss me in public?β you croak, fake sniffling. βam i that ugly?β
youβre not ugly. youβre the most beautiful girl in the world, you know it, satoru knows it, & he also knows youβre doing this on purpose. but your eyes are so glossy. your breathingβs all hitched. your shoulders shake like youβre about to sobβ
gojo satoru folds under zero pressure.
he cups your face, thumb brushing faux tears off your lashes as he presses his lips to yours. you taste like strawberry candy & something too sweet to have a name. gojo sighs into your mouth. cocks his head. pulls back just to lean in again when your lashes flutter up at him all pretty. he lets his thumb tug your lip and tongue lick your teeth andβ
βahem.β
you both freeze.
in the row in front of you the nanami kento is there, frown on his face & completely unamused. there are pens littered on his desk & his laptop is wide openβis he reading semantic error?
he eyes you both, lips curled in disgust.
βthis is not a love nest.β
you & satoru are blinking in disbelief when nanami turns back to his laptop. he slams it shut in embarrassment when heβs met with an inappropriate panel onscreen.
II. DISTRACTION #2: NETWORKING β NOT WORKING β
time: 7:14 pm. location: Bergeron Center for Engineering Excellence
β-β
gojo satoru has five minutes until the most important meeting of his life.
an opportunity to pitch one of his latest projects to some high-class engineering recruitersβlucky him! heβs in a private office with his speech in his hands, and his beautiful girlfriend kicking her feet on the office table.
youβre supposed to be his supportive plus-one. and gojo does feel supportedβhow could he not when the love of his life is here for him, dressed up like a midsummer dream? but gojo thinks heβd feel even more supported if you werenβt bracketing his thighs & tugging on his tie every time he tries to speak.
βthank you all for coming. iβm honored to have this opportunityββ
βsatoruu,β you coo. βi miss you.β
gojo satoru knows better than to sigh. he does it anyway, collapsing into your neck in resignation as he squeezes your hips. youβre pressing a glossy kiss to his jaw. βiβm right here, sweetheart,β he mumbles, closing his eyes. βwill you let me focus?β
you nod sweetly, patting his cheek dismissively when he presses a kiss to your neck in thanks.
βthank you all for coming. iβm honored to have this opportunity to presentββ
βsatoruu,β
thirteen words this time. fairs.
βyes, sweetheart.β
βmy feet hurt,β you state, kicking your feet up to show him. for once, youβre not being totally dramatic. even with your heels on satoru can see the sides of your feet reddening, flushed & slightly swollen against the material. his brows furrow. βhowβd this happen, angelβ¦?β
he kneels down to slip your heels off. you pout: βi got new heels so iβd look pretty for your presentation. now my feet hurt and iβve ruined everything.β
satoru frowns, but youβre still spiraling. dramatic as always, talking like itβs the end of the world with your eyes glossy & nose wrinkled in lament. but gojoβs heart only goes sticky in his chest. how could you possibly ruin everything when you are everything?
he reaches up to wipe a tear off your cheek. βlook at me, baby,β he murmurs, other hand rubbing circles on your ankles. he looks devastating like thisβhair messy, tie loose from all your tugging & knees on the floor for you even though heβs in his finest dress pants. βyou didnβt ruin anything, okay baby? look.β
he slips off your heels, then his own leather shoes, & laces them onto your bare feet. βwear these.β
you blink as he lifts you off the table, kneeling back down to adjust the shoes better. you wiggle your toes. your feet donβt even reach the middle, and you almost fall trying to walk two steps, but the gesture alone has you beaming. you turn to him with your lips bent in a clumsy smile.
βtheyβre huge, toru,β you tease, twirling around for him to watch. satoru only smiles. his heart goes sticky in his throat. he pulls you into a soft kiss because trying to speak might make his chest hurt.
knock knock.
one of satoruβs classmatesβnerd #1βpeeks his head in, expression slightly terrified. βuh, gojo? theyβre ready for you in the boardroom,β he gulps. βyouβre up.β
satoru nods, gathers his speech papers. youβre practicing walking around in his shoes now, arms stretched out to help you balance as you strut around with a grin on your face. gojo satoru looks down at his feet. theyβre in nothing but a pair of socks.
right.
he sucks in a breath, then turns to kiss your forehead. βstay here where itβs warm, okay?β
youβre still admiring yourself in his shoes, but you chirp out an okay! regardless. satoru bites his lip. itβs showtime.
ββ
the faculty is looking at satoru like heβs grown two heads.
have they never seen a shoeless man before? how rude. heβs standing on the boardroomβs stage now, clipboard in hand, projector lighting up the board behind him. some of the recruiters are nodding. the others are trying not to look at his feet so they canβt be accused of classism. gojo satoru is not even poor. a glance at his suit should tell you that.
but gojo doesnβt care. he presents without issueβeven though the entire time, his mind is on you.
the boardroom door has a center made of glass. through the pane, satoru can see you back in the officeβyouβve somehow found music controls for the officeβs boombox, and youβre dancingβoh god, youβre dancingβtwirling around with a clumsy smile & laughing when you stumble in his much larger shoes.
satoruβs heart swells. his lip twitches.
gojo turns his focus back to his presentation. heβll work hard to keep you smiling for the rest of your life.
III. DISTRACTION #3 : WHY IS MY GIRLFRIEND IMMUNE TO TUTORINGβ¦
time: 6:14 PM location: The Quad, Satoruβs Apartment.
β-β
βwho discovered the americas ?β
βMartin Luther King.β
You are going to fail this exam.
βthatβs enough general history today,β gojo mutters, voice croaking in alarm when you give your answer. youβre tucked in his lap, fingers curled in his collar, nose in his neck & completely unbothered. your perfume is sticky in his lungs. βletβs try math. you like math, baby?β
βmhm,β you kiss his jaw. βlove it.β
no you donβt. gojo flips open a book with one hand, the other rubbing circles on your thigh. βletβs practice some integrationβ¦β he scans the page for questions while you twirl the hairs on his nape. βokay, this one. can you try this for me, princess?β
your lips tug into a bored frown. βokay,β you lean up to glance at the page, βdone.β
he blinks, βdone?β
βyes,β you flop back against him, soft & pretty & tired & his. βi solved it in my head.β
satoru bites his lip, brows knit in concern. βbaby, you canβt solve integrals in your head.β
βi have a very strong brain.β
satoru prays for some strength of his own. okayβokay. he purses his lip. βso strong, baby. do you want to walk me through your process?β
you frown in his neck.
βfirst of all,β you tug his collar, lashes fluttering, βi looked at the numbers.β
βgood job.β
βthen,β you tug his earlobe, βi got bored.β
βoh.β
satoru sighsβof course you did. he purses his lip, blue eyes flitting across the page as his spoiled pretty angel hugs his neck; dreary and tired and βboredβ in his lap. finals are coming up and things are not looking good for you. he prays for strength (again).
you seem to have found some strength of your own. gojoβs not sure when you pick up your phone (which he had confiscated from you earlier), but while he stares into the distance and laments your guaranteed failure, you scroll through your phone with a grin on your lips.
βtoru, look at this bag,β you coo, pushing the bright screen to his face. βitβs so pink and pretty, just like me.β
βjust like you,β he repeats, still staring into the distance.
βwow, nine-hundred-and-fifty dollars,β you kick your feet in his lap. βbaby, can i buy it?β you coo, voice sweet.
satoru blinks out of his daze. he glances at the phone screenβthen at you, suddenly sweet & bright & brimming with energy. his thumb brushes your inner thigh. βbaby, youβre supposed to be studying.β
βi am studying,β you frown, and gojo wants to kiss it off again. βiβm studying consumer behavior. can i have your card?β
there are three reasons gojo satoru should not give you his card.
you are going to fail your exams.
you havenβt double-checked if the price is in CAD or USD.
you are going to fail your exams.
gojo lets you have his card.
you squeal, hopping off his lap to retrieve his wallet in the other room. satoru leans back against his desk chair. in front of him, his desk is a mess of opened books & littered pencils, a βget good grades!β subliminal playing on your mini speaker because you insisted the whispered affirmations would guarantee your success. gojo sighs.
βthank you, toru!β you sing as you pad back into the room, a skip in your step. you lean down to kiss his cheek & flop onto his bed to open his laptop. you have his wallet in your hands, and gojo satoru already knows you will not double check the currency.
gojo closes your textbook with a sigh. better luck next time.
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DISTRACTIONS, end.
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