“The moment I met him, I already knew he was someone people would treasure yet nobody can see how precious he was. I guess nobody can really see how he has always been so selfless from the way he offered his shoulders for other people yet he never reached out to anyone when it was himself who suffers from so many painful nights. He never cried for help because he chose to think that there’s more to life than his loneliness and that is to make people happy.
I wondered though, how come people had never saw something so beautiful? He had suffered silently so much but he can still look at you with a smile on his face like he never felt so heavy just by being alive. Maybe we were too blind or he was too blind for himself to see the truth or maybe he hides his heart too much for he was so afraid to get hurt again. Yet no matter how hard he tries to hide it, his passion always show. His flame keeps igniting and I saw it when he talks about everything he loved. Starting from his love for music and his never ending care for everyone that has a place on his heart. He never left anyone behind. And that made him so beautiful.
He has always been there for me. From his glasses and cute smile, I knew God gave me someone that was as close as an angel. I will never forget those moments where he puts me first like the way his face lights up when I walk inside the room, truly being happy that I was there and that one time he saw me crying and he was the only one who came to me as he listened to every single thought I never realized I can put into words. He puts his arms around me with his hands stroking my back whispering “it will be okay,” as he lets me cry on his shoulders even though he knew how much I hate it when other people see me cry.
I was so thankful that the heavens and the universe let us be together even if we cannot fathom why our constellations are not for each other. I don’t mind though. Besides, nobody says you can’t keep what you can’t have. As if we do have to follow the rules that our silly minds made up all this time. And I like my choices. I hope he does too.”
— M. // unfathomed constellations
gummygunk
andulkaphoto
titsay
blakekathryn
prguitarman
annaxmalina
turnnoffyourmind
origamiaround
