Mason Stephenson

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Anyone giving out free hugs?

[theaudreyoconnell]

What did you do wrong?!

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May have gotten caught showing up late, but I cant change traffic...

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Diary entry - Day 2

Honestly, with my shit boss at work and worrying about how I'm going to approach this amber crush Im beginning to get stressed. Im not eating as much anymore, is this depression? If it isnt, Its pretty damn close to it. ~Mason

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Anyone giving out free hugs?

[xamberemerson-blog]

I have plenty of free hugs, just for you!

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Aww, you're cute.

Thanks, I need that.

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Journal Entry - 1

Life is fucked, I mean seriously fucked. I'm starting to have less control of my emotions, I'm getting angry or upset so much and I cant do anything about it. The other day my mum mentioned my sister and I lost it, I can't remember half the things I said screamed to her but I know they aren't the kind of things you should ever say to your mother. If I could take it back, I would, but she wont talk to me anymore. All these uncontrollable angry and sad emotions are making me realize when I'm actually happy. I'm only happy when I'm with Amber. Crazy, right? She's my closest friend, just friend, she doesn't view us as anything more as a friend so I shouldn't either. But what if I am falling for her? These emotions I feel for her are unbelievable. But I don't know if I'm ready to feel like this, about anyone, my heart is fragile as it is, I'm trying to push down these emotions for her, but they keep getting stronger. I think if I could love anyone again, it would be her. Not that I love her. Fuck, I don't know. Honestly, Im not sure how I view all this as, but I'm fairly positive it's a crush. Just a major crush. God dammit, I'll update these feelings in a few days, I think I need to spend a lot of time thinking this over. ~Mason

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Anyone giving out free hugs?

[theaudreyoconnell]

What happened?

[masonstephenson-blog]

Long story short, my boss started yelling at me for what felt like ages. It didnt help that so many people were watching.

Yeah...

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Anyone giving out free hugs?

Really shitty day at work

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So bored

[xamberemerson-blog]

What? No, Mason I was just joking around! I’m sorry! 

You don’t hate me, do you? I was just really looking forward to hanging out with you…

[masonstephenson-blog]

Wow, calm down.

You've put me off hanging out with you and honestly pissed me off a little, so I think I'm going to find something else to do. 

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So bored

[theaudreyoconnell]

Aw thanks, you’re pretty awesome yourself.

[masonstephenson-blog]

Thank you.

I'm beginning to wonder why I don't hang out with you more often, you're adorable!

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So bored

[xamberemerson-blog]

You guess? You’re the one that said you wanted to hang out..

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Just forget it, I don't want to hang out with you if you're going to be like this.

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So bored

[xamberemerson-blog]

Wherever you want! I don’t mind, I’d just love to hang out with you. Maybe we could go grab a coffee or something.

[masonstephenson-blog]

You'd love to hang out with me? Cute.

 I guess that would be okay.

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So bored

[theaudreyoconnell]

I work at the comic book store. It’s right next to the coffee shop so we can go buy some coffee and play video games in the back room.

[masonstephenson-blog]

Yeah, that actually sounds pretty fun, you seem like a really cool chick.  

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So bored

[xamberemerson-blog]

I’ll hang out with you! What did you have in mind?

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Great, can it just be anywhere but my house? I'm sick and tired of my parents 

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So bored

[theaudreyoconnell]

Hi Mason! You should come visit me at work!

[masonstephenson-blog]

That sounds alright

Where do you work again? 

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So bored

Guess who isn't working today! Does anyone want to hang out?  Anyone...?