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I'm not a bot, this is just a spam reblog/vent dump blog.

You're welcome to watch if you want, but I'm not here to amass a following, I'm just venting and cummin', so I'll block you if you make that uncomfy; and if there's too many of you non-mutuals lurkin', I'll just go on a blocking spree. Follow the people I post!! Not bun!

If I invited you here tho, pop under the cut please 🖤

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To the few followers Bun has allowed to keep sticking around here, Bun doesn't know who you are, but she's sure you don't know Bun either, so thank you so much for your silent camaraderie, and not trampling Bun's boundaries, dear strangers.

But to the rest of you creeping around like rats, as if Bun can't feel you staring, this is weird.

You don't get to decide that Bun is "too" private then functionally assault Bun by scrounging around to find her deepest personal thoughts against her will, while refusing to actually submit yourself to the ordeal of being known by Bun back, purely because you "think so little of yourself that Bun would never speak to you-

But really you just can't stand the idea of a something like Bun potentially rejecting your desire for attention, romantic advances, or "god forbid" profiting from your interest in her through you being comfortable with being a fan.

Because that's what you fucking are. A fan, but the worst kind; entitled and self absorbed with a fantasy about Bun that's enthralled you more than Bun herself somehow. Fucking femcels and at least one incel who've decided Bun is too interesting to look away from, but can't swallow enough of your fucking pride to take the risk of shattering your bullshit fantasies about her or pay Bun to indulge you.

Bun only knows who two of you are for 100% sure, and the incel is losing his job as soon as Bun has a handle on her fucking shit, and... Bun can't will herself to break her heart to cut off the other. So there's fuck all Bun can do about this situation besides flip you the bird.

The only reason Bun doesn't know who all specifically is doing it for sure is because Bun hasn't dedicated time to piecing it together based on your behavior. The fact Bun is positive she's being watched without having done that yet, is a testament to your sloppiness. If Bun could reverse stalk a limp dick balding incel abusing company power to backdoor her computer over a fucking rejection across the globe, she can for damn sure piece together which depressed assholes are watching her by your activity on other socials.

This blog is dusted. Do not ever fucking look for Bun like this again. You were not invited here, and the only one of you being tolerated is only because Bun's the kind of fucking stupid that can't take an L and move on.

Learn to use your words like adults and accept rejection, drop this (literally a rapist's attitude, "I can't get anyone to consent to this, so I'll just fucking take it anyway or manipulate her," loser headass) entitled mindset.

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#if nobody got Bun project destati got Bun

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#Apparently Bun has been banning the wrong people half the time #Bun just found her block list and checked it with people she knows are #not being truthful with Bun - but at least are definitely real people #Maybe this particular front doesn't matter. Bun doesn't have mods to check chat for when he shows up with the IRC thing #Bun isn't sure she could teach mods how to check for that without having already seen it themselves either. Most mods seem to just be #super VIPs. But it's not like Bun is taking on mods she wouldn't be hiring and running background checks on anyway #and if he's gonna do fuck shit with Bun's stream audio it's not really like Bun can do much - all he has to do is just sit in chat silently #from the fucking irc work around thing. Bun knows it's definetly him mocking Bun when she bans the wrong person and an a.i. loser #suddenly joins to piss Bun off more.#it's too hard spotting him when Bun has to deal with two camps of people fucking sneaking around like fucking solid snake.#IF BUN WASN'T BEING FUCKING GASLIT RIGHT THE FUCK NOW THIS WOULD BE EASIER TO KEEP A HANDLE ON.#but Bun can't control that without hurting herself too much to function in the process.#Bun is so tired of the bullshit that comes from always being either a monster or on a fucking pedestal.#can't win #Bun just has to handle the problem the best she can and wait for the accounts to stop showing up.#Bun doesn't know how strong germany's social safety net is but she's pretty sure he won't be able to maintain a fancy computer #if he gets fired for abusing company powers - esp if he actually gets legal charges for it. So Bun just has to finish up.#Bun just wanted to focus on making things but Bun doesn't know how to be mean when she ought to lol #so Bun gets to play catch up on actually learning the lesson to be “less accessible.”#unless Them telling Bun that was just them trying to get Bun to isolate herself so they would feel less romantically insecure #But they won't be honest with Bun even now so Bun can't confirm. Even if it was malicious instead of awe - it's technically protected Bun.#Just have to finish everything and focus on getting paid quickly.

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#Bun extended another olive branch today about fashion #Bun is mildly worried they will disappear again anyway. That idea makes Bun sad.#oh well #Good news though - Bun is definitively making new friends ^w^#or being hit on?? Bun is retroactively examining past interactions with one acquaintence - and that level of random kindness is unusual #at least Bun thinks it is unusual - but Bun also doesn't expect kindness by default. The prospect of joining a couple to make a triad is #also curious. Does not matter though - Bun is happy to know for sure she's making new friends - esp for work #friends with actual aspirations that aren't putting Bun on a pedestal will be good for Bun's mental #Bun thinks she's making lots of friends lately tbh ehe - and not just ones that are covert coveting Bun ^w^ That makes Bun happy #More reasons to work harder so Bun can spend time with them without worrying about money as much #when Bun can safely play league again it'll be perfect #ew bun just wandered into a fucking a.i. stream #FUCK THAT REMINDS BUN- BUN HAVE TO TALK TO

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#Bun has been doing more self evaluation today after talking with her new friend #and she's realizing that she might feel like she deserves the pain she suffers from her relationships a lil bit. Bun kinda wants to be #punished for being “selfish” and choosing herself or to “rock the boat.”#and Bunny knows that they will hurt Bun and badly - even if they don't mean to - and still love Bun.#and Bunny wants to be hurt a little and then have the bruises kissed away while she cries

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#A fantasy/dream keeps showing up in Bunny's mind lately #Sitting in someone's lap softly kissing under the light of a tv while a long forgotten movie plays- Bunny's /our tops open #hands wandering across each other's warming skin - and the someone breaks the kiss to trail kisses down her jaw to her neck #then biting in #hard - so hard it takes Bunny's breath away because it hurts- before kissing the bruise and pulling Bun closer to hold #and to bite Bunny again. Harder this time and pushing Bunny down to slide their thigh between her legs and straddle Bunny's thigh too #biting and kissing and biting and kissing while they pull Bunny close to grind together with them - until they bite Bunny one las time #so hard it makes Bunny cry - and all she can muster is a mumbled “hurts” - half from the pain and half to keep from moaning over their #thigh pressing down on Bunny's cunt through her bottoms under her skirt #And it takes a second cry - weaker and with tears trickling down Bunny's face before they pull away and look at Bun- worried #But Bunny doesn't push them away or ask to stop - Bunny turns her head to offer the other side of her neck so the bruises match #reading romance is making Bun's masochism get out of hand

Nevermind bunny will not break.

I love you

#It's ironic that Bunny has done all this crying just to come back to the first solution that she came up with the first time they did this #Bunny just got excited and forgot and let herself be disappointed #But if they're back that means they still want Bun - even if they're still too scared to take the last step - and they're going out of thei #way to support Bun and try keeping her close.#So Bunny will just keep waiting until they are ready. They just still have inner work to do.#Bunny got to do her work as her trauma was happening to her - so Bun hasn't lose time to healing - just to learning about capitalism #They're learning how to love themselves right now - and if they're back and trying to be near Bunny - Bun has to assume they're trying har #they're just not there yet.#But Bun didn't give up on you the first time - and breaking herself to join you in delusion wouldn't just set you back further but it would #still be giving up on you.#So Bunny will not break and Bun will keep loving you back.#It's not like Bun's holding herself up or anything anyway - so don't delude yourself into thinking that you're ruining Bun either.#Bun is poly so Bun is choosing you - and choosing you without fear of loss or desperation - the same way that Bun chose you before #even through the mess. Bun will keep choosing you and Bun will keep loving too #And when you're brave enough to do what you need to Bun will kiss you stupid and we can talk about everything.#And Bunny knows you've been watching here. You're pretty good at being sneaky. But you're cut from the same cloth as Bun.#Bun knows the tricks - and you can't watch someone this closely while still interacting with them without slipping.#Sorry if Bun scared you - Bun was angry and you weren't supposed to be listening to her venting to herself. You can stay and even follow #you don't have to bookmark the page anymore. Just leave something clear for Bun to know it's you. followers are hidden to all but Bun #do don't be afraid #Anyway - you can be grateful to an old millennial auntie who listened to Bunny dry cry for like 30 minutes straight #Bunny is done crying now though- so she's gonna drink some warm water and eat and get back to work #I love you - I'll use this tag when when I'm talking to you directly. Bun would let you choose but she knows you're not there yet dw:#S༻♡#Bunny loves you - don't forget to re-add her later. And be careful please Bun is not just being watched by you.#hide your likes and follows

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#Bun almost wants to stream lol #But Bun does not want to turn (character) into that kind of crashout #actually that might be an interesting angle to slip into the narrative #people are often too self centered to process despair over failure to a moral good on a societal scale #But if Bun slips in a more personal stake into (character)'s back story then people could relate to it more and it'll carry more weight #a hero's heart breaking because the (redacted) failed might not hit #but if the one person the protagonist “knew” would never give up - gave up - and that person was a lover #that would move people #Bun thinks she has her #BUN FUCKING HATES SHE HAD TO GET **HER** HEART BROKEN FOR THIS EPIPHANY.#Bunny does not want to write edge lord shit. But bunny is fucking sad right now #so late emo arc it is. Bunny didn't get to do it in highschool she guesses so why not now.#But that's the part Bun was missing she guesses - now to hammer out the details of the journey there. And finish the first fucking model

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#Bun's heart is breaking but at least there is evidence of the indomitable human spirit to comfort me #the undeniable urge to live #the joy of creation #the passion and urge to be free #if nobody got me honestly - love of the process got me fr fr #Bun will just write stories where she's held and nobody forces her to accept stupid lies for affection #then one day maybe it'll happen after Bun has her stuff handled and she won't miss that someone's flirting either #and then Bun can have it fr instead of just in silly dreams.#But for now Bun can't seem to make her heart stop stabbing her for trying to disconnect emotionally from an abusive situation.#so it's off to fucking delulu land until Bunny's heart has had enough #can't even do anything reckless and crashout cuz Bun could fucking die before she has her shit dealt with.#Bun always has to be responsible for other people's emotions - no one considers Bun unless it's because they've decided Bun is a monster.

sweetoothgirl

Black Sesame Milk

gummybearattacktheworldofdespair

ater-nova

oh my god i haven’t drawn these fools in so long

#Kingdom Hearts #fandom bunny

ramblingsofaspinningmind

Facetime

Draft older than a year at this point so I thought I might as well release it Karla’s breath came in sharp, ragged gasps as Lucifer’s cock slammed into her from behind, the sound of fur meeting skin echoing through the room. plap, plap, plap—each thrust brought with it a wet slap that made her ass jiggle and her cunt clench around his thick length. Her phone was propped up on the nightstand, the screen lighting up with her sister Jessica’s wide-eyed expression.

“Fuck, Karla," Jessica breathed, her voice low, “you’re really letting him rail you like that?"

Karla bit her lip, her hips grinding back against Lucifer’s relentless rhythm. “Mmm, yeah," she moaned, her voice trembling with pleasure.

Lucifer panted happily behind her, his paws gripping her hips tighter as he shoved himself deeper into her slick cunt.

“Jess," she panted, reaching for the phone with shaky hands. “Look at this." She angled the camera downward, giving Jessica a view of her swollen, dripping pussy stretched open around Lucifer’s thick cock.

Jessica let out a low whistle. “Holy fuck, that’s huge. How is that even fitting inside you?"

“It just does" Karla moaned, her voice breaking as Lucifer hit that spot inside her that made her see stars.

Jessica smirked as she watched Karla’s body tremble, Lucifer's thrusts growing harder and faster. Squelch, squelch, squelch—the sound of her cunt gripping and releasing his cock filled the room.

Karla’s body was on fire, every nerve alight with pleasure as Lucifer’s cock pressed deeper and deeper into her cunt. She could feel his knot starting to swell at the base, the thick bulge stretching her even wider. Her pussy was throbbing, her walls clenching around him as she got closer and closer to the edge.

“Oh my god," Jessica whispered, her voice trembling with a mix of shock and arousal. “That’s… insane."

“It feels insane," Karla gasped, her nails digging into the sheets as Lucifer’s knot pushed past her tight entrance. Suddenly the fist sized bulb dissapeared, as her pussy stretched to accommodate him. “Fuck, yes! Oh god, it feels so fucking good, sis!"

Lucifer let out a deep growl, his hips grinding against her ass as he bottomed out completely.

Karla’s body shook violently as her orgasm crashed over her, her cunt clamping down on Lucifer’s cock in a series of intense, pulsing waves.

Jessica was practically panting on the other end of the call. “Holy shit, Karla. That was… fuck."

Karla couldn’t even respond, her body still trembling as Lucifer’s cock pulsed inside her, his hot cum flooding her pussy in thick, gushing streams. Jet after jet of cum filling her up until it started to leak out around the edges of his knot.

She could feel it dripping down her thighs, pooling on the bed beneath them. “Fuck," she muttered under her breath, her body trembling. "Look at this sis", Karla said as she reached for her phone again in an attempt to show Jessica a close up of the sticky liquid pooling beneath her. "This is the fucking best thing ever" Karla stammered Karla let out a shaky moan as Lucifer shifted his weight getting ready to pull his knot from his bitch. Jessica smirked, her hand had somehow made its way into her soaked panties. Sploosh! A gush of cum leaked out of her stretched cunt, dripping onto the sheets below. Jessica gasped on the screen, her eyes wide with disbelief.

“Holy fuck," she whispered. “That’s so…" But before she could finish her sentence a loud, wet, pop echoed through the room as the knot left the warm embrace of Karla's cunt. Jessica gasped as a torrent of cum gushed out of her sister, splattering onto the bed.

To be cont?

#squishy bunny

carolineishere

-this is our one and only life, small and insignificant to the world around us. and still, out of all the tiny people, there’s that one person. that one person who ties your bodies together as one, and to find that person, would be the true gift of the world.

beauty fills the calloused and weathered pelt of this earth. rotating for billions of years, and yet it still stands alone. a moon and a sun, and yet they’d destroy each other if they ever were to touch.

i do not believe in soulmates, but i’d like to. -

Tis the season

#Bun guesses she's just gonna be gaslit by one person in her life forever #or until they fuck off again and tries unsuccessfully to gaslight bun into thinking they're not the same person.#Bun does not like having to think about this constantly though she's getting bitter and angry in a way Bun doesn't like #hurts #Bun doesn't like having to hold fury and love for the same person. And Bun doesn't to write anything fueled by heartbreak rn - so fine #Bun will play this out and see where it goes. Maybe they'll actually be different with a new try.#bdk #Bun will see - and when they finally don't have an excuse to lie to Bun - Bun will ask again and see if they'll be honest.#Bun can save her heartbreak till then.#We might even get to actually go on a date in person once before then.#or they'll turn into smoke - who knows #If nothing else Bun is at least glad she's got new pronouns to learn for them.

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#Just heard the new MV #Demon Dice is back - Dad's recovered her aura <3 #everybody needs a Gigi lol #(bun really wants to be someone(s) gigi lol oh well)#Bun is so fucking happy for them

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#wait Bun is stupid #even if this is really bio sis #Bun can't use spotify they're actively running ice ads rn #tf #it's a pretty consistent theme for sis to not care about that kind of thing. Just looking out for us sibs directly but even then focused #more on her own thing. Bun doesn't blame her for that in some ways #But that same attitude is why she was dismissive of Bun and tried bs'ing to push her back into line way back when.#That's why Bun decided to not speak to her again #If she's still doing spotify that kinda implies she hasn't changed. It's not even like she's shy about apologizing #nah - Bun is being bamboozled either by a fake acc or her family.#Bun has to avoid all nighters

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