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[matchallama]

Hey everyone, if anyone remembers me, I'm Jackie and I used to do a bunch of Bioware fanart. I'm still alive. I survived Covid. Life happened. Some great things and some bad things, mostly good!

I hope everyone is doing well and is happy. The DA4 news kind of made me nostalgic for Tumblr again and I'm not sure if it's still dead? NONE of my extensions work anymore, that's for sure.

A little more detail under the cut-

Why I left- Basically I saw a tag in this post that said Pharah was whitewashed. That was kind of the straw that broke the camel's back. But a while before that, a friend I made on here had suddenly ghosted me, so I was tremendously hurt and I never addressed it. Honestly I thought about her a lot and sometimes still do, but I can accept that it was what was best for her and let go with love. I also ghosted a very, very good friend. I think about her quite often and it's a huge regret. Those instances of bad memories on this place kind of held more weight than all the good memories at the time, so I slowly faded from this place.

What I've been up to- Life and all that comes with it.I took up rad ass hobbies like scuba diving, freediving, and now spearfishing. I'm a killer now muwahaha I work in animation. You can see some of my commercial work here.

I'm dusting off my ol Instagram and it's jackiejacques_. I actually have had it for a while, and last year, I started using it more, just to keep up with friends, but now I'm going to give social media another shot and post art again.

I can't guarantee I won't dip again but I'll always kind of wander back to Tumblr.

With love,

Jackie

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nivadu replied to your post “How are you?”

i'm glad to hear you're doing so well!! ❤

neegan replied to your post “How are you?”

it's so good to hear from you and i'm so glad things are going so well for you!! congrats!

asolitaryrose replied to your post “How are you?”

that's good to hear, congrats Jackie ♥

Thank you Nina Misi and Marion!! I hope you guys are doing well <3

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lndzzze replied to your post: lndzzze replied to your post: ...

Nope, just added u though! ��

I don’t see any pending notification D: Are you lndzzze on discord?

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lndzzze replied to your post: How are you?

It’s good to hear from you!! What’s your discord?

Thanks Lindsay!!! It’s tama #7768, though I think I have you added

[matchallama]

How are you?

I’m good! Sorry I disappeared. I always intended to post art but then two months pass, three months, then like, a year passes. I didn’t mean to disappear but also I felt like I shouldn’t be around people back then. So yeah customary life update-

- I was going through a very challenging and overwhelming time last year, like one of the problems I had was I was working three jobs at once, but I sorted all that out and now I’ve taken control of my life. :’) I’m also (still) learning how to be an adult, trying to be a better person than I was yesterday, and all that zen stuff.

- I started working at Disney TV in April on a neat show as a background designer, and also I’m freelancing in the evenings.

- I am no longer single. :) I’m very happy to have someone to share my time with.

- My cats are also doing good. They’re fat and happy and wrestle with each other and cuddle with each other every day.

If anyone wants to reconnect, then feel free to message me. I have discord and a new Skype, because my last one got hacked. Other than that I hope to return consistently to social media one day whether it be here or another platform.

[matchallama]

Are you safe from the wildfires in LA?

Yes even though the fires are basically three streets above where I work...Eh life goes on

[matchallama]

inklie replied to your post: Don’t mean to seem like a creep but I noticed on...

*clenches fist* i lov her

fggfhgh thank you

[matchallama]

Don’t mean to seem like a creep but I noticed on Pinterest you have a board for a swtor character imperial agent! Can you tell us about them?

No worries! My pinterest is public and out in the open. I’m actually flattered you noticed

But anyway, some rambling under the readmore

Her name is Sen Tashi and she’s one of a handful of clones of a jedi, but she is forceless. Growing up, her clones surpassed her and demonstrated their force sensitivity so they all went to Korriban but they all died during training.

Thinking Sen was a late bloomer, she was put into the care of a sith lord, in hopes with some prodding she’d show signs of being force sensitive. But it never happened, all she got out of being raised by a sith lord was emotional baggage, Sen grew older, the cloning program was considered a failure, and Sen had to make a living so she joined the army and then Imperial Intelligence.

She’s light-sided and will flip for the Republic. Here’s a bad screencap that doesn’t really reflect how I imagine her to look like, and I don’t have the patience to deal with the character creator. :( But here are some tentative faces I’m inspired by, the left is the jedi and the right is Sen. I think they look similar!

I’m still developing her and things might change... As she is now, she’s basically just a reverse of Theron lol.

[matchallama]

I miss you

haha well I’m here now! If we’re mutuals and want to keep in contact, feel free to ask for my discord <3 I deleted my skype a while ago because it got hacked.

[mrwilliewonka]

[vampyrelle]

I’m going back to school next week and have a lot of expenses this semester so I’m opening up commissions again!

No slots, I have a queue and typically work on one commission at a time. First come, first serve! 

Character portraits

bust: 40$ (examples x, x, x)

half-body: 50$ + 10$ per extra person (examples x, x)

full body: 55$ + 15$ per extra person (examples x, x, x)

Tarot inspired “card”/Illustrative “card”

70$ single character (examples x, x)

85$ for 2 characters

Click here for more info!!

Click here for more examples of my work

Signal boosts super appreciated!

[matchallama]

@swampcrow I've missed him too, I miss being hype for video games and Dragon Age! 😭

[matchallama]

how is alder doing these days?

Alder’s doing good, currently hanging around in my Sims... He is a chef and he lives in a house with no roof or wallpaper or carpet haha. And he has a baby boy

[cinemalesbian-deactivated201801]

Park Chan-wook interviewed by Mouloud Achour for Le Gros Journal:

- “Many compared you to Quentin Tarantino because of the violence in your movies, but I prefer comparing you to Stanley Kubrick, because you always tackle issues of modernity, present and future times, and you explore the themes of domination by the rich and violence of the poor. - Your remark is very interesting. On the set of Stoker in the United States, Nicole Kidman made a similar comment. She said that I was often compared to Hitchcock, but that she would see more resemblance between me and Stanley Kubrick.”

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clooovers replied to your post “Are we gonna ever see any art from you again? I severely miss it :(”

holy shit congrats!!! :D

inklie replied to your post “Are we gonna ever see any art from you again? I severely miss it :(”

omg congrats!!!! you're gonna do amazing :,)

elemei replied to your post “Are we gonna ever see any art from you again? I severely miss it :(”

whoaaagh congrats jackie!!!! that's so cool!!!!!!!!!

bossuary replied to your post “Are we gonna ever see any art from you again? I severely miss it :(”

OOOOOOOH MY GAAAAAAAWD. You are such a BAMF!! Congrats!! ������

THANK YOU <3

[matchallama]

Are we gonna ever see any art from you again? I severely miss it :(

Yeah! You definitely will, in an upcoming animated show for which I’m doing background design. I also did some early development pieces too, so I’ll probably post those here when it’s released.

I’ve also painted two cards for @da-arcana. When the books are printed and I ask for permission, I’ll post them too.

[littlegirlterror]

these are the only two human emotions