An Open Letter To The People I Used To Love
Hi,
It’s been a while. It’s sad that things had to be this way. I apologize for not being the perfect playlist of your life. I apologize for the summer fights and cold nights that put cracks on your walls. I thought I could tear them down and be even closer to you. If you’d ask me how I’m doing, I’d say I’m doing great. Maybe not as great when I was with you but I’m coping. I’m slowly getting used to the idea of impermanence of people in my life. My skies might turn grey but I hope the sun still shines on you. I wish I could move on but the thing is, I never learned how to do it. I know when I bump into a memory of you, things will just come back to me. Maybe it wouldn’t make me feel anything anymore but I’m sure I’ll remember you. Thank you for making me happier and letting me realize the existence of sadness even if I’m with my favorite person. Lastly, I hope you’ve already found the greatest story of your life. I hope your favorite person shows you off proudly. If we bump into each other one day, maybe we could get a drink and talk about you and me, separately. This letter wasn’t made to blame you or love but to make you realize that even if we’re not together anymore, the parts you gave me are still here inside my heart. Never will I throw them out. You own a spot inside me and you still somehow make me feel alive. See you soon. I wish you enough, always.Â
PS: This letter is sealed with a forehead kiss and long tight hug. I loved you.
