⤷ In which y/n waits outside her ex boyfriends concert in hopes he'll take her back.
[seonghwa x fem!reader] warnings: smut minors dni 18+ , fingering, oral f!receiving, hand job, angst, p in v, aftercare, unprotected sex, heavy plot, praise, tender love, deep affection, ex/boyfriend seonghwa. wc 5,354
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The rain was beating heavily against the windshield of your car that sat outside the back of the KPSO dome. Ateez are inside finishing up their finale concert of the tour and you decided now was the perfect time to corner your ex and beg for him to take you back.
You and Seonghwa broke up just before the tour because all the two of you did was argue, you hated the way he had to hide the relationship because it would 'ruin how the fans saw him'.
All you ever wanted to do was shout about your relationship and tell everyone how proud you are to be his, but his company wouldn't allow it.
You had gotten into trouble for simply having his hand in an Instagram story post, even though your account was private and had a follower count of 150.
In all fairness he was never the problem, when you weren't fighting he treated you like a princess, cooking you food, bringing home expensive gifts because he thought of you when he seen it, taking you to private events and god the sex was the best you ever had.
So, you sat in your car with your knees tucked onto the seat and your eyes trained to the 'no access' door you knew the group would leave out of.
The clock on your dash struck 10.30 and you could hear the fans starting to leave the venue out the front, so you pulled out your phone and texted Yeosang to convince Seonghwa to come outside.
Sang👑: I'll send him out for air
Sang👑: He isn't in a good mood so be ready
You sat biting the skin around your nails, anxiously waiting for Seonghwa to come out. Yeosang specified that he was already in a bad mood so you know this will only make it worse.
The back door opened and Seonghwa walked out in low hanging sweats and a black wife beater.
You sat and stared at him for a few seconds with an anxious feeling stinging your chest. It felt like your heart travelled to your throat and was waiting to burst out.
His eyes darted over to your car when he heard the door open. His jaw hung loose and his lips parted.
The rain drenched your hair immediately and you could feel your hoodie getting heavier. It really didn't help the sinking feeling in your gut, it just added to it. Drenched and heartbroken
Seonghwa moves out into the rain, away from the sheltered space next to the door. His hair started to cling to his forehead while his face stayed dumbfounded, watching you walk towards him.
"What are you doing here?" He questioned when you stopped a few meters away.
You had your heart on your sleeve and thankfully it was raining because it masked the tears already pooling at your eyes.
"I fucked up hwa, this past month has been one of the hardest for a long time" You used your sleeve to wipe the rain streaming down your face. "Not just because you've been away, but the fact I haven't had anyone to speak to. I thought I'd be fine letting you go and thought that maybe I'd feel free, but its been the complete opposite"
Seonghwa comes closer but still an arms length away. His expression showed shock and some sort of guilt?
"I talked to Yeosang while you were away and he said you barley left the hotel rooms, what I'm basically saying is, I know you have been struggling too and I hope we want the same thing" Your breath hitched and you stuttered a few words because that same anxious feeling was starting to swallow you whole.
Maybe this was a bad idea and he would just walk away and leave you here stood in the pouring rain like a misbehaving dog. Yet there was still a glimmer of hope that he'd hold you in his arms and tell you he'd take you back despite his stupid companys rules.
"Take me back hwa, I don't think I can move on from what we had. Your my first and only love"
Seonghwa could see how vulnerable you were right now. Standing in the pouring rain knowing you hate the feeling of wet clothes clinging to your body. Your eyes red and filled with tears, hair stuck to your skin, jeans soaking up the puddle beneath you and your words building up in your throat.
He couldn't help his own emotions break through the mask, his own tears trailing down his cheeks. Everyone was aware of his lingering feelings towards you, he couldn't get over the fact his job got in the way of the woman he loves the most (second to his mother of course).
Even the fans noticed a decline in his energy during the tour, it was trending everywhere but he didn't pay any mind to it because all he could think about was you.
All of your stuff still laid dormant in the dorm, the members didn't even touch your coffee mug in the kitchen in fear he would get mad and lash out. He was mourning the death of your relationship.
It didn't help either when the staff would ask where you are at the lunches and random events. You were a big part of his life and it sucks he had to let it go.
It was obvious he wanted you back too.
He moved closer and didn't hesitate to pull you in to a crushing hug. His hands gripped at the soggy fabric of your hoodie while he inhaled the scent on your neck.
You didn't even think when his body engulfed you. Sudden relief washed over you when your head met his broad shoulder, this is everything you've been waiting for, everything you craved.
"It's been so hard without you, it's like you tore my heart out and kept it" His head nuzzles in further and his arms tighten around you like you'd slip away. "I should've fought to keep you by my side, losing you wasn't worth it"
"I kept your heart safe and waiting for you to come home" you whispered into his shoulder and kissed his exposed skin.
"Be mine again" Seonghwa pulls away and looks down at you with his hair dangling in front of his eyes. You could feel his heart beating through his chest and couldn't help but let out a sob.
"Of course, I love you hwa" You choked keeping your eyes on his.
"I love you too sweetheart"
His lips fall onto yours in a needy and passionate kiss. His plump lips moved at an agonising pace, like he was savouring every movement and taste.
Your hand laced into his hair while the other latched around his neck to pull him closer. You didn't want to let him go and you really didn't care if his crazy fans or paparazzi caught you in the heated moment.
You craved the feeling of his lips on yours and now that you have them an ache between your legs appeared.
"I need you" You said against his lips and it only fuelled his hunger.
He wanted you too and he wanted you now.
Seonghwa pulled away from the kiss and looked back at the door then to you with a fire in his eyes.
"Text one of them to take my stuff home, I don't have the patients to run inside"
Seonghwas hands fell to your hips as his lips met yours again, he gently pushed you backwards towards your car until your back hit the passenger side door.
You didn't know where you were going to take this, all you know is your right where you want to be. Stuck to Seonghwa, making out in the rain and knowing each others true feelings, not carung what everyone else thinks.
Seonghwa opens the passenger door and guides you into the seat. Your lips never parted until a minute after you got in the car.
He was still hunched in the door with his hands running up your thighs. He wanted you now more than ever but he knew he couldn't do it here and risk getting caught by the staff. It didn't really matter if the members came out because they've all caught you at least once.
"We need to get out of here" His voice was husky and full of lust.
"Go anywhere, I don't care" You replied without moving away, his lips were too addicting.
Seonghwa pecks your lips then your cheek before pulling away and closing the door.
Your heart was in your throat as you watched him run around the front of the car to get into the drivers seat.
As soon as he got in he lurched towards you over the centre console and attacked your lips again. He couldn't get enough and was clearly struggling to hold himself back.
But the door opened and slammed behind the staff member carrying heavy bags to one of the black vans. It snapped the two of you back to reality and Seonghwa was quick to sit back in his seat.
He looks over slowly like he'd been caught stealing and started laughing. You joined in, realising how crazy the situation is.
"I couldn't help myself, you taste so good" His hand moved further up your thigh and grazed your crotch.
Your body flinched at the electric feeling and you gripped his bicep in horny excitement.
"Drive now before I jump over there"
He smirked at your warning and turned on the car. Reflections by the Neighbourhood blasted through the radio and you scrambled to turn it off.
"I was in my feels on the way here" You look at him with saucers for eyes feeling like you had just outed yourself.
He just sits and smiles at you, admiring every feature on your face. His hand finds yours and he brings it up to his lips to leave a soft peck on your fingers.
"I'm glad you're mine again, I hated the thought of someone else being with you"
His voice was low as his eyes stared deeply into yours, like he was looking into your soul and read every secret you kept hidden away.
"I'm glad to be yours again too"
He put the car into drive and sped to the exit, keeping your hand in his while he drove.
The drive was filled with soft touches, kisses at stoplights and humming to the random music playing from your playlist.
Seonghwa got out first and walked to your side to hold open the door, just like he used to.
He drove you both to his dorm because its closer than your apartment, after you had texted Yeosang he mentioned that the boys were going out for drinks to celebrate the end of tour. So it was a free house for at least four hours.
"We're going to have to rechristen every surface in the dorm" He takes your hand and drags you to the front door. Already shoving the key through the door and eagerly pushing it open.
The door slammed behind you and he was already at your neck, pushing you against the frame and feeling all over your body.
"Can we change first, I hate my clothes sticking to me" Your voice was breathless as your hands worked through his hair.
"I have a better idea" he mumbled against the tender skin of your neck while his hands work their way up your hoodie.
His hands were cold against your back making you jolt at the sensation. He chuckled when he couldn't feel a top or your bra underneath.
"Not even a bra on, you must've knew this was how it would end" His fingers flick and pinch your nipples making your head fall against the door with a thud. The pain didn't even mask the horniness radiating off your body.
Seonghwa pulls the hoodie over your head and throws it to the floor beside your feet. He steps back and looks over your body like a hungry wolf.
"I missed these" He kissed from your neck down to your breasts where he flicks and plays with your nipples with his tongue. "Your gorgeous" He whispered against your skin making you arch into him and grip his hair.
"I need you hwa" You moaned while scrunching your eyes shut at the euphoric feeling of being touched again.
He pulled away and hooked his arms under your thighs to pick you up. He smacks your ass dominantly and throws you down on the couch. He couldn't even wait long enough to get you into his bedroom.
You laid sprawled out on the couch, watching him stare at your half naked body. It was a silent appraisal with his eyes complimenting every inch of your skin.
His soft finger trails from your lower stomach up to the base of your neck. "I don't even know where to start" He mumbled.
You sat up feeling impatient and pulled him down by the neck. You lock your lips with his and messily peeled off his wife beater.
His body glistened from the rain and even a few rain drops slipped between his abs. You pushed him back and flattened your tongue against his lower stomach to drag it slowly up his abs.
Tasting the salty mix of rain and sweat from his concert. He kept his eyes on you the whole time with his chin stuck to his chest and his lips parted sultry.
His head fell back and his hands found your ass, squeezing and massaging you through the soaked jeans. You attacked his neck, nipping and biting leaving small red marks.
The rule was to never mark him where it can be seen but you couldn't care for those stupid rules in the moment.
He bent his legs so his thigh could make contact with your clothed core, your forehead met his chest as you moaned at the feeling.
"Move" He groaned while he held your hips to guide you up and down his thigh.
You left messy open mouth kisses to his exposed chest while grinding against his leg. He pushed your hair back away from your face and moved to massage your tits.
"Your doing so good princess"
His compliment only turned you on more and you found yourself palming his length through his sweatpants. It was only fair he feels pleasure after waiting for so long.
"Oh my god" Your eyes closed at the stimulation and couldn't focus on anything except the friction against your clit. Your mind had gone numb.
Seonghwa released the button of your jeans and started tugging them down. He flattens his leg and sits up which frustrated you. Your face screwed up in disappointment and he laughed at your reaction.
"You won't be making that face after I'm finished"
He pushes you back against the couch cushions and pulled your jeans off to throw them on the coffee table. Your mind was in a daze as he lifts your right leg against the back of the couch and licks his way down to your thong.
Your stomach tenses as his tongue glides over your clothed core.
"Your already so wet" He whispered against your panties before kissing your clit.
"It's all for you" your voice was breathy as you watched him pull your panties to the side and looks at the glistening mess while his mouth watered.
"Exactly how I want it" His tongue slips between your folds and licks up your arousal.
Your hand shoots to grip his hair and you hips buck as soon as he makes contact with your clit.
"Oh my fuck- hwa" You moaned while rolling your hips into his face.
The sensation of his tongue against your core only got you closer to your first orgasm. Rubbing against him before was already enough to make you cum.
His tongue licks around your clit as he introduces a finger into your hole, he curls to perfectly hit the cushioned spot in your vagina. You could feel your orgasm rising in your stomach making your eyes roll to the back of your head.
"Fuck, right there" You feel him chuckle against your clit knowing you were getting close to cumming.
He knew you like the back of his hand, especially when it came to fucking you. He knew all the sweet spots and what tips you over the edge.
"Mmm going to fucking cum" Your hips buck into his face at the feeling of a knot forming in your lower stomach.
He picks up his pace, finger fucking you at an ungodly speed. He nips at your clit and it sends a wave of euphoria over your body.
"Cum for me baby" His voice was husk and sounded so fucking sexy.
It only took one more thrust to send you over the edge and unfolding right in front of him. Your thighs shudder and your back arches off the couch while your hand fists his hair.
Seonghwa licks up your cum and leaves another kiss on your clit sending a rush of electricity through your body.
He kisses his way up to your lips and lays his body on yours while massaging your arms.
"Did that feel good?" He questioned for reassurance event hough he knows he fucked you right.
You licked your lips and stared up into his hungry eyes. You wanted to continue but the feeling of dryness in your mouth annoyed you.
"Do you need water?" He questioned knowing you where thirsty.
You just nodded and watched him walk to the kitchen. His sweatpants hung lower than before revealing his defined v-line. It gave you a new found rush of energy and you found yourself chasing after him into the kitchen.
He turns from the sink with a glass of water in his hand but he flinches upon seeing you fully naked behind him. You stalk closer and place your lips against the glass. He lifts the base of the glass and lets the water flow between your lips.
He hums in satisfaction and imagines what else he could put in that pretty mouth of yours.
The glass is taken from your lips and you watch him take a sip from the glass. His eyes stay on yours and it turns into a heated staring contest.
"Bend over the island, I want to see that pretty ass of yours"
You do exactly what he asks and look at him over your shoulder. He places the glass on the counter and stalks towards you, eying the round shape of your ass.
His hand palms your plump skin before he pulls it away and sends a firm smack to your right ass cheek. You moan and grip the corner of the island.
He slides your thong down your legs and tucks it into his pocket. His fingers find your clit and he rubs circles. Your head falls to the marbled counter top while your ass backs up into him.
You could hear Seonghwa suck the fingers that were just on your clit before pulling his dick out his sweatpants and teasingly gliding it against your core.
"I want you so bad" You moaned and pushed your ass towards him, feeling his tip push into your core, glazing it in your wetness.
You whine as he pulls back making him chuckle at your neediness. He strokes his length pushing the blood to his already pulsing tip thats dripping with precum.
"Stop teasing me" you whine again and lean into him. This time he doesn't pull away and lets his dick slowly slide into your pussy.
"Your so tight" He couldn't help himself but push his entire way in, completely covering his dick with your slick vagina.
Your brain turns to mush and you feel your legs going unsteady, he'd have to hold you up soon or you'll fall to the ground in pleasure.
Seonghwa tensed to control himself from thrusting into you, letting you adjust to his size.
"Can I move" His voice was breathy and he was clearly struggling to compose himself.
"Yes" You basically moaned in response. You couldn't wait for him any longer and started to move on him yourself.
It didn't last long though because he started to pound into you, sending you flying further on the counter, rocking back and forth against the marble.
His fingers dug deep into your hips while he moaned at the feeling of his dick sliding against your walls. You loved the sounds he made, you felt proud that you could make him feel this good.
The room filled with the sound of sweaty skin smacking against each other and shameless moaning coming from the both of you.
Your hands scrambled to grip anything that could ground you, your body was on cloud nine and the euphoric feeling travelled through your veins like a sweet curse.
"Give me ur hands" His words were mumbled and messy as he reached forward and grabbed your two hands in his.
You squeezed around his thumbs when you felt your walls clench around his dick.
"I'm close" You moaned and rested your sweaty forhead against the cool counter.
He let go of your left hand and slipped it between your legs to work your clit. He always prioritised you and wanted you to finish first. He was doing just that with the speed he thrusted and rubbed at your clit.
You clenched around him again followed by a strained scream coming deep from your throat.
The same tight feeling released in your stomach and your liquids coated his dick.
"Your so good baby, already came for me a second time" his words were even more breathless than before as he used his hands to gently massage your back and ass.
A few thrusts of his hips sent him over the edge, he pulled out and you could feel the hot strings of his cum land on your back. You looked behind your shoulder and watched him ride out his orgasm into his hand. His lips were parted and his eyes stared deeply into yours as you enjoyed the view of the man you love fucking his hand.
He bends down and kissed the skin of your ass before grabbing kitchen roll and wiping his mess off your back.
"Your so hot baby, bent over the counter for me"
You smiled and fluttered your lashes at him. He was catching his breath and pushing the hair stuck to his face back.
You got up from the counter and moved into his arms. He placed a kiss to your swollen lips and stared lovingly into your eyes.
"I love you" he whispered and placed another kiss to your forehead.
"I love you too" You replied and rested your chin on his chest, staring up at him like he was chiselled by the gods themselves.
His skin was glistening against the kitchen light making him look more majestic, his lips were soft and plump, you couldn't help yourself but sneak another kiss.
"We should shower to warm up, being wet from the rain isn't good"
You smirked. "I already feel warm enough"
He chuckled and smacked your ass again, ricoshaing the sound around the room. You yelp and move closer to him, feelig your breasts flatten against his chest.
"We're showering" He picks you up bridal style and takes you to the bathroom.
"What about a bath instead? I haven't had one since the last time I was here" You pout, begging him to take a bath instead of a shower, you have a shower at your apartment, but he has a large bath with a big collection of bath salts and soaps thanks to Yeosang.
"Whatever my baby wants, my baby gets" He kisses your lips and places you on the side of the bath before he turns on the taps to fill the tub.
"I'll get you your fluffy robe" He leaves the room and goes to his to grab your darth vader bath robe.
He comes back wearing his storm trooper bath robe and holds your bathrobe open to help you dress. He ties the belt and pats your hips. He sits on the toilet lid and invited you to sit on his lap.
"So what have you been doing since I've been away?" He questions, rubbing small circles on the back of your hand.
"Ah you know, tending to the line of men waiting to get in my pants" you joke and recieve a strong pinch to your sides. You laugh seeing his jealous expression. "I'm joking" You take his cheeks in your hands. and kiss his smushed up lips.
His frown is replaced with a smile as you pull back. "I've just been doing work to distract myself" Your arms lock behind his neck as his face drops again. "What?"
"It'll be different this time, You are my main priority, the jobs comes second. I still want to keep you protected though, I don't know what I'd do if someone hurt you because of me" Your forhead connects with his as you stare into each others eyes.
"Thank you, and I won't nit pick the little things. As long as I have you I'm more than happy"
You both smile and share another short kiss before he gets up and turns off the taps, the bathroom is filled with the scent of lavendar as he poors the soap into the bath an shake it up to create walls of bubbles.
Seonghwa hums as he moves, his robe drops and he gets into the bath. You smile as he holds out his hand to invite you in. You repeat his actions and join him in the bath.
Your body completely relaxed against his chest, you missed him and you can tell he missed you too.
Your toothbrush still sat next to his in the holder, your mug was still tucked in the corner of the kitchen counter and you noticed your hair ties stil laid scattered around the dorm, but your sure some of the boys probably borrowed them.
It made you realise the break was never going to last, your stuff stayed dormant, waiting for you to come back and use them again. It's the same with your apartment, all of the stuff he left the last time he was over never even moved an inch.
You and Seonghwa were made for each other and you were grateful for him taking you back.
Your hand snaked behind you and palmed over his dick. It twitched awake as his hands found your breasts.
"It seems someone isn't tired yet" He whispered into your ear as he nibbled the skin of your ear lobes.
"I thought I'd even the score were 2-1 and I don't like uneven numbers" You turned to move to his side balancing on your hip as your hand worked on his cock.
His hand rested on your lower back as his head hung over the edge of the bath. He humed in satisfaction as you felt his dick harden in your hand.
"He's awake" He laughs at your observation and pulls your face to his, locking you both in an intimate open mouth kiss. Both your tongues fought for dominance as your hand danced up and down his length.
"Fuck" He pulls away to moan and watch your hand through the bubbles.
Your thumb plays with the tip, focusing on stimulating the slit before gliding back down to the base of his cock. He grips your waist and moves closer to your face, biting your lower lip and watching you through his fallen strands of hair.
You smile and push the strands off his face, his cock twitches in your hand and you can tell he's close to cumming.
"Cum for me" you whispered against his lips.
"Fuck your so hot" his hips buck and his hands grip ypur waist and the edge of the tub.
He rides his orgasm and pulls you by the chin to conect your lips. "Your so beautiful" He whispered breathlessly against your lips.
His whole body relaxed as he sank deeper into the water. You sank with him and rested your head on his chest.
"I could stay like this forever" both of his arms hold you tight. You could feel your eyes closing as you fought off sleep.
"I'm tired now" You yawned and nuzzled closer to his chest, enjoying his warm and muscular embrace.
"A few more minutes in here then we can go to bed" You just nodded in agreement and stayed relaxed together in the tub.
You stood in Seonghwas room wearing his hoodie and a pair of shorts from your drawer. Your face was glassy with skincare and your hair was twisted in a bun. Exactly as you should be.
Seonghwa had gone around the dorm to pick up the discarded clothes and fold them up at the foot of the bed. Just to save the members sanity when they got home.
Seonghwa held you in his arms in the centre of the room, just standing in each others presence and swaying softly to the show playing on his computer.
His phone had buzzed a few minutes before alerting the two of you to stop fucking because the boys where on their way home.
"Can we sleep now?" You pouted up to your tall boyfriend whos eyes were trained on Alchemy of Souls. He hummed and slowly moved closer to the bed.
He pulled back the duvet and climbed in with open arms. You smile and tuck youself against him, slotting your head against his neck and tangling your legs with his.
You watched him as he stared at the show glowing from his computer screen. His brows were furrowed and he bit his cheek while concentrating, you softly pressed a kiss to his neck which grabbed his attention.
"Are you okay?" He moved a strand of hair behind your ear and smiled. His eyes crossed while he looked at you because of the closeness and you almost melted at the sight.
"I'm perfect" You replied and pulled him into another slow kiss.
The front door opened and you could hear seven heavy footed men stumble through the door.
"The war is over!" You could hear Wooyoung shout from the kitchen which caused the two of you pull away and stare at the door expecting at least one of them to break through.
"Brace yourself" Seonghwa whispered and hugged you closer.
The door shot open and hit the wall behind it causing the wooden door to bounce back slightly. Wooyoung stood at the door with a bright smile adorning his face. His glasses fell down his nose as he came closer to the bed.
"Ah it's good your back y/n, Hwas attitude stunk this whole month"
"Hey" Seonghwa kicked from under the blanket like a child.
Yeosang passed by the door with a smile on his lips. He knew from the beginning it would work out between the two of you. Especially because yo texted him daily to ask how Seonghwa was doing.
"Okay get out now" You groaned while staring at Wooyoungs lingering frame at the end of the bed.
He pouted like a child and stomped out the room followed by the slam of Seonghwas door.
"He's so annoying" Seonghwa readjusted his position to have his head laying on your chest, his hands snuck under your hoodie and he relaxed on you completely.
He was so warm and the feeling of your fingers massaging his hair sent you straight to sleep.
Seonghwa noticed the lack of hand movements and planted a kiss to your lips before he turned off his show. He laid and stared at your peaceful face, all the stress disappeared and your breathing had evened out.
He wanted to do nothing more than scoop you up and lock you away for only him to see. You are and always will be his.
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