⋆. 𐙚 ̊ 𝙈𝘼𝙐𝙍𝙄𝙇𝙔𝘼𝙉 , a selective and private ( highly adaptable ) roleplay blog. written for independent original character, 𝐋𝐄𝐈𝐓𝐇𝐀 𝐌𝐀𝐔𝐑𝐈𝐋𝐘𝐀, 𝘥𝘢𝘶𝘨𝘩𝘵𝘦𝘳 𝘰𝘧 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘮𝘰𝘰𝘯, 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘩𝘪𝘦𝘭𝘥 𝘰𝘧 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘱𝘦𝘰𝘱𝘭𝘦, 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘧𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘳. developed within my original lore: inspired by korean folklore / history & dungeons and dragons. anti wotc and racial alignment. adult themes present, 21+, mutuals only. previously moonsworn and dweomerr. spells casted by 𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐏𝐇 , 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐲 / 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐦 , 𝐭𝐰𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐲𝐟𝐢𝐯𝐞.
⁰¹ 𝐑𝐔𝐋𝐄𝐒 ⁰² 𝐃𝐈𝐑𝐄𝐂𝐓𝐎𝐑𝐘 ⁰³ 𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐏𝐓𝐒 ⁰⁴ 𝐁𝐋𝐎𝐆𝐑𝐎𝐋𝐋 ⁰⁵ 𝐃𝐎𝐒𝐒𝐈𝐄𝐑 ⁰⁶ 𝐁𝐈𝐎𝐆𝐑𝐀𝐏𝐇𝐘 ⁰⁷ 𝐓𝐈𝐌𝐄𝐋𝐈𝐍𝐄 ⁰⁸ 𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐒𝐄𝐒
𝐚 𝐰𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧’𝐬 𝐥𝐢𝐟𝐞 𝐢𝐬 𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐥𝐞𝐬𝐬 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐤 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐬𝐮𝐟𝐟𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠. there is suffering and then more suffering. it’s better to expect it, you know. you’re becoming a woman now, so you should be told this. for a woman, the man you marry will determine the quality of your life completely. a good man is a decent life, and a bad man is a cursed life━━ BUT NO MATTER WHAT, always expect suffering, and just keep working hard. no one will take care of a poor woman: just ourselves. &. 𝐢𝐟 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐚𝐧𝐲𝐨𝐧𝐞, 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐜𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐡𝐞𝐥𝐩 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐬𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐬𝐮𝐟𝐟𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠. if we love our lord, not just admire him or fear him or want things from him, we must recognize his feelings; he must be in anguish over our sins. we must understand this anguish. the lord suffers with us. he suffers like us. it is a consolation to know this. to know that we are not in fact alone in our suffering.
⋆. 𐙚 ̊ 𝘵𝘳𝘢𝘷𝘦𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘤𝘰𝘴𝘮𝘰𝘴 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 . . . baroviana, svetle, embodies, deathprop
𝘰𝘣𝘫𝘦𝘤𝘵 𝘰𝘧 𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘴𝘩𝘪𝘱 , 𝐀𝐒 𝐅𝐎𝐑𝐄𝐓𝐎𝐋𝐃 𝐁𝐘 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐋𝐔𝐍𝐀𝐑 𝐋𝐀𝐃𝐘 ; being plagued by unrelenting nightmares. to forever be defined as the 'other'. 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐀𝐂𝐓 𝐎𝐅 𝐘𝐄𝐀𝐑𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐈𝐍 𝐃𝐄𝐀𝐓𝐇𝐋𝐘 𝐃𝐄𝐒𝐏𝐄𝐑𝐀𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍 + 𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐋𝐃𝐇𝐎𝐎𝐃 𝐀𝐁𝐀𝐍𝐃𝐎𝐍𝐌𝐄𝐍𝐓 𝐀𝐍𝐃 𝐖𝐇𝐀𝐓 𝐈𝐓 𝐃𝐎𝐄𝐒 𝐎𝐍 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐏𝐒𝐘𝐂𝐇𝐄. being trapped in the middle as an elder sibling (who am i destined to chose?). the dichotomy of being mixed race &. how it makes you the uncanny valley. 𝐇𝐄𝐑𝐎𝐈𝐂 𝐀𝐂𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍𝐒 𝐀𝐋𝐖𝐀𝐘𝐒 𝐋𝐄𝐀𝐃 𝐓𝐎 𝐃𝐄𝐀𝐓𝐇. learning how to love a god as an act of defiance. how the arcane has rules that are meant to be broken. no please, you're my sister: don't despise me! let me die with you and sanctify our dead.










