Joyner Lucas - Iām Sorry.
Hits you right in the feels.
Listen to this dudes songs, he deserves way more attention than heās getting right now.
Go ahead and call me a coward and say Iām not strong
Because Iām not like you
Go ahead and call me crazy cause I live in a maze
Tell me how about you?
I think I live in my head, sometimes I think that Iām dead
I hide behind my youth
No, I been losing my mind and Iām a little behind
Step inside my shoes
Cause Iāve never been happy with myself
And I donāt need no one feeling bad for me
Trying to offer me pity and throw jabs at me
Wanna give me advice and then laugh at me
Behind closed doors
Just close the door, let me be by myself
Just me and myself
Iām tired of living, I cry, I hear itās easy to die
I wanna see for myself
And I know that sounds crazy to everyone else
But Iām depressed as fuck
Stressed as fuck
Aināt no medicine that could cure whatās the test as drugs
I mean, I need extra love
And that aināt even enough
āSaid that aināt even enough
And where the fuck is God? (God, god)
Damn, maybe I aināt believing enough
And today we gonna see if heās real
And if he is, I guess Iām probably going to hell
Look, I aināt wanna die like this
I aināt picture my life like this
They donāt know what itās like like this
Pretending Iām happy so I can smile like this
And laugh like you
Sometimes I wonder if I ever act like you
Could I finally fit in and maybe relax like woo
Or would you feel lost without me?
Cause honestly, I think the world is better off without me
And my mindās spinning, this is the line finish
Truth is, I donāt care how they feel about my feelings
I made up my mind, Iām going out like Robin Williams
I guess Iām not the Ordinary People of John Legend
And Iāve been suicidal since the day I was nine, shit
Okay, the day I was nine
Iāve been tired of being bullied, cuz, stay out the fire
Grandma told me I should take it one day at a time
And damn it, look at me now, fuck
Fuck, pens runninā out
Shit, fu- *sigh*
*scrapping paper*
Look, just know itās a new day
But if you reading this
Then itās probably too late! *gunshot*
[Hook]
Just make sure you tell my family
Itās okay, Iām sorry
But itās too late, Iām sorry
So much weighing on me
I donāt wanna live to see another day, Iām sorry
But I canāt stay, Iām sorry
So much weighing on me
Just make sure you tell my family
Itās okay, Iām sorry
But itās too late, Iām sorry
So much weighing on me
I donāt wanna live to see another day, Iām sorry
But I canāt stay, Iām sorry
So much weighing on me
[Verse 2]
I hope you got what you wanted
I hope you finally happy
Itās too late for you
Been going out of my mind
You donāt know how many times that I done prayed for you
I hope you hear me, goddamn it
Cause I got so much shit that I wanna say to you
I used to shine, now Iām all in the dark
I remember I used to tell you to follow your heart
But goddamn it, look at you now, itās all of your fault
How could you?
Maybe itās my fault
I shoulda paid more attention to what you been doing
Maybe I should have been more of an influence
I canāt believe that youāre dead, I fu-
I read your letter and all I could do is have mixed feelings about it
But Iāll forever be attached to you, damn
Part of me feels bad for you
A part of me feels like you weak and Iām mad at you
And I donāt mean to be insensitive
But I donāt understand how we couldnāt prevent this shit
You took the easy way out
Goddamn it, you dead
I mean, look what you did
Iām so fucking upset, how could you be so selfish?
Nigga, how could you be so selfish?
Now youāre gone, you done left me so helpless
I wonder what God thinks
I hope you in Godās place behaving yourself
Yo, what the fuck you gotta say for yourself? (say for yourself)
Look, I really feel lost without you
I hate the fact you think the world is better off without you
And my mindās spinning, this is the line finish
Truth is, I donāt care how you feel about my feelings
And Iād be lying to you if I told you Iām fine, listen
I know that you can hear me, all I need is like five minutes
I just wanna reach inside the casket and pull you out
Iām sorry this isnāt something that we both could figure out
I wish I could hear you now
Is your soul missing?
I wonder if you could do it again, would you do it different?
Tell me what death is like
Was it meant for you, brodie?
Did the heaven support it?
Are you fucking happy now?
Did you get what you wanted?
Isnāt this what you wanted?
I feel the temperature falling
And youāve been suicidal back day you were nine?
Yeah, even back then, you was nine
We was living on the edge, couldnāt stay out the fire
Grandma told us we should take it one day at a time
And damn it, look at you now
Shit, but itās a new day
And if you canāt hear me, itās probably too late
FUCK
[Hook x2]
Just make sure you tell my family
Itās okay, Iām sorry
But itās too late, Iām sorry
So much weighing on me
I donāt wanna live to see another day, Iām sorry
But I canāt stay, Iām sorry
So much weighing on me
Just make sure you tell my family
Itās okay, Iām sorry
But itās too late, Iām sorry
So much weighing on me
I donāt wanna live to see another day, Iām sorry
But I canāt stay, Iām sorry
So much weighing on me
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