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I have schizoid personality disorder. Ask me anything.

[kolasimitera]

tfw u cant talk about all of ur symptoms that come with szpd because then it’s gonna start a big unnecessary shitstorm heh

[xbox-nun]

It’s really hard simultaneously craving friendship and wanting to distance myself from absolutely everyone/simply not having the.. Personality or mindset to like, be there for a friend unless it’s like the third Thursday of the month or something. Like I just am not good at.. Responding and maintaining friendships. It’s the szpd

[thetinywordnerd]

do u ever see what ppl ur age are accomplishing and ur just like “wow” and u go back to bed

[grotesquia]

When you’re unsure what is your real personality and if perhaps you’re just faking some of those traits

[themachineinspace]

what some people think lack of empathy leads to: murder

what it actually leads to: mainly confusion with a bit of ‘shit what do i do’ and ‘i can’t relate in the slightest’ sprinkled over it.

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Me: I don't have the energy for this

Someone: For what?

Me: *gestures vaguely*

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congratulations on 100! thanks for sharing szpd posts with us :,3

Thanks!

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Wow, I have somehow gotten over a hundred followers. Amazing. I made this page so that I would have a place to vent and maybe find one or two others with szpd that I could relate to. I never imagined there were this many people who I might something in common with. Thanks for sharing a tiny little section of Tumblr with me. I’m glad to know you’re all out there. 

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Tszpdfw you start to post a comment on a friend’s page about something you both had in common, and then you realize that she’ll probably ask you why you don’t do that thing anymore and you can’t explain that your szpd makes you stop caring about the things you once loved doing so you just keep scrolling and never talk to her again.

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Tszpdfw you’re listening to music in the car and all of a sudden you start feeling emotional for no reason, even though the song on the children’s cd holds absolutely no emotional value for you. You feel yourself choke up as you try to sing along, and wonder what the hell’s going on. Sorry sweetie, Mommy can’t sing this verse about dinosaurs because her brain is being stupid right now.

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My brain is like:

[themachineinspace]

what some people think lack of empathy leads to: murder

what it actually leads to: mainly confusion with a bit of ‘shit what do i do’ and ‘i can’t relate in the slightest’ sprinkled over it.

[rowlits]

nothing like oversharing and then immediately wanting to disappear off the face of the planet because now someone knows something about you that isn’t fake

[hellooteapots-deactivated201905]

when the solution to a problem is to call someone