summary: Seeing Matt stumble through the doors on his first day at St. Dennis was curiosity at first sight. I was begging to get to know him. Eventually, after bombarding him with questions alongside Serena at lunch, we invited him out to the bar Serena and I often stoped by after work. From then on us three were an unstoppable trio, until Matt started acting differently suddenly and instead of fixing it, I decide to ignore it.
word count: 4.4k
tags: I cant write 3rd person for the life of me, best friends to lovers, dramatic confession, marshmallow type fluff, kissing, poc!oc, curly hair!oc, nurse!oc, fem!oc, Matt + Serena + oc trio, typical douchebag!Bruce, typical gullible!Matt, typical mom figure!Alex
a/n: my first fic so the writing isn't all that good. also where are the st. dennis medical fans my gah. there are like 3 fics out for matt so instead of whining I decided to just write one bc ive already made some hc for 2 other shows so yah. fic under cut 😼
The 3 most important days of my life:
My birth
The day I moved out
My first day at St. Dennis Medical
It's cliche to say that your first day at your new job, or really any day of any importance, was the first day of the rest of your life. That is why I never told anyone I thought that. And also why I only wrote it in the deepest darkest depths of my journal that I hide in my house that I live alone in. Actually, thats a lie. I told my best friend Serena Jung. But, the seer amount of trust I keep in Serena is exactly why I thought that.
My early life had been subpar at best. My parents were ok, a little apathetic and worked all the time. I never had any real friends in school or collage and I'm an only child but I never really minded. I sat alone of lunch, sure, but I always listened to music on my walkman or read or both. I never really noticed how sad and lonely my life was until I had a real sense of community.
And of course that started when I moved across the country to Oregon from New York, and started my nursing job at St. Dennis Medical. I quickly became friends with another girl my age, Serena, and she taught me all about the social life in the ER and pointed me in the right direction. The head nurse, Alex, became like Mom. She gave me advice and invited me over to dinner more often than I can count. Joyce, although older than Alex, became like my kinda annoying older sister who tries so hard to be cool. Ron became like the uncle who tells you the most weirdest experience you've ever heard casually in conversation than doesn't talk for a week, places bets on seriously topics in the family, and is really only there for the drama. And then theres Bruce. He's the cousin who was fat as a kid than got skinny and got mad when that didn't fix all his problems, he gives everyone terrible advice and is also single and makes it everyones problem. And then theres Dakota and Val and Keith and everyone else who of course are the second cousins who you see like once every 4 years but have the best and most memorable night ever with them once you click.
I was happy. Really happy. The happiest i'd ever been. Then, Matt Pearson happened and now i'm the happiest i've ever been.
Although I didn't have a lot of friends in high school, that doesn't mean i'm not good at socializing. I was actually friends with a lot of kids in school but I wasn't best friends with anyone. I could hold a conversion with just about anyone I sat down with but no one ever invited over to their house or anything. Because of this I have a lot of experience with a vastly large, diverse, group of people. Still, i've never met anyone like Matt Pearson. I don't know if it's his lost dog look that I weirdly cant say no to or his weirdly accepting mindset persevering thought a literal cult but, again, as cliche as it is, I will never meet anyone quite as like Matt.
As he's spent more time at St. Dennis he's spent more time with me and Serena, especially me. It's barley been a year but we feel like childhood friends. We both know each others apartments inside and out, he's brought me disgustingly delicious soup when I was sick, we've gone on early morning and late night walks together, on early shifts we've fallen in a routine of his crosswords and my sudokus and our competitive wordles, I've introduced him to music and books and he's introduced me to a small garden on my apartment roof and window ledges, on late night competitive game nights, i've cooked him dinner and when the late night game night got a little too late and we fell asleep on the floor, he's cooked me breakfast. It's all been a little too intimate for just friends but it could be excused for just being close and clicking if not for the way he's been looking at me lately.
It's a calm Monday afternoon shift. Summer was just letting off and it's was one of the first days that felt like fall. I even had to wear a jacket into work for the first time since the beginning of spring. Inside is nice, a little chilly but thats how I like it. It truly has been a calm shift so far, there have been no traumas, just talking care of small walk ins like fractures and stitches. No one dares to comment on it though as to not jinx it. Since it’s pretty slow, Serena and I have taken up some busy work; really just organization and paperwork. Serena was sitting at the computer and I was standing behind her, organizing a cart.
"He's doing it again" Serena monotones, almost annoyed.
I turn around to Serena and she's already locked back onto the computer. I look beside us and Matt is in the doorway also putting together a cart or was at least. He looks like he's been a bit distracted. As soon as we make eye contact his eyes go a little wide and he quickly looks back to his cart, quickly putting stuff onto it again and then he puts his hands into his pockets with his head down, walking the opposite way promptly forgetting his cart and swiftly running directly into Bruce.
I smile at his clumsiness. "You know, I usually hate when men stare at me" I chirp still looking at Matt who is now talking to Bruce "but I don't mind Matt at all, you know. I don't know if it’s him, or just that I know he's not thinking anything dirty. There's a kind of like fawn type innocence to him you know." I pause for a second, thinking. "I still can't believe that he had a wife, I-"
"oh my goddd" Serena mumbles clearly trying to say under her breath but I still heard.
I look over at her. "ok fine" I turn back to my cart. "I guess I'll just stop talking because you hate me I guess." Serena smiles at the bit we both often do and turns in her chair to face me. "and after my shift I’ll just go and curl up into a hole and die."
"Ok, I'm sorry, thats not what I meant. It’s just you talk about him so much. This is so high school, it's so obvious that you two like each other you just need to hook up or something and get it out of your system like real adults."
I turn around, smiling. "What? I don't think thats what real adults do?"
"Then what do real adults do?" She challenges crossing her arms.
"I don't know, ask each other on a date?"
"Then, like I've told you a thousand times, ask him on a date."
"Well, like I've told you a thousand times, no"
"oh god please don't tell me you still aren't sure if he likes you."
"I mean ..."
Suddenly Matt walks by. "ay nice scrubs." he says in a weird almost New York accent, strutting past the station in a weird and forced stride.
"thank you? ..." i eventually stutter out
Matt nods and walks into a patients room.
There's a moment of silence.
"what the hell was that?" Alex jested walking into the nursing station with a manila folder in hand.
"I have no idea" I giggled genuinely confused
"Is he ok?" Serena bantered laughing slightly through the words.
All three of us laugh for a second.
"why was he walking like that he looks like a sim."
We all giggle a bit.
"Oh, Alex i have a question for you."
"Ok" Alex says with a smile on her face still.
"Does Matt like Faye?"
"Does Matt like Faye?" Alex does a little chuckle. "For a while I thought you guys were dating and didn't tell me."
"what? no?" I piped, failing to sound skeptical and smiling and blushing a bit at the thought a bit.
"at this point I don't think you will believe that he likes you until he straight out says it."
"no ... why has he said something?" i mumbled
"oh my god if you don't ask him out I will for you."
"Yeah, I don't like meddling in other peoples business," Alex says
"right" Serena remarked, reminiscing about their lunch where all they talked about was Dakotas fiance.
"but," Alex says running right over Serena's comment. "you two look really cute together, everyone thinks so."
"everyone?" I questioned
Serena narrows her eyes and lowers her voice for dramatic effect. "everyone."
I sigh. "ok fine, per Serenas threat, I will ask him out so Serena doesn't have to."
Alex and Serena both smile and stare and me. I look at them for a second. "not right now!"
"well when, I want to be there it will be really cute." Alex grinned, pursing out her bottom lip a bit and glancing over to Serena who is shaking her head slightly.
"I don't know, probably next Monday." I say looking into the distance, thinking.
"A whole week?" Serena questioned.
"Yeah, Monday marks a year of him working here."
"Aw that would be cute." Alex crooned.
"you keep track of that stuff?" Serena inquired a bit judgy.
"I- wha- nooo" I stutter trying to play it off.
Alex and Serena both smile.
"Shut up." I say a bit timidly as I grab the cart and leave the nurses station. I hear awws and smooches behind me as I leave.
Matt cat calling me that day was just the tip of the iceburg. He had started turning real douchy and he lost that awkward charm that somehow pulled me in. The only thing that stayed was the staring which started to feel perveted and not cute anymore.
When we both had a early shift on Wednesday I was exited. I thought that maybe when we worked on our puzzles together that it would bring everything back to normal. I packed extra animal crackers for him that I only started eating because he liked them, hoping to bond over them or something idk. When Wednesday came, he rejected me right in my face.
"no, i'm not really into crosswords right now, kinda nerdy right? I eat with Bruce in his office now anyways. Nice scrubs" and he winked at me. HE WINKED AT ME.
I nervously smile and said ok despite it absolutely not being ok and as soon as he was out of sight, I half walked, half jogged, and another half sprinted outside for fresh air. I honestly feel like throwing up. oh god he winked at me. I feel disgusting. I don't know if being rejected to doing crosswords is better or worse than being rejected for a date. Just as I was in the middle of spiraling I was rudely interrupted by a concerned Serena and Alex who followed me after I not so subtly ran out of the ER.
I explain to them the situation and quickly start spiraling again and I dissect that entire interaction.
"... no you don't understand he winked at me. and not like a wink like a" i stop pacing and wink. "one of those type winks that means like not a oh hi everyday wink, no, like a maybe if i wink hard enough my x-ray vision thats been buried deep within my self will activate and i will be able to see through your scrubs. one of those type winks."
"wow your picking up on a lot of undertones there" remarked Alex whose playing with her fingers.
"but i'm not reading into this too much though am I. Like on one hand he's still Matt but on the other he's not. I feel like I’m over reacting like he’s still Matt and he’s just boy that I like and all he did was say no to doing a crossword and like cat call me for 3 days and this whole thing of staring at eachother feels so highschool and now I feel like I’m reacting like a teenager but he's completely different. Ever since he's been hanging out with Bruce he's started acting like Bruce and if i wanted to date Bruce I would date Bruce and trust me I do not want to be dating Bruce but if i did I would date Bruce but I dont want to be dating Bruce I want to date Matt. and Matt is like warm and soft"
"warm and soft?" Serena interjected.
"and we used to be so close like best friends. we literally used to be friends with benefits but the benefits were his crappy, somehow edible, but addicting "chicken" soup and doing puzzles together and eating animal crackers together and sitting in front of the fire together on late nights thinking aloud, talking until the fire gave out at his house and watching movies outside on the projector sharing a blanket on my apartment roof and giving each other stupid glances across the room when someone made reference to our stupid inside jokes" i practically sniffled out. "and him answering my notes in the margins of the books I let him borrow and that one time a dinner turned to a full weekend hang out and" I sit down on the wall into the space I left empty in between Alex and Serena when I got up to pace. "I just want Matt to stop being Bruce I mean we haven’t even see eachother inside of work since Saturday."
"aw honey it's all gonna work out ." Alex reassured.
I look into my lap. "oh god i'm so dramatic. I'm grieving him like he's dead all he did was get a new friend.
Serena puts her hand on my knee reassuringly. "you know what you have to do?"
"Ignore him forever and never talk to him and push my feelings deep down and forget they happened as to not humiliate myself and anyone involved but deep deep down hope that me ignoring him will make him jealous and snap out of it?"
"i was gonna say talk to him about it, uh good guess, but no. You need to tell him what you just said to us, that you miss him and Bruce is not being a good friend to him if he's changed his whole personality. He’s too fragile for Bruce." Serena explained.
I sigh. "I think i'm just gonna do my thing. Feels easier."
"You think ignoring Matt forever is easier than having one serious conversation with him?" Alex questioned with furrowed eyebrows.
"I said it feels easier not that it is easier. " I huff
"Ah" peeped Alex
And so the games began and the odds were not in my favor. Thursday, Matt got transferred to another understaffed department so I really only had to avoid him on Friday. It was going pretty great until I needed Ron to check something in one of my patients files, realized him and Matt were talking, made eye contact with Matt, went wide eyed for .3 seconds before swiftly turning on my heels and walking away just above my normal pace to recognize something wrong. And then I also realized I didn't just have to ignore Matt today but rather forever. After having a slight panic attack in the bathroom stall and contemplating if being a nurse is really that important to me, I decided to just ask Alex for Monday off so I can have a long weekend and recuperate. After a bit less guilt tripping than it usually takes, she was happy to oblige.
The rest of the day was still the most awkward i've ever felt since Matt and I were alone for the first time without Serena. It was full of checking through the glass of doors before entering through them, an extremely abnormal time spent in the woman's bathroom stalls doing nothing but scrolling on pintrest, steering clear of entire wings that Matt frequents, not looking up when someone enters a room to avoid eye contact with him in the off chance it is him, highjacking Alex's system to make sure me and Matt arn't put in with the same patients and staying 45 minutes late after the hospital closes for the slight chance that i would run into him in the parking lot.
It was exhausting being on edge all day and I fell asleep on my couch immediately after finishing my dinner. While half asleep, I planned to take the weekend slow, to cancel all plans, watch a concerning amount of comfort movies, bake a little, listen to calm music, and try not to think about the crippling weight of a breakup that was never made official over a relationship that was never made official as I fall asleep.
It's now Monday night and I am in the kitchen, making some dinner, winding down, and trying not to think about having to return to work tomorrow. The plan was going quite well, except the banana bread I baked that was inhaled in 12 hours. The only plans I didn’t cancel were Serena’s and I’s weekly Sunday night face time that got postponed to Monday night because of Serenas spontaneous bar hopping last night.
It's around hour 2 of the call and we're just enjoying each other company from the comfort of our own houses. I have my phone propped up in the corner of my kitchen that gave the best angle of the whole kitchen as I meticulously move around it. I unscrewed a few lightbulbs from the overhead light so the light is a bit dimmer and there's a mix tape of Chet Bakers jazz lightly flowing through the kitchen as I stir the pot of mac n cheese to mix in the cheese that I just added. The air smells remnant of the bread bowls I made for the mac n cheese a few minutes earlier and a bit of the cafe scented candle I had lit, whatever scent that means.
Serena is on the other end of the call, folding and putting away the laundry she neglected due to her late night yesterday. She invited me to get my mind off things and I told her I was still recuperating from my embarrassment. I also told her that she shouldn't go out because she would regret it. She, of course, still went, and, of course, said she didn't regret it, and I, of course, know she's lying.
As i'm scooping the mac n cheese into the bowl, Serena speaks for the first time in 30 minutes. "oh, I saw Alex talking to Matt today."
A few seconds of silence follow. "oh is that it? cool."
"no I don't mean like talking to Matt I mean talking to Matt. I just thought you should know with the whole things with him you know."
"I mean Alex is his boss she's allowed to talk to him."
"no you don't get it like talking to him"
The pot with extra mac and cheese sets down on the stove with a small clank. "oh like talking to him?" I questioned
"yesss" Serena bubbled
"I still don’t know what you mean."
"Ugh."
"Well maybe just say what you mean instead of making me guess." I tease as I transport my dinner and phone from the kitchen to the living room.
"Like not as his boss but in the break room I saw it as I was leaving so I didn't ask what it was about."
I set my plate down on the side table and sit down in the chair pulling a light blanket in my lap. "That doesn't help, what are you getting at?" I pull my knees up at get a bit more comfortable.
Serena sighs. "omg do i have to spell everything out, they were talking about you!"
"what?"
"Cmon, I know he was being a douchebag but I miss you guys, I miss Matt. I can't believe I'm saying this but I'm sure he had a good reason. I feel like a child of divorce right now. You just need to talk to him."
"I don't know. I feel like I'm overreacting but what would I even say. It's just embarrassing to say anything at this point."
"Literally all you need to do is ask him why he's been hanging around Bruce more. It's easy."
"If it's so easy why don't you talk to him if you miss him so much. You’re just as much friends with him as I am."
“No, you guys are romantic and platonic. Matt and I are just platonic. This is your problem, you fix it.”
I sigh. Suddenly, I hear a knock at my door. "Ugh hold up, my package just got here."
I walk out from the living room and towards my front door. I open the door and it’s Matt. He’s standing there in his old beige Levi’s jacket with the green elbow patches I sewed on when he was sad that they wore down. Under that, he’s still in his scrubs, his shift should’ve ended hours ago. In his hands, he’s holding a bouquet of flowers.
“I’m sorry.” He says immediately. “I like you, a lot. I may even love you but I know that’s a lot right now. But I do like you, too much probably. I liked you when I first saw you and it just spiraled from there. I’ve been really immature about this but that’s just cause I feel like a teenager around you. I think, at least. I didn’t really go to high school but you know what I mean. I would’ve asked you out already but I get so nervous around you and my palms get sweaty and I stutter a lot and you deserve more than to be asked out by a sweaty, stuttering mess but when I see you all I can do is just stare at you and I’m sorry if that’s creepy. Yeah, that probably creepy but sometimes I just can’t look away. I’ve just about memorized your face by now. And I’m sorry I’ve been mean but Bruce figured out I liked you and I was so desperate to not mess this up I asked for advice and I thought it was going well until Alex talked to me and she says you already liked me. And I already liked you too. You know before you started avoiding me but that’s, yeah I deserved that. I liked you when we would spend early mornings together doing crosswords and sukoku and wordles and I’ve missed your banana bread and you telling me about the movie you just watched or the book you just read or the album you just listened to and reading you notes in the margins and the cds you burn for me and the way your voice gets higher around patients and spending late nights having you catch me up on pop culture even if it meant only getting 5 hours of sleep for work the next morning cause you would make me the best coffee and I miss you sharing animal crackers with me and I miss your eyes dilating when a song you knew came up on the loud speakers and I miss you.” He takes a few breaths. “And I’m sorry and I don’t expect you to forgive me but I thought you should know I don’t feel the same about you, I feel more for you.” He holds out his hands that hold the flowers. “And here, I got these as an apology, whether you accept it or not I want you to have it. I know you don’t really have favorites on anything so I got you one of every flower they had.”
I grab them without saying anything, still absorbing everything he said. I look at them for a second. “Thank you.” He smiles and lingers for a bit before turning around and walking down the hall in my apartment to the elevator. I retreat into my apartment and all I can do is just stand there for a few seconds until the weight of his words absorb. “Did he just say he loves me?” I look up and see the crossword he didn’t do on Wednesday, on the table. I put the flowers down and grab the crossword and quickly open the door. I run out in my slippers and catch Matt right outside my apartment building.
I call his name as I open the door and he turns around. I hand him the crossword. “The crossword you didn’t do on Wednesday. Figured you might want to catch up.”
“Oh” he smiles a bit “Thank you.”
There’s a bit of awkward silence. I didn’t know what to say but I knew I don’t want him to leave yet.
“Quite nerdy of you.”
He laughs a bit. “Yeah I guess ... I’m sor-”
I cut him off with a kiss.
It was quick but it was enough to shut him up.
There’s a few more moments of silence but now the awkwardness has flown out the window. We then we both practically jump together like magnets. His right hand that holds the news paper goes on my back holding us close. His other hand goes to my jaw and both of mine go around his neck. It’s a messy kiss, teeth clanking together, tounges everywhere, swaying back and forth, jaws opening and closing to deepen the kiss as if we weren’t already drowning in each other. It lasted a few seconds before I pulled away. I got off my tiptoes and stumbled back a step.
“Uh, happy one year anniversary at St Dennis. I’ll see you at work tomorrow.” I kiss him on the cheek.
I turn around smiling and don’t stop until I reach my apartment door. I stand against my door for longer than normal, still tasting his lemon chapstick. I snap back when I smell my dinner still waiting for me in the living room.
- Grew up poor in the suburbs of the country. Like somewhere in the Middle East. He had one of those run down houses with the siding falling apart and a bunch junk in the yard.
- He didn’t many friends growing up. Or I could see him having like one loyal friend but they grew apart in high school or after high school.
- Was actually a smart quiet kid. Like he never caught the attention of teachers because all of this assignments were turned in on time and done mostly correctly. Same with the kids like he was never really bullied a lot (mostly on account of him being a big kid, both tall and fat) but people would groan if paired with him.
- growing up he had this huge crush on this one girl because she was one of the only ones that would talk to him and finally one day had the courage to ask her out but she rejected him and has been insecure with girls ever since.
- any other girl he had a crush on after that he would kinda just stare at which would further ruin his reputation.
- Didn’t like being at home bc he had a lot of siblings (I can see him being a middle child) so after school he would go to the library which is how he got into tech. He made friends with one of the older librarians. His parents wouldn’t give him money for a library card so the librarian got one for him for his birthday.
- The librarians late husband had a lot of tech stuff that she gave to him. He would also jump the fences of junk yards and scrounge around and steal from them.
Adrian Chase
- He grew up wierd but with a tight group of friends. I can see him with a stranger things esq group especially with dnd.
- Growing up in the 90s he was very vocal about being anti-racist and got beat up a few times for it. He also got beat up in school for being perceived as gay.
- Gut Chase didn’t like Adrian growing up because he was the fav child but when Gut started making fun of Adrian and beating on him, their parents didn’t do anything and so Adrian thought Gut was the fav child hence part of the reason why Adrian hates his mom.
- With his brother and parents fighting all the time he didn’t get a lot of attention so when his brother moved out and his father left, his mom started putting all of her attention on him and he felt it was too late and was very suffocated. (I’m not projecting here at all hahah)
- When he was little, he couldn’t be caught dead missing Sunday morning cartoons. He sometimes still plays his favorites on Sundays to feel the nostalgia. He also plays his childhood games on his Nintendo.
- He is very loyal to his fennel fields coworkers. Need a shift covered. No problem! Someone canceled and he needs to be there in 30 min. He’ll be there in 20! You need him to work Christmas. He doesn’t like his family anyway! You have a nasty customer and need to cry in the freezer for a couple min. Dw take the day off! He’ll cover your section! He works there part time but is practically full time.
- When everyone in the house was in a bad mood and he didn’t want to be yelled at or beat or right after he was, he would go out in the woods behind his house and that’s how he got into animals. They were his grounding during hard times. Also during school when it was a bad night he would find peace in looking out the window at the animals.
Emilia Harcourt
- Doesn’t like her first name because she thinks it’s too girly and doesn’t want to be perceived like that so she always goes by Harcourt and very few know/can call her Emilia
- I can see her growing up similar to Natalie in yellow jackets. In a trailer with an abusing/overbearing father and a numb or absent mother.
- When men are misogynistic she hates them and fights them, yes because they are misogynistic, but also because they remind her of her dad. Also why she does looking for fights in bars, because a lot of them remind her of her drunk father.
- Her father beat on her because he wanted a son and she reminded him too much of her mother
- Similar to Natalie she got into alcohol and drugs in an early age. Her father raised her like a son and was told never to cry. This is how she got into drugs, to numb. Also a couple times she turned to sh but it was on her thighs so nobody noticed.
- She hates the beach bc she doesn’t like the femininity that comes with wearing bathing suits. Also her scars from the couple sh and just fights and battle.
- She stopped smoking once it became legal. She also stopped her hard drug use in her early 20s and is secretly proud she only drinks now.
Leota Adebyo
- When Waller was pregnant with her, Waller didn’t want to tell anyone because she loved her job and didn’t want to leave earlier than she needed to or fired. Because she didn’t tell anyone, Waller went into the field pregnant and fell on her stomach. When she came out of it with no complications, Waller knew that she would be a fighter and pushed her a lot as a kid.
- Being a fat black gay kid in the 90s (I wanna say she’s a few years older than Adrian) and also having walker as a mom she learned to be tough and secure. She was able to stand up for herself while not losing who she is.
- In her senior year things with her mom got heated and bubbled up until she got into a huge fight with Waller before her graduation about her future. After, Leota was willing to apologize and compromise after graduation but because of the fight, Waller didn’t attend her graduation. While she still sometimes tries to impress her mom, she never forgave her after.
- After her graduation, she went off crying somewhere and Keeya found her and that’s how they met.
- While Leota kinda stoped trying to impress walker she did move to Gotham to be a little insider for Waller to get her off her back a little.
- Was kind of closed off or closed minded with her interests but when Chris introduced her to rock she became a little more open minded.
- Is emotionally mature and loves it but hates having to be everyone’s therapist because of it. She loves Adrian but hates that he’s probably the most emotionally immature person she knows but also hates that she hates it. She struggles to be patient around him especially when he’s clearly angry but won’t admit it. Over time she’s gotten more patient and he’s gotten more in tune with his emotions.
Chris Smith
- He can’t tell if he secretly admires or despises Leota for how open she’s willing to be about being gay
- When he got into drugs because of his dad he stopped because someone told him Keith wouldn’t want this. When Keith did tell him about how he felt about his drug use in nazi world he later cried and vowed to never touch them again.
- Stopped caring about his dad’s opinion of him just a little bit more after nazi world bc he realized there is a version of his father out there somewhere that loves him unconditionally. Also because in that world when he cared about his dad’s opinion a little too much he became a nazi.
- When he was younger he hated Adrian because he reminded him of the younger brother he could’ve become
- Was a teenage angst warrior except everything he felt was completely valid.
- Has a bible in his nightstand that he never reads. His father was the type of religious that said gay people sinned but has never been to church or has even touched a bible. They went to church on holidays and always sat in the same pew so when Keith died he would become a regular church goer to find answers and would always sit in the pew.
- He and Keith had a fort in the woods they built so Chris wouldn’t spend a lot of time there even as an adult and that’s where he found Eagly. He thought God had send him Eagly as an apology/reincarnation of Keith.
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