Too Many Thoughts, So Few Brain Cells

#ActuallyAutistic Advocate, she/her, Aspiring Writer, Multishipper who just wants them to live, Has a whole lot of opinions, and very little qualification.

[phantomraeken]

Okay I'm gonna be honest here

A lot of teen wolf characters probably hate touch

Like... Please let someone hear me out on this

Liam, a no no cause of trauma,

Theo, bad parents and doesn't trust touch,

Lydia, scared you want something sexual,

Allison, bad grandfather and missing her mom too much,

Stiles, reminds him of his mom,

Ethan, he just doesn't like it for some reason... probably his past relationships,

Isaac, his dad

LIKE... okay i might be insane as someone who isnt the most touchy person irl aside from hand holding. ( this excludes a few people )

[maybeacrowdedmind]

Hopping on this to also include:

Scott, because of his dad, the Argent adults, and Derek in the beginning (unpopular opinion here, but I fully believe Derek’s “teaching” method was bullshit)

Derek, because of Kate and missing his family

Honestly, who in this show doesn’t have trauma at this point?

[maybeacrowdedmind]

I need someone to write fanfic for A Far Wilder Magic by Allison Saft. Not enough people know about this book and I need someone other than me, myself, and I to talk about it with.

[maybeacrowdedmind]

Pride Month Reminder

You do not owe anyone your sexual orientation or gender identity. People are not entitled to information regarding either. If you say you're part of the lgbtqia+ community, you do not have to go into more detail just because someone asks if you aren't comfortable doing so. There is no such thing as being lgbtqia+ "enough". You are vaild and seen on this account.

[maybeacrowdedmind]

Happy International Women’s Day and Month!

Celebrate yourselves, girls. You’re all beautiful and deserving of love!

[adoribullpavus]

i find it so funny how we all just lay unconsious for a few hours a night

[maybeacrowdedmind]

Sleeping is just choosing to pass out

[maybeacrowdedmind]

Auctober 2022

Day 31: Autistic Pride

Although I spent many years being ashamed of the word autistic due to only seeing where I didn’t fit in, I am now at a point where I talk about what it means to be an autistic adult regularly. I strive to educate those who don’t understand autism, and have lists of resources on different topics surrounding the autistic community. I’m an active advocate for people like me, and I’m proud to be an autistic woman.

[maybeacrowdedmind]

Auctober 2022

Day 30: Routines

Can’t believe that tomorrow is the last day of Auctober! Thanks, @autiebiographical so much for doing this!

Routines are definitely something I love, sometimes a little too much. I can get so caught up in my routine that I forget to let go and enjoy stuff sometimes, which I’m trying to work on. Luckily I have very spontaneous friends, so letting go of my routine is a lot easier when I with them.

Routines are comforting to me. Many say that monotony and predictability are boring, but to me, routines are a constant I can rely on, and I work best when I have one. I do try to be flexible, since it’s good to get out of my comfort zone, but with the exception of my aforementioned friends, I have to plan for spontaneity so I can adjust my routine accordingly.

[maybeacrowdedmind]

Auctober 2022

Day 29: Gold

If gold is the new color for autistic people and I’m the only autistic person in my family, does that make me the golden child? Pun aside, Fuck Autism $peaks and go for gold, my autistic peeps!

[maybeacrowdedmind]

Auctober 2022

Day 28: Hereditary

I’m the only autistic person in my immediate family, so it’s safe to say that the closest I’ve got to hereditary, is the movie.

[maybeacrowdedmind]

Auctober 2022

Days 27: Textures

I’m a sensory-seeking autistic, so textures are my jam (pun intended)! When it comes to touch, I’m definitely more likely to love everything when it comes to hands touching different clothes or materials, whereas orally, I’m a bit pickier. When it comes to bad food textures, it feels like the textures just stays there, even if I immediately had a better textured food to replace it.

[maybeacrowdedmind]

Auctober 2022

Day 26: Plushies

I love plushies so much! They’re a huge comfort item for and even now, I still sleep with three of my stuffed friends at night. I also have a small collection of plushies that you don’t typically find. For instance, I have a stuffed bull. And then of course, I have my chaotic octopus and my 22 inch Kuchi Kopi plushie!

When you’re autistic, there’s no such thing as too many comfort items!

[maybeacrowdedmind]

Auctober 2022

Day 25: Hyperlexia

So when it came to reading, I actually learned pretty late, and didn’t get into reading until I was around 10. Which is shocking since I’m such a big reader now. But when I did get into it, I became a huge reader, and in Elementary school was reading at a near high school level. I plowed through Jane Austen books in early to mid middle grade ages, and had a copy of Bulfinch’s Mythology that was begun when I was around 12. I read The Federalist Papers in middle school for fun, and, well, you get the picture. It was fun being able to shock adults with my reading level, but it sure did make for a difficult time relating to what my friends read.

[maybeacrowdedmind]

Auctober 2022

Day 24: Parallel Play

I didn’t even realize this was a thing until just now, because I do it so often that I figured it was just normal. Everyone in my immediate family has ADHD (although I’m the only autistic one), and so we often are each doing our things, but feel like we’re spending quality time together since we’re all in the same room while doing it. It’s peaceful and nice to spend time with people, even if you’re all doing something different!

[maybeacrowdedmind]

Auctober 2022

Day 23: Disabled

I am disabled in many ways. My autism not gives me physical aspects of disability, for example, I have dyspraxia, which is very common in autistic people, but also on the more mental side of things as well. As mentioned in a previous Auctober entry, bright lights and loud noises are my krpytonite, and I have meltdowns that definitely fit the definition of the word disabled. I’m also socially disabled, in the sense that I have a difficult time understanding things the way NTs do, and this makes connecting with people hard.

I’m proud to be disabled, though, because disabled isn’t a dirty word. It doesn’t need to be dressed up and called ‘differently-abled’ in order to be more palatable to my able-bodied peers. To use the word disabled is to understand that the word ‘can’t’ isn’t always a bad thing.

[maybeacrowdedmind]

Auctober 2022

Day 22: Self-Advocacy

I consider myself somewhat of a autism advocate, so I always try to advocate for myself when it comes to getting accommodations or being understood. I try to be very open about being autistic, especially at places like doctor’s offices and hair salons, because my sensory issues can pose some difficulties in those situations. I’ve had to advocate for myself often, because most people either don’t understand how my autism affects me, or they don’t believe that I’m autistic (I actually had a doctor ask me if I had outgrown my autism since I wasn’t flapping my hands).

[illinicoise]

“But if you forget to reblog Madame Zeroni, you and your family will be cursed for always and eternity.”

[spn-fandom-breathing-heavily]

not even risking that shit

[codyslipring-deactivated2015060]

scrolled past this, re-evaluated my life, then SCROOOLLLED back up and hit the damn reblog button. 

[tumblgang]

She ain’t no games in real life so I take her serious all the time

Anyone with a name that starts with a “Z”, ends with an “i”, and isn’t some kind of Italian pasta, IS SERIOUS

I’m not climbing no mountain with a pig on my back, 🙅🏽🙅🏾🙅🏿 Negative.

[skuubasally]

Nope. I know better, have your reblog Madame Zeroni.

[luckytaters]

who the fuck is Madame Zeroni

[saudadesinfinitas-deactivated20]

Look at these stupid children who don’t know who Madame Zeroni is

[drayaintshit-deactivated2019030]

☝🏾😂

[callmedeku24]

Man lissen if you don’t know you better ask somebody AFTER you hit the reblog button

[emeraldmercury]

Idk who she is but I have an exam today so I’ll reblog her

[haiku-robot]

idk who she is but i have an exam today so i’ll reblog her

^Haiku^bot^0.4. Sometimes I do stupid things (but I have improved with syllables!). Beep-boop!

[jacobmick]

Because wise, I am.

[seymonecristina]

Oh fucks no she’s back lmao must reblog. I’m sorry guys

[blackgirlart]

2 million people aren’t wrong

[kiiboi-v3-blog]

Zeroni sounds like a fancy kind of pasta :’) im so sorry

[theytrey]

Ooc/ I love this book and movie so much oh my god

[carryonmywaywardcaptain]

This post was liked when it appeared on my dash, so I know I’ve reblogged, but I’m not about to mess with her!

Also, these poor youths who have no idea 😭

[rauggra]

Sorry for being superstitious but hey, this is 2020.

[aljustal]

… It’s 2020

[dealanexmachina]

If I send her some splooge and onions it should be fine, right?

[keenmarvellover]

Nearly 3 million have reblogged this thing. Not taking a risk.

[vadergf]

Idk who she is but my life is a fucking nightmare and I’m not taking any chances

[ladyvesuvia]

i dont get it

[maybanksslut]

omg ves search it up

[miridiums-writing]

I refuse for 2021 to be anything like 2020, so I shall put my trust in Madame Zeroni

[memeingcheetah27]

i like being able to live life’s bad as it is no thanks

[tommysparker]

can’t risk it sorry

[cade-the-god]

sorry no risks here

[k1ngan0n]

Risk taker? Wrong person

[nightingalestakeflight-deactiva]

it’s 2021 and this hellscape aint ded yet

[ilove-evanpeters]

paranoid help

[insufferable-yapper]

It’s 2022 and this world is a hellscape. I am obviously going to reblog this. I wen back and took out all negatives because it is in my best interest to only have positives. I, also, made sure to have the best grammar and spelling I could. We have to be safe. Thank you.

[directlyat-thesun-moved]

I want a curse! Curses are cool! But I’m reblogging this to say that.

…shit.

[sailors-fightinginthedancehall]

3.5 million people are never wrong

[worldheritagepostorganization]

World Heritage Post

[maybeacrowdedmind]

It’s that time of year again! Reblogging Madame Zeroni so I don’t get more cursed than I already am

[maybeacrowdedmind]

Auctober 2022

Day 21: Comfort Media

My three biggest forms of comfort media are music, books, and tv/movies!

Music: as a form of comfort I like to listen to stuff that I first listened to when I got Spotify, so a lot of Meghan Trainor, or stuff I remember listening to on road trips as a kid, which is mainly Green Day, Presidents of the United States of America, and The Cranberries.

Books: My favorite books to read for comfort are usually books that I’ve read multiple times before. So for me, it would be The Titan’s Curse (my favorite PJO book), Tales from the Shadowhunter’s Academy, and too many others to name, honestly.

Tv/Movies: My favorite comfort show is definitely Gilmore Girls and my comfort movies are, again, usually stuff that either feels nostalgic, like old DVDs I watched when I was little, or movies that give me good memories, like ones I’ve seen in theater or watched with my dad when we were moving.