mayyari

30s. venus in aries, and it shows.

[mayyari]

love and deepspace is my current hyperfixation but i unfortunately contain multitudes. this is not a coherent blog. enthusiastic fish main 🎣 apple on the side 🍎

anti-censorship, pro-critical thinking and reading comprehension. deeply opposed to genAI. i try my best to be inclusive when it comes to the physical characteristics of my reader-inserts, but you can assume they're afab unless noted otherwise. i typically write smut so: minors do not interact.

all fics linked below. ao3-only with rare exceptions. i do not consent to them being fed to ai / translated / posted elsewhere. but if you'd like to boost them on tumblr you can reblog the posts here. 🫶🏽

love and deepspace

┈┈˖ ࣪⊹ the honeydew series (praedator rafayel x mc)

┈┈˖ ࣪⊹ color theory (rafayel x reader) || tumblr

┈┈˖ ࣪⊹ duskbright stroll (rafayel x reader) || tumblr

┈┈˖ ࣪⊹ consecration (sanctarch rafayel x reader)

┈┈˖ ࣪⊹ this and that (sea god rafayel x mc)

┈┈˖ ࣪⊹ meow this! (rafayel x reader)

┈┈˖ ࣪⊹ figure study (rafayel x reader)

┈┈˖ ࣪⊹ command me (caleb x reader) || tumblr

┈┈˖ ࣪⊹ due diligence with @the-cows-came-home (high marshal caleb x grand general zayne)

reverse: 1999

┈┈˖ ࣪⊹ where the river sings (sentinel x marsha)

┈┈˖ ࣪⊹ (wip) a knocker-upper's guide to customer relations (flutterpage & willow)

fire emblem: three houses

┈┈˖ ࣪⊹ (wip) no grave could hold my body down (claude x f!byleth x shamir)

[lakemojave]

Corporations precisely on june 1st:

[reinapepiada]

shipping a consensual, safe & sane pairing all the while i'm shaking my head in disapproval so the audience knows i still love wildly toxic abusive fictional dynamics

[slimepuparibaba]

626 and x-02

[asteroidtroglodyte]

Nature Documentary: these deep sea creatures can withstand crushing pressures of thousands of pounds per square inch!

Me: they’re not withstanding a goddamn thing. The pressure is a part of them. Their interiors and exteriors are equalized. Just because your respiratory system is built around a pair of fragile poppable bubbles-

[perigeantides]

[mayyari]

kinsey scale except it's me asking you to rate the soaring feeling you get while listening to utada hikaru's "simple and clean" on a scale of one to ten

[im-0-0]

Happy pride month to all LADS fans except the homophobes, transphobes, racists, fatphobes, misogynists, bitches who have doxxed and harassed people over stupid shit, and the evil motherfuckers I've blocked over the year!

Thrive, protect your own, express your beautiful head-canons for your main and BE MORE GAY 🌈

[spaceboytoy]

Hello bisexual community

[spaceboytoy]

Begin killing

[tartrazeen]

[thememedaddy]

[nondelphic]

my manuscript has a lot of potential if you ignore the current situation

[asynca]

Write that one-shot. Those 3 chapters will be the best 10 chapters you ever wrote

[a-shed-pearl]

✨Bring Back My Girls ✨

ʀᴜʟᴇꜱ: ɴᴏᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴄʀᴀᴢʏ, ᴊᴜꜱᴛ ꜱʜᴏᴡ ᴍᴇ ʏᴏᴜʀ ɢᴀʟꜱ! ɢɪᴍᴍᴇ ꜱᴀᴜᴄʏ, ɢɪᴍᴍᴇ ꜱᴇᴅᴜᴄᴛɪᴠᴇ, ɢɪᴍᴍᴇ ᴅɪʀᴛʏ ᴀɴᴅ ꜰɪʟᴛʜʏ ᴀɴᴅ ɢʀɪᴍʏ. ᴊᴜꜱᴛ ɢɪᴍᴍᴇ ᴛʜᴇᴍ ɢᴜʀʟꜱ. ꜱʜᴏᴡ ᴍᴇ ꜱᴏᴍᴇᴛʜɪɴɢ ʏᴏᴜ'ʀᴇ ᴡᴏʀᴋɪɴɢ ᴏɴ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴄᴀᴘᴛᴜʀᴇꜱ ᴛʜᴇ ᴅɪᴠɪɴᴇ ꜰᴇᴍɪɴɪɴᴇ ꜰᴏʀᴍ!

@meeshrox tagged me for this game on my main blog but I thought why not bring the game here?

So thank you, my love, for the tag and for the opportunity to show my girl.

This is Arya, Rafayel's Cutie. She's a bit light headed and clumsy, and she daydreams a lot. In her naivity, she sometimes let others take the best of her, but when she realizes it, the woman turns into a storm and you better step out of the way.

Her opinion is many times overlooked or ignored, and she tended to share her thoughts less and less because of that, until Rafayel. Fishie seems to be the only one who understands her and she's not ashame to share what's going on on her mind around him.

She loves fiercely, and she will protect the ones she loves until the end. Rafayel is a very lucky bastard 🥰

I might be starting to collect some ideas for a long fic about those two. Let's see if I can pull it through 😬

Tagging some lovelies to join the game if you want: @sweet-evil-trap; @munnmolads @irandial @hachisenshi @whateveritisisfine @raffyfish @flamulas-n-boingfish and everyone else who likes to join! If you do tag me to see your gorgeous girls!

[irandial]

Sooo… this is my MC, Ira.

She‘s Like… my younger self since I self-insert much.

She adventurous, spontaneous, whimsical and with her it never gets boring. She doesn‘t like it, to fit in a certain box and is always eager to try new things!

The one thing she‘s passionate about and absolutely devoted too, though, is her precious Lemurian groom.

But she‘s not afraid to tell that Sassy Artist her opinion 🤣 His well-being often is even more important to her than her own, which is why they have quite an equal Relationship to take care of each other 🤭

Tagging:

@deepspacenova @starmocha @homurasturtle @lyrisnightblood @evolvinglittlebird @maemi324 @qintten

But of course, everyone is invited to show off their MC(s) 💖💖💖💖

[evolvinglittlebird]

Thanks for the tag @irandial!

This is my MC, Newt.

I don't self-insert, I usually create characters and Newt is actually one of my oldest OCs from an original cyberpunk story I started writing when I was 18. I thought she would fit well in the Love and Deepspace world. My LADS story for her deviates from the canon, if you've read the fics I wrote with her and her Evol is different too. She does have an Aethercore. She did meet her Sea God as a child and did get her memories of that encounter erased. She loves motorcycles, she loves cute stuff and sweets, loves plushies and gathers them. She loves animals, both on land, in the sky and in the sea.

Last but not least, she is a devoted follower of her Sea God.

Tagging: @roguestly, @munnmolads, @space-rat-baby-cry, @mayyari and whoever wants to show off their MC!

[mayyari]

thank you for the tag, @evolvinglittlebird! 💋

my mc's in-game name rn is "mayya" to make my screenshots align with my handle on here, but she's "cole" in my heart.

i float somewhere between someone who self-inserts and someone who doesn't. her features are based on mine (idealized by the limitations of the game) and the personality you see come through in my fics is pretty in line with mine. but i do see her as her own character in the main story and my fics.

that said, our similarities go down to my inability to decide which haircut i like best on her. i swing between these two styles irl. for those who've read h&p, this is what i imagine that haircut looked like, and why tamino felt like it was such a drastic change.

npts, but feel free to jump in if i missed you <3 @the-cows-came-home @coralreefqueen-ao3 @onyour-right @lowkeylaufeysons @loveanddeephistory

[mayyari]

ya girl is finally a floral promise haver 😮‍💨

i try not to pull on reruns but more than few 'figure study' readers have brought it up as a card they thought i was playing off of so curiosity got the best of me. gonna sit down with it and see what all the fuss is about after i catch up on more of the hot spring cards.

[app1esavce]

an intimate perspective

first RafMC piece is finished <3

prints available at my shop!!!

Shop gallery quality Art Prints by Criss Cross.

[xanaxfarts]

bouquets behind foggy glass is a photo style i will never get tired of

[mayyari]

ᴛʜɪꜱ ᴀɴᴅ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴀɴᴅ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏᴛʜɪɴɢ ʙᴇᴛᴡᴇᴇɴ :: CHAPTER THREE

┈┈˖ ࣪⊹ pairing: sea god rafayel x reader 🔞

┈┈˖ ࣪⊹ warnings: eventual jealous rafayel, monsterfucking, he's got two dicks, dp, anal fingering, squirting, first time (she's bold w it but there's a lot of exploratory awkwardness still), mc explores her sexuality in many senses of the world and may or may not be demisexual

┈┈˖ ࣪⊹ notes: an expansion on this and that from kinktober 2025. first two chapters are the same as the original oneshot, but converted to second pov. mc/reader has some defined characteristics and a distinct personality here, so keep that in mind if you're looking for full reader-insert immersion. i'm also experimenting with style and voice in this one, so there may be some shellshock if you're coming in from my other works.

You woke upon clean sheets scented with a hint of bergamot. It was a gentle fragrance, one that cradled your senses as they breached the membrane between sleep and the waking world. The laundresses weren’t always so indulgent, but you’d noticed they had become more generous ever since you fell ill. You resolved to enjoy their kindness while you still could.

You cozied your cheek into your pillow, the linen of a pleasant temperature despite the intruding rays of light. Inclined to chase comfort, you turned your hips in search of the untouched space where the bedding was coolest only to be woken by a brutal, stabbing pain in your core.

[ READ CHAPTER THREE ]

[mayyari]

baby darling dolls, i have (mostly) returned!

life is still a lil crazy at the start of june, but i'm officially back on the grid and getting accustomed to connected life again. i just couldn't resist the temptation to get on here for the last day of mermay.

so are we cats now? what have i missed?