i've closed down my patreon, will likely be deleting my ko-fi, and i will be archiving this account. NOT DELETING IT. don't worry, all the fics and posts will stay up! i'm going to go through and delete some personal posts/most of my anons/asks, but all writing will be saved.
this post has been a long time coming, i'll be 100% honest, and not just because i've been busy and dealing with a LOT of life changes— but also just because i 1) have dealt with a lot of things on this account specifically that have made it not fun for me anymore, and 2) i feel like i really wrote myself into a niche that i still enjoy but got bored with, and it's just too hard to branch out and do new things when your writing becomes metric based/people expect and want only one thing from you. there have been many times in the past few months where i WANTED to write, but as soon as i started, i would stress myself out over it and the feedback i would receive until i ended up not writing anything. and honestly, the amount of negativity is probably my fault because i should have absolutely just been shutting that shit down and not letting it bother me, but it is what it is.
but i'm not going to be gone forever!!!
i dont want to be done with writing. i don't even want to be done with the characters i currently have. i feel like i just want to start over ans feel like i can write what i want and what feels fun and good to me again, and not just what i'm expected to write, you know? i miss doing things that felt fun!!! and whether thats experimenting more with terato or contemporary/non yandere or even horror/more slasher and dark romance stuff outside of that sphere, or even just writing more fem!reader or oc x oc stuff because i want too, i want to make writing something i enjoy again.
this is the blog im moving too / the list of characters migrating with me so far. i will be exploring new content with them, new characters, new *types* of characters and content, etc. as well :)
i've closed down my patreon, will likely be deleting my ko-fi, and i will be archiving this account. NOT DELETING IT. don't worry, all the fics and posts will stay up! i'm going to go through and delete some personal posts/most of my anons/asks, but all writing will be saved.
this post has been a long time coming, i'll be 100% honest, and not just because i've been busy and dealing with a LOT of life changes— but also just because i 1) have dealt with a lot of things on this account specifically that have made it not fun for me anymore, and 2) i feel like i really wrote myself into a niche that i still enjoy but got bored with, and it's just too hard to branch out and do new things when your writing becomes metric based/people expect and want only one thing from you. there have been many times in the past few months where i WANTED to write, but as soon as i started, i would stress myself out over it and the feedback i would receive until i ended up not writing anything. and honestly, the amount of negativity is probably my fault because i should have absolutely just been shutting that shit down and not letting it bother me, but it is what it is.
but i'm not going to be gone forever!!!
i dont want to be done with writing. i don't even want to be done with the characters i currently have. i feel like i just want to start over ans feel like i can write what i want and what feels fun and good to me again, and not just what i'm expected to write, you know? i miss doing things that felt fun!!! and whether thats experimenting more with terato or contemporary/non yandere or even horror/more slasher and dark romance stuff outside of that sphere, or even just writing more fem!reader or oc x oc stuff because i want too, i want to make writing something i enjoy again.
contents: math tutor!dakota x gn!theater nerd!reader, college smau, opposites attract, pre-relationship
warnings: dakota being awkward and nonconfrontational behind the scenes, insecurity
blu masterlist: by character / by timeline
pre-relationship texts take place over a 2 week time span.
redraw of that one drawing of sub puppyboy ollie i made ages ago (i cant find the og post but the original drawing is fugly so im not sharing it anyway). if i can figure out how to post the uncensored version without getting gutted by tumblr i will let yall know 🫶 please send bday wishes to my daughter who is older than me
IM GONNA POST THE UNCENSORED VERSION ON MY PATREON (I WAS GIVEN PERMISSION I PROMISE) LATER TODAY (in like an hour lmao) SO IF U WANNA SEE PUPPYBOY OLIVER DICK MAKE SURE UR OVER THERE!!
contents: hockey captain!evan x fem!journalism major!reader, friends with benefits, established sexual relationship, chronically online behavior, flirting, college/frat parties, quid pro quo arrangement
warnings: implied sexual content
blu masterlist: by character / by timeline
contents: hockey captain!evan x fem!journalism major!reader, friends with benefits, established sexual relationship, chronically online behavior, flirting, college/frat parties, quid pro quo arrangement
warnings: implied sexual content
blu masterlist: by character / by timeline
contents: academic rival/digital artist!micah x gn!fine artist!reader, academic rivals to lovers, rivaling artists
warnings: micah's kind of an asshole but so is reader so whatever
blu masterlist: by character / by timeline
idk if you make the little graphics to decorate your blog but I’m like. Such a big fan of it. Every time you change your blog theme it’s always really pleasing to look at, you’re good at graphic design!! (My fav mazzy era was the green and black one qkdhcishdu)
i make most of them!! my profile pic has been made my @devourable for like a year now, but i tend to make everything at least in my pinned post. some of the banners i use are just random ones from pinterest/tumblr, but i do make a lot of the graphics i use! like my 23' kinktober banners, i made all of those :) and the 'mazzy's archive' banners
(green & black mazzy era was so fun rip to her 👊🏻😔)
contents: best friend's brother!luka x gn!streamer!reader, involves delaina (lainey) hadden who is luka's sister, reader is a 'cozy game' streamer mainly (stardew, slime rancher, etc.), very
warnings: general luka behavior (he's not even that bad rn but don't worry he will get worse).
luka is 99% for @devourable only but you guys can share the last %1 of him
contents: best friend's brother!luka x gn!streamer!reader, involves delaina (lainey) hadden who is luka's sister, reader is a 'cozy game' streamer mainly (stardew, slime rancher, etc.), very
warnings: general luka behavior (he's not even that bad rn but don't worry he will get worse).
luka is 99% for @devourable only but you guys can share the last %1 of him
contents: rich stuco pres!maggie x gn!stuco secretary!reader, established friendship, reader is gender neutral, maggie calls reader 'babe' platonically, reader has an ex boyfriend named aaron
warnings: scummy ex boyfriend, it's not really cheating/infidelity but still be warned for stuff like that
pre relationship texts taking place over a week time span
☆༉ — BLU taglist: click here to be added to the taglist for all future parts of the smau.
the lives of college students can be messy anyway- even without vandalism scandals, a scummy campus-wide sex game, and the ever watchful eye of the secret owner of the campus gossip blog, LakeLeaks, constantly ready to blog about the love lives, scandals, and rumors surrounding the top of the student body. unfortunately for you, college life is about to get a whole lot messier.
๋ ࣭ ⭑ — about. college au. social media au/smau. involves: twitter, instagram, text message threads, and a gossip website. takes place in the year 2024 but no real life events are mentioned (and x is still called twitter.)
๋ ࣭ ⭑ — warnings. generally explicit language and situations. many parts contain a scummy and slightly misogynistic game played by the frat boys and popular athletes, so be warned of possibly non-consensual explicit photo taking, hidden cameras, or the mention of sharing nudes. drinking/alcohol, partying, college kid shenanigans, frat boy behavior.
๋ ࣭ ⭑ — cast & crew. [instagram/twitter profiles]
๋ ࣭ ⭑ — lakeleaks.com [campus gossip blog]
๋ ࣭ ⭑ — title explanations coming soon
click here to be put on my BLU taglist.
๋ ࣭ ⭑ — parts by timeline.
click here for the chronological timeline version of the masterlist [coming soon].
๋ ࣭ ⭑ — stuco pres!magnolia x stuco secretary!reader [ft. fake dating/dating as revenge]
— i'm so mature, i'm so mature [p1]
๋ ࣭ ⭑ — hockey captain!evan x journalist!reader [ft. friends with benefits to lovers]
— audere est facere [p1]
๋ ࣭ ⭑ — best friend's brother!luka x streamer!reader [ft. forbidden relationship/best friends brother]
— ain't that a kick in the head? [p1]
๋ ࣭ ⭑ — digital art major!micah x fine artist!reader [ft. academic rivals to lovers]
— abstract expressionism [p1]
๋ ࣭ ⭑ — frat bro!seth x weird girl!reader [ft. enemies to lovers]
— in medias res [p1]
๋ ࣭ ⭑ — math tutor!dakota x theater nerd!reader [ft. opposites attract]
contents: rich stuco pres!maggie x gn!stuco secretary!reader, established friendship, reader is gender neutral, maggie calls reader 'babe' platonically, reader has an ex boyfriend named aaron
warnings: scummy ex boyfriend, it's not really cheating/infidelity but still be warned for stuff like that
blu masterlist: by character / by timeline
pre relationship texts taking place over a week time span
☆༉ — BLU taglist: click here to be added to the taglist for all future parts of the smau.
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