[mcherrybread]

I know this is probably a sign I hit another rock bottom cause last time I did I also started being insane in a very good way and now I'm lowkey trying out radical optimism and i feel like it is kinda working like my brain is already starting to automatically form more optimistic and hopeful thoughts. I'm obviously still sad or the sadness is still in the background, I don't like how employed I am, I wanna travel and I also miss my home, I'm tired and sick of my own thoughts and the restlessness of my brain but I'm also very bored. There are things about my life that I'm unhappy with but like I remind myself to list things I'm grateful for, I do fun things, I find happiness in small moments cause like idk if I don't even stay optimistic I'll probably just be even more miserable, there's no way out so might as well do whatever I can do minimize the unsatisfaction and learn some lessons and just wait for those life altering realizations to hit lol. Like I can't be both objectively going thru shit and make my mind a even bigger prison for myself

[kushblazer666]

[mcherrybread]

Ig this is how one can just be naturally cool lmao

[industrialsocietyanditsfuture]

we are here to ruin ourselves and to break our hearts and love the wrong people And die !!!

[calebwittebane]

you have destroyed and betrayed yourself for an amazing reason

[industrialsocietyanditsfuture]

Feeling your head exploding. Feeling your brain on the point of bursting to bits. Feeling your spine jammed up into your brain and feeling your brain like a dried fruit. Feeling continuously and unconsciously and like an electric wire. Feeling as if they've stolen the associations of your ideas. Feeling your cells move. You open your eyes. The cells move. - Ulrike Meinhof

[sacred-portal]

[caterpilleee]

Personality tests are stupid

[phantomrose96]

Hey kids, you need to start worrying a little less about getting “#mogged” and a little more about getting “#smogged”. This is an Air Quality Index public service announcement.

[mcherrybread]

Suffering will end once I present at lab meeting tomorrow

[mcherrybread]

I'm saying this unironically being on tumblr kinda calms me down like it makes my nervous system calmer compared to watching TikToks or reels

[mcherrybread]

Like maybe it's a sad thing to admit but I also kinda don't gaf, I like being on tumblr making posts reading other peoples posts I feel like it counts as a hobby of mine like its relaxing and I like doing it so

[mcherrybread]

I'm saying this unironically being on tumblr kinda calms me down like it makes my nervous system calmer compared to watching TikToks or reels

[universeofchaos]

[shisasan]

𝙹𝚞𝚕𝚢 𝟸𝟷, 𝟷𝟿𝟷𝟹 𝚃𝚑𝚎 𝙳𝚒𝚊𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚜 𝙾𝚏 𝙵𝚛𝚊𝚗𝚣 𝙺𝚊𝚏𝚔𝚊, 𝟷𝟿𝟷𝟶 -𝟷𝟿𝟷𝟹

[bluering8]

listen to me, this is so so important: you've gotta get used to really giving it your 60% as a default. like don't half-ass it necessarily but try not to go over 70% or so of an ass. you'll feel better and live a happier more fulfilled life, and on the rare occasions where you do need to lock the fuck in you'll be able to pull off bullshit that the sad miserable wretches giving it their 100% can never dream off, because they're busy draining themselves dry and you have energy reserves to spare.

[smokingchagga]

This is actually what I was adviced to do at the work rehabilitation program I went to. Hasn't left my mind since. 10/10 solid advice

[aidashakur]

Wishing you a relaxed nervous system

[yourmindoesnotexist]