Flower Power?

[mcirei]

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Primary Muses: xiao chiye (ballad of sword and wine), mo ran (ehra), gyokuyou (apothecary diaries)

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[mcirei]

He scoffed, of course the one man who input he didn't want would have to show up. Even that bastard Hua Cheng's mockery of him would be infinitely better than this. He didn't give a damn what the Ghost King thought of him and frankly probably never will.

With the Ghost King he would get mocked, at worst he'd die if for some reason he really pissed the bastard off and lost but he wouldn't die scared. Victory may not be guaranteed but at least he would have his pride.

But Mu Qing, this bastard of all people. "Because I'm not a fool. I know what the answer will be and that would be laughed at and mocked for the next 6 centuries at least. Long after the feelings die the mockery would keep going."

@protectivemuses asked, "Mu Qing: For once, I can't believe I'm asking, but who says you'd be laughed at? Isn't it a bit rude to assume what they would do?"

[mcirei]

"I would rather marry a woman I hate and have a house full of disobedient children." There was a very long pause, "but... I didn't get that option so I would confess. Make a fool of myself, get laughed at and wait for another 6 centuries for the matter to be forgotten about if I'm lucky."

"anon" (I knew it was you ari) asked, "Feng Xin: Would you rather confess to who you like or would you rather kill Xie Lian to keep it secret longer?" Unprompted Harassment || Status: He Would Rather Kiss A Woman

[mcirei]

"I DO NOT SCREAM LIKE A GIRL!"

[mcirei]

He craves violence.

[mcirei]

//Inbox Call! Going to try to send 2-3+ things, if we're besties expect spamming because I can. Specifying muse would be appreciated but if I don't know what you want or I can't reasonably guess assume I'll send you one of my danmei muses and you can answer it in whatever verse you please and I will adapt.

[soulmemes]

↳ 𝐪𝐮𝐨𝐭𝐞𝐬 𝐢𝐧 𝐦𝐲 𝐩𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐭 𝐦𝐮𝐬𝐞 𝐢𝐧𝐬𝐩𝐨 ⋆ ˚ ༘♡

feel free to change pronouns. suggestive tw, death mention tw.

"i want my life back. i want myself back."

"long story short, i survived."

"but if you send for me, you know i'll come, and if you call, you know i'll run to you."

"killing god is a family bonding activity."

"i give a fuck. i give a lot of fucks, actually. i'm a prostitute of feelings."

"yeah, i'm fine. no worries."

"you cannot change the cards you are dealt, just the way you play the hand."

"the legend part is easy. it's the living that's hard."

"i tried to choke my demons, but they liked it."

"it's magic, bitch. i'm not gonna explain shit."

"the horrors persist, but so do i."

"i'm this close to fucking snapping."

"i don't want to be a monster."

"they didn't deserve death. i did . . . i do."

"can i be mean?"

"i'm about to choose violence."

"will you take me as i am?"

"do i seem anxious to you? backed into a corner?"

"he was pretty cute for a monster."

"i was quiet, but i was not blind."

"if i can still breathe, i'm fine."

"what, pray tell, the fuck?"

"it's mortifying to be the one who remembers."

"i don't like people to acknowledge me as a human being."

"death and i have been seriously intimate for some time now."

"you can be a kind person with a good heart and still say no."

"it's okay to be sad after making the right decision."

"twinkle, twinkle little snitch, mind your business nosey bitch."

"it mattered because it hurt."

"sorry about my cool muscles, everyone."

"the first time i met you, i had no idea i'd love you this damn much."

"the risk i took was calculated, but man, am i bad at math . . . "

"i will always find you."

"chaos runs in our blood."

"remember why you started."

"i said what i said."

"there's bravery in being soft."

"i'll fucking slap the mcshit out of you."

"i have secrets."

"if our bodies could touch again, what would they say?"

"i don't really know why i'm still hoping."

"i have cried all of my tears. all i have left is anger."

"i am not who i was."

"for you, i'd steal the stars."

"i wanted to hurt all the people who hurt me."

"and as you can see, i am not dead."

"angels would damn themselves for me."

"please say sike . . . "

"fall in love with me."

"that info is so fucking unnecessary."

"the laws of physics can kiss my ass."

"hey baby, can i get your credit card number?"

"don't tell me what to do."

"your name hurts."

"you can't just touch my soul and leave."

"i wanted them to kiss me."

"we won't ever forget each other, right?"

"a knife? are you flirting with me?"

"that sounds illegal. i'm in."

"i'm too sober for this shit."

[mcirei]

//Some quick notes for Qingxuan (and her brother to a lesser extent)...

-> Qingxuan as I think I already mentioned I write as her genderfluid. I'm going to use female terms for just this general post even though "technically" she is AMAB. I write Qingxuan as not caring much for terms themselves, but I know if I don't make this clear then this very well could become a problem later (and let's be real the people that would be wouldn't read this anyway but hey at least I can say I tried) because while this isn't an issue with the majority of people there is always that person that doesn't quite understand the whole 'female characters are just as good as males' thing and aren't willing to switch terms so if I am using the female icons (or male) and identify her as female (or him as male) then I would really appreciate the correct gender terms being used. If the main character can in the story, people can IRL. I will likely also gravitate more towards the female icons.

-> Qingxuan will at the very least have an HSR verse, still eyeing the whole 'brother' is a Preceptor/vidyadhara thing. Thinking maybe more big brother "allying" himself with the rich and powerful to take care of the little sibling thing. Naturally they would be siblings of choice, not of blood because vidyadhara are sterile and all.

-> I know through my own fault what the ending for Qingxuan and Wudu is but until I get there I will be sticking with that status quo before then. After that I will probably be canon divergent but how so will wait until I get to that point and decide for myself how I want to do it and want the canon material to decide.

-> I don't write incest, I know the whole "some people think they are husband and wife" thing is canon and people (if they want) are welcome to mention it as a rumor, hear say or their muse ask but neither Qingxuan or Wudu will not reply favorably to it.

-> Ghost King verse for Qingxuan mayhaps? I need to sit with this one.

[mcirei]

//Inbox Call! Going to try to send 2-3+ things, if we're besties expect spamming because I can. Specifying muse would be appreciated but if I don't know what you want or I can't reasonably guess assume I'll send you one of my danmei muses and you can answer it in whatever verse you please and I will adapt.

[mcirei]

When he said he did not want to fight he geniunely meant it. This new bout of madness the both of them had once again volunteered for was just another long exhausting run into who the hell knew what for the crown prince. It was miserable, it felt pointless at this point and he seriously had no clue what the crown prince was even thinking this time.

"I came because we couldn't find you and the Prince was concerned you got into more trouble." That was partly a lie, Hua Cheng had really only made a smartass passing comment and he went of his own accord. There was no force, whining or coercion. "What have you been doing anyway?"

@protectivemuses continued from (x).

[mcirei]

"Listen... you just came at a really bad time." God, of all the people to find out what she does for a living it just had to be one of her best friend's brother. This sucks so badly she wishes she could just pretend he didn't see her get thrown around like a rag doll before she took that stupid demon out. "I usually do better than that."

That was a hollow excuse if she ever heard one. She felt no shortage of shame at THAT being her excuse. Sure, it was true but she wasn't stupid. With how sore she is most days she knows it will be harder to keep this up in ten years but she can't just not do it!

"I'm not asking you to understand. I get it. That looked... really bad. I'm not asking for help or sympathy or anything. I have to do this but could you please just not tell Sera. She shouldn't have to worry about me."

@crimsontwins asked, "i'm not sticking around to watch you get hurt." - Roy for Zoey "STOP PUTTING YOURSELF INTO DANGER!" PROMPTS || Status: Accepting

[mcirei]

//I'm still reading and watching TGCF and I have only one thing to say.

This man is what "bless your heart" would look like as a person. I can just picture the women of my family looking at him and shaking their head.

[tragedicn]

Don't wanna drive another mile without knowin' you're breathin' So, won't you stay, won't you stay, won't you stay with me?

a really poor CEZHOU edit / non-rp & non-mutuals dni

[recordmemes]

༘⋆｡ stirring the pot starters

a mix of arguments, tension, manipulation, gossiping, fighting, & general emotional messiness!

you  weren't  supposed  to  hear  that.

don't  look  at  me  like  i'm  the  only  one  lying.

want  to  tell  them,  or  should  i?

you  think  i  don't  know  what  you  did?

i've  hit  people  for  less.

oh,  i  thought  you  already  knew.

that's  funny,  you  didn't  say  that  last  night.

say  that  again.  i  dare  you.

you  wanna  talk  about  loyalty?

no  offense,  but  if  you're  the  last  to  know,  that's  on  you.

go  ahead  -  pretend  like  it  wasn't  your  idea!

they  deserve  to  know  the  truth.

you  didn't  hear  this  from  me,  but  -

oh,  so  now  you  care?

don't  flatter  yourself.  you  were  just  convenient.

you  crossed  a  line.

we  had  bets  on  how  long  it  would  last.

it's  not  even  a  secret  anymore.

you  don't  get  to  cry  about  it  now.

touch  me  again  and  see  what  happens.

say  it  again.  louder  this  time.

you  really  thought  nobody  would  find  out?

don't  act  so  innocent.

okay,  but  am  i  the  villain  for  laughing?

tell  me  who  else  knows.  right  now.

this  whole  time,  and  you  didn't  say  a  word?

don't  act  brave  now.

you're  really  gonna  do  this  here?

it  wasn't  supposed  to  get  this  far!

you  can't  rewrite  history.

oh,  i'd  never  say  it  to  their  faces.

it  was  supposed  to  stay  between  us.

we're  all  thinking  it,  i  just  said  it.

you're  not  as  untouchable  as  you  act.

do  you  even  feel  guilty?

they  warned  me  about  you.

go  ahead,  make  it  worse.

if  you  repeat  this,  i'll  deny  everything.

the  next  thing  out  of  your  mouth  better  be  an  apology.

you're  about  three  seconds  away  from  regretting  this.

you  keep  pushing,  and  i'll  push  you  back.

they're  going  to  find  out.

one  more  lie,  and  i  walk.

they're  lying  to  you.

you  need  to  back  off.  now.

you're  defending  them?  after  everything?

don't  try  to  hide  it.

tell  me,  was  i  just  a  placeholder?

you  really  think  sorry  fixes  this?

there's  nothing  left  to  say.

don't  act  like  you're  the  one  hurting.

i  don't  owe  you  any  explanation.

whatever  helps  you  sleep  at  night.

you  should've  seen  this  coming.

i  hope  it  was  worth  it.

i  told  the  truth.  just  not  all  of  it.

you'll  miss  me  before  i  miss  you.

smile.  you're  ruining  the  mood.

i'd  watch  that  tone  if  i  were  you.

it's  not  my  fault  you  believed  me.

you  have  such  a  talent  for  pretending  you're  innocent.

we  both  know  this  is  over.

i  never  said  i  was  a  good  person.

i  thought  you  were  different.

[mcflymemes]

"STOP PUTTING YOURSELF INTO DANGER!" PROMPTS *  assorted dialogue for expressing your fear that the person you care about might get themselves hurt if they keep acting like this, adjust as necessary

i thought i told you to stay back.

i love you too much to let you get hurt like this.

this affects me, too, you know.

every time you leave, i sit up all night waiting, praying you'll come back alive.

you keep pulling stunts like this and something bad will happen.

do you have a death wish or something?

this isn't fair to me.

i deserve better than this.

i didn't get any sleep last night because i was so worried about you.

you promised me you'd stop going out at night.

i don't like hearing this.

you've been risking your life, and for what? so you can feel like a goddamn hero?

i said i would handle it.

what the fuck are you doing here?

you told me you'd stay put.

so much for laying low.

you remember how bad it was last time.

seems like you haven't learned anything.

i believe you promised me you'd lay low.

i can't keep doing this.

don't give me that look.

we'll discuss this later.

this stops now.

i'm tired of picking up the pieces once you've left.

you keep throwing yourself into danger.

you don't give a shit about yourself, do you?

i'm sitting here, worried out of my mind, while you're out doing god knows what.

that was really stupid of you, and you know it.

i thought you knew better than this.

what's your excuse this time?

you do realize what this does to me, right? seeing you get hurt like this? you know it hurts me, too?

you really don't give a shit how this affects me, huh.

that was the dumbest possible thing you could have done.

i need you to stop throwing yourself into harm's way.

that was completely unnecessary.

they had it handled.

you didn't need to step in like that.

why do you think you're invincible?

the last time you pulled a stunt like this, it nearly got you killed.

i can't just sit here and watch you get hurt.

what are you trying to prove?

you just like fucking with my heart, don't you.

this shit hurts me, too, you know.

you're not the only one affected by this shit.

you've got a lot of people counting on you to come home every night.

what happens if you don't come back?

you think we can just carry on without you?

you think i can handle things if you end up dead?

i'm not sticking around to watch you get hurt.

you're not even slick.

you think you're invincible, don't you.

quit pretending you've got everything under control.

let someone else do it for a change.

you can't keep putting yourself through shit like this and expect me to just sit back and watch.

i'm done with this.

next time you do this, i'm not coming back.

promise me this is the end.

look me in the eyes and tell me you'll stop doing this.

let the authorities deal with it.

you're making a big mistake.

is it worth dying for?

i've dealt with enough pain over the years.

[mcirei]

//Oh yeah until I get around to giving Qingxuan an hsr verse (him and his brother are probably going to be vidyadhara for no other reason that his brother is called the Water Tyrant so maybe his bro is a preceptor or something) this probably will only be interesting to a couple people but I will write Qingxuan as genderfluid.

More specifically he really doesn't care if people call him male/female/neutral terms as long as it isn't Pei Ming (he is still waiting for his big brother to stop being friends with him). Pei Ming, as far as he is concerned, has no business calling him anything.

He switches gender for fun and because he is stronger as a woman so for him it's more like "as long as I'm pretty who cares". Besides it's not like most of his and his brother's followers haven't come out with way more outlandish things than him just being a woman that he actually geniunely does not like.

[protectivemuses]

"Hey! It's not my fault that you're so bad at explaining that you made it sound that way!" Ugh, this man really was so annoying! Even if it sometimes kept things fun as much as it annoyed him. Though in a way, he felt oddly.. relieved? He wasn't the jealous type, yes he was, so that shouldn't be the case. But then that plagued the question he didn't want to ask, or need to. But he would anyways because if not, he'd be even more irritated about it. "So then care to explain who you seem to be so interested in if it isn't him?"

[mcirei]

This man was absolutely insufferable. He knew this had been a mistake to admit anything like that out loud because, of course, Mu Qing is so dense as to not realize who he was referring to. He probably should have known this would happen but the fact it did make it so much more frustrating.

"I think I made it clearly obvious who I was referring to! It's not my fault you can't figure it out! Forget it! Don't we both have better things to do?"