semi-hiatus

ALEXANDRA CAROLINE GREY, M.D. attending neuro surgeon at seattle grace mercy west. my diaper is awesome. my diaper is hardcore. you wish you had the balls to wear my diaper. tracking: mcsaccharin written by: lexi established: august 2016

[mcsaccharin]

officially on semi-hiatus.  i’ve been put on two commitment interviews + i’ve just gotten my place on student council. i’m trying to work as much as humanly possible, and honestly it’s a lot of work. everything i see is getting drafted, and whenever i can i’ll be online. i’m kind of low on muse too at the minute, because a lot of my energy is going in to college. soon kiddos, soon.

[mcsaccharin]

Right now college is taking up a lot of my time. More so than usual. A lot is going on right now, not all that I'm comfortable discussing, but just know I'm stressed as heck. Going to try and be around more this weekend, if I can. I miss you all hella. ( everything owed I believe is in my drafts, so it shouldn't take me too long to get responses out for y'all )

[mcsaccharin]

6. favorite band

     let me introduce myself ; accepting.

     i adore all time low, i’ve seen them live around five times now and i’ve met so many people because of them. then i really like good charlotte, who i’ve seen three times and were the first band i ever really liked ( kyhomg came out in 2007 so i’ve liked them since i was like seven years old ) and then there’s a scottish band called the lafontaines who are phenomenal live. i’ve seen them twice, and they’re so, so good. i also really like seeing panic! at the disco ( and doab is a top album ) and i’d love to see bon iver one day. 

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[mcsaccharin]

i’m kind of distancing myself a little bit because i’m trying to be present. i’m trying to be the best version of myself possible, as cliche as that is, and right now i don’t know if.. if voicing lexie is the best output of that. i write sadness and i write misery and i think for a long, long time that was using as a coping mechanism to deal with my own sadness and my own misery. when everything was okay, i took a break off of rping for a little while and then when things got worse again i threw myself back in. 

i keep thinking about college, and about how my photography teacher wants to give me a commitment interview despite the fact the reason for my absence has been illness and the fact that i’m not committed to his lessons. i would rather be anywhere ( everywhere ) else. 

i’ve had some good days. these days where i’ve been at work.. i’ve had good days. it’s a hassle and it’s exhausting but being around friends, being around people who don’t know the dark and twisted sides is just a little bit better. 

i needed a place to get all of my thoughts out, which is mainly what this is. 

i think i want to try some happier threads. i want to try some happiness and not just dive myself into misery. 

my heart is heavy and i don’t know why. 

[mcsaccharin]

“Can I put the tree topper on this year?”

      christmas starters ; accepting. 

      three hours it took. three hours to decorate the tree, and the house, from start to finish. there were beer breaks and pizza breaks in between, of course, but three hours.. three hours was a lot. it’s the piece de resistance; the star on the tip of the tree. a voice sounds beside her and she’s smiling as she’s asked such a question. it was always lexie’s job, when she was a youngster due to molly’s fear of heights, but now it was time to pass the baton. time for ellis to now take up her role.           ❛❛ of-- of course you can, ellie. do you want me to help you up? ❜❜

[mcsaccharin]

“It’s Christmas Eve. That means I can open a present right?”

     christmas starters ; accepting.

          ❛❛ what you open now, you don’t get for tomorrow. ❜❜      there’s a glance in ellie’s direction but there’s no way that lexie was going to say no to her niece.          ❛❛ but since it is christmas eve... sure. just don’t tell your mom. ❜❜

[mcsaccharin]

     i’m home! going to be doing some replies + all that jazz before bed. 

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☃ Christmas Inspired Starters ☃

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promptplots:

“I wasn’t sure what to get you.”

“When did this turn into an ugly sweater party?”

“I wish it would snow.”

“Wake up! It’s Christmas!”

“It’s Christmas Eve. That means I can open a present right?”

“Is this eggnog spiked?”

“Can you help me untangle these lights?”

“You can’t put alcohol in the hot chocolate.”

“Surprise! I’m your Christmas present.”

“I’d rather spend Christmas with you.”

“Who’d you piss off to get invited to this party?”

“You cannot do what you did last year.”

“Is that supposed to be a snowman?”

“Can I put the tree topper on this year?”

“I dunno, this tree looks a little bare.”

“Of course I would love spending Christmas with your parents!”

“Is it considered Christmas wine if I drink it on Christmas?”

“That tree isn’t even going to fit in the house! Why did you buy it without measuring it first?”

“I’d rather be someplace warm.”

“I burnt the ham, let’s just order a pizza.”

“Why is there a reindeer on my front lawn?”

“None of these Christmas lights work.”

“I slipped and fell on the ice.”

“I’m not any good at ice skating.”

“Here, you can wear my gloves.”

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Send me a symbol and I’ll tell you about…

🌟 …someone my muse trusts. 💔 …someone who broke my muse’s heart. 💕 …someone my muse loves.  😒 …someone my muse hates. 🔥…someone my muse would die for. 💀 …someone my muse would kill for. 👻 …someone my muse considers a best friend. 💘 …someone my muse has a crush on. 🔪 …someone my muse hurt in the past. 👀 …someone my muse likes, but doesn’t trust. 💩 …someone my muse dislikes, but admires. 👿 …someone my muse used to like, but doesn’t anymore. 😉 …someone my muse has had sex with. 💋 …someone my muse used to date. 😜 …someone who makes my muse laugh. 👪 …someone in my muse’s family. 👑 …someone my muse is jealous of. 👊 …someone who hates my muse. 👫 …someone who has a crush on my muse. 👌 …someone my muse has only met once, but will never forget. 🍓…someone my muse has never met, but wants to meet. 👰 …someone my muse would consider marrying.

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[mcsaccharin]

When the birthday present from your pal finally arrives and it's honestly the best.

[mcsaccharin]

When the birthday present from your pal finally arrives and it's honestly the best.

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