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how can that amount of happiness lead to this amount of pain?

sometimes i hate who i am

and sometimes i hate the person who made me who i am

#tw trauma #trauma #did #dissociative identity disorder #bpd #actually borderline

i hate you with everything in me but i can’t stop myself from missing you.

every time i hear your voice i wish you were talking to me.

your touch makes me want to die because it’s done such terrible things but i want nothing more than a hug from you that lasts forever

#attachment issues #toxic #tw vent #bpd thoughts #bpd vent #mentally ill #toxic friends

everyone constantly tells me I’m “too much”

but i constantly feel like I’m not enough

#self doubt #anxiety #self worth #self conscious #mentally ill

i’m where i’ve always wanted to be

so why does it still hurt?

#mcspams #mentally ill #mental illness #i’m broken

why does it feel like everyone wants to be me?

i don’t even want to be me

#tw vent #mental illness #alone #Ive never felt more alone even tho I have so many people around me

i’m mad at god

cause if he exists

why do i still feel like this

-Sarah Saint James

#tw vent #mcspams #religious trauma #ex christian #lyrics #song lyrics

ah fuck

Then only for a minute

I want to change my mind

'Cause this just don't feel right to me

I wanna raise your spirits

I want to see you smile but

Know that means I'll have to leave

#tw vent #lyrics

what am I doing??

one misstep away from cutting everyone off and starting over

#I can’t do it anymore

heaven-besides-you

I am...betrayed

mcsystemstuff

I would still love you we would just be long distance 😌😌

I’d end up accidentally stepping on you-

heaven-besides-you

HELP 😭😭😭

mcsystemstuff

i love youuuuu 😁😁

#non outsider #mcspams

heaven-besides-you

I am...betrayed

mcsystemstuff

I would still love you we would just be long distance 😌😌

I’d end up accidentally stepping on you-

#mcspams

you know, i never thought I’d live through getting broken up with on Valentine’s but here we are

#fuck this

go on, lie to me.

i won’t say it

but I’ll know

#I’m just about done with your shit

aww, you like my personality??

thanks! i’ve got about a million and we argue about what to have for breakfast

#dissociative identity disorder #didmemes #polyfrag system #polyfragmented #sys stuff #mcspams

we’re collecting stories, my love.

fairytales to tell for the rest of time

#i miss you #i’m here for you #to tell you tales of the life you didn’t get to have

idk if we do valentines but hey, @apricot-colored-feathers i love you <33

sorry i haven’t been around much I was asleep for like 3 days then was awkward XD

love youuuuu and i can’t wait to see you at schooooool

#mcspams #valentines

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