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link to my ao3 here! read the newest fic here!

my kofi! (i do commissions!)

updated: april 03, 2026

#if i weren’t incredibly lazy i would just add this to my bio but for now it’s a pinned link and nothing more #mafia definitive edition #mafia de #mde #mafia trilogy #mafia trilogy fanfic #mafia definitive edition fanfic

aklitayl

Breathing fresh air in Lost Heaven ! No banks, no museums.

#happy pride month gay characters on my screen #mde trio #mde #so cute !! i love yapper sam . he’s everything to me

i do actually really miss doing commissions in general 💔

#if i could draw i would get so many more commissions . i feel like they always do so much better #but best u can get is sad men out of me #if i was not so embarrassed of past writing i would have other fandoms on my ao3 to prove i can write other fandoms but how EMBARRASSINGGGG #post: personal

i don’t have enough money to get to work this week from an already short paycheck from not having enough last week. it’s like a cycle of being poor forver and ever and i will never get out of it

#if anyone would be able to help pls dm me for my cash*app/p*ypal/v*nmo/etc #if not ofc yall know my kofi is linked #but also don’t feel guilty if not possible or anything like that i’m just venting #vent #post: personal

mobguys

rip sam trapani you would’ve LOVED skin care routines…

#i have neurolinked my sam trapani headcanons to you i think #because i think i have said this maybe once before #he’s like patrick bateman from psycho with his skin routine & one single thing is missed or messed up #and there are genuinely casualties.#talking about god however . excellent addition #sam trapani #mde

When more Sam/Tommy fics?

you’re in my mind! i was just thinking that it’s been so long since i have discussed sam/tommy & need to fix that soon. do you have any ideas/suggestions?

#this weekend is busy for me because it’s mother’s day and i work retail on the weekends #however! i’m open to your ideas/suggestions & your understanding that it won’t be posted until late may/early june #asks #sam/tommy #mde

syrenki

i have a bunch of disgusting ideas if anyone's interested

#this is me abt the mde polycule just so you all know

mobguys

ok. finished writing a little sam blurb and to add onto it i would just like to say… i am one of the hapless few who can’t get over sam’s egocentrism. something so very fun about remembering that while yes, sam’s not intrinsically evil, he’s still not… y’know. good. and maybe it’s just cause i like giving sam that Itch for greatness but . i don’t know. in my heart i know he holds so much love inside himself but Realistically… … … 💧 my guy’s equally an over-thinker as paulie is. though i think the difference between them is that paulie talks shit out (drunk or otherwise) and sam just.. bottles everything up. he’s a brick wall. a very goal-oriented, ethically self-demoralizing brick wall.

#i think you’re a genius & this is so beautifully well-written #a sam that is in constant silent suffering & agony that i didn’t write… how blessed & lucky am i #sam trapani #mde

mobguys

i think… the unfortunate thing about sam is that he isn’t flexible, emotionally. his trials come from the fact that his entire complex remains engrained in loyalty. he needs 100% of it or else he’s just like, hey, i know i’ve known you practically my entire life but unfortunately, i need to put two bullets in you now! —and it isn’t even out of any targeted malice (at least not intentionally) because sam, hand to heart, loves So deeply. he entrusts parts of himself in you when you enter his life. he expects you to be in-sync with him, to walk each of his steps in tandem. but the moment - the Second he learns you’ve wronged him he just.. can’t let it go. the family is his life, his blood, him. i think for sam, when he talks about any increment of the family with you, he expects you to keep it to your chest, to your grave. so when, for example, michelle started gossiping to the other girls - it was easy for him to cut her out of his life. it showed him that, maybe, his love (platonic or otherwise) wasn’t truly reciprocated. he’d given the deepest part of himself - as small as the information may have been - and she ran with it.

sam’s such a fun antagonist because, realistically speaking, he was never in the wrong. he felt (as any of us would’ve) betrayed. he felt wronged and acted accordingly— and while killing probably wasn’t the sanest option, he did what was necessary to keep the family, and himself, secure. true, he would’ve gotten leverage for picking off traitors, but… it’s almost sad. that he’s so entrenched in this lifestyle that meaningful friendships go into the gutters because above all else, it’s him. him, his title, his family’s legacy, him. all he knows is loyalty and it’s put him six feet under.

#YOU’RE IN MY HEADDDDD #I COULDN’T HAVE WRITTEN THIS ANY BETTERR #LOUD CHEERING AND APPLAUSE #sam is not nor has he ever been inherently WRONG in mafia.#sam has a very black and white thinking. but how could he have learned nuance when this life is all he has ever known?#he learns cesare killed his oldest friend because he planned to leave #and now 20ish years later— sam has to do the same #tommy and paulie broke the rules. the consequence is death. sam is not wrong for enforcing this #exactly exactly exactly !!!#mde #sam trapani #op. let’s hold hands

wizardpostsdotorg

when it’s really bad again and it’s still way better than it used to be but it’s still really bad. and you do all the right stuff and you try and try and it still really hurts but it’s working but it still hurts and you go see the beautiful majesty of nature and your soul is so close to being at peace but your mind is still in pain. and it’s better but it’s still bad. and the sun is setting.

#2026 core

aklitayl

Sam Trapani floating head sketch

#so beautiful !!! he’s so cunty in your style op. 10/10 !#sam trapani #mde

You made me catch the Sarah/Paulie brain worm

Platonic friends with just so much bi-sexual sexual tension

glad you can see the rampant sexual tension between paulie and sarah !!! it’s like if they ever catch each other’s eye from across the room, everyone else will immediately cease to exist to them. witnessing the stare down between them would be enough to make you feel like you’re trapped under 3x the gravity of earth. it’s painfully obvious to anyone who’s had to be alone with the two of them. especially sam, pre-tommy entering the family.

paulie would do anything for sarah, and sarah knows paulie has the kind of devotion you need to keep on a leash. an arm’s length away, but just close enough, always close enough, to serve her.

#this is the highest honor and truly my legacy.#i could say so. so. much abt paulie/sarah but i try so hard to be normal on here #they are far from platonic to me. to me they fuck nasty regularly just bc sarah knows he wants her and he’s good at it #they are very much both bisexual tho and that’s a crucial fact i am glad you have picked up on this #to me paulie and sarah have sex so often that the first time tommy has sex w sarah - sarah can tell tommy learned a fact abt her from paulie #tommy biting sarah’s shoulder and sarah gasping and shuddering and grabbing the back of his head and is #‘who told you about that thomas angelo’ and tommy is shy nervous chuckle when he says ‘paulie told me you might like it’#ok let me stop now . sarah/tommy/paulie throuple is a whole different set of brain worms you aren’t ready for #paulie/sarah #mde #asks

loyal-likesam

Where’s my mafia au game where Sam put his friendship first ahead of his job and changed his mind about killing Paulie, instead giving him a warning and he, Tommy, and Paulie all try to overthrow Salieri.

If they die, they die together on the same side

As opposed to the angst we got canonically

#in my beautiful and delusional world sam allows tommy and paulie to rob this bank and then takes their deaths to leave together #fakes*#obviously paulie is the brains of this operation but sam has to be the one to pull it off truly #paulie and tommy killing the goons sent after them #smashing in faces/setting buildings on fire #sarah having to stay behind for a few months/act out fake grief/isolate herself until she moves #and she goes to where they said they’d be. and there they are. tommy and paulie patching up holes in the walls of a house #sam painting a scene on the walls of baby girl angelo’s walls.#like it all could’ve been ok. had sam just . not been so neurotic about what the idea of loyalty is #mde

mdemn

has anyone considered tommy meeting sarah in a mulan (1998) kind of way?

mdemn

ok ok tommy seeing this guy around the bar, and he’s shorter than most, but damn if he doesn’t command the room.. damn if the tone doesn’t shift when he walks in. damn if he doesn’t know what the hell he’s talking about.

this guy who knows all the plans. who knows all the angles. who thinks about things that would never cross anyone else’s mind. who’s somehow 10 feet ahead of everyone else. this guy everyone only calls by his last name, marino. everyone says that’s luigi’s kid, and nothing more about him.

tommy is enamored with him. has a massive amount of respect for him (re: he has a massive crush). everyone says he’s the greatest soldato the don has. and when tommy gets promoted to a capo, he’s asking why marino isn’t a capo too. no one can give him an answer.

tommy who gets injured, who leans on marino until he takes him back to his place, and when they walk through the door, and he shrugs off him jacket, turns to go get the medical supplies, comes back with the top few buttons of his shirt undone…. tommy is staring like 😧

“marino… you’re a WOMAN?”

and sarah just counters with, “loosely speaking. now clam up, i ain’t gonna go easy on you with this needle.”

#i think we all moved on too quickly from gnc sarah marino actually #because i’m still here #srb

galaxy-of-me

hi, i love dynamics that r like “we make each other worse” on the surface but when u look deeper it is actually just “we understand each other on a level that no one else does and nudge each other out of our typical comfort zone” which just circles around to “we make each other better”. it’s abt the accidental growth just by being in each other’s lives. idk

#sam/sarah #<- integral part of them making each other better by making each other worse

Any particular headcanons you have about Tommy?

for tommy to be the main character of the game, i actually think about him the least ! he’s such a blank character in the game and has the most nothing personality ever 😭 i still love him tho ofc !

#asks #tommy angelo #mde

lakemojave

The biggest indicator of tumblr's decline and increased anglification in the last half decade or so is that no one's sharing shit like the entirety of the hot pickle girl video anymore

lakemojave

Actually @blackfem this exchange belongs on the main post

lakemojave

Here's the video itself if you don't know. Sit down and watch it all then move on

#i know the entirety of this video start to finish . no exaggeration .#the editing alone should’ve won an oscar #quenlin blackwell you’ll always be famous to me

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