meadow

aspiring artist • 17 • enfp • she/her comms open, pricing tba soon

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I absolutely love food so much it makes me go insane. not in the greed/gluttony way, but in the way that ohhhh man. if I didn't have food I think i'd go insane. like if my food were the same thing every day? ?? ? I think i'd die. and this is how i'm laios touden from dungeon meshi. no, actually, i'm wrong. I think laios is gluttonous on some level for sure. no one person needs all that autism.

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drawing studies :) (acrylic markers)

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ougghhh I should draw osms agairn

i miss them,..,,

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HERE IS MOSS!!!!!!!

i love them so muchhhhhh,,, , ouuuuuuuggghhhhhhhhhh,,..,,.,.., character first drawn by @salientseraph

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ougghhh I should draw osms agairn

i miss them,..,,

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listening to Adrianne lenker's "mostly chimes" and I kept hearing a beep?? and I couldn't figure out?? why my laptop(?) was beeping???? it was the smoke detector. someone should edit "mostly chimes" and add a smoke detector beep into it. for ragebait.

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finding Christian music that isn't the copy/paste of every other contemporary Christian song is like getting enough food for the rest of your life + it never goes bad i have a few artists I like in the tags

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i was just doing some writing on my writing blog ( @meadow-writing ) and for context, I write while listening to music, many times emotional or sentimental music, or whatever fits the mood, and today I was listening to Rachmaninoff (classical? romantic? composer), fully immersed in my writing. saying things like "privy" and "thee", completely felt like I was a struggling poet yearning for my long lost lover, writing in the late 19th century when all of a sudden I am forcibly zapped back into the 21st century by my mom, sounding like a twitch streamer, "wh- what is happening..?? oh! OH BOOM. GOT YOU." while playing AoE II (she won her match) and it rattled me so badly that I had to step outside. I genuinely was living my best life as Shakespeare, and my mom had to be a teenage boy to ruin my immersion. how horrible.

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i've liked eijiro kirishima since I first saw him (when the anime came out). it was around that same time that I really started to delve into online spaces and figure out what "fandoms" were, and what being queer meant! I saw him and my entire personality was "oh wow, he's so cool I want to be his friend!!!!!!!" and he's what made me realize I was transmasc at the time! now my journey with gender and whatnot has been a very interesting and revealing story, but that's not my current point. Kirishima made me realize that real strength is in mutual trust and vulnerability. I won't say I was a good person when I found inspiration in him, but he definitely shaped who I am today! that's for sure. he AND Uraraka, honestly! my friends had compared me to both of them, later on, and I was surprised (and very happy) because yeah!!! those are my role models!!! I'm glad someone noticed!!! kirishima made me realize what being a man really means, and ochaco made me realize what being a woman really means. both of which helped me accept my femininity and masculinity now and showed me how to treat others despite insecurities and flaws! :D

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guys I need more kirishima content right neeeeooowwwwwww,,, more horrible karaoke, more being an idiot with his friends, more encouragement and mutual respect with bakugo, more of kirishima's strategic side, MORE MANLINESS AND CHIVALRY!!!! need,,,, more content,,, a kirishima movie,,,, if anyone wants to make a fanimated kirishima-centered movie PLEASE LET ME BE THE FIRST TO KNOW. I'LL GIVE YOU ALL MY MONEY.

i want a movie (or well done short film) where he works together with various heroes to fight toxic masculinity. like. movie where kirishima guides villains/anti-heroes/etc. to go to therapy, get rehab, get the help you need, because the strongest thing you can do is to admit you need help. to be vulnerable. and to see him trust his friends and to see him lean on them for things he needs (but of course, he would help them first, or do a mutual favor). AND TO SEE HIS FRIENDS HAVE CONCRETE TRUST IN HIS ABILITIES BECAUSE HE DOES EVERYTHING ALL THE WAY THROUGH AND DOESN'T QUIT

i want to see kirishima even more fleshed out as a character,,, or even to see more characters like him!!! where they're very masculine but not in a harmful way,, kirishima would never make fun of someone for an unchangeable feature they have, he wouldn't overlook someone's problems purposefully, I think he wouldn't even try to participate in weaponized incompetence. I think it would make him sick to the stomach. GIVE ME MORE CHARACTERS LIKE THIS PLEASE AAAUUUGRHTGRHH

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and rebounding off of this!! I want to see more female characters that are written similarly to Ochaco!! I want female characters that are really comfortable in their femininity that they're not afraid to be strong!! to work out!! gain muscle!! because that's fem too!! and to still wear dresses!! to love "hyper-fem" decorations!!!!! AND be strong!!!!!!!!!!!! I absolutely adore how Ochaco was written,,, she had motivations and goals and friendships aside from the main character (izuku)!!! she didn't just drop everything to try to be with him!! she took her space seriously and didn't compromise her career or friendships to be with him (and vice versa!! which I was really happy about!!!)

i used to dislike ochaco cause I thought that she was going to fall into the category of "helpless girl character that is main character's love interest and is only being used to move his plot" BUT SHE HAD HER OWN LIFE!!!! AND IT WAS SHOWN!!!!!

another thing I cant get over in my hero is that the characters' friendships felt real! they didn't feel forced, but instead felt like they grew the longer the show went on!! horikoshi I owe you my life for how much effort you put into this hoooooooooly butt yo

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guys I need more kirishima content right neeeeooowwwwwww,,, more horrible karaoke, more being an idiot with his friends, more encouragement and mutual respect with bakugo, more of kirishima's strategic side, MORE MANLINESS AND CHIVALRY!!!! need,,,, more content,,, a kirishima movie,,,, if anyone wants to make a fanimated kirishima-centered movie PLEASE LET ME BE THE FIRST TO KNOW. I'LL GIVE YOU ALL MY MONEY.

i want a movie (or well done short film) where he works together with various heroes to fight toxic masculinity. like. movie where kirishima guides villains/anti-heroes/etc. to go to therapy, get rehab, get the help you need, because the strongest thing you can do is to admit you need help. to be vulnerable. and to see him trust his friends and to see him lean on them for things he needs (but of course, he would help them first, or do a mutual favor). AND TO SEE HIS FRIENDS HAVE CONCRETE TRUST IN HIS ABILITIES BECAUSE HE DOES EVERYTHING ALL THE WAY THROUGH AND DOESN'T QUIT

i want to see kirishima even more fleshed out as a character,,, or even to see more characters like him!!! where they're very masculine but not in a harmful way,, kirishima would never make fun of someone for an unchangeable feature they have, he wouldn't overlook someone's problems purposefully, I think he wouldn't even try to participate in weaponized incompetence. I think it would make him sick to the stomach. GIVE ME MORE CHARACTERS LIKE THIS PLEASE AAAUUUGRHTGRHH

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MY BOY!!!!!

art study of kirishima eijiro, I haven't drawn him in a very long time ouuughhh.... my strength and hope are coming back......