"Do you look down on all omegas, or just yourself?"
Nikolai's voice startles you out of your thoughts, namely, how good it would feel to jump off the roof. The wind whistling in your ears as you sail to the cradle of concrete bellow. "Just myself, of course. Not that stupid, sir."
"You aren't stupid at all." He doesn't sit next to you on the roof ledge, like he knows what you have planned. "Your family didn't come to visit today."
"Broke the news to them before they wasted their time coming up here." Your voice was bitter as you turned to look at him. "I've lost my scent. My instincts... I've lost my fucking family. And I'm supposed to be okay with it because Simon needed a slick hole to fuck."
"You're more to him than that." He quickly assures but you can't help the scoff that leaves you.
"Really? Where's my alpha now, huh? He cares so much about me, yet he couldn't be bothered to clean up the mess that he made!" Your hands shook with anger as you think about scooting further up the ledge. A few more inches, a shove, and the wind would whistle through your clothes as you sailed to the ground.
Nikolai grabs your scruff before you can make it that far, hauling you off the ledge. You trash in his grip, even though you know you could never really fight Nikolai. He holds you firmly by the shoulders until you stop trying to lunge at him, your jaw set angrily.
"I should place you on a phsyc hold." He threatens, but you both know he won't. "Have you made a nest?" The snarl you give him is answer enough. "If you don't make this work, you'll get sick. You have to take care of yourself."
"I think I'd rather die." Nik squeezes your shoulders almost painfully tight before he guides you back inside.
"You smell like preheat." Simon bullies his way into your barracks, his nose against your scent gland. "Like preheat and suppressants." He snarls quietly, eyes narrowing as he studies your face. "Are you trying to make yourself sick?"
"I'm trying to get you to leave me alone." You bite back, but Simon can hear you getting weaker. Simon growls at you, his ears flicking as he tries to hold himself back. He's already forced himself on you so many times. That's how they ended up here.
"Please." Simon keeps his voice gentle as he lowers his nose to your scent gland. "Just for now. For your first heat. I have to take care of you." He insists softly, rumbling like he could soothe your sour, angry scent. The rumbling almost settles you. Almost, but you'd never heard Simon say please before.
You let him. You let him while you press your face into your pillows to block out his scent. His cock feels good thrusting deep inside you, bumping into that sweet spot with each thrust. You couldn't help but purr, a sob catching your throat when the noise begin.
It sounds so soft in your ears, the deep rumble you were used to making long gone. The heat in your gut finally calms for a moment when he knots you, your body shuddering as his cum spills into your gut. "That's it, pretty thing..." Simon rumbles as he mouths at your scent gland. You sob a little louder at that, so he doesn't bite down, even when his jaw aches for it.
He'd just have to wait until you were ready, even though that never stopped him before.
Ignore that I forgot to add it the first time