˗ˋˏ꒰ঌmechangel໒꒱ྀˎˊ˗

₊ ˗ˋˏ꒰ঌ 💉 ໒꒱ྀིˎˊ˗ the Kangel kinnie ever!! →˚₊·Mecha/Angel/Kami- he/they/xem - bisex tmasc roseboy ੭.

[mechangell]

Welcome to my humble abode! My dear devotee.

My name is Mechangel, u can call me by Mecha, Angel or Kami.

I am a bisexual transmasc roseboy and Asexual guy, I use he/they/xem.

I have BPD, HPD, bipolar and dpdr (Self diagnosed) and my blog is mostly about vents and rants so if u arent comfortable with that pls leave, in every full moon i might post my art or just some stuff that isnt about vents! I also heavily kin Kangel and that is why my whole blog is Kangel themed, Bless 🙏🙏🙏

Int: Twst, Enstar, hypmic, needy streamer overload, mairuma, milgram, genshin, pjsk, vkei, hh, hb, ppl struggling with mental health and artists.

dni: problematic ppl, Pedos, Groomers, Old men ihy fuck off, Irl yanderes PLS FUCK OFF, anyone who romanticizes mental health issues.

Thats all thank you for reading!

ALSO PLEASE DONT STEAL THE HEADER!! I MADE IT.

[mechangell]

Maybe im really not meant for love.

[mechangell]

Lol its been so long since i last posted in this acc but for some reason i kinda just lost feelings towards my bf, i do love him platonically tho. But i dont love him the same way i did before, i just realized we really weren't meant to be.

[npdemu]

reblog to blow up an ableist

[mechangell]

Forced to be a mentally unwell kid in a horrible world full of corruption, problems and chaos, Born to be a kid in a slice of life anime happily living their life to the fullest with their friends and family

[konoko]

[a-sip-of-milo]

My cluster b disorder: I need attention. i need all of the attention, all of the time. why aren't you looking at me

My anxiety: STOP LOOKING AT ME

[mechangell]

THIS IS ACTUALLY SO REAL

[mechangell]

was it casual when i felt as if im nothing without you? That i didnt have a reason to live without you? That i couldnt fall inlove with someone else if it wasnt you?

[mechangell]

Am i not worth anything to u anymore?

[mechangell]

Im about to beg god to stop myself from being this way, Please why am i like this.

[mechangell]

Stop getting jealous of everyone around him challenge go!! (impossible) (also for context he texted my friend happy bday but its makin me so fuckin UGRHHEHHRHRH)

[mechangell]

liar, liars. All of you are fucking liars.

[mechangell]

Wish i could just stay in my little world, away from reality. I hate finally realizing how things are and it makes me feel hopeless.

[mechangell]

Where did it all go wrong?

[mechangell]

I dont wanna heal anymore. Im getting tired.

[mechangell]

I was js laughing earlier and now i feel empty again damnit where can i get cocaina

[fuzzznstuffingthatcomesout]

I feel like a bad partner because of my bpd. My episodes are exhausting. I'm exhausting. I can't help I'm broken, but I can help my behavior. I'm so sorry. I know I apologize too much. I'm sorry you have to walk on eggshells. I feel guilt, knowing that a different partner could be easier for you. I feel guilt knowing practically no one will put up with me. Why do you?

[mechangell]

Real holy shit i barely even tell her anything even tho i burst at whatever she says that makes me think shes gonna leave me and i js bottle it up cs i dont wanna be a burden or be a bad bf to her