what day is it?

brain cooks heart

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I'll be the one you think of last,

I was the bottom of the class,

I'll be the one you let go-  

but Im better off solo.

I'll be the one you dream of,

I'll be the one you ask for,

but when you come I'll be gone. 

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#THANKYOUILOVEYOU. its what I say to people whom I resent instead of saying something mean. 6yrs ago you wanted to use a treadmill that I was using for my stuff, 'cause, I just like to have a lot of space around me when I work out...

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people that tell you to 'stand up for yourself' or 'be confident... have conviction, etc.,' so long as its not in THEIR presence...  that whole, 'you are [insert ringing affirmative, positive statement]! but not when I'M around bitch'  B.S.. they're easy to spot... people that get pissed when you decide to stick to your beliefs and back yourself up. they're not as pissed about WHAT you believe, but that you aren't forfeiting and yielding to them.  #imknowntowalkalonebutimaloneforareason 

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yeah so I'm able to lurk the nyu figure skating team fb page, get the 411 on when the whole PACK will be at city ice (MY turf), and avoid the lame absurd ice traffic.  *snicker*

yes I'm proud of my brilliant self! 

#artfuldodger ^_^

#skatingprobz

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Cristina: It's a friggin' miracle, okay? You're standing before a miracle and once you realize that, she'll change your perspective. Okay, here's what I do. I look at a [person/prospective guy] on my list and I look at heart in a box and if that [person/prospective guy] on my list isn't half as cool as heart in the box then [they are] not worth my time. She lets you know what's most important to you. That's what heart in a box does. And she's nice to talk to.

I swapped out a few words... here and there.  because I know that's what Christina was really talking about... I get things like that.  :]

great episode.  I love beating heart in a box... wish I had a sagacious pet heart in a box.

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I donno... I just have this FEELING @freddurst is really good in bed. #notsolimpbizkit 

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I'm never sorry to people  anymore. maybe sorry for them but it will always be the least amount of energy I don't choose to expend on others.

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some zodiac site said my zodiac princess (#sagittarius) is pocahontas. that's the one that saves her prince? yeah, that sounds about right. for a second I wanted to cut john smith outta this photo but... someone's gotta row the boat right? not that I can't row my own boat... I can do it while singing and gazing into the heavens or hummingbirds impairing my vision... he just looks really sexy doing it 

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i need to shout out to #reebok... cus... they get it. they get sneakers... they get that WOMEN need sneakers too. and not just pretty ones, or the hype shit that tones your ass. i'ma figure skater- my ass is fine. you're still phallocentric but at least you give a chick *something* to work with. seriously THANK YOU. nike- you fail! adidas- FAIL! reebok- ♥

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[nevver]

Hot Wheels

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good form 

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i hope stacey mark holds a casting again in the fall/winter and i get invited so i can not be a sweaty mess without a book or a card or actual social skills. i'm gonna do that... make an effort... get a book... at least for my husband's sake in 50 years he can jerk off to it

#pseudomodel

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if you're a black chick, you got "broken edges" if you a white chick, ya got "cowlicks." ha betch plssssssss i got COWLICKS too.... my edges are healthy as fuck. blk folks always trippin' over hair. #enuff

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to be THE shit one must be full o'SHIT 

Love, 

#prfndpopprnces 

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how many times must i say it... you don't know what you're dealing with

or ya do and you just don't give a shit. 

you're gonna take your sweet, precious time... because "no one could possibly understand the depths of you"... your incomparable depth.  so you leave her in the dark. a darkness you dragged her to- your confounding darkness, in which she'll move on the only way she knows how, pretending it's a matter of sink or swim.  but all the while she'll be bleeding out... when you come back for whatever reason, when you are ready, it'll be too late. 

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epiphany

men don't listen- all of 'em, never. well, no, that's not really an epiphany but it is phenomenal- the consistency.

my doctor: he just stares at me while i talk and then asks a question that i just answered. but he's very sexy so i get over it AND he gave me a band-aid with hearts on it- i'm taking it personally.

falafel guy: i totally said no hot sauce and you repeated it too wtf? (i can't help but take that personal too)

the cad that doesn't wanna be your bf, he just wants to "cut" but can't even do it right: if you won't listen to me, would you please listen to lil kim or trina. pls-oh-pls-oh-pls!

...christ's sake.

(yeah him too)

it's a short list, i know, but it's also depressing and... i don't have enough zoloft.

[nickthejam]

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i've always felt a connection with rose...

ahaa.