[medyopogiperobastos]

Gets nyo ba? Hahahaha nag-voice note ako sa Notes ko. Taglish. Montanga lol siguro kasi nakahiga na ako. Bedroom voice eme at di nya na naintindihan. Mag voice memo na nga lang ako

[medyopogiperobastos]

Hi

[medyopogiperobastos]

May fan ba ng Death Note dito? Haha. Pinanood ko ulit siya after more than a decade. Tae, same feels ang naramdaman ko nang —spoiler ahead — mawala si L. Like, siya ung favorite character ko sa series. Mas pogi pa nga siya for me kaysa kay Light. 😓😅

Ung frustration, disappointment, sadness, melancholia at shit feeling.. andun pa rin. At parang ayaw kong tapusin na ung series. Grabe. Hahaha. Kinausap ko nga si chatgpt kasi wala naman akong kausap pagdating sa ganito. Hahaha.

Anyways, hope you are all safe and dry!

[medyopogiperobastos]

Time check: 10:06 PM

Working pa rin ako. Part of me, natutuwa sa work these days. Pero pagod ang physical body ko. Naisip ko nga, pag tinanong ako ng Indian kong boss ng how are you, baka ang isagot ko ay I am physically tired but mentally stimulated. Hence, I deserve a bonus. 😂

[medyopogiperobastos]

Dalawang buwan na atang pagod na pagod ang katawang lupa ko sa dami ng work… need ko ng masahe.. at ng kape.. at ng pera. Hahaha

[medyopogiperobastos]

Simula nang hawakan ko itong bagong client, feeling ko lahat ng deparment ng kumpanya ay kausap ko! Hahahaha. Pero in fairness, gusto ko ung account. Kaya kahit pagod ang ferson, okay lang.

[medyopogiperobastos]

Morning.

[medyopogiperobastos]

Dad and I went to SM earlier. On our way home, ideas came into my head for the next scene of the chapter I am currently writing. Excitement coursed through me. But I suddenly had an urgent thing in my account. 😓 So, I am not sure if I will write while waiting for it to get fixed or postpone it.

[medyopogiperobastos]

Jwu. Morning

[medyopogiperobastos]

Minsan nakakapagod din ang friendship ano.

[medyopogiperobastos]

I recently turned 33, and I would like to say that it had been the “quietest” birthday I ever had. Ever since, I was never a big celebratory of my special day. I’d rather stay at home than make a fuss about it.

Surprisingly, there was no birthday blues— it was a first, to be honest. Even I couldn’t understand it. There were some “off” moment, but it did not matter at all. It seemed like, I am okay if people greet me or not. Either way, I still turned 33.

Geez! I still can’t believe that I am already 33 because I can still remember the teenager version of me who literally wrote in high school a countdown next to the lecture dates one month before his birthday. Now? Oh, it’s just another day.

Life is not perfect, but it is good. It has always been, despite my fair share of sorrow, miseries, and heartbreaks. I received an early birthday gift last month— I got promoted (my second time in this company). Honestly, I did not expect it any longer. But still, thank G!

And oh, by the way, we have been living in my new house for a year already! Who would have thought? Perhaps it is the main reason why I didn’t get a somber feeling about my birthday like I used to. I was not sure. You know what? It’s been a year and yet it still feels surreal that I have a two-storey house now. So much had happened.

The 2013 version of myself who liked to post and write here in Tumblr would surely be proud of his 32 and 33 self.

How are you?

[medyopogiperobastos]

Binasa at binalikan ko ang karamihan sa sinulat ko noong 2016 tungkol kay D, kasama si chatgpt. Grabe ung surge of feelings kahit na one decade ago na.

Dito ko siya na-meet sa Tumblr.. to be honest, di ko rin inasahan na darating kami sa point na un. Sobrang lalim ng emotional investment ko sa kanya. Long hours of phone calls and long texts almost everyday.

Kaso di kami nagkita.

Kamusta na kaya siya? 2020 ata huling usap namin. Ung number niya, nay Gcash. Lol. Nate-tempt nga akong i-message ulit.

PS. During my early days dito sa Tumblr, sobrang famous niya. Thousands to hundred thousands ang notes ng posts niya. Grabe talaga. Sobrang admired ko siya intellectually. At ung conversations namin? Sobrang intimate in the sense na we can literally talk about anything under the sun. Kaya rin siguro kami inaabot ng six hours minsan.

Hey, kamusta ka? I hope you are safe and okay. I missed you!

[medyopogiperobastos]

Parang buong weekend, ang kausap ko lang ay si Gemini at si Chatgpt. Tae, walang human connection yern?

[medyopogiperobastos]

Hi

[medyopogiperobastos]

May gising pa ba? Hahaha

[medyopogiperobastos]

Hi

[medyopogiperobastos]

Good morning. Jwu