Meely Sant Creations

Eu sou uma aspirante a artista, artesã e escritora sonho em ser quadrinista e espalhar minha arte e histórias pelo mundo, gosto de jogos, animes e de rpg

[meelysant]

Often I see people that says that your DND character must absolutely be related to the plot of the campaign to actually be interesting and having something in the conflict, I do however totally disagree as once upon a time I had a character that the only reason he was in the adventure was because he though that the other players where cool.

This led him to enter a war where he had no reason to be in, rage bait a villain that he had no reason to hate other than his friends hated her, they had reasons, and my guy was such a good friend so much that it was his descendant to lastly kill that bitch way far in the future just because my guy was a fucking real one.

It was also fun how he hated all of the villains for no reason at all since he didn't know shit about then, the villains also had no reason to be against him besides the fact that he was a prick.

[meelysant]

Every now and then I catch myself thinking back to the fact that my dm only ever managed to kill two of my characters as a dm and one as player.

I mean is not like he is not trying kill my silly little guys, or that I make the smartest choices for keeping my characters alive, I mean my current character can't out pass or live my own AOE spells, is just that somehow my characters keep coming out of the fight alive, even though they have only 1 HP point left.

[meelysant]

Sometimes i think is actually funny how people think that a paladin needs to be a man of faith in dnd, i only ever played two paladins in all of the dnd games i ever played with my group.

First one didn't had a god that provided her magic, instead she had an ancient demon from the homeland of her ancestors that was living rent free in both her and her brother mind making both of then insane, violent, and raging alchoolics.

Second, and current, one used to believe that her god was a good person just depressed because humanity is humanity, until she met him some sessions back and now although she is fighting to protect him from her childhood best friend and first crush that is the bbeg and want to kill said god she might actually want to kill that prick herself with all she is learning about him.

[meelysant]

Recently I been feeling quite down when it comes to drawing or even when I think about writing. I love creating it was always an safe space for me something that felt comfortable whenever everything else crumbled around me.

I don't know how to say it, thing is that I love drawing I love art but at the same time it seems that even though I have ideas I have things in my mind that I feel like I need to bring to paper. But at the same time is like my hands are getting frozen, I still draws sometimes, every now and then I can bring myself to make half a project, but at the same time that is as far as I can go.

Maybe is just my problems catching up to me, maybe depression finally managed kill my last spark or at least is very close to do so thing is that I feel lost, I feel afraid and even small at times I don't know how to say it really to explain or to even express but sometimes I don't know sometimes I just feels like kinda of lonely, or well empty.

I not going to stop drawing fuck I trying very hard now to go back to it I just I don't know what to do to say and think and that is well is really scary

[meelysant]

it's been a while since i last posted anything my life has been a mess and ai i even bigger mess, i kinda of remade the desing for this character (again), anyway this is Klyde, one of my newest ocs, coming from a fantasy and dnd inspired history that has been cooking into my head for a while now, a half human half merfolk boy with great dreams and a future great adventure to unfold

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when you create a new oc, then you make a very much altered character desing for him just because you can, by the way this is kinda of a reference sheet of my oficcialy newest oc, just someboy that happened to be hald merfook and had water powers.

Also lowkey based off dnd and my latest original character obsession

[meelysant]

Just some thing i felt like doing it the other day, it was supposed to be a simple study, trying to get the pose and the character a llitle bit more, but i ended up making into a cull fledged ilustration.

Timelapse under the cut

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Just a little something, felt like redrawing a screenshot from the shadow the hedgehog game, one of my favavorites by the way I quite liked the results, below the cut the original screenshoot and timelapse of the art piece

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Just a drawing inspired by D&D that i made some time ago to begin well my year

[aurethiaaflame]

No one tells you that- losing yourself is quiet.

It happens under expectations, under applause, under the steady weight of being watched. You become careful and start living like you’re being graded. Judgement sits like a second spine on your chest. Stress hardens into habit, and one day you realise you don’t remember the sound of your laugh anymore. Not because joy left loudly, but because it slipped away while you were trying to survive. You’re baffled by how empty you’ve become. The lively soul no longer seeks for the sun.

Nothing shattered. You simply thinned out, until there was barely enough of you left to notice.

[meelysant]

Sometimes I think back to a character in our dnd table that was so petty, revengefull and dedicated to his hate for this one guy in particular that at some point he managed to find a magical communication stone, wich to be used required a ritual that needed around 8 hours to be completed (since he was not the person supposed to use it) but that allowed to have small conversations with the guy he hated for like a minute or so.

And this absolute mad lad would do this shit at least twice a month so he could provoke and terrorize this guy.

And that is not even the most petty thing he did to this guy.

[meelysant]

Thinking back to this post and I remember what was actually the most petty thing this guy did to this npc he hated.

In the game there was one phrase that when said to someone would magically compel them to do something, it could be used for anything, inclusive to kill the target, but could only be used only once.

And this guy used his only use in this npc, to compel this npc to sit with him into his bath so he could basically tell this guy off, say he was a little shit and nobody he did would ever be successful, and then he left.

[meelysant]

A little dnd character i made and been playing for a couple weeks now, just a little paladin girl that kinda of died and went to an isekai world, playing this girl is been a blast

[ocprompts]

which oc has a name that they don't tell anyone?

[meelysant]

I have two characters Wich is pretty important to then not having anyone that knows their true name.

Erick Halden - Erick has such contempt with his human life and how he became a vampire simply because he was someone that not much people would really miss that once he really got into his head that he was a vampire he created a whole new identity for himself Erick Halden, a viking warrior that fought many battles, usually lying and claiming other people from his time who had similar names as his onw historical deeds, his true identity of being a peasant in breton lands to himself

Nathaniel Nero - he's a Fae, and in the universe I created for these ocs one of the innate abilities and weakness of a fae is a true name, basically if a fae knows a individual true name they can ask any favor and the individual is bound to comply otherwise something will happen and punish then in a equivalent measure, however this also goes to the fae, since once an individual knows the true name of a fae they can also bound the fae to any favor in kind

[meelysant]

I had something of a rough week but something I usually do to give myself some rest is to cook some dark art, thus i cooked this, kinda of some vent art, kinda of really liked how it ended up

[meelysant]

tem sido um tempo desde que eu postei ou postei algo da minha menina mas aqui ta mais um print do processo trabalhando na pinturinha da minha menina, ultimamente eu tenho ido mais e mais fundo em renderizar meus desenhos como pinturas

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Another piece, this time relatively a quick piece of my girl, a smal demonstrantion of her main form of damage, a ritual of the element of knowledge that allows her to directly attack the mind of any creature, and also serving to show her design og bot her outfit and of her hood up, that she usually wears in stressfull situations, the glow in her sleeves are marks left by "connection" with the paranormal that glows whenever she makes any ritual

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A quick painting of my girl iris as for the last session of my campaing, this is my girl preparing to localize and figth against some paranormal monsters, this is also her a couple of minutes before she ripped an paranormal creature open