@taylorswift I’m pretty non existent on here. But I want you to know you’ve saved my life so many times with your uplifting spirit, and overly abundant talent with music, and performing arts. I have been here rooting you on for the past 13 years, and I’ll stay stay stay. There are some pretty painful moments in my chapters. In a synopsis, I’ve known grief, loss, insurmountable pain, as many. But my chapters are individualistic to my life. I had a difficult childhood, my parents divorced when I was 11. I was always, and still presently, considered that girl that’s “too nice” which created a lonely environment. Because to many being kind seems out of this world. I’ve always been a leader, not a follower. And I’ve always been about morality, love, and loyalty. I started writing poems when I was 13, to help cope as you have in your younger years. (Were the same age-I turn 29 on 8/21) I had difficult relationships with friends and family members, especially after an assault (date rape) that happened when I was 18. My mother’s work injury that resulted in her being an amputee in 2013. My dad passing that same year. And all the while, reeling from my own 11 year health journey. Through out my loss, my pain, surgeries, anger, isolation, I have had you. You were there when I cried myself to sleep in my closet for 3 months, at 18. You were there when I had many happier days dancing with my hair brush, and singing to all of your songs. You were there when a boy crushed my heart, or a friend wasn’t really a friend all the while. This last year in September was my first time seeing you live. (Due to health history) It by far was the best day of my really messy life. I cried. My hands shook. But it was surreal. I had finally made it to where you were. The person I have looked up to since I was 16 years old. Thank you for being there, in the most messy and painful moments. Thank you for saving me over and over. Thank you for helping me face combat in many spectrums. Thank you for being my best friend. Thank you for helping me remain fearless, positive, and hopeful in the rainstorm. Please know you’re my rainbow. I love you today, tomorrow, and forevermore. I will hold onto you..🥺🙏💓 @taylornation
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