unbridled instinct

a genderbent yoshida haru blog. (mostly pre-series) Name : Yoshida Haruka Age: 17 Gender: Female Eyes: Grey Hair: Black Personality: Having spent a good amount of her time avoiding people in the past, Haru is the epitome of socially awkward. To most, she appears to be threatening and needlessly violent, but in reality, all she really longs for is a friend. Despite being one of the top students in school, Haru knows very little about the real world, at least in terms of friendship. She finds it hard to communicate with other people what she feels, and thus resorts to using her fists a lot. As a result of her loneliness, Haru can actually be quite clingy and possessive when she does find a friend. Though she most often causes trouble for those she cares about, she is persistent in her affections and she would do anything to protect her loved ones. Currently, due to being kicked out of her house years ago, she lives with her cousin and avoids going to school.

[meiiwaku]

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[meiiwaku]

( sawakool )

          feeling a sudden grasp around her wrist, her mind went              immediately blank. —- what just happened..?did she just              grab her by the arm?sawako clearly had no clue what              was happening. her expression showing clear astonish-              ment, the ravennette attempted to speak to try and              understand what was happening.

               ` whe— wha—- what?i’m, uh—- o-okay. . ` she stuttered                        in a flustered manner. things were going extremely fast for her.                        first someone had actually talked to her and now they were on                        her way to the other’s house?it was actually exciting!

『 ✌メメ 』

       Haru continued to pull the girl somewhat roughly over to        her place, the Misawa Games Beats Center, humming        happily all the while. There was a friend in her grasp, after        all! Who needed stupid school when you could just meet        people bleeding on the streets, anyway? They reached        the center soon enough, and Haru waved to her cousin        on the way in, who gave a surprised smile towards        the new face.

              "Yo, Micchan. We're gonna be hanging out in                my room so don't come bother us, okay?"                Haru announced as she began to usher the girl                towards her room. Really, she just wanted to                say the words out loud, as if to confirm this                was actually happening. She never had                 anyone over before.

              "Over here, over here! Ah, you can call me Haru, by                 the way."

[meiiwaku]

( multimusis )

               ⁘ ☆ ⁘ —-             Why did she always have to put things right in his face?                                              If it wasn’t an object of some sort she was putting her                                              own face up close. “Yeah yeah, I can smell and see it just                                              fine when it’s not shoved in my face! And I am studying                                               after school! I’m also studying during lunch as well!” He                                              grumbled trying to step around him and make a getaway.

『 ✌メメ 』

       Urghhhhhhh, was there no end to his studying        ever?! How were they supposed to go out and        have fun when Shizuku was always like this?!        Haru snapped out of her senses when her friend        began walking away, however, yapping like an        upset dog as she immediately follow. "Fine, fine, I GET IT!        We'll study, we'll study! AGH!" Haru muttered, shoveling        bits of her bento into her mouth as they walked.

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requested / yoon so hee

[meiiwaku]

( qingbang )

He was in deep slumber, revelling in his dreams amidst the bright sun outside when loud footsteps were heard yonder; disturbed he was from his sleep, stirring and grunting. Who could it be who dared to disrupt his sleep? Cracking an eye open, he clicked his tongue and surveyed the room when he finally caught who the intruder was. He did not move from his place and glared at the girl, eyes flaring in silent fury; head still rest atop the desk, he acknowledged her presence coldly. 'I'd rather you not making unnecessary noises, if you intend to stay here.’

『 ✌メメ 』

      Haru picked herself up easily, brushing off the broken       glass. No broken bones or any injuries more fatal than       a few nicks here and there, thankfully. She was fine.       Surprisingly enough, this wasn't the first time Haru pulled       this stunt, nor even the most outlandish escape route she       had ever taken. At the sound of a voice she turned around        with a "huh," only to find some guy at his desk. She returned       the glare easily as she gazed back at him--only because that       was simply her resting face. 

                  "--who're you?" Them's were fighting words coming                    from an intruder, but that was just Haru's way.

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( sawakool )

          hearing the sudden advice from the other, sawako quickly              shot her attention at the other — almost like a light bulb had              lit off in her head. her first reaction was to begin to chant the              word bandage before slowly searching through her bag              she’d brought.

               ` i—— i don’t have a bandage.. `

『 ✌メメ 』

       So she didn't have one. And neither did Haru, but, they        were close enough to her house now, if it was really that        important. And it could be. This girl could even get an        infection. So it was okay, right? Yeah, it was. No worries.        Haru grabbed the other's wrist suddenly, beginning to tug        her towards her house.

                 "Ffff. Fine," Haru murmured, pretending it                   was a hassle when really all she wanted was                   to have a friend over for once (despite not even                   knowing the girls name. ) "Come on, I've got                   some at my place. It's nearby."

[meiiwaku]

( qingbang )

         ’… ‘

『 ✌メメ 』

      These damn teachers were relentless!       Haru was constantly on the run from them,       and now, to make sure they wouldn't follow--       she bust through someone's window, spinning       through, unaware someone was sleeping inside.       She rolled across the floor for a moment before       smacking the opposite wall, but even then, all       she thought was - - - I won. 

[meiiwaku]

( gomibakos )

           Start a fight, she said? She wanted to start a fight?             Oh, that —— that Oliver has no problem doing, and            he throws down his bag when she throws down the            dress, hands curling into fists at his sides.

         ”You better rethink this shit, girl — I’m not about to            hesitate to kick your ass just ‘cause your’e a girl,            you get me?” Granted, her being half naked was            definitely going to make it awkward, but Oliver was            more than familiar with most elements of this girl’s            anatomy in himself, and he was gay besides, so it            hardly mattered to him. If a fight was what she was            going for, then a  fight was what she was going to             get.

『 ✌メメ 』

      “HEH." Haru wiped the corner of her mouth. How on        earth did things turn out this way?! Honestly, she        just didn't know how to react to things. But if it was        a fight he wanted (actually, she had been the one to        propose it), Haru would give it to him. "I wouldn't have        it any other way! BRING IT ON, MORON! I'll take you down."

       She stepped back then, angling herself to get ready        for the fight as she raised her fists. Ever since she was        little, this was how it had been. And this seemed like how        it would always be. Haru had been suspended recently for        beating up some upperclassmen, after all, the bloody imprint        of a body still stuck on the side of school as evidence. That        had more than raised her reputation as a terrifying person on        campus, which was why Haru really saw no reason to return to        school. Everyone would just avoid her again, and she'd have        no friends.

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( sawakool )

               ` huh? where——- `

          then she realized it—— her hand was bleeding.              she was so shocked, her expression quickly              tensed up. ` wh-wh-what do i do—-??` sawako              questioned repeatedly. if the other hadn’t              surprised her like that, she’d probably just get              a bandage like a normal person.

『 ✌メメ 』

       Haru's face had its usual glare as she stared back        at the girl. It wasn't that Haru disliked her or anything--        it was simply how her face looked whenever she felt        uncomfortable, and here, now, talking to someone        who wasn't Shizuku--the girl was slightly apprehensive,        ready to snap at any minute as she tensed up.

             "I-Idiot! Get a bandage or something!"

[meiiwaku]

( multimusis )

              ⁘ ☆ ⁘ —-                  She knew that Shizuku had a weakness for food and                                                  that did all look really good. His eyes watched it                                                   for a moment before he looked away with a scoff. “What                                                  makes you think that would interest me? It’s not just                                                  trigonometry anyway, it’s a class you have to study for                                                  or you’ll fail!” He crossed his arms, “If you want to be                                                  jobless and homeless someday cause you failed school                                                  then be that way but don’t drag me down with you!”

『 ✌メメ 』

       What? He didn't think the bento looked good?! Did        he not see it right?! "Are you blind!? Check it out        again! Pork shiso rolls! Dragon fruit! Deep fried        tofu hamburg!" Haru whined, shoving it in Shizuku's        face again. "You can always study after school."        She just couldn't understand his thinking. Books        were just books. Haru had spent her whole childhood        focused on them. They weren't half as much fun as        hanging out with friends.

              "Eh, don't worry about me. I get by fine."                More than fine, actually, but Haru didn't                care much about her good grades.

[meiiwaku]

( cxlinary )

Recipe of the Day: Pocky

     "It’s called the Pocky Game. But…I don’t think you want to play something like that."

『 ✌メメ 』

         ”Huh? A game? No,           I wanna play, I wanna play!"

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( ichbindamon )

               ▌ ▌☣ ▌ ▌ "I’ll feed him all ze mushy fruit in ze world. I fucking love beetles.”

『 ✌メメ 』

         "Really? You're a weirdo."

              [       -- her words didn't quite                       match her expression, but                       Shizuku had told her she had                       a good smile, so she kept at it.     ]

          "There's a bunch of them            over there, though, if you wanna            start collecting."

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[meiiwaku]

( ichbindamon )

                ▌ ▌☣ ▌ ▌ He’s actually quite happy about this. “His name vill be Phill.”

『 ✌メメ 』

         "Phil? Huh, I can see it!           All right, take good care of Phil, then!           Feed him lots and lots of mushy fruit."

[meiiwaku]

『 ✌メメ 』

        “I found a stag beetle!           Here, I’ll give it to you!”

                  She dropped it on the                    other’s head, grinning.

[meiiwaku]

( multimusis )

               ⁘ ☆ ⁘ —-              Shizuku sighed, they went through this almost everyday.                                               Could he ever have peace and quite? Always with this                                               friend talk like it was the most important thing. “We                                               have a test tomorrow, you should be concerned about that.                                               Not about eating lunch together.”

『 ✌メメ 』

         "It's just trigonometry, no big deal.            If you know the basics, you should be fine!           Look, looook! I even got this special flower            meal bento from one of Micchan's customers.            I'll give you some if we can go up to the roof!"           Haru attempted to bribe Shizuku now, shoving            the takeout bento and nudging him with it            repeatedly. "Roof, roof, rooooof!!!"