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Ahhhh okay besties, Iâm locking the fuck in and finishing this chapter!! Consider this a little sneak peek for the fic @brightnessluvworld requested as motivation for me to get this thing over the finish line and into your hands. Enjoy đ
We moved past the group gathered around the fire pit and made our way over to who I could only assume was the dealer Margot had been texting in less than a minute.
âRic?â Margot asked as we approached him.
My heart tripped in my chest with a mixture of anticipation and wariness as I stared at what little of his side profile I could make out beneath his hood, silently weighing the odds of whether he was a potential psycho or just another guy doing whatever he had to do to get by.
âEric,â he corrected without looking in our direction.
I froze, my breath catching in my throat at the sound of that voice.
No. It couldnât be him.
I watched in agonizing anticipation as he pulled the cigarette heâd been holding between his tattooed fingers from his lips and flicked it to the ground. The movement took all of two seconds, but it felt like an eternity.
My mind was playing tricks on me. It had to be.
But when he finally turned to face us, my eyes confirmed what my brain desperately wanted to deny.
Good news? I recognized the man Iâd been so nervous to meet, which meant Margot and I werenât going to end up as missing persons on the local news tonight.
Bad news? The man standing in front of me was the last person I wantedâor expectedâto see.
Eric fucking Draven.
All six-foot-four of him stood before me, clad in dark jeans, a baggy white T-shirt that looked like it had seen better days, and a black windbreaker. He looked tired. But somehow better than the last time Iâd seen him. His dark hair was an edgy sort of mulletâalmost a mohawk but not quite, like heâd started shaving his head and lost interest halfway through; his still beautifully sculpted face was now marked by four tattoos near his eyes, and heâd filled out over the yearsâbroad shoulders and solid muscles visible even beneath his clothes. Despite every instinct telling me not to, my gaze betrayed me, trailing down to the tattoos littering his neck, taking in each one before they disappeared beneath the collar of his shirt, and I found myself wondering, what other tattoos might be etched into the wide expanse of his pecs.
Damn, he looked good.
In the most dangerously handsome kind of wayâthe kind that sent a swarm of butterflies into a complete frenzy in my stomach, whether I liked it or not.
For a moment, I found myself hoping heâd recognize me tooâmaybe even think I was prettier than the last time he saw me. But when his green gaze landed on me, that flicker of recognition Iâd hoped for never came. The only thing keeping me from giving up on that hope entirely was the way his pupils seemed to dilate, black swallowing green for a fraction of a second so quickly I almost convinced myself Iâd imagined it. I watched with a mix of disillusionment and mortification swirling in my chest as his gaze swept over me, cool and indifferent, like I was nothing more than the cigarette butt slowly burning out at his feet before his eyes slid back to Margot.
I felt my shoulders slump at his reactionâor lack thereofâthe butterflies in my stomach slowing with sudden disappointment before I quickly regained control of my emotions and steeled my spine. He wanted to pretend he didnât know me? Fine. I refused to give him the satisfaction of provoking any discernible reaction from me. Iâd spent years trying to forget Eric Draven, and I wasnât about to let him think he still had the power to affect me now.
âOh, um⊠my bad,â Margot said, biting her lip. âThe guy I got your number from had you saved as Ric andââ She cut herself off with a frustrated huff. âYou know what? It doesnât matter. Iâm Margot,â she jerked her thumb in my direction, dragging his attention back to me.
Ericâs forest colored eyes locked onto mine, and for a moment everyone else on that crowded patio ceased to exist. I could hear my pulse pounding in my ears as his gaze swept from my made-up face down to the black lace corset hugging my torso, skimming over my leather mini skirt and black-stockinged legs before stopping at my platform boots. Then his eyes dragged their way back up, lingering a beat too long on the silver pendant resting against my cleavage, the metal suddenly feeling like it was branding my skin beneath his scrutiny.
Realistically, the whole thing only lasted a few seconds, but beneath the weight of his stare, it felt much longer. Long enough for my breath to turn shallow, my heart thudding so hard in my chest it felt like it might break through my ribs. Long enough for me to forget Margot was still talking, her voice barely registering over the pounding in my ears.
âAnd grumpy over here isââ
âAurora.â Eric finished the sentence before she could, his eyes sliding back up to my blue ones in the same breath, holding my gaze. Still, I didnât miss the way his lips twitched, like he was holding back a smirkâone that said got you.
And just like that, all the color drained from my face.
The butterflies plummetedâdead on impact.
Fucker.
He knew how much I hated my name.
Eeeekkk I love a friends-to-lovers with a little enemies moment for some extra spice. Iâm so excited to finally introduce you guys to my first OCâmy sweet nâ sassy lil bb girl that I birthed myselfâRory Reynolds!!! â€ïžâđ„
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Summary: Ducking into the sewer is never a great idea in Derry, but thereâs a gang of nasty boys hot on your heels and you decide to take your chances. Running into the monstrous entity that haunts the town is less than ideal, until you discover itâs thirst for flesh mirrors your lust for revenge. If only you can keep itâs appetite from swallowing you whole. Â
Words: 5332
Warnings: NSFW, lots of gore, dub-con, vaginal fingering, loss of virginity, oral sex f!receiving, PiV sex but Pennywise doesnât have a cock, exactly⊠you know what this is.
A/N: OKAY so this was a request, but the request gave the whole plot so Iâm giving the fic its own post and will answer the ask with a link. Hope you like it!
MDNI, fic under the cut
Your head snaps forward at the feeling of a dense clod of earth ricocheting off your skull. You blink through the blinding pain, not daring to turn your head for fear that the next clod would blind you. You swipe a hand over the back of your head, your fingers coming away wet and crimson. Rocks. There are rocks in the earth. Those bastards are trying to kill you this time.
âHere, little freak!â Someone shouts. You think you recognise the voice, the nasally, mean quality of it. Maxwell St James, which means-
âYou think you can outrun us?â Theo Mitchell, and Zachary Benton will be right behind them. Max and his boys had been tormenting you for almost a year now. It had started with names hissed at you in the school corridors. Freak. Loser. Loner. Youâd ignored them all, held your head high like your momma taught you and pretended not to hear. Itâs not like they were the only ones whoâd decided you were less-than, anyway. Since your arrival in Derry, a target had been painted on your back by the unmistakable quality of otherness that followed strangers in a small town. Â
When the whispering hadnât worked, the names had changed. Bitch. Cunt. Whore. An interesting development, considering youâd never even been kissed and nobody in Derry seemed open to changing that.
Youâd ignored them still, kept your nose in a book and your head in the clouds. This had enraged Maxwell and his cronies, sent them spiralling into a feral tantrum that had resulted in your first ever broken bone. Because heâd split from the group, followed you home. Heâd pinned you against a wall and bent your arm back so far the bones in your wrist had splintered. You hadnât cried. Hadnât made so much as a sound, but the moment he released your wrist you ran, and ran, and ran.
After that, the names changed again. Slut. Psycho. Murderer. Because a five year old girl on your street had disappeared, and the only thing new in Derry was you. Dumb, scared people donât need much to put two and two together to get five. With this new branding, youâd become a pariah. A punching bag. A scapegoat for every shitty thing that happened in Derry. And a lot of shitty things happened in Derry.
Kids went missing all the time. All through the fall, disappearing from playgrounds and street corners. Snatched in the Barrens. Seen climbing into storm drains and then never seen again. You kept your wrist cradled to your body and your head down after that.
But the pain now radiating through your skull is something different. Thereâs blood pouring down your back, soaking into the fabric of your shirt, and you hear a voice that is yours and not yours whisper into your head. They are going to kill you. Theyâre going to kill you if you donât get underground.
Thereâs a culvert up ahead, the bars buckled outward from years of rust and neglect, and you donât let yourself think about it too much before you pull the bars apart. They give with a little creak, widening the gap just enough for you to squeeze through. You scramble inside, trying not to feel the soak of the sewer on your knees as you crawl into the rotten open maw.
âWhere the fuck did she go?â Theo yells, stopping just inches from the bars.
âYou lost her?â Maxwell hisses. You can hear the labored pants of his breathing, and you press your lips together to stifle a whimper.
âI think she went in there.â Theo says, tapping the rusted bar with his knuckles.
âWe goin in after her, Max?â Zachary asks.
Max huffs. âNo. If sheâs gone in there sheâs a good as dead. Itâll get her.â
You swallow thickly, a chill running down your spine.
âYeah,â Theo chuckles darkly. âItâll eat her right up.â
âNasty little whore.â Zachary adds.
You listen to the retreating of their footsteps and feel your heartrate slow with every passing second.
âNasty little whore,â the darkness whispers behind you.
You yelp, your heart leaping into your throat as you lurch towards the bars. You wrap your fingers around the rusted iron, yanking hard, but the give that had existed moments before is gone now. The iron holds as firm as if it were brand new, and you tug uselessly, desperately as the darkness closes in behind you.
âNasty little whore,â it whispers again, the words a caress against the back of your neck. âNasty little boys.â You feel phantom fingers in your hair, and you whimper. âYesssss,â the darkness hisses, and the phantom touch solidifies, wrapping in your hair and pulling you back into the shadows.
You scream then, a high-pitched, awful sound ripping from your throat. Your mouth is filled with cotton, wriggling, thick fabric pressing against your tongue and down your throat, and youâre spun and pinned to the filthy sewer wall. The wound on your head jars against the brick, momentarily dazing you, and you blink up at the impossible figure of a seven-foot clown. You should be scared. You know that, as you look at Its inhuman yellow eyes and Its too-wide mouth. But your brain canât catch up with what youâre seeing, and the fear doesnât come.
âClown.â You mumble.
The clown tilts Its head to the side. âWhore.â
You shake your head, the bloody pulp of your hair matting against the wall. âIâm not a whore.â
The clown grins, lips splitting into a grotesque mockery of a smile. âAnd I am not a clown.â
âYouâre going to kill me.â The words come out a little muffled, like youâre listening to your own voice through water.
âIâm going to eat you.â It whispers, leaning close. You can smell it on Its breath â decay, death and the rust of blood.
âAlright, then.â
The clown blinks. âAlright, then,â It repeats. âArenât you scared?â
You hum, eyes drooping. You feel warm all over, and you barely notice the gloved hand slipping around your throat and tipping your head forward. You do feel the sharp, bright pain as It prods Its fingers against the wound on your skull. You cry out, and the clown does it again, dragging Its long finger against the break in your flesh. âOho,â It chuckles. âClose to dead. No fun. Nasty little boys.â
âMaxwell St James,â you hiss between gritted teeth. âTheo Mitchell, Zachary Benton. The nasty little boys.â The fingers caressing your head wound drop away, and you lift your head to watch the clown suck the bloodstained tips into Its mouth.
âNames. Power in names.â It licks over his lips.
âThey hate me.â You swallow, forcing yourself to meet Its unsettling stare. One of Its eyes seems to drift to the side, like It canât remember Itâs supposed to be pretending to be human, and you shiver. âIf youâre still⊠hungry. After you kill me.â
The clown dips Its head, coming so close you can feel Its breath on your mouth. âOho,â It says again, softly. âThey donât hate you. They fear you, little whore.â
Pennywise has never been so interested in a person before. The defiant set of your jaw, the scent of your fear. The way you look at It, right at It, even as you shake with fear. Drool spills openly from the corners of Its mouth, pooling on the floor between you. Oh, to taste. To savor. To devour all that delicious fear. But the names ring out, tasting all the sweeter for the vitriol with which you utter them. The only thing tastier than fear. The conscious act of hatred.
âI want them all dead.â
Pennywise tilts Its inhuman head to the side, face bobbing on a neck like an enormous grotesque spring. âWould you kill them? Reap them?â
You swallow, raking your eyes over every awful inch of It. âNo. But I would bring them to you. Offer them to you.â
âIf Pennywise lets you live,â It rasps.
âPennywise.â You repeat the name, and the clown smiles. It likes the sound of it in your mouth. Likes the roll of the syllables on your tongue. âIf you let me live, Iâll bring them to you. All of them. The boys. The others.â
âOthers.â It hisses.
âAs many as youâd like.â You say softly. And then you lift your hand, a calculated, stupid decision. Your palm makes contact with the side of the clownâs face, the powdery greasepaint masquerading as skin flaking off in your hand. You donât wince, donât pull away. And when the clown doesnât immediately bite your hand off, you lift your other hand to mirror the first, holding Its face steady. âYou are feared, and so am I. Let me help you give them something to really be scared of.â
Pennywise does not need help hunting Its prey. Never has, not in a million years. But there is something so appealing, something so other about you. Pennywise wants to see what it looks like, to have you serve It. To have a creature worship It, to offer sacrifice in reverence of Its power. âYou will bring the children to me.â It whispers, turning Its head to lick a salty stripe from your palm. âAnd you will watch as I consume them.â
You swallow, feeling a strange heat kindling low in your stomach at the wet press of Its tongue. âYou want me to watch?â
Pennywise hums, rising to Its full height and pulling easily out of your grasp. âYou must, you must.â It says softly, bloodstained, gloved fingers caressing over your nose and lips in a careless gesture. âPennywise will see your insides. See how deep the rot goes, little whore.â
*
The funny thing about boys who pick on girls and call them whores is that theyâre usually all too willing to follow them down dark alleyways if they think theyâre gunna get their cocks sucked. Zachary Benton breathes heavily at your back, his hand wandering down to brush against your ass as you lead him deeper into the crack between two buildings on main.
âYou better not fucking tell anyone about this.â He spits, even as his fingers push up under your skirt to press your underwear into the crack of your ass.
âOur secret.â You lean against the wall, crooking a finger at him, and Zachary steps closer, tongue licking over his lips as he rakes his eyes down your body. The uniform of seduction â a tight, white tee-shirt and a little black skirt with knee-high socks. Disarming. Cute.
âDirty little secret,â comes a hiss from the darkness, and Zachary spins in time to see the clown materialize from the shadows, stepping into the light with monstrous height and spindly arms like an enormous spider. One gloved hand, the cotton pristine and white, wraps around the boyâs throat. His eyes bulge before rolling towards you, like you might help. Like you might scream, or run, or do something other than standing there watching the clown as It opens a too-wide mouth on a thousand needle teeth and latches onto Zacharyâs face with a meaty squelch.
âOh,â you mumble, blinking through a fine mist of blood as the boys features disappear into the saw-toothed tunnel where the clown-face used to be. You didnât expect to feel bad about it, but you certainly didnât expect to feel good, either. But the rush of adrenaline spiking through your system manifests in a low, deep throbbing, your core pulsing as your clit swells, and you press your thighs together. Â
Pennywise shoves the corpse of the boy into the darkness, squirrelling it away for later consumption as It turns Its attention to you. âHow did he taste?â Your voice doesnât shake, and Pennywise smiles a slow, lazy grin thatâs too wide at the corners.
âFear.â It says softly. âAnd more.â
You press your thighs together more firmly, squeezing your clit under the hard pressure. âMore?â
Pennywise steps closer, too tall, movements jerky as It sinks low. Not kneeling, just⊠sinking. âHe wanted you. Wanted to put his nasty little cock inside you.â
You feel blood heat your face, and Pennywise drops his wandering eyes to your skirt. âWanted to push his way in. In there.â
You donât know why you do it. Why your fingers curl around the hem of your skirt and lift it. Why you let the monster with a million teeth press Its face against the soaked front of your underwear and inhale. Why your clit throbs and you soak fresh arousal at the feeling of Its slippery, wet tongue lapping over the fabric.
Pennywise makes a sound, a low, rumbling creak from deep inside Its chest. âAnother, little one. Bring me another one, and we will see how you taste.â
*
It isnât lust that motivates you, obviously. Not lust for the strange entity with the clown face. Itâs a desire for revenge, when youâre yanked from the school halls by your hair and dragged kicking into the bathroom. When your head is forced into a shit-stained toilet, and you choke and gag on the putrid water as Katherine Masters and Matilda Lowther hold you down, shrieking with laughter. âThis is for Zacky, you little freak!â Sarah Clarkson, the ringleader of the bitchiest clique in school hisses into your ear as you lay on the porcelain, shivering and retching putrid water. âEverybody knows you killed him.â You donât bother to correct her. You just stare, mapping their faces into your mind and adding their names to your list.
Pennywise likes the girls. Thereâs more fear. Sarah pisses herself, hot liquid running down the inside of her leg as Pennywise sucks her fingers into Its mouth and bites down. It drops her, legs folding like sheâs made of rubber, and turns Its attention to you. âI can smell you,â It sings, blood oozing from Its parted lips. Sarah moves then, crawling forward with her remaining hand, nails splintering against the concrete as she tries to drag herself towards the exit. But thereâs nobody around, itâs long past midnight in the parking garage and the people of Derry know better than to go poking around in the dark. Even if they donât know that they know.
You lift your foot and stamp it down on her hand, sending her sprawling as she wails in anguish. âI am a freak,â you whisper, crunching the delicate bones of her fingers under the sole of your boot. âBut I have a friend.â
Pennywise feels a strange, wriggling heat in Its core, and It bristles. âFriend.â It spits, wrapping a gloved hand in your hair and pushing you to your knees. You yelp as youâre forced onto your knees and then lower, belly pressed to the concrete beside the offering youâd brought It. âNo friend.â
It rips your underwear aside, pushing two rough, cotton-clad fingers into you, and your spine arches at the awful sensation of it. Pennywise feels the rip, the tearing of something soft and fleshy inside you as It pushes deeper, and the warmth in Its core throbs. âOho,â it chortles softly. âOh, how you bend for Pennywise. How youâŠâ It twists, stretching Its fingers wide, âBreak.â
You can do little more than press your face against the floor to stifle a scream as It fucks you roughly on Its fingers. Your blood stains Its glove, and It scents the air low and close to you. âPlease,â you gasp, sinking your teeth into your bottom lip  as it curls and twists and rips you open.
You meet Sarahâs eyes, the awful realization that your position is hardly better than hers. Pennywise might not kill you today, but It could. It could anytime. âAll for Pennywise,â It purrs, dropping over you and pressing Its massless weight against your back. You feel the rough drag of Its tongue over the side of your face, and you clench hard around Its fingers. âNasty little whore,â It coos. Your body shudders through the mimic of an orgasm, clit pulsing without any real pleasure as the rough stimulation inside you comes to an end.
You drop boneless to the ground, cheek pressed to the cool concrete as Pennywise climbs over you and sets upon Its prey, breaking the girl into pieces as she screams and screams.
You bring It another girl next. Your insides hurt, and thereâs blood when you pee. You donât want to upset It again, if thatâs what you did. So you bring It another girl, luring her into the sewer directly on the promise of a clue.
âYou sure you saw her down here?â Katherine asks, eyes scanning the filthy walls.
âFor sure. She looked⊠panicked. Like maybe she fell in? I donât know. She ran from me, but sheâll probably come out for you.â
âSarah?â Katherine calls, her voice betraying her fear. âYou down here, honey?â
Her voice comes from somewhere deep, deep in the shadows. âOh, honey.â
You can hear the edge to it, the edge of It, and you shiver as you follow the girl into the darkness.
âYouâve been gone days,â Katherine says. âCanât believe this freak found you after-â
You shove her. You watch your hands do it, watch her go sprawling in the filthy water. She thrashes, turning over to stare at you with wide, disbelieving eyes. âWhat the fuck are you doing? Sarah sheâs nuts, she-â
You drop to your knees, straddling the girlâs hips as you push her down. Her face disappears beneath the murky water, air bubbling up with a gurgle as she struggles against your hold.
âOho,â Sarahâs voice slips out of the gloom. âOho, little one has found her teeth.â
You donât spare It a glance as you hold her down. âCan I?â
Pennywise giggles, a sound like tinkling bells. âNo, no. Mine to take. All for Pennywise.â
You release your hands, climbing off the girl as her face resurfaces with a hacking gasp. âYou absolute cunt!â She shrieks. âWeâll fucking kill you for this, you-â
Katherine cuts herself off, eyes travelling up the impossibly long legs in the silvery clown pants beside you. âOh God. Oh my God.â
Pennywise leers, reaching for her. âNot your God. Hers.â
Katherine doesnât scream. She doesnât get the chance to scream, as Pennywise opens Its mouth wide, wide, wider. His face parts, rows of teeth shuddering open to reveal a flickering mass of light within. Youâd never imagined that the inside of this creature could be beautiful, but it is. The girl goes limp in Its arms, eyes glazing over like a corpse, and Pennywise drops her to the ground like a ragdoll.
âSheâs dead?â
Its face snaps back into place as It turns to look at you. âNo,â Pennywise hums. âShe is for later.â
You frown, swallowing around a sudden unpleasant churning of nausea. âYouâre not hungry?â
Pennywise chuckles, the sound low and full of gravel. âOho. Pennywise is hungry. Oh, yes.â
It reaches for you and you go, letting yourself be lifted easily into Its arms as It pins your back to the slick wall and tears your jeans and panties from you with a flick of Its wrist. You gasp at the dank, frigid air against your core, the sound morphing into a sob as Pennywise licks a long, slow trail from your hole up to your clit and back down again. âOh, God.â
Pennywise laughs lightly, the sound vibrating against you as It grazes Its teeth against your clit. âYesssss, little one. Your God. You give it to Pennywise. You give everything.â
You groan, legs shaking as It devours your core. You keep tensing, expecting the bite, the end of this game, but it doesnât come. Pennywise eats you messily, spit sliding down your thighs and dripping into the stagnant sewer water where Katherineâs body still floats. âIâll bring you more,â you whine. âEvery last one of them.â
Pennywise dips lower, Its tongue thickening to push into your hole and writhe against the still-healing contusions on your cervix. Your clit throbs against Its nose, the sharp, red stained nub of it grazing deliciously against the sensitive bud, and your eyes roll back. âSo many names. So many pieces of⊠shitttt,â you whine as you cum, thighs quivering around Its face as your hands fly to the tufty orange hair on Its head and tug.
Pennywise likes that, the taste of you filling Its mouth whilst your fingers pry a tiny jolt of sensation from It. Not enough to hurt, no. Impossible that youâd even consider it. But to be rough, to be possessive. That was worship. That was devotion. Pennywise laps every last drop of your release from you, tongue curling around your clit and squeezing hard enough to make you cry out before It withdraws, lowering you to the ground as gently as It can.
âYou want to hurt them.â It says quietly, yellow eyes scanning you as you struggle for breath.
âYes.â
Pennywise leans in, lips brushing yours in an almost-kiss. âBring me a boy. Bring me one of the nasty little boys.â
Theo is smarter than Zachary had been. He isnât interested in fucking you, and somebody had apparently seen you leading Katherine out to the barrens, so heâs not going to follow you anywhere. You have to follow him, stalking him through the streets of Derry until he finally turns to cut through the park. Thatâs where you get to him, throwing a rock hard enough to knock him to the ground and then hitting him again, smashing the stone into his temple until his eyes unfocus and close.
You canât drag him out of sight, heâs got a hundred pounds on you at least. So you dip your fingers into the blood soaking his hair, smearing it into the earth and praying It will sense you.
âBad night to be out,â a man says from behind you, and you shriek as you scuttle away from the body.
âHe fell.â
The man chuckles, the sound disconcertingly familiar as he steps forward. He is It, and he is not. Thereâs no makeup painting his face, but the features remain the same. Too wide mouth, wandering eyes. Sharp, otherworldly features and a forehead that extends too far.
âYou couldnât wait? Eager, greedy little thing.â Thereâs a strange twang to his voice, an accent you canât place.
âWho are you?â
The man cocks his head to the side.
âI mean, I know. But whose face is that?â
The man clucks his tongue. âSharp. Smart. I stole this face a long time ago. Doesnât matter. I can change it.â
âDonât,â you say quickly, too quickly. âOr⊠I mean, Iâd prefer you. The clown.â
The manâs grin splits, and he lifts his hands to claw at his face. The flesh comes away in ribbons, revealing cracked greasepaint beneath.
The man with the clown peeking through his face hauls Theoâs unconscious body over his shoulder like he weighs nothing, and your clit throbs. You walk in awkward silence, unsure where the boundaries are with this new man-version of It. You canât possibly be expected to chat, the very notion sends a bubble of hysterical laughter to pool in your throat.
Youâre saved from the dilemma the moment you step into the mouth of the sewer, and the edges of the man seem to shimmer and shake before refocusing. Pennywise is Pennywise again, taller and larger and wrapped in silver silk as he drops Theo to the ground.
âYou hate him.â Pennywise whispers, lifting a gloved hand to your chin and pinching, forcing your face down to look at the body of the boy. âIf we give him to you⊠how will you repay us? Will you kneel for Pennywise? Will you open?â You swallow thickly, reaching down to grab Theo's arm and lifting it as high as you can. âI would offer him to you. All to you.â
Pennywise feels a thrill run through Its very being. The deadlights at the center of Its universe shudder with the declaration as It dips Its head and bites clean through the boyâs fingers.
His eyes fly open, mouth opening around a scream as he thrashes in the water.
Youâre not strong enough to hold him down, but Pennywise stamps harshly on his spine and thereâs a gruesome pop before his limbs go slack again. Paralysed, but very much still alive. Oh, very much so. He screams, eyes wild as they fix on you.
âPlease! Please, I didnât mean it! Donât let that thing kill me. Donât let It-â
âI wonât,â you coo, crouching down to cup his face and rub the pads of your thumbs over his cheeks. âIt wonât kill you.â
Theo moans, the pulsing heat in the stumps of his fingers burning down his arm. âNo,â you coo. âIt wonât kill you. It will eat you.â
The boyâs eyes go wide as you drop his face and drag his other hand up to the clownâs lips.
âYou want to kill him.â Pennywise says softly, tongue licking out at the sweaty, shaking fingers against Its mouth.
âHeâs yours. Theyâre all yours. All for you.â You mumble.
Pennywise makes a low, rumbling sound deep within Its core, and your clit throbs in response. âYou would feed this boy to Pennywise. You would sacrifice every bite.â
You donât even have to think about it. You press the fingers firmly against Its mouth, and Pennywise bites down. His yellow eyes fix on you, even as blood splashes down onto your hand and Theo screams. âEvery bite of him. Every bit of me.â
The hunger, the other hunger seizes Pennywise with such a frenzy It forgets all about the dying boy. It stamps over the body and seizes you, pressing you back to the wall and pushing gloved fingers up under your skirt to graze through your slick core. âOf you.â Pennywise whispers, tongue unfurling to lick over the seam of your lips. âOh yes. All for Pennywise.â
Being taken by Pennywise isnât really like fucking. It doesnât have a little pink cock, a soft length with downy hair and a salty tip. You know it could, if It wanted to. If you wanted It to. But you donât. You want It exactly as It is. The thick, pale appendages wrap around your thighs, parting them as Its hands pin your wrists above your head. âI can smell you.â It whispers. âI can taste your fear.â
You sob, sucking in a shaking breath as It pushes inside of you. The thick, pulsing length wriggles like a living thing, caressing against your walls and finding the sensitive spongey flesh that makes your eyes roll back. âTake it. You canâŠâ you whimper. âYou can take it all.â
Pennywise chuckles, Its fingers tightening on your wrists as It leans forward to press Its painted mouth against yours. âTaste them.â It whispers against your lips. âTheo Mitchell. Nasty little boy. Taste, precious one.â
You lick your tongue against Its mouth, the iron and rust of blood coating your lips with gore, and you clench hard around the intrusion of It thrusting in and out of you.
âOho,â Pennywise chortles. âOho, you like it. Good. Good.â
You moan, reaching out to thumb over Its jaw, and Pennywise stills for a moment.
You cry out, hand snapping back and reaching for your own wrists where It has pinned them over your head as blood runs down your arms. Pennywise withdraws the claws that have punctured your wrist, leaning up to lap the blood from your skin. âToo close,â you whisper, a reminder to yourself more than It. Pennywise couldnât reciprocate affection, and It would punish you for reminding It so brazenly. You clench around It again in apology, rocking back and forth against the thrusting appendage pummelling against your insides.
âMore?â It whispers, slipping a thin tentacle from the bell-sleeve at Its wrist to curl around your thigh, wriggling into you beside the thicker appendage. Your eyes roll back as your mouth opens on a silent scream, and Pennywise leans forward to lick Its tongue into your mouth and taste your blissed-out agony. Deeper, deeper. It bends over you, hinging at the waist and burrowing deeper into your mouth, nipping at the meat of your cheeks until your blood leaks into Its mouth and runs down your throat. Your spine curves, curves, creaks and curves as It presses you into a new shape, a shape just for It. The hand wrapped around your throat tightens, pinning you in place as It pushes Its tongue into your throat and further, further, to lick the electric thrum of your lungs. Bliss, bliss. Agony and bliss. Pennywise has never felt, It has never experienced a closeness like it. The urge to consume is replaced with the urge to combine, to become. To draw you inside of Itself, to keep youâŠ
There is a snap. Pennywise knows the sound, has heard the sound pounding through Its fibres like a mimicry of a heartbeat since Its first taste of flesh and sinew and bone. The sharp, clear crack of bone breaking under pressure. It releases you, long fingers unfurling around the column of your neck to reveal the mottling of bruises spreading beneath your flesh like spiderwebs.
âNo.â It utters the single syllable into the darkness. Youâre limp and lifeless, a protrusion of bone jutting luridly against your throat. âNo, no.â
It shakes you, and you rattle back and forth, that displaced bone poking into the meat of you and sliding free. Pennywise caresses the jagged edge with a finger, pushing it lightly until it buckles and slips back into your skin. âPennywise doesnât want to play now.â
Its voice dips an octave, the underlying growl of the Otherness weaving into Its words. âEnough, enough. Donât make me punish you. Donât make me bite.â
This should do it. You should open your eyes. Should pout your mouth at It, lick over the red of your lips and tell It youâre sorry. Show It youâre sorry, spreading your thighs to let It feast on you. But you donât move. Not so much as a tremor.
âCome back, little one.â It murmurs, stained, gloved fingers brushing over your unseeing eyes. âCome back to Pennywise.â
Your eyes roll when your head is tipped forward, but you donât look. You donât see. And Pennywise tries to go back. Tries to slip from this place to that, from now to then. It knows that the fabric of time works differently for It than it does for you, but It calls to you anyway. Pennywise drops to Its knees, the silk of Its pants soaking in the filth of the low basin as It wraps an arm around your shoulders. Your head lolls back, loose as a ragdoll, but It feels no sense of pleasure in the pliancy of your body. You are gone. Your light is gone.
And perhaps there is no back, but It can keep you anyway. Lifted in Its lights, cradled above the rest. And when It emerges from the storm drain to take, it wears your face. Not your whole face, but your eyes or the soft line of your jaw or the mocking curve of your smirk. Just enough to keep your face in their minds, to keep your name whispered in the ghost stories around campfires each night as the teens of Derry gather to drink and fuck and pretend theyâre not being hunted. But they are, oh they are.
Peter. James. Michael. Anna. Susie. Matilda. Maxwell, Maxwell, Maxwell. You whisper these names into Its head even now, even when youâre little more than bones resting in the bottom of Its nest. The cycle is almost over, itâs almost time to curl back into Its nest and hold the bones of your ribs close as It sleeps. But Pennywise will not go until It has taken every name on your list. It is the closest thing to devotion that It is capable of.
lmao not me working on a friends-to-lovers fic just for my best guy friend to drunkenly confess his love for me tonight. The universe really said, âyou know what would make this more immersive? Letâs make her this manâs unrequited love.â
I'll still kinda be forever disappointed that the writers of Hemlock Grove (among many errors they made) tried to force a "Roman, the Daddy" narrative.
The Roman I know and understand wouldn't really give a shit and would be more disgusted/rebellious against what Olivia made him do. He wouldn't play into his mother's sick fantasies of him being a father and continuing an Upir line, or whatever. He'd fight against it with every fibre of his being.
Yes, sure, he's sweet with Shelley, but he's not father material and I never quite understood why the show went down that path. It would've made more sense and been more interesting if he did just reject the baby.
Because, you know... she did have a willing, protective, self-sacrificing man in her life who was prepared to be her father for months.
It was Peter.
The guy that was in love with her mother, wholeheartedly. The guy that would caress the baby bump. The guy that had a mystical fucking sign given to him the moment she was coming into the world. The guy who was smoking cigars and was fully stepping into Teen Dad mode. The guy who she sensed was at the door. The guy who turned against the moon and risked everything to find the truth about her attackers. The guy that was tortured for her and never said a word about it.
Peter was her real father.
And it fucks with my head that after everything he goes through to find her, they decide to have a pass-the-potato situation with the baby and ultimately hand her over to Shelley and her pedo boyfriend.
I also fucking hate that Miranda named the baby when they could've easily written it so that Peter gave the baby a name that Letha wanted. Because you cannot tell me that starry-eyed, naive, daydreamer Letha Godfrey did not have names picked out for that baby girl.
always such a struggle when you get to the sex scene part of the fic you're writing and you're not horny at all. i don't know. their things were touching. without ANY underwear. the end.