Novembre

I have a bunch of chaotic gay people in my head and I’m about to make it everyone else’s problem.

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I don’t want to live in a cottagecore cottage, I want to live in a witch cottage, deep in the forest with dark stones and candles, books and a pet wolf. I want to be the scary witch people desperately run to when they need to save their lovers from an unknown disease and take their souls in exchange of a cure.

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How beautiful human faces are. The sun loved your features so much it stained it with freckles. Your joy was so beautiful it carved itself in your smile lines. The earth was in such aw of your beauty it colored your eyes with her favorite shades. The universe loved you so much that it gave you senses to experience all there is to experience.

How beautiful your soul had to be to make the universe desire for you to keep a piece of it wherever you go.

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There’s something so weird yet so peaceful about watching yourself grow.

I could go on with my day and suddenly, I make the tiniest choice of my life and I’m a completely different woman.

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“I will never let you go. Wherever you feet carry you, I’ll be there. I’ll follow your footsteps in the dirt, in the snow, the shadow the leave in the sun and the shallow sent you left behind you. I’ll take your hand and accompany you for as long as you allow me to. I’ll be your shadow and your sun, your music and your silence, your partner in dance and in crime. I will love you in beauty and life, in horror and in death. I will find a way to bind our souls together for eternity, just to make sure you won’t have to go to the underworld alone.

I will give you half of my heart, half of my soul, half of my everything. And I will cherish the other half with all I have, without ever having to worry about the one I gave you. I know you will carry me with love, soothe me when I cry, laugh when I laugh. And if your heart ever desire, give me half of you in return. Trust me with your soul, your passions, your desires and your weaknesses. And trust, my love, that I’ll give my life just to keep it safe.

I will make my home safe for you, my heart open for you, my soul vulnerable for you. And when the last sun of the world shall rise, I will hold you, descend with you in the afterlife, and I dare every God to try and tear us apart. My love, you’re everything I am not. I won’t say I’m nothing without you, because you’re worth so much more than to be loved by an empty person. I am whole, and I adore you whole. I will give you all I ever had and more. And in return, please my love, smile. If ever we shall fight, I promise to come back to you. If ever you shall leave, come back crying, come back shouting, come back and hate me, but come back. I can only promise to love you, to keep you save and to cherish you, and you, please, allow me to. Allow me into your life, welcome me like the morning sun and the evening stars. Allow me to love you the way I was always meant to.”

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People should remember that getting invited into someone’s home is a privilege. Like, if I ask you to come over, I’m inviting you in my little bubble, the definition of my comfort zone, my home, my safety, my sacred space. I’m taking the risk of getting that safe space damaged, broken and altered just because you’re dear enough to me. So I’m taking that risk and let you inside my home. And I can remove that privilege if I wanted to. Be honored bitch.

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I have 100 problems and living in an eternal winter would solve all of them.

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Noa : *exist*

Solal :

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Solal : You let your wife dress however she want because you’re a decent human being. I let my wife dress however she wants because she have a knife. We’re not the same.

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Fuck therapy I need to get hit by a truck, fake my own death and live ten years in the forest with little to no access to technology, and then make a dramatic comeback only to get extra rich by selling a “how to become god in five step or less” online course.

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Fuck zodiac signs, are you a « I would definitely live in a perpetual storm if given the chance » kind of person, or are you a « lightning is a cursed thing invented by the devil to frighten me and I’m NOT here for it » kind of person ?

I repeat, are you a neurodivergent who thrive in chaos or are you a neurotypical with a working fight or flight response ?

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Orion, explaining what Disdeans are : We’re organic entities that could technically be both animals and plants, but also technically neither animals or plants. We’re living and functioning almost like humans but we’re not humans, and we cannot be explained by science alone. Also we have capacities that human science can’t fully understand.

Thaddeus : So you’re mushrooms.

Orion :

Thaddeus :

Orion :

Thaddeus :

Tisbea : No, no, he’s got a point.

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You know you’re healing when cleaning your home, taking a shower and reading a book start feeling like a day off.

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I swear my characters are getting more and more unhinged the more I associate memes with them. Theses bitches are getting out of hand.

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Cool names and their meanings

KENNA : Born from fire

ACHLYS : Death mist, darkness

NEZA : Salvation

CHELLE : Who’s like God ?

ESHE : Immortal

SERAPHINA : Fiery

NITUNA : My daughter

ECE : Queen, beautiful woman

TRINE : Pure

ORTA : Golden Princess

KYRA : Like the sun

ASRA : Travels at night

CÄCILIE : Blind

EMAYA : Night rain

NITHYA : Always, eternal

MIU : Gentleness

FARREN : Wanderer

RUBBEUS : Red, reddish

TSIPPORAH : Bird

VERENA : True

NEUS : Snow

AESCHYLUS : Shame

TUULA : Wind

ATLAS : The world

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Explaining my WIP to y’all because I can

The story takes place in a world where magic exist, just not for everyone. There’s two main species that can use magic :

Disdeans : they’re the sons and daughters of the gods, and their role is to maintain balance between realms. They mainly use natural ressources to do magic, like oils, water, crystals, and much more ; but they can also manipulate elements, and even people if they’re experienced enough. Most Disdeans live like nomads, and hide their powers from other people, to avoid getting killed. They create their children with their magic, so they technically don’t need a second partner to become parents, even if they most of the Disdeans have two parents.

Sirens : Sirens are the deadliest creatures of the world, and use magic to kill their preys. They feed on humans, killing them with poison. When they bite someone, the poison slowly take away the senses of the victim, and when the five senses are gone, it make them insane, and they end up drowning themself. As soon as they’re drowned, the sirens eat them. Sometimes, that also lure people in the water, without using their poison, especially when they’re weak or really hungry. They live deep down in the ocean, and only go back to the surface to eat, since the sunlight hurt them. They can transform into humans, but rarely do it because of the sun. All sirens are females, and don’t need males to have kids. Sometimes, they also eat their children.

There is other species, like dragons and magical animals (they’re really rare and most of the time, devoted to the gods or the Disdeans), but other than that, all people without magic are just regular humans.

The characters :

Tisbea : A young Disdean witch, who excels in elemental manipulation, but purposely hide those powers to be safe. She sells her potions and charms across the world, travelling with her little brother. She’s calm, fierce, but also really closed to other people. She doesn’t trust, and have a really hard time showing people she love her affection. She’s also really protective of her little brother, to the point where she doesn’t allow him to have friends. For her, her mission as a Disdean is more important than social bonds.

Orion : Tisbea’s little brother, he have a very different point of view than his sister. His wish is to make friends, learn new things and discover new cultures. He use his magic to heal and help people find peace, and he’s also really talented in divination. He’s trying to help his sister to trust people and make new friends. Even if he loves Tisbea, he know that their relationship isn’t healthy, and is actively trying to get out of it, or at least, to make her understand that her behavior toward him isn’t ok. He have a wolfdog familiar, that helps him with divination.

Nyx : Orion’s familiar, she’s a really sweet doggo who’s only purpose in life is to get belly rubs and treats. Loves napping, playing with butterflies and pretty flowers, and cuddling with Orion. Her only power is to be insanely cute, and it’s really useful. She might be huge, but when Thaddeus’s carrying her, she looks like a puppy.

Thaddeus : Orion’s first friend, he’s the son of a blacksmith. He wants to be a doctor, but since the studies to become one are really expensive, he kind of gave up on that dream to help his father at the forge. He started travelling with Orion and Rosaline to learn new things, with the secret hope that he’ll have the opportunity to accomplish his dream. Even if he doesn’t know anything about Orion’s culture and powers, he loves to listen to him talk about it for hours. He’s really talented in forging daggers and knives, and occasionally gifts them to Orion.

Rosaline : A pirate who asked Orion and Tisbea’s help, because her mother got bitten by a siren. If Tisbea refused to help her, Orion agreed, and him, Thaddeus, Nyx and her are travelling together to find a cure. She’s bold and energetic, and is the captain of her boat. She have a small but competent crew that really respect her.

Roxie : Rosaline’s best friend, she’s also her best spy. They’ve been working together for ages, and they deeply trust each other.

Solal and Noa : Two soldiers of the Hraefold’s army. Even if they’re against their kingdom’s beliefs, they keep it low, knowing that it might get them killed. Noa is Solal’s subordinates, but she’s also the only one he trust when it comes to his rebellious ideas. Solal often plays fool to hide is ideas, when Noa just don’t talk politic so people don’t get suspicious. Solal gained the Queen’s trust, and use it to keep his family and Noa safe from danger. They both hate seeing their friends in danger, but even if they’re senior officers, they can’t do anything but obey.

Amaryllis : Queen of Hraefold, she made a pact with the sirens. Her goal is to destroy the Disdean and expend her kingdom. She have no scruples in killing, manipulation and lying to archive her goal. She’d put her soldier’s lives at risk if it could help her, and often keep their family in hostage to make sure they’re loyal to her. That’s the reason Solal and Noa are still devoted to her. She’s the one who give the orders for everything, from the military to the everyday decisions.

The gods : the gods don’t live in the same realm as humans, but they still can interfere with them and their world. Most of them are neutral deities, but some are evil as well. Most of the time, they protect the ones who are devoted to them, and don’t care about the others. They can die, but only of they’re killed by an entity more powerful than them. They can’t die naturally. They can give Disdeans god-like powers for a short amount of time, or turn them into divinities.

Relationships :

Once Tisbea learns to trust people and show love, she’ll fall in love with Rosaline, but it’ll take time and effort from both of them to make it work. Their relationship is really messy and didn’t start well, but they’re working on it. Rosaline loves Tisbea’s personality, and really don’t mind her being rude sometimes, even if she’s happy Tisbea’s working on it. Tisbea’s asexual and demiromantic.

If Thaddeus fell in love with Orion really quickly, Orion needed more time. Since he never really had a healthy representation of love, it was hard for him to make the difference between platonic and romantic love. He only started noticing his feeling when he started making new friends and learned what romantic love was. Orion’s kind of the possessive type, even if he hates it. Just like Tisbea, he still have a long way to go, but he’s working on it.

Solal fell in love with Noa when they were in military school, Noa and him fought, she won and he fell in love. Since that day, they kind of have a rivalry relationship, turning almost everything into a competition. They also deeply trust and respect each other, and they find comfort in each other’s presence. Noa fell in love with Solal because he was the first one to make her feel safe and respected for who she is. Noa’s bisexual and Solal’s pansexual

Amaryllis is aromantic and asexual.

Roxie is aromantic and transgender (MtF).

If you have any questions, feel free to ask, because I loooove talking about my babies. There is so much more characters and stuff, but I’ll talk about them in another post ‘cause damn this one is already long af. Sorry if there is any mistakes, English isn’t my mother language, I tried my best lmao

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Use this post as an excuse to tell us about your story, or your characters, your lil fantasy world or whatever’s in your imagination for absolutely no reason at all

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A. SHITTY. DRAFT. IS. ALWAYS. BETTER. THAN. NO. DRAFT.

Thank you.