Apr 11
he's the best and most accurate representation of a mental health crisis i've ever seen portrayed on television. it's extremely triggering in a way that i leave each episode feeling like i can't catch my breath and i want to sob. even with this preview i can already sense how much it'll haunt me.
he cares so much. he's clinging to the walls of that hospital which is crammed with the people he cares about most and it's destroying him. the place is beating him down and he wants to run away and end it all but like any suicidal person - it's the single most terrifying thing in the world to give into the inevitable and let go.
