One Day At A Time

She/her ✦ 29 ✦ Midwest ✦ 🌈

[perfectday1972]

being mutuals isn't enough i need to lay in the sun and do nothing with you

[thoradvice]

no matter what happened today, you:

are loved

deserve to eat

are needed & valued

should take care of yourself

have a future

will be okay

[mellow-dreamer]

I love my new home ❤️

This song came on as I was leaving my new place. A sign from the universe that everything is aligned.

[mellow-dreamer]

Today is the day y’all!!! I’m getting the new keys to my new place!! 😊 I can’t even begin to describe how excited I am. It’s finally happening. Here’s to starting a new chapter of my life!

[mellow-dreamer]

Sad day for all those boys in Michigan

Sorry, boys 🤭 Yeah, he lives a good 700+ miles away.

[mellow-dreamer]

Would it be safe to facetime him then? 😅

I think so! I think he’d stay friendlyish with it. He’s not getting a free show, that’s for sure! There’s only one man I’d have phone sex with and he definitely doesn’t live in Michigan 😂

[mellow-dreamer]

Girl, do not get manipulated by your ex!

Lmaooooo 😅 As long as he doesn’t touch me, I’ll be good, but if that happens…😮‍💨 I’ll be in trouble!

[mellow-dreamer]

I think my ex (we’ll call him D) has a 6th sense for knowing when I’m single. The last time my ex-fiancé and I broke up, he messaged me. I don’t post about my breakups anywhere other than tumblr. I received a message from him yesterday, asking if I’d be open to chatting and catching up.

It’s been 7 years since we split up. We were such different people back then. We were kids. We both hurt each other.

He lives downstate now. Hours away from where I live.

Part of me is curious, the other cautious. That man was my kryptonite. Do I say yes to him? Hmmm…

[mellow-dreamer]

Enjoy my awkward posing 🙃 He (J) insisted I get in the picture so I could give my sister reference for the size of the shroom.

Here’s a little update about yesterday…

Your girl had so much fun disc golfing! My first throw was truly horrendous. I was so embarrassed. I was thinking “What did I get myself into?”

He showed me different throws and I eventually found one that worked for me. I wasn’t the best, but honestly, I didn’t do too bad for my first time. I hate being bad at things. It’s so humbling being a beginner. But he was patient and so encouraging. I tried my best to be coachable.

It was a day was full of laughter and good conversation 😊

[naanviolent]

[bunneis]

[mellow-dreamer]

Y’all! This Wednesday I’m hanging out with someone from work that I’ve never hung out with outside of work before - alone! And I’m trying disc golfing for the first time! Ahhhhhhhhh. I’m nervous but excited. I avoid making friends like the plague, but I’m trying to step out of my comfort zone. I am brave!! I don’t feel it, but sometimes you have to fake it till you make it. Social anxiety who? We don’t know her anymore 😌

[mellow-dreamer]

I miss weed 🥲 It's officially been a week. I miss relaxing at the end of the day with a gummy or the occasional joint. On the plus side, my dreams are back. I have missed dreaming this vividly.

[fromhersoul]

[mellow-dreamer]

I haven’t seen my plant babies in a week. I hope they’re not all eaten up by now :(

Here’s some good vibes music for your morning ☀️

[cozyvu]

Requiem for a Dream (2000)

[expressions-of-nature]

by Donna McL