mouse in a matchbox

hi i'm bex (she/her) i like cats, yaoi, stickers, and laying long like a cat in bed. currently into various danmei ^_^b . occasionally nsfw. sqq icon by @micyomon on twitter

[fullmoonguidance]

let the bodies hit the floor is such a scary song. usually bodies hitting the floor isn’t a good thing but this guy wants it to happen anyway.

[fullmoonguidance]

and yet he insists there’s nothing wrong with him. haunting

[allpiesforourown]

Oh my god just how many times does Shen Yuan canonically fantasize about being a woman dubconned by Binghe

[valtsv]

the reason sex scenes exist in fiction is because sometimes people have sex but also to find out what the characters are lying to everyone including themselves about by wrapping that agonising vulnerability in a treat like giving medicine to a dog

[pokkin]

So full that i see my giant roast chicken as a man stranded on a raft with me

[artistformerlyknownasbutttrumpet]

i was training a young person at work, and she referred to sexual assault as "SA" out loud, and i immediately was like, "no, it's sexual assault, call it what it is," bc idgaf if the algorithm overlords have taught y'all that you should fear direct language, how tf do any of you expect to ever address real issues with any amount of seriousness if you can't even say the words? imagine an advocate looking a sexual assault survivor in the eyes and asking "did he grape you?" it's absolutely fucking absurd, but these young interns and new hires are coming into an environment where we deal with survivors of all different kinds of abuse, and they're coming with the mindset that the words are as bad as the actions, and that makes them shitty at the job and look juvenile af

i HATE self-censorship for a lot of reasons, but being in crisis work makes it even more frustrating. who are you censoring for? like i am being so fr, WHO are you censoring for? have you even thought it through? people who have been raped know that they have been raped. if someone attempts suicide or is grieving someone who did, saying "sewer slide" isn't going to protect them from any of the feelings. a murder victim's family isn't going to feel better bc you said "unalived" instead of murdered. if anything, it's just extremely invalidating and othering. it's saying "what happened to you is so bad that i won't even say the word," which is NOT trauma-informed care. you are not protecting survivors/victims when you self-censor. the ONLY things you protect when you self-censor are the puritanical ideologies that are being encouraged by rich fascists who want your money and obedience

say the fucking words, guys. just say the goddamn words before i go insane!!!

[wyyvoren]

heart demon

[meanbuddhist]

*turns my attention inwards* mmmmm. no *turns my attention back outwards* oh god

[heavenlysix]

[corduroyserpent]

i hope boys who weighed six balls at birth know how much they are loved

[tomohirosibuyahappyanimals]

Parking Lot Snow Removal

[tomohirosibuyahappyanimals]

Cycling Together

[tomohirosibuyahappyanimals]

Chicken Curry Rice [ Happy Mother's Day ]

[brightgoat]

Mama Bird

Short practise comic about birds. 

(Frankenstein AU)

[willgrahamscock]

they want you to care more about 'job' than yaoi... don't fall for this scam

[shadowen]

This is an anti-despair checkpoint! You must share something you're looking forward to before scrolling on.

[ruensroad]

a silly little JiuYuan thought...

Beauty and the Beast meets Gothic AU but make it a vampire being studied by a dude who just wants to learn what vampires are all about. In the name of Science, you understand.

Vampire Shen Jiu who is gorgeous and cold and ruthless, who was turned centuries ago just to be another vampire's plaything. He's a killer of his own kind, who thinks of humans as rather annoying bits of food. His own bad past as a human only makes it easier to eat them, honestly. Inner humanity? Never knew her.

Then along comes Shen Yuan, bright eyed and fussy and oh so curious. A piece of meat so willingly coming to the waiting maw? Saves Shen Jiu the hunt, at least, but of course this particular snack is chatty and oddly unafraid and offers up a taste for a price. Not the strangest concept, to be sure, but he doesn't ask for money. He asks to learn.

And suddenly Shen Jiu has this weirdo following him around taking notes, asking questions, making observations that give Shen Jiu pause. He's so fully into the monster that he can't see the garden for the roses, so to speak. He's so twisted up with hate and anger and self-loathing that he finds himself thrown that anyone could find something good about him and his situation, who can see a beast and still find something beautiful in its savagery.

Shen Yuan sees the bad but also the good and Shen Jiu begins to wish he could see the world with as much clarity as this strange man who makes him wonder why it feels like his heart skips sometimes, even though it barely beats.

And Shen Yuan, being the disaster that he is, mistakes his own falling-headfirst-into-love for a deep interest in Shen Jiu for SCIENCE, though when he meets other vampires and they don't have the same Allure as Shen Jiu, he begins to wonder what makes Shen Jiu so much more special than the rest.

[draftmare]

Appaloosa x Percheron cross gelding.