What Lies Beneath

[memyselfand-hyde-blog]

Finally officially mine. /Finally/.

[story-dj]

God knows I didn’t mean to fall in love with her.

Ernest Hemingway (via story-dj)

[memyselfand-hyde-blog]

This is moving so fucking fast. But I’m not sorry. I’m head over heels for you. I can’t even begin to imagine what it would be like without you at this point.

And the fact I want you as my wife without you even being my girlfriend? Fuck. I hope I don’t fuck this up.

[dreamyathena]

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Do you feel us falling? ‘Cause I feel us falling

[memyselfand-hyde-blog]

You want to willingly spend time with me even after seeing my scars, knowing I can relapse at any time. I don't understand you. I don't understand why you want to be with me. But I'm not sharing you. I'm going to take this slow and not fuck it up like everything else. I want you to be mine - but only when we're ready.

[adventurousdaydreaming]

[depression-stays-but-you-dont]

[memyselfand-hyde-blog]

The way you move your hips is so enticing. And every time we speak, I seem to get lost into your web more and more. Fuck, you temptress. But I'm a willing servant to you. Irony. Considering I'm the dominant one.

[memyselfand-hyde-blog]

It's taking everything in me not to do something. All this talk about being dead is making me need something. I just...need to feel alive myself.

[memyselfand-hyde-blog]

I wish she hadn't seen what was under the clothes. She says she doesn't care now, but when she sees them fresh, she'll change her mind. I can't control it. I need it to feel. I need it to feel like I'm normal and the demon in my head won't take over. I can feel it crawling under my skin. Maybe we'll just fuck rough enough that she'll quiet it down. Scratch me enough until I bleed. I don't want to lose her. Not right when I've started to have her.

[memyselfand-hyde-blog]

Lights off. That way no one can see what keeps me alive.