A Toko Fukawa Lover and Idiotic Lesbian

A Mentally Ill Toko Fukawa Lover, Idiotic Lesbian, and Fanganronpa Writer (Background & Pfp Not Mine)

[mentallyilltokolover]

Intro

Hello every-critter! I'm Lay, a mentally ill scene kid who love Breakcore, FNAF, Danganronpa, Sally Face, and Warrior (warrior cats the book series) I LOVE manga and anime, as well as my gf <3. I will randomly post vents and other random things, mostly about Toko Fukawa or my lovely girlfriend! I love writing, and I'm working on my own fanganronpa! If you have any questions, feel free to ask!

[mentallyilltokolover]

I'm Back!

Sorry for being afk for the past 5 days, I was in Arizona and din't have my computer w/ me. Hope everyone's doing okay, I had a good time and spent like $45 (I'm broke asf so thats a lot to me) and ive been working on updating one of my fanganronpa OCs design and they have DID so ive also been doing research on DID since I dont have it and I want to make it accurate, unlike Toko (they wrote her DID so poorly)

[mentallyilltokolover]

Making Stickers :D

I'm making stickers, u only need parchment paper and packing tape plus whatever you wanna make into a sticker!! I've made many stickers so far!

[mentallyilltokolover]

Childish

I hate being childish, I never truly got to be a child and now I'm acting like a fucking toddler, babbling and talking childishly. Why am I like this?! I hate my life.

[kriszekeda]

[mentallyilltokolover]

Mentally Unwell

I'm genuinely mentally unwell. I can't believe it but I also still do at the same time. :D I love being mentally ill! I love the fact I'll forever have a problem getting a job and joining any normal part of society because of how my brain decided to form and how it decided to ruin my life!

[mentallyilltokolover]

I'm so silly!!

I'm so silly and cool that I have 6 disorders! Those magical 6 are MDD, PTSD, ADHD, BPD, DMDD, AND Bipolar!! I'm so cool!

[pienhime]

[mentallyilltokolover]

me too gng

[mentallyilltokolover]

IFHE (I FUCKING HATE EVERYONE)

I'm in a mood right now, and I just fucking hate everyone. Why do I have to be like this? Why the fuck can't other people take the blame. WHY IS IT ALWAYS ME. WHY CAN'T I JUST BE NORMAL

[mentallyilltokolover]

Vent #14

I don't even know if she wants to talk to me. I'm so mad at myself. I miss my gf so much.

[mentallyilltokolover]

Vent #13

I think I fucked up with my girlfriend. I just HAD TO open my mouth about something I felt concerned and worried me and I fucked up.

[mentallyilltokolover]

Vent #12

I hate this guy named Anthony. He just flat out would coerce me into doing things i DID NOT want to do. I hate him so much, he'd manipulate and threaten me with offing himself and i hate him so much. I feel ruined for my girlfriend. I feel so disgusted with myself, I feel like i'm not perfect for her. I've ruined myself over the fact i care too much about people who are so shitty to me.

[mentallyilltokolover]

am i pretty? ♡

It depends... jk, I think everyone is pretty. HOWEVER, my girlfriend is the prettiest person I've ever met and know!

[mentallyilltokolover]

Fanganronpa Update!

I FINSIHED ALL CHARACTER DESIGNSSSSSSSS!!!

[terriblyhumane]

i don’t want to play house anymore

[mentallyilltokolover]

Relateableee

[mentallyilltokolover]

My Girlfriend

I'm going to do everything I can to get better for my girlfriend. I want her to see the best of me there is, and hopefully only see the wrost of me, the lowest of my lows very rarely. I want to get better. For HER.

[mentallyilltokolover]

Fanganronpa Progress

AHHHHHHHH GUYS I ONLY HAVE ONE MORE CHARACTER I NEED TO FINISH DESIGNING THEN I ONLY HAVE TO WRITE OUT THEIR BACKSTORIES, FREE TIME EVENTS, THE ULT DESPAIRS BACKSTORY, MAKE MORE NEW CHARACTER SO THAT THE ULT DESPAIR BACKSTORY MAKES SENSE, AND THEN WRITE SIX CHAPTERS WITH A MURD3R AND CLASS TRIAL AND EX3CUTION!!