𓍼ོ inexperienced!reader sucking dad’s best friend!toji’s dick for the first time
you kneel between toji’s spread thighs on his living room floor, the tv light bouncing low with hue of some old game in the background.
his cock is thick and heavy in your shaky hand, the vein along the underside pulsing as you lean in and wrap your lips around the head for the first time. “mhm,” you hear your dad’s best friend hum.
when it slips into your mouth, it tastes salty and warm, bigger than you expected, already stretching your mouth.
you suck gently, eyes flicking up to his face, hoping for some sign that you are not messing this up completely.
toji leans back against the couch, one big hand resting on the back of your head, his green eyes half lidded with that lazy smirk.
“fuck, baby, don’t choke,” he mutters when you try to take more and your throat tightens around him.
you pull back a little, coughing softly, spit already slicking your chin. “am i… doing it right?” you whisper, voice small and uncertain.
he laughs, low and rough, the sound rumbling through his chest and making his abs flex under that dark trail of hair.
“yeah,” then bunch of words follow when you hollow your cheeks, a slurping sound engulfing you both.
“you’re doing it.. fuck— right”
“smart girl.”
“…just like that.”
“slow and wet. feels good.”
encouraged, you dip down again, taking him deeper this time, your tongue pressing flat along the bottom. but you push too far too fast, and your eyes water as he hits the back of your throat.
“easy,” he growls, but his fingers tighten in your hair anyway. “you gonna choke on it.”
another laugh escapes him, this one darker, as you try to breathe through your nose. before you can pull off, he guides you down firmly, pushing until your nose brushes right against that coarse trail of hair at the base of him. your throat spasms around the thick length, tears pricking at the corners of your eyes, but he holds you there for a long second, savoring the tight heat.
“there we go,” he murmurs, voice dropping lower. “good girl. take it all for me.”
he finally lets you up just enough to gasp for air, strings of spit connecting your swollen lips to his cock, before he pushes you right back down again. his laughter mixes with a groan as you struggle so prettily around him.
I have a feeling, you think as you stare at the temptation singing its siren song on your screen at the ripe time of 12:03am, that I'm about to be screaming and moaning and throwing up over my girl.
A typical reaction to the brainy and brawny beauty of a cherub that is Tsukumo Yuki. She could be Aphrodite herself for all you know, with a hand of sculpted marble delicately outstretched and another gently parting her legs, inviting her worshippers to gaze at her in all of her divinity.
If the not-so-sly little comment she paired in with the attachment— "wish it was you touching me ;(" — hadn't been enough to get you worked up, the preview image of the damning video sitting on your phone has your legs instinctively welding shut like a steel trap, pressing some friction over your cunt to stem the sudden ache.
Shirt all racked up in the most classic of thirst trap poses, except instead of looking like a try-hard uncouth frat boy, the tease of it bunched atop her pierced breasts— no bra, holy shit, boobs, you're dizzy— is the playfully languid kind of provocation that Yuki excels at. A bit like a lioness in heat lying on its stomach, haunches high, the suggestion alone more intoxicating than anything overt could be. Her stomach and breasts take up the center of the frame— a Pandora's Box not of horrors, but of everything you could ever want in this world.
God, how you want to paint her tanned, bunched abdominals with your tongue and teeth…
The eagerly buzzing lust already spiking your clit has you tapping play on the video before you can think any harder on it, reduced to a mere slave to your own desires rather than the strong sorceress you pride yourself on being, already hunching over your screen with your teeth sawing over your bottom lip.
One second in, and you know you're in for a treat of the ages.
Yuki props up her phone against the wall her hotel bed runs alongside. The room around her is dimly lit, almosy gloomily so, overhead lights just barely atwinkle, but it still flatters her so nicely that you wouldn't be surprised if she were capable of light manipulation on top of her Star Rage's mass manipulation. Her golden skin is bathed in the dew of her perspiration, buttery-soft. Though seeing her in a hotel rather than here with you, in the bed you share with her naked skin laid out over the sheets for your own perusal, stings a tad more than you'd like.
You think you may just die if she doesn't cut her trip short and come home tomorrow.
You zone back in just in time to watch her tie her sheets of long blonde hair up into a messy bun, her shapely curtain bangs fanning around her face as she looks down, the hem of her shirt trapped between her teeth. Yuki releases it once she's set and the compression top falls right back into place above her tits, tight enough that it stays in place without slipping further down. Then, donning that pretty crescent-eyed grin that spells out her wicked intent to ruin you from hundreds of miles away, tongue dragging enticingly over the bright white of her teeth as she leers at the camera, Yuki plops back on her heels so that the entirety of her body is captured in the frame and spreads those gorgeously muscled thunder thighs.
Fuck. The glimmering shock of wetness staining her inner thighs and blonde hair-crowned cunt is enough to make your insides twist on an unconscious clench down, slick already beading at your own core. You didn't expect her to already be naked from the waist-down. Your lower belly feels like its on fire.
"Wasn't kidding when I said I wish it were you touching me." Yuki plays up her pout, giving a regretful little eye roll as her fingers start at her sternum and swirl down, down, down, chasing the need burning her asunder. The first pass of her fingers over her slit, slipping between her puffy pussy lips and presenting herself wide, makes you gasp; Yuki, on camera, copies you with a breathy intake of air. "Would you touch me here, first? Or maybe tease me a little, hm?"
Glossy and messy and so very gorgeous on display for you over the video, her cunt weeps like honeyed sap down the long stretch of her fingers, drip drip dripping a staccato of pleasure. Once thoroughly soaked, she touches over her six-pack again, varnishing the pronounced ridges defining each ab in lustorous slick. Painting herself further in a decree of her need.
"Even though I'm busy, I'm still taking the time to work out when I can, keep myself in shape. Knowing you," she muses, head tipping enough for her chin to kiss her sternum as she watches the playful heart she traces dead-center on her midriff, "you'd probably feel me up right now if you had the chance. Ah, y'know, I'd kill to hear those sweet compliments of yours fall from your pretty lips right about now. Always gets me so worked up…"
Her hand sinks right back down to cup the swollen mound buzzing with arousal between her legs. Yuki's stomach gives a mighty kick; even the mildest of touches is enough to frazzle her. Biting your lip, you widen the gap of your thighs a smidge, shoving your hand there in order to greedily rub the heel of your own palm against your clothed cunt.
"Just not the same when you're not here," she husks, and you agree.
Pleasure is pleasure no matter how it's wrought, but you're beginning to think half of desire is simply surviving the cruelty of distance when the person you crave most looks this sexy unraveling over a phone screen. It's torture when you know exactly how warm Yuki'd feel beneath your hands; how wet she'd be.
You could fuck yourself silly on the plethora of toys you two stash beneath the bed, hell, even hump the goddamned pillow she sleeps on like the degenerate freak you are for your favorite blonde, and still, it'll never compare to the unbearable luxury of having her draped over you. Tsukumo Yuki in the flesh, where temptation stops being hypothetical and becomes something alive enough to bruise.
Fuck, you might just be Sappho with the way your mind is spitting out sonnets in her name.
Yuki quivers from the veins in her neck to her bunching calves when she pulls her hood back with a finger on her non-dominant hand while the other goes to town, rolling her clit between thumb and forefinger.
A frisson of lustful excitement sizzles through you, warm as whiskey and twice as dizzying, when she moans, loud and proud, unabashed. The sound chokes off when she tweaks herself just so, punched from her chest like she's imagining your hands instead of her own; like she can't quite survive the gravity of her own desire.
"Do you think of me the same way I think of you when I'm gone? I hope so, because, hah, you drive me fucking crazy even from miles away, princess. You're always in my head. 'M always having to— mmf, get myself off. No one could ever make me feel the way you do. Not even myself," Yuki huffs, words labored, eyebrows jumping together in a scrunched-up frown.
Ardently tugging and rubbing at her reddening, jumping bud alone isn't making due anymore, apparently, for she gives in with a frustrated whimper (yup, this is going straight to the fap folder in your brain) and plunges one digit riiight up her cunt with a vulgar shhlick of her stickiness giving way. Her body swallows it with ease.
"My pussy's so wet for you, baby," she croons, voice all croaky and gone. The sound of her through your phone is like a hand between your thighs. Yuki saws her finger further in, drags it back out; wetness clings to it in webby strings that catch the meager light. "This is all yours," she adds breathlessly as she gives it a lick, dragging a helpless whine from your throat in answer.
God, what you'd give to taste her… for her to swing a leg over your face, plump ass and pussy all on display for you, and sit herself right on your mouth all proudly. For you to devour.
You splay your palm harder over the pajamas hugging your crotch, feeling your clit throb with tension. The friction isn't dry at all, given your panties are tacky and clingy to your skin already. You can work with this.
Slouching back against the pillows, you drag frantic circles over yourself to tease at the same time as Yuki anchors her weight by splaying her thighs wider and digging her knees into the give of the mattress, allowing her to hump and bounce a feverous tempo on two fingers, now. She's practically riding her fingers. The arm working at herself is deliciously corded with tension. You think you're drooling; unsurprisngly, your thumb comes away damp just from grazing the corner of your mouth.
"Missing your pretty tits; miss how you squirm when I suck on them. You'll let me pierce them soon, yeah? Just like we talked about, so you can match me? I don't think I'll be able to stop touching your tits once you get them," Yuki laughs breathily, and you just barely resist scoffing. It's totally not like she gropes you on the daily anyways, you think sarcastically.
Though, the reminder of her piercings have your eyes drunkenly dragging away from how her cunt's making a mess of the hotel sheets in order to focus on the jiggle of her heavy tits as she works herself, entire body rolling. Yuki in motion is hypnotizing; she's such a pussy-fluttering vixen. Her hooded eyes only add to her dreamy allure. They remind you of spiked hot cocoa; warm and sweet, lax and hazy.
You pause the video for a second to take a screenshot of the vision she makes. Legs bowed open, ripe cunt on display with the blonde curls surrounding it gone-frizzy from exposure to slick, her back bowed in a sinful arch that makes her look less like a mortal woman touching herself and more like a devotional painting that turns the hotel room backlighting her into a cathedral. The expression she makes is one of raptorous ecstasy, the image amplified by the strands of loose blonde gradually falling from her bun. The dim light shrouding her winks across the barbells knotted through the bases of her dusky nipples; the rhinestones on them are the color of your eyes.
Yuki's a sweat-sheened, molten-gold siren, and you're a sailor charmed stupid enough that you'd crawl straight into her waiting hands with a love-drunk smile plastered on your face. You stare at the paused screen for a beat too long after swiping your new screenshot away, struck silent by the unfairness of someone being sculpted specifically to kill each and every rational brain cell of yours, one by one. Bless (and curse) whatever gratuitous spirit that led you to meeting Yuki.
Hitting play on the video again and hearing her velvety moans resume nearly finishes you off right there. Your ears burn as the noises slither between the cracks of your skin, turning every nerve in your body traitorously toward her.
You struggle to keep your eyes from rolling back each time you rub over your clit just right, not wanting to miss a single second of Yuki working herself towards a messy orgasm to the thought of you. Peering from beneath heavy half-lids that threaten to droop even further, you watch the blur of Yuki's fingers pummeling in and out of her entrance, her cunt visibly squeezing down every time she presumably pets over her sweet spot.
"G-uhhh, shit," Yuki pants, grunting and grinding windy circles on the now three fingers she's got herself stuffed full with like she’s a bunny in heat. "I'd kill for your sweet fucking pussy on my mouth right about now, ngh. Shoulda brought you with me on this trip, I could've spared myself from the crappy hotel food 'n instead just feasted on your pussy every morning. Miss her taste— ugh, miss her smell, too. The thought of your pussy is gonna get me institutionalizedddd."
The final blow Yuki delivers with a weak yet nonetheless seductive grin— snatching up her phone to angle it beneath her, giving you a full frontal shot of her cunt spluttering all sloppy across her screen— has you wildly shoving your pajamas and panties off so fast that your ankles briefly get tangled in them before you snag your toes in the hems and rip both articles clean off, kicking them over the edge of your lonely bed.
You waste no time in rectifying the cool air jetting over your sensitive skin by warming your cunt with the squirming press of your own fingers, pushing them deep and writhing over the maddening burn of tightness quickly giving way for bliss.
It feels so good— you moan that thought aloud without a care— even though it doesn't hit the same as Yuki herself wrenching your thighs open over her own lap so that she can finger you until you're crying in staggered pulls and drowning her in your slick.
Her knuckles are coated with the salaciously sticky evidence of how much Yuki's enjoying this, wetness smearing in rivers across the back of her hand. It’s obscene, how sopping wet Yuki is. How much she squelches each time she pulls out, the raunchy plap plap plap of the bases of her fingers slapping against her cunt whenever her fingers dive back in. You groan at the sight, sounding like you've been socked ten times in the stomach and had yet to catch your breath.
"Yeaaaah, I'm not gonna l-last long," Yuki hisses from between pearly gritted teeth, her bared grin slightly crazed as it tugs at her rosy-painted cheeks. She tosses her head like a stallion, thighs violently quivering beneath her.
Blood teases your tastebuds when you bite down a little too hard on your bottom lip, the poor thing now chewed raw like a feral bunny got to your lip. You sync your pace with hers as best you can, desperate to connect yourself with her no matter the distance, desperate to get a share of her debauchery.
As if she knew exactly how you'd have yourself spasming on your fingers over her video before she even hit send on the video, the omniscent goddess on your screen peers down at the phone between her legs, mouth forming a sloppy 'o' as she croons, "You touching yourself for me, sweetheart? Is your Yuki getting you all wet and desperate? Hmm? C'monnnn, pretty girl," and that has your dropping your own phone onto your lap so you can get your now free fingers to run round and round your twitchy clit, her voice gleaming with the power of hypnosis, "give that pussy a few smacks 'til you cum for me since I'm not, hnnh, there to do it for you, juuust the way you like it."
"Fuck," you gasp, jackknifing off the bed as you fold like paper mache for Yuki and slap your hand down over your swollen-hot cunt a few times at the same time as you relentlessly work at your g-spot until you're breaking apart with a hoarse cry. Slick sprays a thick shower past the patting rhythm of your palm against your mound, soaking straight through the comforter crumpled beneath you.
You cross your legs tight around your wrists, trying to put more pressure on your cunt while simultaneously quelling the urge to yank your hands away now that pleasure has you on the knife's edge, every nerve heightened to a hundred. Heat melts down your every limb to strings of putty, making the next few taps to your clit as your orgasm tapers off lazily executed. It's only when you open your eyes to lift your legs and look past them at the mess you've made that you realize your eyes were even closed in the first place.
"Oh my fuuuck," you mutter between rapid gasps for air, voice quivering. “Holy fuck. Needed that.”
Shakily, you dislodge your fingers with a wet noise, clenching futilely around a nothingness that you wish Yuki could fill, before wiping your palms on the blanket (you're gonna clean up anyway) and fumbling for your phone where you accidentally launched it off of your body by writhing around. Your text that you send to Yuki is incomprehensible (you swear you said something intelligent and oh-so-sexy, but alas, it's been lost to the string of typos your thumbs mashed out), but she'll get the point, surely.
And that's when you realize you were so wrapped up in chasing your orgasm that you completely missed out on watching Yuki cream all over her fingers. You missed her orgasm. Your eyes bug out to catastrophic levels.
Fuck, you are a fraud fucking loser. You need to watch her unravel twenty times— no, thirty.
You don't get the chance to do your mad scramble to rewind the video before a FaceTime notification pops up on your screen.
Yuki.
You buffer for a grand total of five seconds, your synapses struggling to fire off anything useful in the wake of such a mind-numbing, pussy-tingling orgasm, before accepting the call.
Yuki's upper body floods your screen. Her phone's propped up again so that she can pull her hair down from her bun in order to retwist it into place, which she does with long, deft fingers that lazily card her summery hair back into the shape she desires.
“Baby," she purrs, and you sit up ramrod straight despite the dopey gooeyness in your body that's weighing you down. "I need you to stick your fingers back inside of yourself— I know you were touching yourself— and describe to me exactly how your pussy smells and tastes right now so I can picture the real thing while I rub one out again."
"Oh," you say dumbly, sounding like you have rocks for brains. How crassly forward of her— typical. "Hi? How are you? Good day?"
"Hey, I'm peachy how are you, better now that I'm talking to you; there, satisfied? I thought, given the video I sent you, we were past the pleasantries and all." Yuki waves off your attempt at properly conversing.
Which, honestly, is kind of a genius idea.
Seeing her lean forward on her hands and knees (the bunch of her muscles and the sway of her pierced tits is unfairly seductive) now that her bun is fixed up, those spell-binding chocolate-brown eyes all sultry-smooth and more satisfied than a well-fed lion as they eye you up through the call, doesn't exactly makes you want to talk— if anything, you're already itching for a round two. One that Yuki can now properly talk you through, and—
"So," she interrupts your train of bumbling thoughts. "This is kind of a revolutionary idea, I know, but I think we should have phone sex." Rocking back on her heels again, Yuki pulls the nearest hotel bed pillow closer to her and sits up enough to properly stuff it between her thighs (still soaked, you note deliriously), hissing a little once her oversensitive cunt is comfortably straddling it. "You gonna let me watch you touch yourself while I ride this pillow?"
Goosebumps sprout down your arms. You were right. You are about to be screaming moaning and throwing up over your girl.
abstract. why pay attention to your smutty books when your man can just recreate your favorite scenes with you instead? <3
ft. michael kaiser, bunny iglesias, vivien hugo, sae itoshi
cw. requested ; smut: mirror sex, creampies, marathon sëx, edging, bondage (using a belt (?)), making a tape — #unedited
aniyaps: consider this the long overdue 1k celebration + posting this in time for my 19th ! yippee ◡̈
⊹ ࣪ ˖ michael kaiser
kaiser was mad. not for the obvious reasons like yoichi somehow managing to irk him at practice again, rather you. obviously he's not pissed or enraged, rather just annoyed... and sexually frustrated.
"darling... having fun?" — "mhm..."
here he was, getting ready for you and taking his sweet-ass time in the shower to probably have some intimacy with his beloved girlfriend, and there you were, reading another goddamn book with your legs crossed and you just biting your lower lip.
he wasn’t one to really be verbally expressive when it came to his feelings, but he missed you. ever since moving to madrid to play for re al, he wants to take advantage of his short vacation in berlin to see you and possibly spend some time with you… and have some fun.
but what the hell were you doing?!
kaiser wasn't one to really judge your interests or hobbies but here he was, smelling and feeling and looking fucking fantastic and ready for you to fuck and pounce on him, and there you were, looking like you were getting horny over words on a shitty piece of fucking paper on a shitty book?
"what the hell are you even reading? what the fuck is that?" — "a book, mihya. you read them all the time."
he scoffed. "yeah, but not... what the hell? lemme see!”
and after a very short game of tug of war, kaiser’s eyes were met with the most egregious piece of writing he’s ever read.
“mirror sex…? huh? dirty talk?” his gaze fixed on you, and then the evidently large mirror in your bedroom, facing directly in front of the bed.
so your mihya had an idea. why not indulge you. why not take this as an opportunity for the both of you to get what you want: for you to live out your sexually explicit fantasies, and for him to be in you. so….
“god, baby. you’re fucking beautiful, yeah?”
he rasped, guiding your hips on his cock—seeing how you simply fell apart. he had you in pronebone, with your back facing him.
kaiser held the book you once read, gripping your hips and slamming into you with one hand and reading for directions with the other. he was so goddamn teasing.
“he then began to sweet talk her. oh, how nasty he was—she felt her cunt flutter at the contents of his words, praising yet demeaning at the same time and she loved it. yeah? you like that shit, n/n?”
and it’s like you had no shame reading straight up porn in front of your lover, because you tightened up too after he read that excerpt.
“c’mon, pretty girl. look at how stunning you look taking my cock.”
“mhmmm! yes, baby! all f’youuuu—!” you screamed in the sheets, whining loudly when he pulled your hair up so you’d see your tear-stained face and marked up neck for the mirror to reflect.
for the whole time that michael kaiser has known you, never did he think his innocent little girlfriend would be such the savant when it comes to such literary works… or rather straight up book porn.
he began laughing, thrusting into you almost vehemently at how your eyes fucking rolled from how he had you—crying out and scratching and gripping the sheets while your back arched like a cat.
“fuck, i love you… i really fucking love you.”
⊹ ࣪ ˖ vivien hugo
you and your lover occasionally have ‘at-home’ dates, where either of you crash at the other’s apartment while you figure out what to do. whether it be cooking or watching movies, it’s fun and cathartic. really cute for dates.
in particular, for today's date you had decided on reading (at least in your case), while vivien listened to sports commentary while looking at his blank book. but in this occasion, he was finished. he had already articulated his next strategy on how to help his striker and was going to speak before he just stared at you. well… he stared at your book and your rather… interesting expression.
“chérie… what are you reading?” your eyes were narrowed, lips curved to a smile while you bit your lower lip, and you tapping your thigh. dare he say, you looked like you were aroused...? or maybe he was just being a pervert thinking that way but...?
“nothing…” “doesn’t seem like that—?”
maybe it was your fault for being too trusting of vivien, but you found yourself hesitantantly sliding the book over to him. he yaps all the time about destiny and shit—so your smut shouldn’t be that bad? right?
and then, did his usually pale face turn red. like beet red. his eyes widened too.
“o-oh… um. love, can i—uh… ask something?” — “sure.”
“what in god’s name is…? i… you want to record our sexual encounters?” he began reading, still his voice quivered with absolute sheepishness.
“she felt her cunt pulse at the thought—both of them being recorded in their most vulnerable state being together. she could only imagine how hot it would be, to see herself be nothing but a cocksleeve for her lover as he demeans her—? y-you’re into that?”
you’d be lying if you said it didn’t thrill you, so you sheepishly nodded.
and so, hugo went to sit down by you on the love seat, and took his phone from his pocket, motioning to it.
“fine. as long as it makes you happy.”
that’s all he needed to say for you to absolutely relish in what you’d do.
“chéri, come on, you can take it? you goddamn slut.”
it was thrilling, for your boyfriend to talk so dirty and be so vocal during sex where you’d film it. he usually grunted, moaned a little, and call you pretty and beautiful… but he’d never outright talk like that.
well, that's what you thought, until he began playing with your pussy on camera.
“look how wet your pretty little pussy is…” the camera was propped on the coffee table, standing on top of the books you two were “reading” while it captured you grinding against his hand. you could feel how his thick fingers made a scissoring motion, how they curled inside you with finesse—and how your legs shook every time, with the sound of your dripping cunt echoing in your ears.
and even when he fucked you with his cock, did it feel even more thrilling with the camera on. “attagirl, pretty. ride me just like that…”
you began riding him, moving your hips in figure-8s while he threw his head back and squeezed your plush hips as your arms around his neck only tightened.
you felt his cock so deep in this position, all the while, the camera was rolling and you could tell how your boyfriend was struggling to keep his moans to himself, quietly groaning with every move of your hips.
and even when your eyes looked over at the camera, your boyfriend held your chin, making you hold eye contact with his sweet onyx eyes.
“focus on me, chéri. eyes on me. only on me.”
⊹ ࣪ ˖ bunny iglesias
some say curiosity always kills the cat, but this time, it killed your boyfriend bunny (figuratively, of course).
you had been reading this specific book for a while, and every time he had tried to take a peek at what you were reading, you'd always slam the book shut and leave, with your face burning and your expression evidently flustered. but this time, you were taking a shower, and here was the book you’d been reading, wide open (not really, your bookmark was peeking though) on your nightstand.
and after the forty minutes of your shower, thinking you were probably going to be met with your boyfriend ready to cuddle in bed, were you met with bunny, snickering while sitting on the bed with an evident tent in his pants. he looked up at you and you felt your stomach drop—especially with the way he shook the book in his large hand, lips curved.
“she felt full… full of him—literally. it had been several hours and she felt her cunt overflow with his loads like his… ‘cumdumpster’? after fucking for hours? carajo, cari… never did i think my cute little girlfriend was into this type of shit.”
you felt your face turn warm at the sight of bunny holding your smut book.
“w-why—?” “wanna try it? baby, you know i’m totally into… what are they doing? marathon sex? multiple creampies? fuck, cari. you might be more perverted than anyone i’ve ever met. maybe even more perverted than i am…”
and but of course, you dropped your bath towel and practically pounced on your man. and he was more than willing to indulge in these sexual fantasies of yours depicted in whatever depraved shit you read.
you knew your boyfriend’s nickname came first his speed and the fact that he’s as fast as a goddamn bunny in the field, but the same thing could be said for the way he was fucking you relentlessly.
how long has it been? how long have you felt him felt you so deliciously as he hit your cervix in this position? your back met his firm, scarred chest as he slammed into you all lewd, circling your clit with his thumb while his hips slammed into yours.
the obscene positions he had you in, the absolute debauchery of it all, thrilled you. just the fact that he simply lifted you up and down like his own fuck-doll and spoke to you like it, no less, god, just thinking about it turned you on even more.
and that is exactly what he was doing.
“bizcochita… no seas así [sweetie, don't be like that]. handle it, baby. you wanted it.” your gasps suddenly turned louder and more lewd, with how bunny played with your pussy as he simply destroyed you. “i’m so happy i could fucking die…. god, what a fucking slut you are, yeah? only here to take my cum, right?”
"mmmhmmm—!"
your body—that was once lathered with your body oil and lotion, was glazed with sweat, and cum on your thighs and ass. your legs were shaking and your puffy pussy was overflowing with the amount of loads bunny came into you, practically frothing with how fast he was going.
you were gasping, your cunt squirting for the nth time through his rough thrusts, his cock kissing your cervix at this point.. "o-oh my g-god... haahhhh..."
and even as he himself was losing momentum, he had to keep going—to help you with your sexual fantasies, because shit, they were hot. “hold for a little more, yeah baby? we got all fucking night.”
⊹ ࣪ ˖ sae itoshi
you didn’t mean to accidentally leave the tab open on your ipad—after all, you share it with sae.
sae knows you have a little hobby of reading, what exactly? he doesn’t know and he doesn’t think he’d like to… at first.
but then the words of that idiot aiku got to him. how you can tell how freaky a girl is by the things she reads… and honestly? sae wanted to know; but then he had to check the ipad to look at some stuff from his manager (he’s ashamed—which is why he was a bit relieved your tabs were open so he didn’t have to actually snoop in your things).
and when he saw the synopsis of the several books in your barnes and noble cart, his eyes legitimately widened and he let out an almost weird squeak. bondage… and hair pulling.
then of course, google offers those short exerpts so he really got to see what the hell you were reading… and in the first few pages, he gets shown the nastiest smut he’s ever read.
“he tied her up, literally. leather clung to her, restraining her arms and legs while he pulled her hair as she sucked him off like an ice lolly… holy shit…”
so naturally of course, he was curious. which is why when you two were having sex, he wanted to test something.
you were on the mattress, lightly whining while your boyfriend thrusted into you, slamming into you hard yet slow so you could really feel him fill you. he was kneeling, lifting your hips to fuck you deeper—harder.
“mmmm… sae, you feel s’good, baby…” he grunted quietly, looking at you as you covered your face and how your body simply moved with every thrust of his. your pretty breasts moved with every thrust of his hips and your whines made him feel fucking feral… but then he remembered. then he remembered your book.
“baby, i wanna try something.” you blinked, curious, looking at sae and letting out a whine the moment he slipped out of you. “go ahead, love.”
and when he took out the leather belt from the nightstand, he saw how your eyes widened and how your breathing hitched at the sight of it. and then sae decided to be a fucking tease and slammed the folded leather against each other .
“just me, yeah?”
and that’s how you found yourself, face down, ass up while your hands were tied to a post on your bed’s canopy. your boyfriend’s calloused hands kneading your love handles, and you felt him go faster on your poor pussy, twitching against him while he pistons in you. he loved this, seeing how your plush ass slammed against his pelvis while your arms struggled.
“nghh—s-sae—! fuck, i need to cum, please!” and you felt him pull your hair. “not until i tell you.”
then he stopped, and you kept on crying. "l-lemme cum... please, saeee!"
he strangely liked this… he really did, and he could tell you did too with the way you clenched around him.
“mmm.. we should try this again.”
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warnings // 18+ only, smut, unprotected sex, slight cum play ig, soft sukuna, depression, angst w/ comfort, he's likes your bush, mdni!!
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author's note: thank you all for waiting for part three, i hope you like it :)
part 1 | part 2
Warm sunlight spills across your skin as you blink lazily against the brightness.
The first thing you feel is the familiar weight of an arm draped over your waist.
You smile to yourself before you've even opened your eyes completely, instinctively scooting backward until your back presses against his chest. He lets out a quiet hum of approval, burying his face into the crook of your neck as his arm tightens around you.
You can hear the birds outside the bedroom window, the distant hum of cars somewhere below, the steady rhythm of his heartbeat beneath your cheek.
For a while, neither of you moves.
There was never any rush on mornings like these.
Eventually, his fingers lazily trace small circles against your stomach before sliding lower to intertwine with yours. You turn your head just enough for him to press a sleepy kiss against your temple.
Another follows your cheek.
Then your jaw.
Until you're laughing quietly, trying to push him away while he ignores every half-hearted attempt.
The room feels warm.
Safe.
Like nothing bad could ever happen.
...
Your eyes flutter open.
The room is silent.
Your hand instinctively reaches across the other side of the bed, searching for a warmth that had disappeared long before you woke.
You sigh quietly and roll onto your back, staring blankly at the ceiling.
It had been almost six months since Sukuna broke things off.
Six months since you lost a piece of yourself.
You glance over at the clock on your nightstand.
5:07 a.m.
Too early for anyone to be awake, but sleep had become a rare luxury these days.
Today would have been your third anniversary.
You couldn't help but think back to all the conversations you'd had during your first year together—the ones where the future seemed so certain. You'd spent hours lying tangled together in bed, talking about everything you were going to do once college was over. Traveling the world, meeting each other's families.
Getting an apartment together.
Getting married.
If only your past self could see you now.
Maybe she’d do things differently…
You sluggishly push yourself up, your bare feet sinking into the carpet before you make your way out of your room.
The dorm is quiet.
You make your way to the bathroom, peeling your clothes off with movements that feel heavier than they should before stepping beneath the spray of warm water.
It takes a while for you to do anything other than stand there, your forehead resting against the cool tile as the water runs over your skin, washing away two days' worth of exhaustion without ever quite touching the ache settled somewhere much deeper.
When you finally step back into your room, you pull on an old pair of sweats and a loose tshirt— his tshirt... before letting the damp towel fall onto the floor. Your hair drips onto your shoulders as you pass the mirror, catching your reflection only long enough to notice how unfamiliar you look.
At some point you'd stopped caring.
The makeup brushes scattered across your vanity sat untouched beneath a thin layer of dust; your perfumes remained lined up exactly where you'd left them months ago, and the little jewelry dish that used to empty every morning now stayed full, each necklace and ring waiting patiently for a version of you that never came back.
There was a time when getting ready had been your favorite part of the day.
You let yourself fall backward onto the bed, pulling the comforter over your body until only the faint glow from your iPad remained visible. You stayed like that for the entire morning, intent on hiding yourself away from the world until the day finally passed.
Criminal Minds had been playing for hours, episodes rolling into one another without you remembering a single plotline, the familiar voices filling your room just enough to keep the silence from becoming unbearable.
Eventually, you reach over and pause it.
The room falls quiet again.
Your phone is already in your hand before you really think about it, your thumb hovering over your photo album for longer than reasonable.
You know exactly what waits behind that little icon.
You know how this ends every single time.
Still, the album opens beneath your fingertips with the ease of muscle memory, and before long you're scrolling through the photos you'd promised yourself weeks ago you would delete, searching them with the quiet desperation of someone afraid memory might one day fail them.
You'd become terrified of forgetting him.
The curl of his upper lip when he was scolding you. The way he'd lean against doorframes with his arms crossed whenever he was waiting for you to finish getting ready. The tired look in his eyes after he'd stayed up too late.
You found yourself studying each picture a little longer than the last, as though if you looked hard enough, you could somehow memorize him all over again before life stole something else you weren't ready to lose.
You scroll slowly, your thumb dragging lazily across the screen as a familiar weight settles into your bones.
Missing him felt cruel somehow, like it was another thing you hadn't earned. Every time your heart reached for him, your guilt was already there to meet it, quietly reminding it that none of this would've happened if you'd just been…different.
You stop on a picture you'd taken while he was asleep.
You remembered laughing to yourself after you took it, careful not to wake him as you tucked yourself a little closer into his side before turning the camera around. You'd been wearing the biggest, most obnoxious grin, so ridiculously proud of yourself for finally catching him off guard after months of him threatening to throw your phone across the room every time you pointed it at him.
He'd complained about pictures constantly, muttering under his breath that they were stupid, that nobody needed fifty photos of the same damn thing, but he never actually stopped you.
Looking back now, you couldn't remember a single time he genuinely told you no.
A faint smile finds its way onto your lips as you swipe to the next picture.
He was halfway through a bowl of udon, cheeks full as he glared at you from across the table while you laughed so hard the photo came out slightly blurry. You could still remember him pointing his chopsticks at you afterward, the way his voice sounded when it was muffled by the food in his mouth. Five minutes later, he was begging to finish yours too.
The smile barely had time to settle before it slipped away.
Your thumb stopped over the next photograph, your stomach sinking as you stared at it a little longer.
It was one of the few pictures the two of you had actually posed for together.
You'd only been exclusive for a couple of months then.
The blunt had been passed back and forth until it was nothing more than ash, the conversation drifting from stupid jokes to long stretches of comfortable silence while the wind tugged gently at your clothes.
You remembered thinking he'd gone unusually quiet before he finally looked over at you, like he suddenly wasn't quite sure what to do with himself.
Then he asked you to be his girlfriend.
You were surprised, honestly. You'd never imagined someone like Sukuna could get nervous, but there he was, a faint flush dusting his cheeks as he awkwardly rubbed the back of his neck, his usual bite nowhere to be found.
The second you said yes, the tension seemed to melt right out of him. His shoulders loosened with relief before he stepped forward and kissed you.
Some woman passing by must've noticed because she'd smiled at the two of you and insisted on taking a picture.
You'd agreed immediately, wrapping your arms tightly around his waist as you pressed your chest into his side, the last of the evening sun casting everything in a warm golden glow. You were looking straight at the camera, smiling so brightly your cheeks almost hurt.
He didn’t look. Instead, his eyes were on you.
Your thumb lingered over the picture, tracing the outline of his face.
You let out a slow breath, your throat tightening.
God, you missed him so fucking much.
You locked your phone and tossed it onto the bed before dragging both hands over your face, willing yourself to breathe through the discomfort before another wave of tears could find you.
You'd promised yourself you weren't going to cry over him anymore, but every time you looked at his pictures, your resolve crumbled so quickly you hardly noticed until your vision blurred all over again.
You stayed there for a long while, curled beneath the blankets as the room settled into an uneasy silence around you. The faint hum of the air conditioner drifted through the dorm while sunlight crept slowly across the floor, inching closer to your bed with every passing minute until it warmed your sock-covered feet.
You watched it absentmindedly, letting the hours slip by without paying them much attention, hoping that if you stayed still long enough your heart might eventually grow tired of hurting.
With a quiet sigh, you forced yourself upright and pulled on your shoes before shrugging into your hoodie, tugging the sleeves over your hands as you stepped out into the hallway.
You hadn't planned on going anywhere today, but your feet carried you onward anyway, moving with a certainty your mind couldn't seem to match.
The bus ride passed in much the same haze.
Buildings gave way to open stretches of road as the familiar scenery rolled past the window, your gaze fixed somewhere beyond the glass while your thoughts wandered where you kept telling yourself not to go.
Nearly thirty minutes later, you stepped off onto the gravel shoulder and made your way down the narrow dirt path.
The wind greeted you first, carrying the sharp scent of saltwater through the air as it rustled the tall grass growing along the edge of the cliffs.
Everything looked exactly as you remembered it.
It wasn't until you stopped walking that you fully realized where you'd come.
The place where your entire relationship had begun.
You settled against the weathered wooden fence, your gaze drifting across the ocean as the evening sun dipped lower towards the horizon. The breeze carried gently over your face, and for a moment, everything felt exactly as it had before.
It was comforting…yet unbearable.
You drew in a slow breath, but it did nothing to ease the sting gathering behind your eyes.
You had so many regrets.
There were days when they settled calmly in the back of your mind, and you were able to ignore them enough to function.
Then there were days like today, where they seemed to press against your ribs with every breath, making it impossible to think about anything else.
You wished you could go back to the point where everything started to change. To the version of yourself that hadn't yet let every fear, every insecurity, every old wound convince you that the person standing in front of you was eventually going to disappoint you just like the ones before him.
Somewhere along the way you'd stopped letting him love you, choosing instead to test it over and over until there was nothing left to prove.
You knew, logically, that the end of your relationship hadn't rested entirely on your shoulders. But standing there, looking out over the place where it had all started, logic didn't seem to matter very much.
Your mind wandered back to every argument you'd started, every time you'd pushed him away only to see if he’d come back, every cruel word spoken out of spite and jealousy.
You thought about how many times he'd looked at you with tired eyes and chosen to stay anyway, working tirelessly to chip away at the walls you'd built around yourself, never once asking you to tear them down all at once. He wanted to give you the world. Kept trying to prove himself to you.
And god... did he really try.
You wrapped your arms around yourself as a few silent tears slipped down your cheeks, the sound of the waves crashing against the cliffs below filling the space as you mourned the loss of your love.
By the time your tears finally began to slow, the sleeves of your hoodie were damp where you'd wiped at your face over and over again. You let out an unsteady breath before turning toward the old wooden staircase, carefully making your way down the weathered steps as they groaned softly beneath your weight.
Your eyes stayed fixed on your footing, avoiding the splintered boards and patches of rot that had grown worse over the years.
The last step creaked beneath your shoe.
You lifted your head.
Dark eyes met yours.
The world seemed to stop all at once as the two of you stared across the small platform, surprise settling over both of your faces.
Sukuna sat rigid on the old bench, shoulders tense, his hands shoved deep into his hoodie pockets like he was bracing himself.
A sharp rush of heat flooded your body, stealing the air from your lungs. Your pulse thundered in your ears, thoughts slipping away as your body struggled to catch up with what your eyes were seeing.
Shit.
You turned on instinct, desperate to leave before you broke down in front of him.
Before you could make it more than a step up the old wooden staircase, his voice called out from behind you, stopping you in your tracks.
"Wait."
Your breathing turned uneven as you squeezed your eyes shut, every part of you wanting to hide yourself away.
Looking at him felt impossible, but somehow walking away felt even worse.
So, slowly, you turned.
The moment your eyes met his, a rush of adrenaline shot through you.
He looked…sad… and for a second neither of you seemed capable of saying anything.
"I, uh..." he started, his face flushing as his eyes lingered on yours. "I was gonna leave... you stay."
You could only stare at him.
Your fingers twitched at your sides before curling into your palms, reminding yourself that you didn't have the right to reach for him anymore.
"It's okay..." you whispered, your tongue feeling bulky in your mouth.
Silence settled between you once more before his gaze drifted back toward the ocean, leaving nothing but the sound of the waves filling the space between you.
"You, uh..." his throat bobbed as he swallowed, "you wanna sit with me for a bit?"
The hesitation in his voice pulled you back three years, to the same nervous man who could barely look you in the eye when he'd asked you to be his.
"Sure..." you answered quietly.
You made your way over to the bench and sat beside him, leaving a polite space between you.
It felt strange.
This day last year you were tucked beneath his arm without a second thought, and now neither of you seemed to know how to exist in the same space.
The wind drifted through the cliffs, carrying the sounds of the seagulls gliding above you two. You both sat quietly, watching the water catch the last of the evening light.
"So..." he said after a while, his voice deeper than you remembered, "how've... uh... how've things been?"
You didn't answer right away.
Your eyes stayed on the ocean as you searched for something that wouldn't sound absolutely pathetic.
"It's been okay."
He could hear the lie as soon as it left your mouth.
What else were you supposed to tell him? That you'd spent months feeling like half of yourself had disappeared the night he left you?
A quiet breath left your nose, almost sounding like a laugh if someone wasn't listening closely.
He didn't push.
The two of you simply watched the sun sink lower, the sky slowly melting into soft shades of gold, crimson, and violet as thin clouds stretched and blurred across the horizon, drifting slowly overhead.
"I wanted to apologize..." he said quietly. "...for how I treated you the last time—"
"You don't have to apologize," you interrupted, your voice barely above a whisper, "I deserved it."
His jaw tightened.
He wet his lips, keeping his eyes fixed on the horizon as the breeze stirred the loose strands of his hair.
He knew better than to look at you for too long. He knew every time he did, whatever resolve he had slipped through his fingers like sand.
"You didn't deserve that..." he said after a moment, the words leaving him with a shake of his head.
You don’t respond to that.
"I..." your voice caught almost immediately, forcing you to swallow around the tightness, "I'm sorry Sukuna."
His head snapped toward you.
In the whole two and a half years with you, he couldn't remember a single time you'd actually apologized.
You kept your eyes lowered, your fingers twisting together in your lap as you gathered the courage to keep going.
"I..." you took a shaky breath, "I was a terrible girlfriend."
His brows drew together as he looked at you properly for the first time since you sat down.
You looked different.
No pretty earrings…no dainty necklace...
Your face was bare, your eyes tired.
His gaze drifted lower before settling on your hands, where your fingers nervously worried at the promise ring he'd given you on your first anniversary, now resting on your middle finger.
His chest tightened so sharply it almost hurt.
His hands curled into fists inside the pocket of his hoodie, the only thing stopping him from reaching across the bench and pulling you back into his arms.
He knew this was a bad idea.
The second he'd seen you making your way down the old wooden staircase, he'd almost convinced himself he was imagining things.
For a brief, impossible moment, it had felt like the breakup never happened, like you were simply coming to meet him the way you always used to.
"I was so mean to you... and I was so toxic," you continued, your voice beginning to tremble, "I don't know why I'm like this…"
The tears came before you could stop them.
"I've been so scared of getting hurt... of being vulnerable… that I just kept pushing you away." your words caught on uneven breaths as you struggled to keep yourself together, "...I wish I would've been different."
You shook your head, wiping hastily at your face with the sleeve of your hoodie.
"I wanted to be different for you so bad, Sukuna."
Only then did you finally look at him.
The regret in your eyes hit him harder than any argument the two of you had ever had, and for once, he realized you looked just as exhausted as he felt.
"I didn't deserve you," you whispered, your voice thick with emotion, "I'm just... so fucking sorry…"
His heart broke all over again.
"I know." he answered.
The words sounded harsher than he'd meant them to, and he let out a slow breath, dragging a hand roughly through his hair before dropping it back into his lap.
His jaw stayed clenched, his foot tapping restlessly against the dirt as he searched for the right thing to say.
"It wasn't all your fault." he admitted after a long moment, his eyes falling back to the scenary, where the last of the sunlight danced across the water, "I was an asshole... and I was always too aggressive."
You shook your head, ready to argue, but he didn't give you the chance.
"I was." he looked at you then, his expression leaving no room for debate.
Your gaze fell back on the water, his words settling somewhere deep inside you.
It wasn't all your fault.
The thought felt foreign.
"Maybe..." he let out a quiet breath, "...maybe we were cursed from the start."
You frowned, turning the words over in your mind as the breeze picked up.
"I just want you to know that, despite every mistake I made..." your voice softened as you looked back at him, "...I've never loved anyone as much as I love you."
He pulled his bottom lip between his teeth, blinking quickly before a quiet sniffle escaped him.
"Yeah..." he cleared his throat, his voice rough.
The word settled sharply in your heart.
A small part of you had waited— hoped— for him to say it back, but you swallowed the disappointment before it found its way onto your face.
"Well..." you let out a shaky breath as you pushed yourself to your feet, "...I should probably get going before it gets too dark."
You brushed the dirt from the back of your sweats before tucking your hands into the pocket of your hoodie, letting your eyes linger on him for just a moment longer.
"I’m glad I got to see you, Sukuna."
With that, you turned and slowly made your way back toward the staircase, each step creaking softly beneath your feet.
Sukuna watched you walk away, his eyes lingering on your retreating figure long after you'd stopped looking back.
Every instinct in him screamed to go after you, to say something— anything —that might keep you from running away, but the quieter part of him kept reminding him why he'd let you go in the first place.
Memories surfaced one after another.
You cussing him out and demanding to go through his phone. You getting wasted and flirting with every guy who gave you a second glance.
The sound of his car door slamming after he'd driven you home from yet another argument...
…The meals you'd always have waiting for him after a long day at work...
The absentminded way you'd trace your fingers over his tattoos whenever he laid against your chest.
How you'd looked at him, as though every rough edge he carried was simply another part of him worth loving.
Nobody had ever done that before...
A sharp curse tore from him as he shoved himself off the bench, the motion abrupt, restless… like staying still for even a second longer would suffocate him.
He didn’t bother with the stairs properly—taking them two at a time, nearly missing his footing in his haste. By the time he reached the top, you were already halfway down the road, shoulders hunched.
His feet moved faster than his thoughts could catch up, carrying him forward before he had the chance to stop himself.
“Hey!” he shouted, voice rough, louder than he meant it to be, cutting through the calmness and drawing a few startled glances from nearby bystanders as he closed the distance between you in long, urgent strides.
You turned at the sound of his voice, confusion barely having time to cross your face before he reached you and pulled you into his arms, crushing your body against his.
You froze the moment his arms closed around you, a surprised huff leaving your lungs as you stood there for a second, too stunned to move.
Then you melted into him.
Your fingers bunched the fabric of his hoodie as you wrapped your arms tightly around his waist, burying your face against his warmth as months of grief came spilling out all at once.
He held you closer, his chin resting lightly against the top of your head as he closed his eyes, breathing in the familiar scent of your conditioner he'd spent months trying to forget.
"I'm sorry..." he whispered, his voice rough against your hair.
You could only shake your head.
The words were there somewhere, caught behind the lump in your throat, but every time you tried to speak, another sob took their place.
When he finally leaned back, his hands lingered at your waist before slowly finding your face, his palms warm against your tear-stained cheeks. His eyes wandered over your features quietly, as though trying to memorize you all over again, before he leaned forward and kissed you with a gentleness you'd never felt from him before.
You kissed him back without thinking.
When your lips finally parted, he rested his forehead against yours for the briefest moment before taking a small step back.
Your fingers instinctively caught the front of his hoodie, and the look that crossed your face made his heart hurt.
You looked terrified he'd disappear the second you let go.
“Will you come home with me?” he asks quickly, his heart pounding loudly in his ears.
You blinked before giving a small nod, your thoughts racing with implications of his request.
You didn't know if he wanted you back or if this was simply one last night before the two of you finally let each other go, but you couldn't bring yourself to care.
If he was the one asking, you'd go anywhere.
The walk back to his car passed in silence, neither of you quite knowing what to say.
He opened the passenger door before reaching across to buckle your seatbelt, the movement so automatic neither of you acknowledged it, and for a fleeting moment it felt as though the last six months had been nothing more than a bad dream.
The drive home was long and achingly familiar.
When he finally pulled into the driveway, your eyes instinctively drifted toward the end of it, the memory of cold concrete against your scraped knees returning so vividly you could almost feel the sting. The porch looked exactly as it always had, clean and ordinary, giving no sign that the worst night of your life had unfolded there.
He unlocked the front door and stepped aside to let you in first.
You slipped your shoes off by the entrance before wandering a few steps into the living room, taking in the familiar space that had once been a second home to you.
Behind you, the front door clicked shut.
A second later, you felt his hands settle carefully on your hips before he pulled you back against him, resting his forehead against the side of your neck.
"I missed you…" he murmured against you, the confession so quiet you almost wondered if he'd meant to say it out loud.
You let yourself sink into him.
He pulls you tighter against him, his hardness already pressing into your lower back as if he couldn’t control himself. He nuzzles his face into the crook of your neck, his hands sliding up under your hoodie to caress your soft stomach.
You sigh as you feel his calloused palms run up your abdomen until they settle under the swell of your breasts.
Your heart was pounding so hard now you were certain he could feel it through your ribcage.
And yeah…
He knew what he was doing to you.
He’d learned the language of your body years ago— how your breath hitched when he ghosted his palms over your skin, the way you’d grow hot when he used his fingers.
His hands continued their exploration until he was cupping your breasts, his thumbs rubbing circles over your hard nipples. He presses a lingering kiss to your pulse point, sucking a deep dark mark into it before smoothing his tongue over the sore spot.
Without a word, he pulls away from you and leads you by the wrist to the couch, his grip firm but gentle. He sits down first, pulling you onto his lap so that you’re straddling him.
His large hands immediately go to your hips again, squeezing possessively.
You place yours over his shoulders, feeling the thick muscles under your palms. His eyes lock onto yours with a knowing gaze.
You both stay just like that, months of separation settling between you two like an invisible barrier. He can see the nervousness flickering in your expression, so he doesn’t rush you.
He simply keeps his hands on you, grounding you to him. You swallow as you feel his length press against your inner thigh. It makes your face flush embarrassingly deep, as if it were your first time being in this position with him all over again.
He watches you, his chest swelling painfully with affection and love.
He recognizes your nerves—that little stutter that always surfaces when you’re overwhelmed.
His dick is thick and hard against you as he shifts, allowing him to press more firmly into your core as he rubs his hands over the sides of your thighs.
“You look so pretty…” he mutters as he openly takes you in.
Neither of you says a word, but you don't have to. The way he holds you says everything neither of you are quite brave enough to voice.
The love. The hurt.
The quiet possessiveness…
He can see how much you need him— how much you need each other. The feeling fuels his movements as he reaches his hands behind you to grip your ass, pulling you forward until you’re flush against him, both of you twitching at the contact.
Your nails dig into his shoulders, your clit throbbing as you imagine him sliding through your wetness, using your slick to lubricate himself just like how he did before.
His hold tightens with enough strength to bruise as he works your cunt over him in a slow, agonising rhythm—building the tension before he fucks you dumb.
You gasp, and his mouth quirks up into that knowing smirk. He knows exactly what you need— what you need him to tell you to do.
“Take your clothes off.” he pulls his hands away from you.
The command is absolute, his voice dropping an octave.
He sits back against the back of the couch and lets his arms spread along the back, watching you with a dark, heavy gaze that makes you clench around nothing.
There’s no room for negotiation—he expects obedience, and the subtle flex of his muscles tells you he enjoys seeing you vulnerable in front of him.
You stand on shaky legs and pull your clothes off, your hands moving clumsily as you stand in front of him in your bra and panties. He watches as your soft curves come into view. His eyes drag hungrily over the shape of your body before he hums.
“Everything.”
You nervously unhook your bra, then push your panties down, cursing yourself for not shaving. He swallows hard, his gaze lingering between your thighs before he forces it back up to your face.
“Come ‘ere.”
You crawl back into his lap, your center brushing over the front of his sweats as you settle back in.
He inhales deeply, his jaw clenching as he feels the warmth of your bare pussy right over him. He brings his hands back to your ass, pulling your cheeks open as he moves you over him again.
Your thighs twitch as you feel the rough material rub over your clit, causing you to moan quietly.
“Such a sensitive little thing…” he licks his lips.
Your hands tremble on his shoulders as you look down at him—this powerful, intimidating man who somehow belongs to you.
Belonged… to you…
You push the reminder down and focus on the feeling of him against you.
He studies your face, seeing every flicker of emotion…every spark of desire.
“You know what I want, baby.”
You let out a breathy moan as you begin grinding onto his lap. He groans low in his throat, his head falling back slightly as you find that rhythm he taught you. His hands continue to guide you, letting you use him to chase your own pleasure.
“There you go…” he breathes out, “let that pretty pussy soak my cock.”
You rub your clit back and forth on him, the wet sounds sending a shiver down his spine. He can feel it soaking through to him, the smell of your arousal flooding his senses. He moves his hands to hook his thumbs into the waistband of his sweats, tugging it down just enough to free the head of his cock.
“Baby…” you whine, watching as his length springs free.
He slowly drags the thick, swollen head through your slick, coating himself completely. Every time he flicks over your clit, you both moan.
The visual is obscene—your pussy spreading as he bullies his way through your puffy lips, letting your wetness drip down his entire length. His hips flex slightly as he finally presses against your entrance, stopping just before he slips in.
You whine again, this time in frustration as he teases your opening.
“Shh, baby…you know I love making you wait…” he coos at you lowly.
You tilt your head to the side, your eyebrows furrowing as you look at how small your pussy looks compared to his girth.
“Hold on to me.” he says, and you immediately wrap your arms around him tightly.
He holds you against him as he stands, his arms lifting you with effortless strength, before he settles you on your back against the couch.
You watch him pull his clothes off, his cock bobbing up and down as his heavy balls hang down between his thighs. He wraps a hand around himself as he kneels between your legs, using the other to hook underneath your knee and push you open.
“Lemme see that pretty pussy baby…” he grunts out as he fists his tip.
The sight is overwhelming— the veins bulging along his shaft, the head swollen and leaking onto your thigh…
He looked like a greek god towering over you.
You moan and pull your legs up and open, reaching one hand between them to run down his torso.
“Sukuna…fuck me.” you wet your lips as you look up at him.
His abs flex under your touch, and he has to squeeze himself at the base to stop himself form cumming right then and there.
He grips one of your ankles, bringing it to rest against his shoulder before pushing your other thigh to the side.
You were spread open just the way he knew you liked.
“Gonna fuck you just like this…” he lifts your hips to fold one of his throw pillows under you to line your hips up with his.
“Kuna…” you’re panting now, your pussy dripping down your crack, perfectly positioned for him to hit all the sensitive spots inside of you.
You feel absolutely dirty.
You can hardly wrap your head around the way your day had changed so drastically since this morning, but you don’t care.
All you know is that you need him inside you.
He leans down, crushing your leg against your body as he captures your lips in a slow, messy kiss, swallowing your needy whines before his heavy cock starts dragging through your folds.
He straightens back up and smirks as he deliberately catches on your slit again, causing you to whine out. He can feel your opening trying to suck him in, clenching and pulsing against the underside of his dick, and he finally decides to show you some mercy.
Your breathing grows heavier as he reaches down, his thumb pushing his crown into you before he returns it to your thigh.
He applies slow, unbearable pressure, watching as his thickness splits you open. Your walls flutter and cling around the intrusion, almost as if it were trying to pull him in but push him out at the same time.
“Relax…let me in...” he groans.
“Ohhh fuucckk...” you moan loudly as your head falls back against the cushions.
He groans as he bottoms out, then brings his thumb to your clit, pulling the hood back to let your hard, shiny pearl pop out from under your bush.
He lets a glob of spit fall directly over it before he starts rubbing distracting circles to help you adjust.
His jaw was tight with restraint.
“There you go…look at that…” he grins down at you as he applies more pressure to your aching nub.
You whimper.
“Fuck… you’ve been saving this little pussy for me, haven’t you?” he lets out a breathy chuckle as you tighten around him, your body hypersensitive after months of abstinence.
You nod, and his thumb speeds up, desperately trying to draw out those sweet sounds from your mouth.
“Feels good, huh baby?”
You cry out as he pinches your clit between his fingers, rolling and swiping over it until your thighs are shaking uncontrollably.
“I-Ima cum, Sukuna!” you gasp out as you feel the familiar burn spreading through you like a wildfire.
“Mmm…let go on my cock.”
He feels your walls clamp down violently around him, your pussy twitching as you cum.
A shocked cry leaves your lips at the intensity of it. He works you through it, making you take every wave while he stays buried deep.
“So tight…” he groans as he grabs your hips, pulling out before you’ve even begun to recover.
The sound is obscene— a loud, wet squelch that echoes through the room as he rocks his hips forward just once, slamming deep into your insides. He curses under his breath as you tighten around him further, reacting violently to the sudden movement.
He freezes there, buried to the hilt, watching your face scrunch up in a mix of shock and pleasure.
He knows he won’t last long. Not with the way you're milking him, and the faces you’re making.
“Fuck, you’re gonna make me cum, pretty…” he breathes out.
He starts moving with devastating, practiced rhythm— slow, heavy strokes that drag every thick inch over your overly sensitive walls. The wet noises grow louder with each return into your heat.
Your whole body burns as you look up at him. His eyes are fixed on where you join, his pupils dilating as he watches you take him, your lips stretching around him each time he pushes forward.
“More baby…” you say quietly, biting your lip as you rub your hands up your body, stopping to pull at your stiff peaks.
You were putting on a show for him.
He growls and begins fucking into you harder, using your hips as leverage to pull you back onto his cock with each slap of his hips.
“Shiiit…” you moan out.
He buries himself entirely inside you with each thrust, your tight hole sucking him in greedily. Your body jerks up and down the couch as your hands fly down to fist the cushion.
“Ah!” you squeeze your eyes shut as he angles his cock up, slamming into your g-spot roughly.
He moans loudly.
He loved seeing how he vanished into your pussy, only to emerge coated in your cream, and he’d never admit this, but he loved it when you didn’t shave.
“Watch me as I fuck you.” he grips your jaw roughly, forcing two fingers into your mouth.
Your eyes fly open as you swirl your tongue around them wetly.
His expression is devastatingly handsome— brows furrowed, jaw slack as deep masculine moans poured out of him.
He’s fucking both of you stupid.
He presses his fingers deeper, making you gag and moan before he pulls them out to slap your tit.
“F-Fuck yes baby, you’re gonna m-make me cum all over your cunt.” he pants, gripping your soft flesh into his hand.
You grunt as he grinds into you meanly, his pubic hair rubbing into yours, creating a delicious friction over your swollen clit.
His eyebrows knit together as he watches your eyes roll back, your mouth open in a perfect ‘o’. Each grind pushes his blunt head against your cervix, sending devastating jolts straight through you.
“Kunaaa!” you let out a high-pitched moan as your body tenses.
“I-I know, baby…” he whines as his balls tighten up, “cum with me…please…”
“Pleeaaasee,” you cry out, tears pricking your eyes, “m’close, please!”
The sounds of your broken, desperate begging send him over the edge. His mouth hangs wider, a raw, guttural moan tearing from his throat as his hips pull back to slam forward one last time— burying himself as deep as he can.
He hunches forward to bury his face in your neck as he releases thick ropes of cum against your womb.
Your body locks up as your own orgasm washes over you, a pathetic whine escaping you as you wrap your arms tightly around his head.
His cock pulses inside you, his warm seed overflowing and leaking onto the pillow under you. You’re sealed around him like a vice, sucking every last drop out of his heavy sac as they press tightly against your ass.
He holds you tighter, kissing along your neck lazily as you both ride out your waves of pleasure together.
He sucks another dark mark right along your jaw before he pulls back and smirks.
You can only look up at him dazed as his cock softens inside you, your shared wetness coating both of your thighs. You stay like that for a while before he sighs and leans back onto his knees, finally pulling himself out.
He watches with dark, satisfied eyes as your gaping pussy oozes his release— globs of white leaking out and down over your puckered hole. He uses his fingers to spread you open, watching how your used hole puckers open and closed.
He shook his head, a quiet laugh slipping past his lips as he pushed himself off the couch. Stretching his arms above his head, he scratched absentmindedly at his stomach before disappearing down the hallway, leaving you alone with nothing but the faint sound of running water somewhere deeper in the house.
The silence settled over the room almost immediately.
Your eyes drifted toward the hallway he'd vanished down, then to the front door. The longer he stayed out of sight, the heavier the knot in your chest became, until you were already pushing yourself off the couch.
Your clothes were scattered across the living room floor where you'd left them earlier, and you gathered them slowly, your fingers clumsier than usual as you pulled them back on. You'd just tugged your hoodie over your head when footsteps echoed down the hallway.
He appeared with a damp washcloth in one hand.
"Sorry, I had to—" the words died on his tongue as his eyes landed on you standing by the door.
His brows pulled together, confusion quickly replacing the small smile that had been resting on his face.
"You…going somewhere?"
You froze.
Guilt settled in you heavily as a dozen different explanations rushed through your mind, yet somehow none of them made it past your lips.
“Oh… I was—” you stammered, “I just thought…”
The words faded before they ever became a sentence.
You clasped your hands together in front of yourself, suddenly finding the floor far more interesting than his face. He watched you for a long moment before shaking his head, a quiet laugh escaping him as he looked away.
“God…” he glanced back at you, amusement tugging at the corner of his mouth, “you really are dumb sometimes.”
Your head snapped up.
“Excuse me?”
He chuckled again, tossing the damp washcloth onto the kitchen counter before closing the distance between you. His hands found your hips with an easy familiarity, gently pulling you back against him until you had no choice but to meet his eyes.
Hope flickered quietly in your chest, so small you were afraid to acknowledge it.
“What?” he asked, licking his lips as he searched your face, “you thought I was gonna fuck you and then just let you leave?”
Your mouth opened, then closed again.
“Uh…” you looked down, heat creeping into your cheeks, “I don’t know…”
The smile on his face softened as he watched you fumble for an answer.
“Not happening.”
Your eyes lifted to his again, searching his face for what he meant.
“Huh?”
He didn’t answer right away.
Instead, he leaned down and kissed you, slow and deliberate, and when he finally pulled away, your head felt almost weightless. Your eyes fluttered open to find him already looking at you, a familiar smirk tugging at the corner of his mouth.
“Fuck no,” he murmured, “I’m not letting you go again.”
For a second you could only stare at him, the words taking a moment to settle before they finally reached you.
The tightness in your throat gave way all at once, your bottom lip trembling as tears spilled freely down your cheeks. You buried your face against him, clinging desperately as though you were afraid waking up would make all of this disappear.
He let out a slow breath, his arms tightening around you as he rested his chin lightly against the top of your head.
He gave you a moment to cry before gently pulling you back, one hand cupping your jaw while his thumb brushed away the tears that refused to stop falling.
“Stop crying, crybaby…” he mumbled, the teasing softened by the way he looked at you.
“I-I just…” your voice broke before you could finish, another wave of tears blurring your vision.
He sighed quietly and pulled you back into his arms.
“I know, baby…”
You wrapped yourself around his waist, breathing him in like you’d spent the last six months forgetting what home smelled like.
“I love you, Sukuna.” you whispered, your voice muffled against his chest.
“I love you…” he answered into your hair.
Eventually your tears settled into quiet sniffles, and he led you down the hallway to his bedroom. The familiar room was dimly lit by the bright moon filtering through the curtains as you climbed into bed beside him, every muscle in your body aching with exhaustion.
You curled against him without thinking, your head resting over his heart while his hand moved slowly up and down your back, the steady rhythm coaxing some of the tension from your body.
“Hey…” he said quietly, his voice low with exhaustion.
“Hm?” you hummed, shifting slightly against him without opening your eyes.
“Promise me something.”
His fingers slipped into your hair, gently massaging your scalp as the room settled comfortably around you.
“What, baby?” you mumbled sleepily.
He was quiet for a moment.
“Promise me we’ll be better this time around.”
Your eyes slowly opened, and you lifted your head just enough to rest your chin against his chest. You caught the uncertainty in his expression, so unfamiliar on someone who had always carried himself with unwavering confidence.
It made a deep ache swell inside you.
“I promise.” you whispered.
He searched your face for another moment before giving the smallest nod, pressing a lingering kiss to your forehead as he guided your head back against him.
Beneath your cheek, his heartbeat rose and fell in a slow, steady rhythm, and you listened to it in silence, hoping this time neither of you would give the other a reason to forget its sound.
His arm tightened around your waist.
Tomorrow would ask more of the two of you than love alone had ever been able to give.
in today's broadcast: bunny iglesias has many fans, but just one stands out as the most annoying, nauseatingly happy and cheerful one. at first, he wants nothing to do with her. when one night he comes to the realization that she may be the very first person to make him want to be embraced by something other than sweet sweet death.
MDNI DDNE cw: fem!reader, yan!bunny, obsession, stalking through social media, youtuber!reader, kidnapping soft-of, implied baby trapping, smut, piv, brief vaginal fingering, bunny being suicidal and threatening to kill himself. wc: 7.1k, longest one yet
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your camera set up, with the ring light on you press record. your smile so bright you nearly outdo the light, your cheery voice picked up by the mic.
“hello everyone! we’ve all seen the barcha vs re al match yesterday, right? i was there in person!” you gush, cheeks warming as you recollect the stakes, the adrenaline. “you know what time it is~ let’s do a review!”
while admittedly your fascination with soccer didn’t start as an authentic love for the sport, you sure as hell grew into it. your first every introduction to it was a sweet boy who played it in your neighborhood with his friends. it was very convenient to say you were watching them play when you were observing the boy instead. the boy-crazy obsession started there, and it only grew with time. poster after poster lined the walls of your childhood bedroom, up to your college dorm.
and now, in your own apartment, in the background of your youtube videos. it was a very natural progression, from starting a few fanclubs online as your interest shifted from team to team, to eventually making full-on reviews while mostly glazing your favorite face card at the time.
you’d earned a sizeable following, made up of mostly women. the men tended to question (rather rudely) whether your interest was genuine, and if you weren’t just openly thirsting over their hardworking athletes. regardless, your videos garnered you enough of a following to allow you to move to barcelona. now you could watch the matches in person, your videos taking on a much more genuine tone as your appreciation for the culture surrounding it grew.
however, recently you’ve been entirely locked in on one person. one man who’s captured your attention to the point of near-madness. every time your eyes found him, your body heated up dangerously. from his tall, muscular frame, to his chiselled face lined with a scar you ached to run your lips across.
bunny iglesias, your undefeated number one obsession for the last 3 years. never before have you stayed so interested in one singular player. and it didn’t look like anything was about to change any time soon.
as the video progresses, you talk more and more animatedly about one of bunny’s passes to lavinho, of course not forgetting how he brushed his hair out of his eyes after he scored the first out of his three goals that match.
it’s when you replay some of the footage that you pause at someone who isn’t bunny.
“oh!” you clap your hands with a sweet smile, “sae itoshi~ he’s so good too. not better than bunny, though. i loved his assist for leonardo luna, he’s really skilled!”
you’re visibly shaking in your seat as you rewatch the final goal of the match, scored by your bunny. “see that?!” you gush, “that’s why he’s my favorite. he’s so amazing!”
your squealing and giggling is something you love leaving in your videos, many people have left comments about how cute it was and how contagious your excitement was. it was truly such a beautiful corner of the internet that you’ve managed to create. all because of your boy-crazy, or rather, bunny-crazy nature.
“right~ this was such a wonderful match, and i’m so happy i got to see it in person!” you swing your legs back and forth, swaying in your chair a bit. “next week there’s a barcha meet and greet! of course i’m going. i really want bunny to sign my jersey!”
“see you guys again soon, i’ll make a video afterwards, as always~ bye bye!”
now to editing, reviews like this are best uploaded as soon as possible.
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lavinho’s house is loud. bunny knew this, and yet still somehow agreed to come. music blasting from the speakers while the two of them lounge on a couch that’d easily fit over 15 people. his red eyes devoid of.. anything really, focus on the ceiling while his senior yaps away about the recent match. his excitement palpable, his pride oozing off of him in spades. scrolling through his phone grins maniacally and scoots closer to bunny and passes him his phone.
“ever seen her before?” he questions, eyes darting between him and the woman on the screen.
bunny squints, examining the title ‘barcha vs re al review & commentary’. “why would i care?”
lavinho laughs him off, “dude, she’s like your biggest fan! a cutie, too.” he presses play.
the next minute that bunny is subjected to your grating fascination feels like it took years off his life. which, honestly works in his favor. the smile on your face has his gut churning, the food he consumed about half an hour ago threatening to come back up.
yet, he chuckles along with lavinho, “a pretty face, for sure.”
“dude, i watched some of her vlogs, she’s hot as fuck. maybe she’ll be at the meet and whatever,” the older player ponders, “wonder if i can get her number. she looks like a good time.”
bunny has long since tuned him out, trying to keep his nausea at bay. the joy in your voice, the happy aura you exuded even through a screen incited a type of disgust he hadn’t felt in a long time. that spark in your eye was as vomit inducing, as it was fascinating.
fascinating enough for him to be scrolling through his phone that same evening, torturing himself with every video you’ve ever made. dedicated as he was, he started at the oldest public one, which happened to document the start of your infatuation with him.
as the videos progressed, your descriptions of him shifted from shallow ‘hot’ and ‘attractive’ to slightly more introspective ‘skilled’ and ‘quick on his feet’. something that hasn’t changed was your undying elation whenever you spoke of him. your smile only got brighter with every video, and sometimes you’d even (what he assumed was) forget to edit out you fanning yourself as it all just became too much and overheated your soft body. not like he was paying attention to that whenever he watched your vlogs. which showed your whole body. usually dressed in some tiny skirt which he also totally didn’t pay attention to. until he did.
he grimaced, already dreading the moment he may potentially face you at the fanmeet lavinho mentioned, one he totally forgot about.
his eyes dart to his bathroom door, maybe if he finally stopped being a coward, he could finally pull through and not have to go to some stupid fan meet at all.
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but the day does arrive, luckily for you. camera in hand ready to snap a few pictures and maybe some footage, donning your trusty ‘iglesias’ jersey, you set off to the venue. the walk there, in the scorching sun, is aided only by the sea of barcha adverts left and right as a last minute extra promotion of the event.
as bunny’s biggest fan, you must be there first, though. your feet take you there at a speed rivaling the fastest speed-walkers on earth, the camp-nou stadium comes closer and closer. little skirt swishes around your thighs, flimsily held down by the slightly-too-big jersey.
your gigantic smile has a few people looking at you weirdly, but you pay them no more mind than a brief wave. if you’re having a good day, you might as well brighten a few others.
a line has already formed, but it’s definitely not too bad. especially given it’s still two hours until the doors open. you choose to watch some recent match replays, it would make for good conversation material.
though, any and all things you could’ve thought of didn’t matter the moment you were face to face with the one and only bunny iglesias. thoughts evaporated the moment his soulless red eyes met your glossy ones. forced to fan away your tears before you became a wreck, you smile brightly at him while you introduce yourself. “i’m s-such a big fan!”
you didn’t anticipate being so nervous. not at all. and yet here you are, stumbling over the most basic sentence he’ll likely be hearing all day today.
his smile doesn’t reach his eyes, but it’s enough for you anyway.
“what would you like me to sign, muñeca?” he takes the cap off of his marker, his tone barely differing from monotone.
you immediately hold out the bottom of your jersey, face heating up. “i should’ve probably not worn it, huh? that’d be easier.”
he merely shrugs and signs it anyway, “you’re far from the only one.”
you nod, hands shaking as you feel the brief warmth of his near you. you examine his face, especially the scar. it’s pretty and pink-ish. you’ve read some comments from people who thought it was ugly, how it ruined his pretty face, but you couldn’t disagree more. he wears it well. so well, your lips itch to soothe any discomfort those comments may have caused him, had he seen them.
you don’t even realize he’s already done, now just eyeing you boredly while you basically eat him with your eyes. as if burned, you let go of your jersey, letting it fall back against your thighs. “i’m sorry! and thank you!” you ramble, moving to the next player. and the next. and after another five, you land right in front of lavinho.
he’s sporting a smirk so cunning you shrink into yourself slightly, but smile nonetheless. “hello!” you introduce yourself, and he repeats your name to you while chuckling.
he signs a piece of merch you’ve placed in front of him, a barcha flag, and makes sure to touch your hand with his as he gives it back. “you’ve got that little youtube channel, no? real cute.”
you nod, face heating up all over again, “right! do you watch it?”
“how else would i know?” he winks. “you’re always so happy, it’s infectious. even showed you to bunny the other day.”
your eyes widen, “really? what did he say?”
“he’s a buzzkill, first and foremost,” he shrugs, “said you’ve got a pretty face. that was it.”
ah, of course.
“but!” he smirks, “i certainly think there’s more to you.”
what do you call this? some sort of divine intervention? security tells you to move along, and even lavinho can’t do anything about it. animatedly complaining to the guard while you wave to him with a small, uncomfortable smile.
even though the stadium is an open-roof establishment, exiting it still felt like a breath of fresh air. well. only thing left to do now is make your promised video.
ringlight on, signed jersey and other signed items laid out in front of you, you start recording.
“hello everyone!” you smile wide, cheeks hurting, “i just came back from the event, and as promised i’m here to tell you all about it!”
unable to help yourself, you pull up the jersey first, fists clutching it so hard your knuckles start hurting. “i got it signed! my bunny jersey! personally signed!” you squeal and giggle. the usual works whenever you talk about bunny.
“he was really nice to me, even though i was like, ugh- insanely awkward!” you scrunch your nose before you remember the most important detail. “wait, you guys-! he actually held this in his hands! oh-em-gee!”
you sniff it, giggling maniacally. “holy shit!”
“oh, i’m never washing this again.”
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bunny’s lip is pressed tight between his teeth, phone nearly cracking from the deathgrip he has on the poor thing. echoing in his dark room is your voice, laughing and squealing about him. his brows furrowed while he fists his cock angrily.
whether he’s angry at you or at himself, he doesn’t wish to think about. what he does know is that his current predicament is a hundred percent your fault. whatever it is that you put in your videos, be that your skimpy outfits, or just his jersey, has stuck to him enough he can’t help seeing your stupidly cheery face even when he closes his eyes. and that perfume you wore while at the stadium, it was so sickly sweet he had to try his best to not send you away.
and yet, here he is. in his bed, jacking off until the skin of his dick is raw. his eyes laser-focused on your face and his torso already covered in two loads. nothing is enough, there’s simply too many videos about him that you’ve made. too much content of you basically worshipping him to get through. and all of it makes his dick so hard he feels like dying. nothing new there, though.
with a few last strokes as you sniff the jersey, he cums a final time, his dick finally giving up as it softens.
bunny pants heavily, staring at his now dark phone screen. what the actual fuck are you doing to him? and how can he make it stop?
he sluggishly walks over to his bathroom and switches on the shower. a good question, does he even want you to stop?
the cold water soothes over his heated skin, though it does a piss poor job at actually washing away the partially dried cum off his chest. he can’t help agonizing over the fact that for the first time in a while, someone has affected him. sure, he still can’t wait until the sweet embrace of death graces him, but with you by his side.. worshipping him, loving him.. the wait may no longer be so agonizing.
he closes his eyes, and as expected, the image of your sheepish smile from where you were sat a mere few centimeters away from him is right there. how disgustingly cute. that spark in your eyes, how full of life you seem to be, both on- and off screen. truly appalling.
his next match is next week. surely you’ll be there too. you said you always are. and certainly, you won’t mind a ticket upgrade.
the next day he tells his team to send you a vip ticket. doesn’t specify why, and by now they know not to question him.
much to his own chagrin, the days leading up to the match are no different for him at all. his cock weeps anytime he hears your voice through the speaker of his phone. the hours of content now reduced to rewatches as time slips through his fingers and washes away with each cooling shower. finally, something to do instead of agonising over his pathetic life.
the crowd cheering as he enters the field holding a child’s hand is background noise, his focus entirely on the vip section of the stands.
lo and behold. you’re right there. eyes bright, hands clapping as you shout your lungs dry, he’d recognize your voice anywhere by now.
bunny’s mood sours and brightens at the same time, if that’s something that was even remotely possible. the former because your voice screeches through the noise of the crowd, standing out in the most obnoxious way, and the latter, because that jersey he signed that you were sniffing in your video is hanging off your frame so deliciously it makes him want to bend you over and flip up that tiny excuse of a skirt up and take you in front of everyone.
alas, he’s got his god-forsaken match to play. the darned whistle blows, and off he goes. a pass there, a defender getting in his way here, another pass from lavinho, and unsurprisingly to everyone present, bunny scores within the first 10 minutes.
he sends a cheeky smile to the camera, throwing up a peace sign before his eyes find their way back to you. there are tears running down your soft cheeks already, you poor thing. he immediately regrets looking over, because the sight of your wet face has his groin stirring like it never did before.
the young striker's eyes widened. oh, he just found his new favorite expression. people crying has always brought a ghost of a smile to his face, but on you it’s like an entirely new concept. now, if only he can manage to wring those tears out of you in a different context. that is something worth living for.
the rest of the match he has to actively stop himself from searching you out. if your emotional state got him that distracted at one glance, it could cost him dearly.
so, goal after goal, with one in between by lavinho, and two lucky ones from the opposing team, barcha wins. 5-2.
only then does he dare another look in your direction, a mere few feet away from your section. your eyes are already set on him, the wonder and the admiration oozing from you in both sobs and claps and screams of joy.
in spite of the overwhelming amount of press that will no-doubt capture this moment and plaster it everywhere they can while his pr-team tries to control the damage- he winks. right while making eye contact with you. the camera’s already focused on him, capturing the moment in real time. the stadium erupts in another wave of cheers, while he sees you freeze in your place. aren’t you just so awfully adorable.
without looking back, he’s off to entertain the celebrations for as little as his team lets him get away with before he’s on his way to the locker room, his ear already talked off by his manager about the ‘inappropriate interaction’.
bunny waves him off, instead instructing him to make sure you get to him. “locker room- whatever you can manage. let me know where she is. i need to speak to her.”
he hears a frustrated huff behind him, and smirks as the footsteps get further and further away; while the sweetheart plaguing his mind is only getting closer and closer.
but when bunny finally exits the locker room, you’re nowhere to be found. there’s not even a call from his manager that you’ve left before he could get to you.
the scowl on his face has even lavinho backing off from his usual teasing, especially after the stunt he just pulled. “easy there, tiger. what, i thought you weren’t all that impressed with the girl?”
of course, the old fool can’t help himself. “don’t even start,” bunny dismisses him, tone clipped. the cars to take them home are in sight, reporters crowding the exit for one last feature, one last question they’ve all heard before. he brushes past them, mics ignored and overlooked.
his mood entirely ruined, plan in shambles- oh.
he steps inside his car, and aside from the driver, there’s a very, very nervous figure. guess his manager came through better than he expected him to.
bunny can’t help the wide smile from spreading across his face, “hello there, muñeca.”
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the moment you register that wink, your world stops. the noise of the crowd blurs into background white-noise, and all you see is bunny’s eyes focused right on you. and then just as fast, his back is turned and he walks off. leaving you there, stunned and with your heart racing. even if you hadn’t been a fan of him before, this certainly would’ve cemented you as one.
as if the tickets weren’t enough.
wrapping up another video, a simple vlog where you expressed your excitement for the upcoming match, you receive a new email on your business account.
something something ‘mr. bunny iglesias’, something something ‘vip tickets’. had you been holding something it would’ve clattered to the ground.
the sound that escaped you then had your neighbors worried enough to knock on your apartment door, believing you might have just been murdered.
luckily, you were most definitely not. although you might as well have died and come back alive with the violent surge of emotions coursing through you then, as well as now as you watch bunny’s figure get smaller and smaller as he approaches his teammates.
the celebrations rage on around you, while the less invested leave the stadium in droves. you have half a mind to record anything, being so close to bunny kind of sabotaged your recording efforts. why would you stare at him through the lens of your camera when you can, and did, stare at him from the very front; too busy screaming your throat raw to record.
when you did finally come-to, it was really only briefly. a firm grip on the shoulder, you’re now faced with no other than mr. manager. bunny’s manager. he looks less than thrilled, his voice strained as if doing this was fully against his will, “he wants to see you.”
your immediate assumption would be some sort of corridor, maybe an office as you trail behind the speed-walking man. “uh- sir? may i ask why?”
ï’ve got no bloody idea.”
you get neither of those options. instead, you’re ushered into a car before he slams the door. the car is then driven to the exit where you wait anxiously for bunny to show up. it’s honestly a bit too much all at once, tears gather in your eyes and you sniffle. it’s not only the prospect of being semi-alone with bunny, but being personally asked to show up is such an otherworldly concept in and of itself.
you pick at the hem of your skirt as you examine the car. the seats are a comfortable, red leather, the windows obviously tinted, and a wall-like construction to separate the passenger from the driver which is currently pulled up. you have no idea who’s behind the wheel and maybe that’s for the better. there’s no need for anyone to see you crying to yourself, makeup probably smudged a bit already.
as time passes, your excitement grows the longer you’re kept in suspense. your lip more and more raw the longer you chew on it, nerves buzzing. what will you even say?
until finally, the door clicks open. a very annoyed bunny steps inside, and briefly pauses once his eyes land on you. his posture now much more relaxed, a wide smile spreads across his face, “hello there, muñeca.”
it takes a superhuman effort for as little as a small wave, his body so close to you it’s hard to even breathe. “hi…”
his eyes scan you head to toe, darkening when they settle on your soft thighs which are barely covered by the poor excuse of a skirt you tend to wear. he then looks back to your face, smile softening into a subtle smirk, “why so nervous? you’re usually so… outspoken when it comes to me.”
your tongue ties as his body leans closer. a hand on your thigh has you malfunctioning briefly before you muster a quiet: “it’s different.”
“different how?” he immediately questions, his face mere inches away from yours. “i have to say, your excitement is cute, but this? this sweet, sickening shyness-”
he leans in until your lips nearly touch, his voice dropping to a breathy whisper, “it’s doing things to me, and i hate it.”
he tilts his head to the side, eyeing you with a faux pout, “it’s been keeping me up at night, you know? it’s stressful, and it may impact my performance… what if you lose interest in me then? i don’t know what i’d do if i lost the support of my biggest fan.”
the tip of his finger traces your jaw, down your neck and the neckline of the jersey, “it may just make life.. a little less worth living.”
then just as fast, he’s back in his own seat, a nearly pleasant smile on his face as he chuckles, “you’ll help me fix it, won’t you?”
stunned doesn’t even begin to cover what you’re experiencing, but it’s soon replaced by a sinking dread. a fear you didn’t know you could experience outside of some really good horror movies.
you find yourself nodding insistently, hands folded as if you’re begging, “o-of course!”
there’s no world you can imagine yourself enjoying if bunny wasn’t in it. he’s been the center of your life for the last three years, and you’d be damned before you let anything happen to him. besides, if it really is your fault, it’s only fair you help him out. however that help might look like.
his smile widens, although it does not reach his eyes, “i knew you’d be good.”
it doesn’t matter if he meant it as a compliment, you take it as one anyway as your chest warms, same with your face and neck. your hand covers your mouth, disbelief still clouding your mind.
soon, the car moves in a direction entirely unfamiliar to you, the way richer part of barcelona you’ve never stepped foot in. your attention, however, isn’t focused on the outside long. a hand on your thigh recaptures it, making you look back at bunny curiously.
the look in his eyes is unlike anything you’ve seen before, in anyone. his red eyes don’t usually show any emotion, be that on the pitch or during press interviews, yet what you find is nowhere near empty. instead, combined with a small smile, a deep-rooted tiredness gives way for interest. curiosity. excitement? his brow twitches, and you feel a nail dig into your thigh, almost painfully so while his grip tightens.
a warmth pools in your belly, he’s so close, way more attractive than you’ve ever seen him. even the sweaty, shirtless paparazzi pictures from a few months back didn’t get you going nearly as much as his touch currently is. his hair still slightly wet from his shower, black tanktop clinging to his muscled torso, and god… his scars. all of them look like they’re aching for some love, and you’d be damned if you let this chance slip by.
“we’re almost there,” he says, though it sounds mildly like a warning.
you tilt your head, leaning into him unconsciously, “where?”
a corner of his lips quirks up an easily missable bit, “my apartment.”
his hold switches from your thigh to your hand, the imprint left by his nail drawing a bit of blood. before you can even mention it, he’s already tugging you out of the car, the tiny drop runs down your leg. “bunny-”
“got a bit carried away,” he brushes you off, he squeezes your hand, the pressure on your knuckles causes you to grimace briefly.
but that is all forgiven and forgotten once he gets you in the elevator, both of his hands on your hips as he makes you face him. there’s a tone to his smile now you can’t put your finger on, but neither do you want to when he leans down to press a few kisses on your neck and up to your ear. a shiver runs down your spine, the tickling pleasure has your hands scrunching his tanktop in your hands. “a-ah~”
your eyes flutter shut while he starts to softly suckle on the skin right under your ear. though with each suck it’s like he gets hungrier and hungrier. he switches spots, the previous one already bruising. your knees buckle, but he holds you up, hands switching from your hips to your ass as he squeezes.
“bunny..!” you moan, and you feel him stiffen for a second before he resumes, harder and greedier than before. he kisses up your jaw before he plants a hickey there too.
then, the elevator door opens and you’re startled out of your haze. bunny doesn’t seem too bothered, but he still stops. his eyes are barely open; you’d say he’s drunk if you didn’t know any better.
he then grasps your hand again and drags you along to his door, his steps large and hurried, and very hard to keep up with. you’re out of breath by the time you get to the door, which unlocks and slams shut behind you in a split second. you don’t even have the time to process your surroundings before you’re pressed up against the nearest wall, his lips on yours in a display of lust you’d never thought you’d be on the receiving end of. his hands cup your cheeks, keeping you in place while he forces his tongue inside your mouth. his whole build somehow manages to completely dwarf you, and his hands soon get bored as they travel down to your chest, one of them lingering to squeeze your throat. the surprised sound you let out has him smiling into the kiss, though it’s more tongue-sucking at this point. and still, he goes down further, pinching your nipples which are so hard they poke through your flimsy bra and jersey.
the lack of air has you light-headed, the pleasure of him feeling you up clouding the remaining sense you’ve got. his presence is so intense in and of its own, the heaviness with which he’s rooted in his spot, keeping you pressed between him and the wall makes it impossible to push him away even the tiniest bit for that little bit of relief.
just as you feel yourself getting weaker, he pulls away, panting. his hands hold you up by the waist, his eyes scan over your already fucked-out face with an eagerness that feels entirely unfamiliar to even someone like you, who’s been dutifully analyzing him for the last 3 years.
you don’t even know how you get to the bedroom, splayed out on your back while he sits back on his haunches. he examines you like some experiment, fingers tracing from your jaw, down to your neck, over your covered breast and hardened nipple, down your soft belly and then over the junction between your belly and thigh where he lingers a few centimeters above where you actually need him most. his touch is featherlight, combined with the fabric still covering you it’s easy to think you’re imagining it. and yet he’s there, watching your face for every twitch, every microexpression and with every noise you make his own expression gets tighter and tighter. if you had any clarity left, you’d be inclined to question why he looks like he doesn’t really want to be here.
suddenly, your skirt is gone. it falls down to the floor where bunny dropped it haphazardly. he leans over you a little more, bunching your jersey around your waist. your sweet, pink cotton panties with a little bow are on full display, the wet patch on the gusset giving away how your body aches for him. as if your whole body being so pliant for him didn’t do so already.
your brain is nearly melting out of your ears when his hands reach your inner thighs. still nowhere near your soaked core, which he can definitely see get wetter and wetter with each caress. you want to be embarrassed at how clear your need for more is, small whines and whimpers spill past your lips any time he gets even that tad bit closer.
until finally, he pushes at your thighs, spreading you open for him. he pushes them down, almost folding you in half before he runs his thumb over the ruined fabric of your underwear. from your twitchy clit to your fluttering entrance. he presses a bit harder there, almost pushing in with the fabric still in between.
it has your whines increasing in volume, head thrown back at his teasing. “y’re so mean..!”
“mean?” he questions, “you’re the mean one, looking away from me while i try to make you feel good. eyes on me please, muñeca.”
his tone sounds just disappointed enough for you to look back immediately, cheeks flushing with heat as you bite your lip, “i’m sorry.”
“good. remember you’re doing this for me, yeah?” he smiles sadly, “i don’t want to feel bad anymore.”
“of course.” the guilt eats you alive. he’s being so nice to you, and you can’t help being impatient. calling him mean? that was too far. tears gather in your eyes, “i’m really sorry.”
he leans his head against your thigh, his fingers running up and down your clothed slit while you shudder. he looks as if you kicked him, “you’ll still help me, right?”
you nod, eyelids fluttering from the pleasure. “y-yeah.. ah!”
your eyes widen as he slides your panties to the side, fingertips making direct contact with your throbbing clit. he rubs agonizingly slow yet precise circles over the bud, all while maintaining eye contact. he watches you intently as he speeds up and slows back down. he then sits back up, slides his fingers down to your entrance, and pushes two fingers in to the knuckle.
his eyes widen as your hips buck and eyes squeeze shut, the moan you let out so is pornographic it’d make a virgin cream his pants immediately.
the relief of finally being filled, especially when he curls his fingers immediately has your head spinning.
unfortunately for you, it’s taken away just as quickly. your cunt now empty and fluttering and leaking copious amounts of slick makes you cry out, “bunny! please, please, i need it!”
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bunny hoped getting you under him would solve this nearly crippling disgust he felt around you and your content. the fascination that kept him coming back for more bordered on an addiction, one with a sick and painful aftermath as his cock screams for rest after he’s jerked off for the 7th time that day.
but nothing could’ve prepared him for the up close view of your tearful eyes. your cunt spread open for him, neck and jaw lined with bruises and the tiny wound surrounded by dried blood on your inner thigh makes his head spin. his patience has run dry. the moment he felt you envelop his fingers in your needy heat, it was over.
he basically rips his clothes off, and in one slick thrust, his fully hard, abnormally thick dick is forced all the way inside your pussy. his heart soars, filling up the otherwise empty space.
but oh, the tears streaming down your cheeks, the frantic spasms of your cunt as you try to adjust and the sobs. oh, the sobs. he can’t decide whether he wants to look at your cunt or your face more. both are wet, extremely so. though the tears running down your cheeks is what he’s been after this whole time.
your cries are like a balm to his scattered soul, the way you claw at his arms, his chest, begging and trying to be as close to him as possible. it’s all too much. he knew this would relieve him, even if only temporarily, but not even his wildest dreams could’ve prepared him for the absolute euphoria of seeing you cry up close.
bunny leans down, allowing you to wrap your legs around his waist, his hands bracing on the sides of your head. he feels your arms wrap around his torso, and he could damn well start crying too.
and he almost does, once your lips make contact with one of the scars on his shoulder. in between your sobs of pleasure, he feels you whimper as you kiss along the marred skin. his hands grip the sheets underneath, eyes widening. “oh, hermosa..”
he nearly chokes, eyes glossing over for a second before he forcefully blinks it away. whatever you just did to him, you may just start wishing you hadn’t.
he looks down at you, where you’re still going at it, trailing kisses wherever you can reach as the force of his thrusts push you up and down the bed. overwhelmed with emotion, bunny leans down and captures your lips with his again. he can’t have you getting carried away, the pressure on his chest grows rapidly on its own even without your help.
he feels his own cheeks getting wet as he continues kissing you, dutifully swallowing your moans while his cock somehow only gets harder.
somewhere in between his assault on your mouth he hears you mumble that you’re about to cum and it has him pulling away immediately. he needs to see your face while you fall apart. he speeds up, encouraging you, “come on, give it to me.”
your cries gradually get more frantic, higher in pitch before he feels a warm liquid spray his abdomen. your eyes roll into the back of your skull, and your mouth hangs open so obscenely he can’t help wishing to stuff his cock inside there too. even more tears stream down your cheeks and your cunt squeezes him so tight it forces his own orgasm out of him. his balls tighten, and he grips your waist to keep you locked onto him as he spills inside. “f-fuck-!”
his whole body is white hot with an emotion so new to him it leaves him speechless. he waits until you come-to, but it seems the whole ordeal was intense enough for you to knock you out cold. your breathing slowly evens out while he stays buried inside you, plugging you up.
with gentle hands, he caresses your body up and down. from a brief massage on your thighs to using his shirt to wipe down your sweaty forehead. he leaves the tear stains though. he thinks they make you look absolutely gorgeous.
from wanting to vomit at the sound of your stupidly cheery voice to jacking off to your videos nearly 24/7 to now wanting nothing more than to wring out every noise you could possibly make.
bunny is truly baffled at what you’ve managed to do to him, his heart finally doesn’t feel like a void, and the thought of you leaving feels like ripping that all away.
he smirks, the first bits of white escape around his softening cock. there’s a myriad of ways to keep you here. and he intends on using any method that sticks.
he cleans you up; his version of it is to take his cock out, push the cum back in with his fingers and pull your panties back over your cunt. he gives your pussy a loving pat for good measure.
he’ll let you sleep for now, and he’ll join you soon. but first, a few arrangements are to be made.
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you wake up with your body sore, the only comfort being the big, warm body spooning you. you rub your eyes, the area between your legs is uncomfortably sticky and your face heats up as you remember why. never in a million years would you have thought you’d ever get to sleep with the bunny iglesias, and yet, he sought you out himself.
that’s obviously a detail you’ll omit in your new video.
you take a moment to enjoy the body heat, while you replay yesterday over and over in your mind. you’d never taken a cock that big before, and you can’t get over how little resistance your cunt provided. he really just does turn you on that much.
bunny stirring behind you has you laying entirely still, hoping he’ll think you’re still asleep to stay here just a minute longer.
“good morning,” he mumbles into your neck, his hoarse, speel-ridden voice slicking your cunt all over again.
you yawn despite yourself. hoping to hide your disappointment you mumble a small and sleepy: “good morning.”
you wait for him to send you away, any type of ushering out the door, but instead, he just pulls you back closer, “sleep well?”
“huh? oh, yeah. very well, actually.”
“good,” he murmurs, caressing your thigh.
it’s almost as if he’s fallen back asleep, leaving you in a frankly uncomfortable silence as you’re unsure how to proceed.
deciding to take matters into your own hands, you lift his arm from over your waist and lay it back down on the mattress gently. you manage to find your skirt, which is very easy given his clean bedroom floor, and put it on. with one last look at his handsome face you step out of the room, finding your shoes scattered over the hall. you hadn’t gotten a good look at his interior back when you came here yesterday, but he’s got an impressive amount of recording equipment yet to unpack in his livingroom. you’re almost jealous. equipment like this would elevate anyone’s content into virality for the quality of the footage alone.
you put your shoes on, and walk towards the door with a sigh.
huh?
the door won’t open. all the inside locks are unlocked, though.. maybe it’s just the regular key lock? you look around the hall and find a bunny keychain with a few keys. right! one of them must be it.
but right as you slide in the first one, someone clears their throat behind you. humiliation flushes over your whole body and you’re paralyzed in your spot. slowly you turn around to face none other than the only other person in this apartment, bunny.
“where do you think you’re going?” he asks calmly, his smile icy cold. devoid of any of this morning’s affection.
“just.. home?” you try to respond normally, but even such a straightforward and valid answer feels ridiculous under his scrutinising gaze.
his whole demeanor changes in the blink of an eye. had you actually blanked you would’ve missed it. his smile entirely gone, exchanged for the saddest you’ve ever seen a man. his brows furrowed, lips forming a pout you’ve got to admit is very endearing.
but the worst part is his voice, cracking at every other word, “you’re leaving me?”
your eyes widen, “w-what? what do you mean? this was just me helping you out, right? didn’t i make up for… whatever it was you wanted?”
he takes a step closer, a conflict of emotions rises within you. panic, but sympathy too.
he reaches out his arms, as if inviting you for a hug, “i’ll be really, really sad if you go.”
you can’t help taking a step closer, voice hesitant, “b-but, i can come back, right? i don’t have to leave forever…”
he sniffles and shakes his head, “i don’t think i’ll survive. just the thought of you leaving makes me want to- it makes me want to-.”
“makes you want to do what, bunny?” you ask carefully.
there’s tears in his eyes now, “i have these pills in my bathroom…,” he chokes.
your eyes nearly bulge out of your skull, panic overtaking your whole system. you nearly run into his arms, “no, no! i’ll stay, i promise i’ll stay.”
you bury your face in his chest, heart nearly beating out of yours.
just as you thought a crisis may have been averted, his giggles reach your ears while his hold on you tightens, “i’m so glad you’re staying! i don’t know what i’d do without you.”
all the blood drains from your face and down to your cunt when he leans in even closer so he can whisper into your ear, “we’ll be together forever, mi vida.”
tags: NSFW . minors dni . mostly a crack fic . piv . fem!reader . pure filthy smut . blowjobs/pussyeating . getting caught . etc
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Sae Itoshi — caught by shidou
sae had you pinned against the wall, cock buried deep inside you as he fucked you with rough, punishing strokes.
it had been far too long. the second he came home and saw you, he didn't waste a single second on words. he simply shoved your shorts down, freed his aching cock and sank into you in one brutal thrust.
now he was drilling into you hard, hips snapping forward with a steady, merciless rhythm that had your back sliding against the wall with every thrust.
"fuck...sae—" you moaned, legs locked tight around his waist. your nails dug into his shoulders as he drove deeper. "you're so deep...ahh!"
he growled against your neck, teeth scraping your skin. "been waiting weeks for this cunt," hus voice was low, strained with lust. "so fucking wet for me already."
one of his hands gripped your ass tighter, the other braced on the wall as he angled his hips and started hitting that perfect spot with every thrust. your moans grew louder, shameless, echoing in the small bedroom. the wet, filthy sound of his cock sliding in and out of you filled the air.
"gonna cum—sae..."
"then cum," he ordered, voice dark. let me feel you,"
he slammed into you harder, grinding against your clit on every deep thrust. the coil in your stomach snapped without warning. you cried out, walls clenching violently around his thick cock as your orgasm crashed through you. your whole body shook, thighs trembling around him while you moaned his name like a prayer.
sae kept fucking you through it, jaw clenched, eyes burning as he felt you pulsing and gushing around him. he was close, very close—but he was holding back, savoring the way your cunt squeezed him.
that's when suddenly the door swung open without a knock.
"oi, itoshi! you got any—" shidou's voice stopped dead.
ge stood there in the doorway, eyes widening before that wild, predatory grin spread across his face. he took in the scene: you pressed against the wall, legs wrapped around sae, his cock still buried inside your twitching pussy, your face flushed from your recent orgasm.
sae froze mid-thrust, buried to the hilt. the sudden shock of being caught hit sae like a freight train.
"dude shit—!" he grunts through gritted teeth.
his hips jerked once, involuntarily. a groan tore from his throat as he came hard, thick ropes of cum spilling deep inside you while shidou watched shamelessly. sae's face dropped to your neck, biting down hard to muffle the sound as his cock pulsed again and again, emptying everything he had.
you whimpered at the feeling of him filling you up right in front of his roommate.
sae's breathing was ragged against your skin. his cock was still twitching inside you, sensitive and spent, as he slowly lifted his head.
"get the fuck out," he hissed, voice hoarse and dangerous.
shidou only smirked wider, tongue poking at the corner of his mouth. "you sure I cant a piece of that?"
"touch her and I'll kill you," sae said, holding you close to him.
shidou smirked, "fine. i'll just touch you then."
Nagi Seishiro — caught by his bff
nagi was fucking you like he'd die if he stopped. it wasnt his fault really. it'd been six whole months since he last saw you. you've been traveling thanks to being a model and well...he missed you.
he had you lifted completely off the ground, your back pressed tight against his chest as he stood behind you. his strong arms hooked under your knees, spreading your legs wide open in a full nelson hold. every needy thrust drove his long, thick cock deep into your dripping pussy, the wet sounds echoing obscenely in the room.
"fuck...missed you so much," he groaned into your ear, voice rough and desperate—nothing like his usual lazy drawl. his hips snapped up harder, burying himself to the hilt with every stroke. "been thinking about this pussy nonstop...couldn't wait anymore."
you moaned loudly, head falling back against his shoulder as he manhandled you effortlessly. the position left you completely exposed—tits bouncing, cunt stretched wide around his cock, his balls slapping against you with every deep thrust. his grip on your legs was iron tight, lifting you up and down on his length like you weighed nothing.
"nagi—! ahh, too deep—!" you cried out, pleasure bordering on overwhelming.
"mmm..can't help it," he panted, lips brushing your neck as he fucked you harder. "need you...need to feel you cum on me." his voice cracked with raw need, hips losing their rhythm as he chased the feeling of your tight heat.
one of his hands shifted slightly so he could rub fast circles over your swollen clit while still bouncing you on his cock. the combination was lethal.
"i-i..i'm cumming, nagi!" you screamed, body seizing up as your orgasm slammed into you. your cunt clenched violently around his thrusting cock, gushing wetly as waves of pleasure tore through you. your legs shook in his grip, juices dripping down his balls.
"you're squeezing me so tight," nagi whined, voice needy and broken. he kept fucking you through your orgasm, desperate and relentless, his own release building fast.
the door suddenly burst open.
"nagi? i got the new—oh my god."
reo stood frozen in the doorway, eyes wide in pure shock. the scene hit him like a truck: nagi holding you up in a full nelson, your legs spread obscenely wide, cunt stretched around nagi's thick cock, your cum still dripping down his balls, everything completely bare and on full display.
nagi's hips stuttered. the sudden mortifying realization that reo was seeing everything — your dripping cunt, the way his cock was buried inside you, the way you were still twitching from your orgasm—sent him spiraling.
"reo—?!" nagi gasped, voice strained.
he couldn't hold back. with a needy groan, he slammed up into you one last time and came hard. thick, hot ropes of cum flooded your pussy as his cock pulsed violently inside you. his arms trembled slightly as he kept holding your legs up, forcing you to take every last drop while reo watched in stunned silence.
you whimpered at the overwhelming feeling of being filled while completely exposed.
reo's face turned bright red, all the way to his ears. his mouth opened and closed a few times before he finally managed to speak.
"i didn't...fuck, im so sorry!" he slapped a hand over his eyes, clearly flustered beyond belief, but not before you both saw how red his cheeks were. "i should've knocked—i didn't know she came back!"
reo peeked through his fingers for half a second, saw the way nagi cum was leaking out around his cock and immediately covered his eyes again.
"you know what..im leaving! i'mm leaving right now! sorry!" he turned on his heel, nearly tripping over himself as he rushed out and slammed the door shut behind him.
the room fell silent for a moment except for both of you panting.
nagi slowly lowered your legs, but didn't pull out yet. he wrapped his arms around your waist instead, hugging you from behind as he buried his face in your neck, still catching his breath.
"...that was embarrassing," he muttered, though his cock gave a lazy twitch inside you. "but you felt really good when he walked in. did you like being watched?"
you let out a breathless laugh. "you're such a pervert."
he hummed, pressing a soft kiss to your shoulder. "only for you."
Rin Itoshi — caught by his bro
rin had you completely folded underneath him in a ruthless mating press, knees pressed tight to your shoulders as he fucked you with deep, punishing strokes.
his hips snapped forward with brutal precision, driving every thick inch of his cock into your soaked pussy until his heavy balls slapped loudly against your ass. the wet, obscene squelching of your cunt filled the room with every thrust, your juices dripping down your ass and soaking the sheets beneath you.
his arm was locked around the back of your neck in a tight headlock, forcing you to stare up at his intense, flushed face while he railed you. sweat glistened on his forehead, his eyes burning with possessive hunger as he watched every flicker of pleasure and desperation cross your face.
"fuck—you're squeezing me so tight," he growled, voice low and mean, punctuating his words with a particularly vicious grind of his hips that made his cockhead bully against your cervix. "this sloppy cunt is mine. say it."
"it's all yours—rin..nghhh! 'm yours!" you moaned, voice breaking as he hammered that perfect spot inside you over and over. your walls fluttered and clenched greedily around his girth, trying to pull him even deeper.
he smirked darkly, tightening the headlock just enough to make your breath hitch.
"louder. i want everyone to know who you belong to." he pulled back almost all the way, letting just the fat tip stretch your entrance, then slammed back in with a savage thrust that made your tits bounce and your eyes roll back.
you cried out, nails digging into his back as he set a punishing rhythm—long, dragging strokes that made you feel every vein and ridge of his cock, followed by short, rapid punches that left you gasping. "rin—! please—fuck, it's too deep—!"
"too deep?" he laughed, low and cruel, leaning down to bite at your exposed neck. "you were begging for this earlier. now take it like the greedy little slut you are." one of his hands slid down to grip your ass hard, spreading you wider so he could watch his cock disappear inside your puffy, dripping folds.
the lewd sight made him groan, his pace growing even more erratic and forceful.
your body was burning, every nerve singing as he fucked you senseless. the pressure built higher and higher, your thighs trembling violently against his shoulders. you could feel another orgasm coiling tight in your core, even stronger than the last.
"rin—! im gonna cum..! please don't stop—!" you sobbed, tears already pricking at the corners of your eyes.
"then cum," he snarled, crushing his mouth to yours in a messy, dominating kiss before pulling back. "cum on my cock like you were made for it. milk me, baby."
your orgasm hit you like a freight train. your walls clamped down hard around his thick cock as you cried out, gushing wetly all over him while your whole body shook violently in his grasp. tears of pleasure slipped down your cheeks as you came hard, pussy spasming and squirting around him in messy pulses.
right in the middle of your climax, your eyes flew open and locked onto the figure standing in the doorway.
"sae..?" you gasped in horror.
rin froze mid thrust, buried balls deep inside your spasming cunt. his head snapped toward the door, eyes widening in genuine surprise for a split second.
sae stood there with his arms crossed, watching the scene with a cold, slightly disgusted expression.
for a moment, the room was dead silent except for your heavy breathing and the wet sounds of your pussy still fluttering around rin's cock.
then sae spoke, voice flat and unimpressed.
"you both disgust me. at least have some shame."
he turned and left, closing the door behind him with a soft click.
"what the hell..?" rin stayed frozen for another second, still deep inside you, processing what just happened. then his lips curled into a dangerous, mean smirk. he looked back down at your flushed, embarrassed face and tightened the headlock again.
"anyway, where were we?" he asked, voice low and venomous.
without waiting for an answer, he slammed back into you with a brutal thrust, picking up right where he left off, even harder than before.
"cumming on my cock while my brother watched? you're such a fucking whore,” he snarled, pounding you mercilessly into the mattress. "don't worry...ill make sure you remember who you really belong to."
Isagi Yoichi — caught by bachira
isagi's head was thrown back against the couch, mouth open in a silent moan as you knelt between his spread legs. his chest heaved with every shaky breath, the usually confident striker completely undone by the wet heat of your mouth.
this was his first blowjob and it was overwhelming him completely. your lips stretched around his thick cock, sliding slowly up and down while your tongue pressed flat against the underside. your hand stroked the base in perfect rhythm with your mouth, twisting gently on the way up.
his thighs trembled violently on either side of you, fingers digging so hard into the couch cushions that his knuckles turned white.
"ahh—fuck… baby, that feels so good," he panted, voice hoarse and cracking. "i-i can't—nghh!"
you hummed around his length, the vibration making his cock twitch hard against your tongue. you took him deeper, relaxing your throat until the head bumped the back of it. isagi’s hips jerked up instinctively, a broken whimper escaping his throat as saliva dripped down his shaft and over your fingers.
you pulled back slowly, letting your tongue swirl around the sensitive head, teasing the slit where precum was steadily leaking. his cock was flushed dark and glistening, veins pulsing visibly under the wet sheen. you looked up at him through your lashes, loving how wrecked he already looked—flushed cheeks, messy hair, half-lidded eyes glazed with pleasure.
"slow down a little… 'm gonna—" he gasped, trying to warn you, but his words dissolved into another needy moan as you sucked harder, hollowing your cheeks.
you pulled off with a wet pop, a thick string of saliva connecting your swollen lips to his throbbing tip. "you're doing so well, isagi," you purred, voice low and sweet. your hand kept lazily pumping him, thumb brushing over the slick head.
"just relax and let me take care of you, hm? i want to make your first time feel amazing."
isagi nodded frantically, biting his lip as you dove back down. you took him even deeper this time, nose brushing against his trimmed pubic hair as you swallowed around him. his hand flew to your hair, not pushing, just gripping desperately like he needed something to hold onto while you worked him.
"oh shit—yes, just like that," he groaned, the words tumbling out broken and desperate. you bobbed faster, sucking noisily, letting messy slurping sounds fill the room. one of your hands slid up to gently roll his balls, massaging them as your mouth worshipped every inch of his cock.
isagi's moans grew louder, more shameless. his abs clenched visibly with every deep suck, thighs shaking harder as he fought the urge to thrust into your throat.
"you're so fucking good at this… i'm—i’m really close," he warned, voice cracking. his cock throbbed heavily on your tongue, the veins pulsing faster as his orgasm built.
you whined around him in encouragement, doubling your efforts. you took him as deep as you could, throat contracting around him while your hand stroked the rest in tight, twisting motions. isagi's breathing turned ragged, his head tipping back again as broken whimpers and curses spilled from his lips.
his thighs started shaking harder, muscles jumping under your palms. his grip in your hair tightened, hips stuttering as he teetered right on the edge.
"baby—fuck, i'm gonna cum—"
right as isagi’s moans turned into broken, high-pitched whimpers and his cock started pulsing wildly on your tongue, the door to the shared room swung open.
"heya isagi! wanna go—WHOA!"
bachira stood in the doorway, eyes wide as saucers. he took in the full scene: you on your knees with isagi's cock buried in your mouth, isagi's flushed face and messy hair, his pants around his ankles.
isagi's eyes snapped open in panic. "bachira?"
bachira's cheeks instantly turned bright red. his usual energy vanished, replaced by pure flustered embarrassment. he slapped both hands over his mouth.
"oh i didn't see anything... i did...but uhm, sorry!!"
he spun around so fast he nearly tripped over his own feet and bolted out the door, slamming it shut behind him.
the room fell silent for a second.
isagi was still rock hard in your mouth, throbbing desperately. his face was burning crimson with embarrassment, but the sudden shock and adrenaline seemed to push him right to the edge.
"oh god..fuck," his voice broke off into a desperate moan as his hips jerked.
you started again, cutting him off. you sucked him deeper and isagi came instantly with a loud, broken groan. thick spurts of cum flooded your mouth as he trembled and panted through his orgasm, overwhelmed from both the pleasure and the mortifying interruption.
you swallowed everything, gently pulling off with a soft pop and wiping the corner of your mouth with a blush. isagi slumped back on the couch, chest heaving, looking completely dazed.
"...i think we sacred him.." he mumbled, covering his red face with both hands.
you climbed onto his lap and kissed his cheek with a grin.
"at least you finally got your first blowjob."
isagi peeked at you through his fingers, still flushed. "yeah..it was amazing."
Hyoma Chigiri — caught by his sis
chigiri had your thighs spread wide on his bed, his long red hair tickling the insides of your legs as he ate you out like a man starved.
his tongue moved with elegant precision. slow, teasing licks followed by firm, hungry strokes that had you gripping the sheets tightly.
"hyo..that feels so good," you moaned, one hand tangled in his silky hair.
he hummed against your cunt, the vibration making your hips twitch. his hands held your thighs open as he licked deeper, sucking gently on your clit before flicking his tongue over it rapidly. he was a natural—attentive, passionate, and devastatingly good with his mouth.
"you taste so sweet," he murmured, voice slightly husky. he looked up at you with those sharp, beautiful eyes, lips glistening with your arousal. "i could do this for hours.."
he leaned back in, sucking your clit into his mouth while sliding two long fingers inside you, curling them perfectly against your g-spot. your back arched off the bed, moans growing louder and needier.
"hyoo! hah—im so close, please,"
he doubled down, tongue working faster, fingers pumping steadily. your thighs started trembling around his head as the pleasure coiled tighter and tighter.
just as your orgasm was about to crash over you, the door to his bedroom opened.
"hyoma? have you seen my..." chigiri's sister paused mid sentence, eyes widening.
she was holding a towel around her wet hair, clearly fresh out of the shower. "i wanted to borrow your conditioner, but..oh."
you let out a mortified squeak and tried to close your legs, but chigiri's grip kept them open for another second before he finally lifted his head.
his sister's face turned bright red. "i-i didn't know you had someone over, my bad!"
chigiri wiped his mouth with the back of his hand, surprisingly calm despite the situation, though a faint blush dusted his cheeks.
"it's fine..just leave, please?"
his sister nodded quickly, clearly flustered. "right! sorry again! carry on or whatever.."
she rushed out and closed the door behind her.
you covered your face with both hands, dying from embarrassment. "oh my god..your sister just saw you eating me out i wanna die."
chigiri let out a soft chuckle and gently pulled your hands away from your face. his eyes were still dark with lust.
"she'll survive,” he murmured, pressing a kiss to your inner thigh. "let's continue?"
he lowered his head again, tongue sliding back through your folds as if nothing happened. " no dying yet, i still haven't made you cum and 'm not stopping until i do three times."
"hah—hyo!"
Megruru Bachira — caught by rin
bachira had you bent over the desk in his room, pounding into you from behind.
he was in one of his feral moods—fucking you hard and fast, hands gripping your hips tightly. his cock stretched you open perfectly with every deep stroke.
"so tight and warm," he says breathlessly, leaning over your back. "i love how you squeeze me when i go deep like this.."
"meg..ahh! slow down a little!" you moaned, gripping the edge of the desk as he railed you. the desk creaked loudly under the force of his thrusts.
"aw baby, but you feel so good!" he pouts playfully, before suddenly changed angles and started hitting that spot inside you that made stars explode behind your eyes. "i wanna to hear more of those cute sounds..yeah, good girl."
his pace turned relentless, hips snapping against your ass as he fucked you. one of his hands snaked around to rub your clit, making your legs shake.
"gonna cum meg, 'm gonna cum!" you cried out.
"hah—shit, cum for me baby," he groans, thrusting harder.
your orgasm hit hard. you cried out, cun clenching around his cock as pleasure ripped through you. bachira groaned at the feeling, still pounding into you without slowing down, chasing his own high with that signature wild energy.
then the door slammed open.
"what the hell is this noise—?" rin stopped dead in the doorway, eyes widening in pure disgust.
bachira's hips stuttered for a second as he looked over at rin, still buried deep inside your twitching cunt. a big, mischievous grin spread across his flushed face.
"oh rin! wanna join?" he said cheerfully, giving one lazy thrust into you just to make you whimper.
rin's face twisted in horror and annoyance. "ew. you're disgusting. both of you. i can hear you from down the hall."
you buried your face in your arms on the desk, mortified, still full of bachira's cock and dripping from your orgasm.
bachira only grins, clearly unbothered. "we were? aw..my bad,"
"shut up," rin snapped, cheeks slightly red. "lock the damn door next time, idiot."
he turned around sharply and walked out, slamming the door behind him.
the second the door closed, bachira looked down at you. "hm..make more noise for me okay? let them all here."
Accidentally calling Sukuna “daddy” and doubling down on it when he questions you. nsfw 18+ mdni.
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It had slipped out before you can think better of it. In the throes of pleasure, struck by the heat of it and with drool beginning to dribble out from the corner of your parted lips you’d said it - “daddy”.
Before you could even consider how odd it really was, how jarring and out of place it might have sounded to someone so removed from the modern age as Sukuna. But with him moving above you, all rippling skin and thick firm muscle, that lewd honorific was all you could think to utter - to cry out in a strangled moan when he sunk back inside so deep that a sizzle of little stars danced in your vision.
“Daddy?” He echoes the word with a flourishing scoff, though it’s not judgement that laces his tone, to your dulled surprise you find that it’s interest.
“Well you’re -hn-…” you begin to reply, only to swallow down another choked moan when his hips roll in a particularly well placed thrust, “you’re gonna take care of me aren’t you?”
“How archaic,” he replies plainly, and though he offers nothing further you can tell by his sudden silence that the great cogs of his mind are turning.
Typically he would be teasing you, cruel taunts snuck between deceptively sweet little slips of praise. Not that you can find it in yourself to really concern yourself with his lack of banter, or with what he’s thinking about. Not with the way each steady pump is knocking all sense of coherency loose from your brain, adding a fine layer of dreamy fuzz over your vision.
His movement snares your attention as he shifts suddenly above you, his lower half dropping low enough that he can begin to grind between your spread legs. The spatter of hair at his base tickles at your over sensitive clit while the tip of him continues to kiss incessantly somewhere tight and silky - deep enough that a pleasant little ache blooms to life low in your gut.
His knuckles dig into the mattress either side of your head, muscles leaping in his thick forearms, and you groan unashamedly at the sudden closeness of him. You all but melt into the new layer of contact, head tossed sideward until your lips graze his skin, frantic breaths puffing hot and humid over the delicate skin of his wrist.
“Oh ffffu-huh-…oh fuck, ‘kuna…” you moan, shaking your head, lips parted in a mindless sort of awe.
All you can feel is the firm smack of his hips as he works you into the mattress. The sensation is stunning, all consuming, enough to send your legs into a trembling wobble on each downward pump, each thrust winding that little coil in your belly ever tighter.
“No,” He grunts from above you, “not ‘kuna.”
He lifts the last word into a pitched lilt - high and a little breathless in a pointed mockery of you.
“It’s daddy now, isn’t it?”
The sheer sound of his voice, that dirty word growled in his silky rumble is enough to send your eyes rolling skyward. You moan - weak, unashamed, and you hear him chuckle lowly in reply.
“What’s the matter?” He coos, though there’s nothing soothing about the hungry edge his voice has taken on, “you wanted me to take care of you, didn’t you?”
You nod wildly, struggling to lift your lids to blink up at him - a task which suddenly feels herculean with the way his attention is scrambling your already pleasure drunk brain.
“Go on,” he purrs, slow thrusts turned suddenly lethal - firm slaps of his hips tight and wet against your own. Your thighs are trembling now beneath the weight of his assault, wracked with the sheer force of each thrust, “call for me again, pet.”
And you do. You cry for him - spineless and pitiful and all manners of desperate, with tears beginning to dribble hot and glittering over your flushed cheeks.
Warning-Boyfriend!Toji ✮ HardDom!Toji ✮ praise ✮ free!us* ✮ cnc ✮ manhandling ✮ public sex ✮ hair pulling ✮ creampie ✮ degradation ✮ risk of exposure ✮ pet names ✮ rough sex ✮ biting ✮ fingering ✮ oral (toji receives) ✮ choking ✮
Art-@v0idzenin on x
A/n-I was a lil scared to post this... please enjoy(ㅠ﹏ㅠ)
The heavy metal door to your apartment clicks shut, closing off the tender security the place brings you. Once you step outside, the wind hits you with a quickness, making it irritatingly harder to spark your blunt. You finally light it and take a deep breath, looking up at the star-filled night sky and soaking in the silence of a surprisingly calm night.
The cold yet forgiving breeze grazes your skin as you puff away. Streetlights and the neon sign of a local bar flicker. The light reflections bounce off the graffiti-covered alley walls as you stroll. You notice what looks like a glorified drug kit and broken liquor bottles lying scattered on the concrete path.
The further you walk, the more you understand just why Toji was so adamant about you not coming out at night in this area without him. His words ring through your mind. Looking farther down, you can see what looks like 2 drunk men walking in the same direction as you. Even with their presence, you don’t want to turn back now; the night feels good, and if anything happens, you can hold your own. Toji made sure of that.
But, more than anything, you love the thought of pushing his buttons. You drive him crazy with your antics, but you just adore getting a taste of those crude and oh so tempting reactions.
Your footsteps grow slower the closer you get to the two men, but it's like the universe is trying to play a shitty trick on you because you swear you feel eyes peering into your backside. You hesitantly turn back to see– but it's absolutely nothing. You let out a heavy breath as your body reflexes. You weakly chuckle at your apparently unwarranted paranoia, then take another puff from your blunt, eyes glancing in every direction, thinking “Just in case.”
You try to point your mind in a different direction, admiring the art plastered on the walls. Suddenly you hear heavy footsteps treading behind you. Every muscle in your body instantly tenses. You immediately pull out your phone, acting seemingly like you’re busy on your phone– Irrationally hoping that would make them avoid interacting with you.
Back, you sense a voice calling for your attention, muffled out by the music playing through your AirPods. Without a second thought, you scramble through your phone to pause the song, then stop walking. But yet again, nothing, not a sound. Heart pounding, you wearily turn your head, thinking- well, more like hoping it's only a fragment of your imagination.
The moment you turn around, your arms are snatched from your sides and pulled to your back with a swiftness. Your phone and lit-blunt clatter against the jagged concrete floor. Instinctively, your body rebels, but you're abruptly pushed against the brick wall face-first.
The way this heavy and carved body is pressed against your back, forcing you against the wall, makes the rigid hands around your wrists feel inescapable. “Awww, You’re shaking. Now you’re scared?” Gripping your arms tighter as he draws closer to your ear, ”Why don’t you ever fucking listen to me, huh?” That silky yet gritty and guttural voice hits your ears and has your spine melting with relief and satisfaction.
A well-held shaky breath leaves you as a dreary scoff breaks. “Toji…Let me the fuck go.” You know damn well saying that will only piss him off even more, but more than that, you just gave him the green light to do whatever he wants with you.
He keeps your arms bound behind you with one hand while the other roams your body aggressively, tugging your hoodie and pants away as he gropes. “Nahhh, you know I can't do that, Baby.” His nails are sinking into your wrist from the force of his clutch.
It's not that he can’t, he just won’t. Why should he? What fun would that be?
You can feel his throbbing and growing bulge pressing up against your fingers. His hand slips under your top, and immediately he pinches your nipples as he nestles your breast. He’s biting and sucking your neck hungrily. Lush, faint moans escape you as you barely try to break from his grip. That just results in him handling you as if you’re his personal plaything. And well… You aren't too far from it.
“I love that you think you can fight back.” He scoffs, pushing away your hood and licking the nape of your neck. His sinister words send a quaking heat to your sweet spot. You feel like you're being drawn in violently solely off his voice and clutch.
Sure, he’s mad, but ultimately, he just wants another excuse to use your pussy the way he wants, when he wants, and in ways you can’t begin to fathom. As per usual.
He moves his hand from under your hoodie and into your soaking panties. His thick fingers run through your saturated folds and graze your slick center. You can feel his depravity with each sensual touch. “There she is…” Mocking how wet you are compared to how terribly you're trying to fight it. Such a small motion shouldn’t feel so good, but this anticipation has your head doing laps. “You hate to show it, but you’re really fucking desperate, aren’t you, Princess.” You can feel his lips part with a malicious smirk.
A short tantrum-like whimper flows out of you, “Shut— the fuck up..” Meaningless words uttered to a sensually sadistic man just waiting for another reason to exploit your begging pussy.
Not even a second later, he pushes you further into the wall, then rips down your panties and shorts. He starts slapping his leaking tip on your ass and yanks at your held arms, “Bend over.” You coyly shake your head “no”, still trying to pull your arms free. “Don’t be a fucking brat.” He smacks your ass with a heavy hand.
Your body betrays your ploy, and your hips buck back at the feeling. He takes that as an opportunity to swiftly grab your hips and slam you onto his long, hot, and pulsing cock. The air catches in your throat, and your head whips back. “M’wait–!” He starts driving into you with sharp and short thrusts. Filling every inch of your tight and clenching walls so perfectly, with an impact that gives you full-body quakes of bliss.
You’re happily earning every second of the lustful hellscape he's about to send you to, and you’re loving every moment of it.
He lets go of your hip and snatches you by your hair, pulling your head further back. His eyes meet yours. He’s looking at you with glossed-over, heavy eyes and a perverse grin that sends shivers down your spine. “Fuck…I didn’t even get to toy with you first.”
As if trailing you without a word didn’t do enough. And now he’s fucking you against an alley wall with no remorse. He’s such an arrogantly callous man. After thirty seconds, he already has you trembling.
“Now, apologize.”
“No….fuck you.”
You’re trying to savor whatever drops of pride and dignity you have left, but when it comes to him, none of that shit actually matters when all he wants is for you to falter beneath him.
Just as fast as the words leave your lips, his thrusts follow along– His tip pounding and twitching at your g-spot with each deep and rushed slide. Hitting you with hungry and downright shamefully lustful thrusts that echo down the alley.
“Tuh–I think I might’ve fucked you stupid. I said, apologize.” He grabs your neck with a tight grip and starts fucking you like a fleshlight. Back so far arched, it’s like he’s drilling you into the wall. Your knees feel like jelly, entirely weak– buckling every time he slides in and out. Your eyes roll far back as saliva drips down from your slackened mouth. Your mind is going blank, and all you can manage to spit out is, “I- sorry…” He scoffs at your weak and disordered response.
“Louder. You sound way too greedy.”
You can barely even form a proper sentence. The tight grasp around your neck paired with ruthless pounds to your sweet, warm walls…How could you not sound greedy? You don’t even know what the fuck you’re apologizing for; you’re just doing whatever your body or Toji tells you.
Frail apologies that slur into faux begs to “stop” rip out of you. You’ve completely forgotten where you are. Your body feels heavy and weightless all at once. He nibbles the tip of your ear and whispers, “For someone screaming “stop”, your pussy is way too fucking wet.”
If that's what you really wanted, oh best believe you’d be yelling something else completely.
For a moment, he slows down his strokes and slaps his free hand over your mouth. “You can even hear how well you're taking it, Princess…” He grips your neck harder, and without warning, he rails into you mercilessly.
“When you're not fucking whining and yelling.”
Such lovely words paired with ones that feel like a slap to the face…. It's the best of both worlds, and you feel you’re losing yourself in it. It feels so vinous.
You’re feeling ecstasy-filled flutters in your throbbing walls that spread to your lower belly. Every drive from him feels like a manic but methodical punch to your g-spot. He’s fucking your squelching pussy like he's trying to break you in. Purely feral and hungry for nothing else but the feeling of your wet warmth.
Moans and cries push past your lips and break through the hand covering your mouth, needlessly. Honestly, how could he think that would work anyway, given the way he’s railing every and any sound out of you.
He has you spewing out things you've never thought to even utter before. Laughing and telling you to scream louder as if he’s not the one hushing your voice. Then slapping you with a sly and smug remark, “Your pussy’s too good for you to be acting the way you do. I’m sure I can fix that though, real easy.”
You drive your hips down onto his rigid cock rapidly as he thrusts. You can’t even understand what he’s saying anymore; you just need more of him inside you. He fits inside you so well, it only feels right. You can’t help but crumble when he’s mauling at you like this. It feels too fucking good.
The relentless and unforgiving rhythm of his cock finally pushes you off the edge of sanity. The tension in your lower belly snaps into an electrifying and pitiless climax. Your walls squeeze around him violently the more he pushes into you. You feel his tip twitching, cock pulsing profusely, before he splurts hot cum that drips down your leg after a few more strokes.
You love the way he fills you up without question. “Soo..M’goood..” For a long minute, the only sound in the alley is the sound of your ragged breathing and his hips slamming against your ass with short and strict strokes.
He finally eases up and, without other words, he roughly flips you around to face him, slightly slamming your back against the wall. The moment he lets go of your shoulder, your body slumps to the ground.
Sometimes, you forget just how huge and chiseled his physique is. Your eyes trail up, and as soon as they land on him, he cups your jaw aggressively, nails digging into your cheeks. “Clean it up.” He smirks, glancing down at his glistening and overtly thick length.
Looking up at him with eyes that say you’re just begging to be fucked again, you take his shaft in your hand, licking up your mess from the base to the tip, balls and all. His head flicks back and groans that feel like an audible aphrodisiac follow.
“Next time, just listen to me.”
He can say such redundant things for a man who isn't a fan of talking. Even he knows that won’t happen.
You just can’t get enough.
𝘛𝘢𝘨𝘭𝘪𝘴𝘵- @iluvvsatoru @msnoirgirl @mutsu422 @capytala @missingh3r (lmk if you wanna be added!)
Genuinely need to ride his dick while he smokes a blunt
And i just realized I'm ovulating, that's why I woke up horny this morning 😀
I keep listening to this one song and imagining early morning enjin smoking all lazy and calm, his phone between his shoulder and ear as his free hand holds you hip to keep pulling you back to meet his thrusts.
“yeah, gris, I’ll be over soon—shit, baby, just like that, keep fucking back on me—gotta take care of somethin’ first.”
he’ll have a whole conversation too as he’s letting out muffled groans that melt into his sentences, brow furrowed when he sees you trying to scoot up the bed and away from him.
“i was thinking the same thing, man, it’s just—hold on one sec…nuh-uh, where you think you’re goin, boo? come on back, you’re gonna take this dick, don’t run from it…oh, you wanna play coy? fine—gimme a minute gris.”
he’s cornering you against the head board, not giving you any space as he takes a long drag, giving a gentle tap and placing it on the tray for later on his side table. Both of his hands grip the headboard and he’s fucking you until you wail, uncaring that his phone is right next to your face as you cry out for him, moaning and wailing and sniffling, all of it.
“think you couldn’t take it, huh? yeah? needed me to show you that you can? mm, look at you, baby, so fucking cute creaming on my cock.”
and of course, he feels you tighten up even more when the soft voice comes through the speaker.
“hi, baby.”
“g-griiiiisss…”
enjin’s hips stutter as he lets out a broken moan, a little cracking noise coming from where his hands grip the headboard.
“ah, fffuck…you like hearin’ gris talk to you? think he’s gonna help, huh? ohh, baby, he’s even worse than i am, if you can’t handle this, we got a lotta work to do.”
𝜗ৎ satoru sneaks in to fuck you for the first time
Your sleep eyes fluttered open at the faint sound of your window closing. The small dim lit lamp was the only source of light in your bedroom, but it was enough to see the outline of your boyfriend's muscular frame closing in.
"Hi baby.." He whispered quietly, not wanting to startle you as you were slowly coming to your senses. You sat up, fixing your messy hair, looking up at Gojo through your fallen lids.
"Satoru.. it's so late." You stated the obvious. The night was quiet, no traffic being heard, only the quiet hum of nearby insects.
You were surprised your dog didn't completely lose it or worse, your parents catching him in the middle of what seemed like a break in. "I know, love, I know." Gojo's heavy body plopped down comfortably beside you on the bed, placing his phone and wallet on your nightstand, adjusting the lamp to be brighter.
"I want to see you better." He placed his lips on your temple in a loving manner, wrapping his arm around your waist to bring you closer to him. "Missed you." He adjusted to lean against the headboard, a smile appearing on his face after you tiredly made your way onto his lap.
"I missed you too.." You mumbled against his chest, taking in the scent of the vanilla bodywash you gifted him last week when you found out he used a 3 in 1.
The hand on your waist rubbed you up and down in a soothing manner, keeping you close while the other caressed your thigh, feeling goosebumps show up. He crooked his neck at a certain angle to press his lips against yours in a series of long but gentle kisses.
"You're spiky.." You complained at the feeling of his slight stubble tickling your chin. It was barely visible since his hair was white and skin pale, but it was still touchable.
"Yeah? And you're soft." Gojo moaned against your mouth, hands moving way too close to your ass. His hold on you had become more possessive, pulling you completely flush against him.
It was clear what his intentions were.
It's been half a year since you two began dating. You've done everything together, except of course, have legitimate sex. You’ve allowed him to let out his frustrations on your needy cunt with his fingers or tongue before, so he knew how you tasted like. You, however, didn't know what he looked like underneath those pants.
He tugged at the waistband of your sleep shorts. "Take these off for me?"
Your eyes completely widened, any sign of tiredness being wiped off. How come you hadn't noticed his bulge poking the crap out of you from underneath?
"My shorts?" Your voice wobbled, nervously.
It's not that you weren't as experienced as he was, it was the fact that you weren't experienced at all. He was your first everything after all. A strained chuckle left his lips, reaching to grab your hand to press it against his raging boner. “Or.. you could take off mine?”
His eyes flickered over to your face, finally taking in that you looked uncomfortable. He quickly let go of you, instead moving up to hold your chin with his pointer and thumb. "Do you not want to do this, baby?" He asked with a worried tone. “I can stop.”
"We don't have to." Satoru reassured you once more. "I just.. I've been wanting to see my pretty girl."
"I do.. I do want this but," You stuttered. The fear of not being able to satisfy him enough was what was making you hesitate. What if it didn't even fit? What if he saw your body and got turned off? What if he realized he made a mistake of asking you to be his girl? What if he didn't want a virgin? "I’ve never done this.” You finally admitted.
You could feel your body warm up in embarrassment, wanting to hide away in the crook of his neck. But it was quickly gone the second he pecked your forehead, hugging you close.
"Oh sweets, why didn't you just say so? Are you scared?"
You nodded. "I don't know how to do this.."
The small smile showed back up on his face, carefully flipping you over so your back was on the mattress. "I can do all the work, I don't mind. I want to make you feel good."
"But, I want to make you feel good too." You gasped, feeling the cold air hit your cunt aggressively after he pulled down your sleeping shorts.
"You will." He groaned at the way your tight hole pulsed around nothing. "Fuck..are you sure you want this? You tell me to stop, and I'll stop." But he wasn't sure if he could. Not with the way your pussy was covered in a thin layer of slick, pulsing for his touch.
"I want this.. I swear."
His fingers spread your folds, watching you squirm and cringe at the sound it made. "Oh my fuck- god it's pretty. You're pretty."
He wasted no time in taking his pants off, cock throbbing painfully. Satoru gave himself a few pumps before teasing your entrance with his tip, running it up to your clit, collecting your wetness on it.
The room filled up with the sounds of your heavy breathing.
His shaky hand gripped your waist, the other assisting his cock in sliding in. He took his time pushing every inch, watching your reactions carefully for any sign of discomfort.
Little mewls escaped you. It suddenly hit Satoru that just across the hall laid your parents deep asleep. His lips hushed yours up. "Try to stay quiet, yeah sweet thing? Your parents are still here." The last thing they needed was to get woken up by the moans of their horny daughter.
But he wasn't staying quiet either. Groans and small laughs fell from his lips, growing addicted at the way his cock slid in and out of you.
"So tight. You feel so good. Fuck, tight virgin pussy, huh?" he grinned. "Should've told me this earlier, baby." He finally managed to fit all of him inside you, hips stopping all movements to allow you to adjust. "Satoru-" your sentence was cut off with a harsh thrust. You let out broken sob, gripping his back as he failed to keep his promise of being gentle.
Not that you minded.
"Gotta stay quiet." He reminded you. It was hard to shut up when he was reaching places you never knew existed. You whined, eyes flickering down to your stomach. He followed your line of sight, wondering what caught your attention.
You could literally see him ruining you from the outside. Satoru threw his head back in pleasure, feeling you tighten around him. “Oh? You like that sweets? Like the way my cock is fucking you? Mm bet you do. Just look at the way this pussy is taking me, fuck. Gonna have you leaking for days.”
You nodded, babbling about how good it felt.
“That’s it. Let me hear you. Your parents won;t mind.” He stilled before pounding even harsher than before. “They like me anyways, don’t they? Bet they won’t care if I fuck a baby into ya.”
Your lips parted, tears spilling out of those pretty eyes of yours. You could barely register what he was saying over the sound of your own heartbeat.
“Give them the grandchild they’ve been wanting.” He grinned.
18+ content ahead; gachiakuta enjin, gris and semiu x female reader; they've come home and needed to blow out their stress on their favorite person...aka you; pure smut; minors dni; I'm so sorry for writing this lol not my usual content— either way, enjoy! ♡
Enjin had you face down, ass up and drooling literally minutes after he came home. Tiring day, close encounters and responsibilities piling up… man needed this release. And it didn't matter how many he gave you while chasing it.
“That's it… taking it so good, aren't ya… greedy as always…”
Your half-hearted protests and moans barely registered in his head as all he could think about was how deeply your cunt was taking him making the bed shake dangerously with each thrust. His hand found its way to your tit, rolling the hardened nipple between his fingers making you cry out.
Each time his name escaped your lips, each time your pussy fluttered so deliciously around him, he nearly lost his mind. His hand then moved down to your clit, rubbing furious circles that matched the rhythm of his thrusts making you see stars.
“E-Enjin—”
“Shhh… as much as I live to hear my name off your lips… we gotta keep quiet…right?”
You nodded, barely comprehending as you felt his warm breath fanning your ear.
Chuckling low, he grinned at your dazed expression smugly– “Good girl…”
Not surprisingly, he had you cumming in seconds.
Gris tried his best to control himself. But he was so frustrated. And you looked so. damn. fuckable.
That's how he had you on the bed, arms on his back, back arching off the bed as he pounded into you. Propping himself up, his arms on both sides of your head, his usually warm eyes darkened with lust as he watched each expression you made, each sound that escaped your lips and those tits—
His mouth came down on them, licking and sucking until you were a whimpering mess. His eyes darted back up at you, a silent question– You okay?
Your nod was all he needed as he pushed your knees further up until it was propped on his shoulders nearly bending you in half as he kept thrusting into you, making you claw at his back moaning wantonly.
“So beautiful… you gonna cum on my cock, gorgeous? Am I gonna make you cum?”
His whispered words and his thumb on your clit pressing lightly sent your head spinning.
Safe to say the night ended with you sore af and his back covered in scratches.
And he wouldn't have had it any other way.
Semiu ran her tongue over your lips before kissing you senseless.
That paired with her long fingers inside your pussy, curling just right to hit that spot inside had you screaming her name against her mouth.
“Such a pretty girl… im gonna make you cum all over my fingers…sounds good darling?”
Your eyes rolled back at her sweet words, her fingers only going faster and harder.
Soon her mouth left yours and traced a path to the valley between your breasts. Her eyes met yours for a moment before kissing your tit, sucking the nipple before swirling her tongue all over it.
Before you could even say her name, her lips kissed their way down to your swollen clit.
“Look at this thing…practically begging for attention.”
She blew on it, the simple action making your back arch off the bed. Chuckling, she sucked it lightly, making your legs tremble hard. But she just kept going.
Her fingers thrusting in and out at a punishing rate, her tongue rolling around your clit as she sucked it in… you were gone.
As soon as you cum, she ran her tongue once more along your slit before sitting up, licking her lips with a smirk.
“My turn.”
Thank you so much for reading! I did write this at midnight and while sick and tired so I hope this was okay! Not my usual content but I hope you enjoyed! ♡
✦ cw... fem!tattoo artist!reader x enjin, modern au, pain kink/masochist!enjin, hand jobs, possessiveness, cum swallowing, praise, teasing, enjin is a bit of a pathetic whiny bitch in this, and he cums kinda early. yet again not beta read bc im a loser so pardon the grammar and misspellings love u !!
✦ note... ok ok listen im a whore for his tattoos and after some deep thinking i believe he would. lowkey think it's a form of marking that is very very intimate if it was by his tattoo artist he has a bit of a crush on...so i got a lil carried away. anyways dont jerk off ur clients when ur in the middle of giving them a tattoo and dont get jerked off by your artist in the middle of your tattoo. or do. idk fuck it we ball
"s-shit, baby, wait—"
"shh, okay, okay, you're good, jin, you're doing so good. you need a break? some water?"
if anyone else were in your studio, they'd be thinking you and your client were doing something other than a tattoo session. but no, you were doing your job just fine, it's enjin who was struggling.
the way you've been talking to him, touching him, handling him, it's been doing something to him he wasn't expecting. the praise and soft shushes you give him when a certain area was really sensitive and hurt just a bit made the sessions harder, and, well...him harder too.
but now, for some damn reason, after his bigger piece healed enough, he was back in your chair, this time getting his abdomen piece done. and he was in absolute hell.
but you? oh, you were in artist heaven. a few days ago when he came in for you to see his healing progress and to discuss the next tattoo, he pulled his shirt off to show how nicely it healed and that the red stayed vibrant, and you were absolutely over the moon.
you couldn't help yourself, running your hands all over his back, his arms, his chest as you marveled at how great it looked on his skin. truly in awe, you mumbled that he really was your favorite client and couldn't believe he had you, of all people, do this piece for him.
"i'm jealous of whoever gets to get this to themselves at night...too bad though, because no matter what, i got to mark you up permanently, right?"
that single comment haunted him up until this very day... because, shit, yeah, you did mark him up, didn't you? he didn't ever plan to get tatted by anyone else except you; your work is absolutely beautiful, and he gets to be in your company for hours. damn, that did something to him, because now every time he looks at his tattoos, he thinks of you.
he's ashamed at how many times he spilled himself into his hand that night with a muffled moan of your name.
"you with me, blondie? want me to keep going?"
it took him a moment to realize he got lost in his thoughts for a bit, his breathing finally under control. he nodded rapidly, tongue swiping over his bottom lip as he runs a hand through his hair.
"y...yeah," he's out of breath, he doesn't even know why, "just...was a lot for a second. you're all good now, 'm usually not this sensitive."
"mm, you sure?"
your hand ran over his side, a gesture meant to soothe him, but it just makes him suck in a breath, his head tipping back on the chair. you're mesmerized, a soft smile on your face as you watched his abs move and ripple under your touch, biting your tongue as you watch the conflict flicker across his face.
he's so cute.
your eyes dip down and you see it, the heavy outline of his dick filled out against his leg in his sweats. as if sensing you looking at it, it gives a cute little jump under the fabric as if saying "look at me, hi, hey, look at me!"
he's so, so cute.
you gave a little shrug, drifting back down to where you paused tattooing. "if you say so, big guy. let's get back to it, and don't forget..." the way your eyes seemed to practically glow as you leaned in close, adjusting your grip on the tattoo gun feels dangerous, looking up at him through your lashes. "you can tap out for a break, 'm not mean, jin. i don't wanna break you yet."
it's embarrassing how he whined when the tip of your tattoo gun touches his skin again, barely covered by the hum of the machine. each movement of your hand was purposeful, the lines clean, steady, perfect.
as you traced over the outline of the stencil transfer, your thumb on your free hand traced slow, unconscious circles on his side. the tiny gesture meant to be soothing was dangerous, intimate, and infuriatingly arousing.
enjin was so fucking relieved you were currently focused on what you were doing, and not on his face. he didn't need you to see his eyes flutter shut, the faint pink tinge on his cheeks and ears, the way his teeth dug into his bottom lip. if you could, you'd be teasing the hell out of him, looking so disheveled over a simple tattoo.
but none of that fucking mattered when his dick was right in your face trying to say hello.
"easy, big guy," you purred, god, you sound so good when you talk to him in that low, calm voice when you really get into the zone and, shit, are you talking to him or his dick right now, he's so screwed, backing off a moment to wipe off the bit of ink and blood on his skin. "you keep that grip up on my chair, and you'll rip the armrest off."
embarrassed, he lightened up his grip, not realizing he was digging his nails into it. "sorry, doll, getting lost in thought," he muttered, sighing deeply to try and get his shit together. no, seriously. he needed to get his shit together, you were only on the outline and he was already dying.
"mhm? some thoughts those must be."
it's back to silence, a few deep breaths and he felt…better, calmer. the music in the background helped distract him more, fingers tapping against the armrest of you continued to work in smooth movements, getting back into the zone once you felt him relax back into the chair.
you adjusted your hands once you got to the smaller circles, bracing the free one right on his hip to stabilize yourself better. your hand is so soft, so warm—no, so hot, burning against his skin, unless it was just him? fuck, he couldn't tell, all he knows is you were burning him in the best way possible with your hands.
as you worked, you could feel how his body twitched under his touch, giving a teasing little squeeze as you worked the needle around the curves of the design. you were so focused on the ink and how the black pigment settled into his skin, eyes sharp with intense concentration. but your mind was absolutely swimming with messy, perverted thoughts…none that you were ashamed of either.
you knew what kind of client enjin was. you knew how he usually took ink, and this?
this was different.
this wasn't your usual, talkative, loudly laughing, fake-crying client who couldn't get enough of freaking you out when he fake gasped to make you think you messed up.
no, he was quiet.
so, so quiet.
and the clear visual of his dick print in his sweatpants gave away why he was quiet, sure, but seeing the actual behavioral change, the fact that you could practically smell his arousal mixing with that intoxicating combination of his cologne and the cigarette he had before he sat in your chair was making your head swim.
so who can blame you when you get a chance like this to tease the guy who usually does the teasing and poking? of course you're gonna take full advantage of it.
and he noticed.
you were taking your sweet time, humming to the song playing on the speakers as you continued moving the needle with that practiced precision and overwhelming confidence, eyes taking note of every little reaction he gave with each pass of the machine.
when you began outlining one of the bottom two circles of the design that was more on his pelvis than stomach, you couldn't stop yourself from cooing at the small, choked moan that escaped him, your eyes immediately darting to his face as you lifted the tattoo gun from his skin.
"mm? yeah? right there? sensitive, isn't it?"
that tone in your voice, that teasing, cooing tone…
the shift in the air is palpable, the semi-professional, playful atmosphere has completely evaporated, now replaced by something heavy, thick, and hot.
your eyes flicker to the spot you just touched with your tattoo gun, humming with a tilt of your head before shutting it off and setting it to the side.
"enjin, as your favorite artist, you're getting a mandated break."
picking up the gauze again, you wiped the area you just worked on, touch lingering longer than it needed to be, and much firmer against the sensitive skin, causing him to groan, his hips lifting off the chair just a little bit.
"you're cruel, boo," he hissed, looking at you with hungry, lidded eyes. "so, so fucking cruel."
when you giggle, he has to bite back another noise, the sound shooting right to his dick. this must be some kind of test, some test of willpower. did one of his friends put you up to this? some bet of 'hey, let's see how long it takes for enjin to finally pop a stiffy when getting tattooed by his super hot artist friend'?
"i'm the cruel one? really? when you're the one that's hard as fuck right in front of my face?" your gloved hand grips him through his sweatpants, and he swears he's died and gone to heaven, a stuttered 'oh my god' rushing out of him. you're actually touching him, yeah, through clothes, but fuck, you're touching him.
his attention is dragged back to you when you click your tongue, tilting your head in that infuriatingly cute manner. "how am I supposed to focus, huh? literally your dick is throbbing in my face while i'm touching you, jin."
with a laugh, you start slipping off your gloves, eyes trailing all over his body, all over the black and red ink swirling across his skin, your work, your mark, before falling back to between his legs.
"you gonna be good for me, right, enjin?" you don't look at him, gloves in the trash before you pushed away your rolling cart with your tools on it, giving yourself space to move closer.
he didn't expect you to start tugging his sweats and boxers down, commanding him to lift his hips a bit with a little 'c'mon, hon, up,' before pulling them down enough for his cock to pop right out, tip already sticky and wet from pre-cum.
"oh, jin…" that soft, cooing tone only makes the whole thing worse, a thick spurt shooting out of his tip and all he could do was groan in embarrassment. "s-stop talking to me like tha—aaah, fuck meee…"
you couldn't help yourself, hand wrapping around his impressive length and giving a little squeeze around the base. nice and thick, heavy in your hand too, with the prettiest happy trail that ended where his waistband was. sweet thing, shaved a bit of the top off for you to have easier access to smooth skin for his ink.
using your other hand, you trailed little circles into his tip, absolutely in awe at how hard he was, the head was flushed an angry red and he just wouldn't stop spilling pre all down his shaft.
"jin, you should've said something," you murmured, pout on your lips as you wrap around hands around his cock and start pumping slowly, using the precum to ease the glide. "didn't know you were this hard, we could've taken a break, it looks like it hurts…"
each stroke you give him is slick, you palm dragging over his length sinfully. he chokes on your name, bucking up into your hand when your thumb brushes over his tip to spread more of his precum.
"f-fuck, baby, you're k-killing me—" "shh, jin, keep your hips down for me, baby, jus' like that, i got you."
just hearing you say that nearly makes him black out, one of his arms thrown over his eyes while the other grips the arm rest for dear life, uncaring of how the fabric squeaks under his digits.
you talk so sweet, but you're mean, so fucking mean to him with how you grip him tight in your hands before pausing to drag your thumb right over the underside of his cock head.
he tries to keep his hips still, he really does, but that's just cruel. a noise that sounds like a mix of a choked groan and a whimper pours out of him as his hips spasm upward, desperately chasing the pleasure your insanely hot and insanely soft hands are giving him.
but he's immediately jolted back into reality when one of your hands drags down the sensitive skin on his side, nails scratching him and leaving behind pretty, red lines that you know he's going to be staring at in the mirror for hours later.
"down, 'jin, don't make me say it again, be good for me, before i make you sit like this while i finish your fucking tattoo," you hiss, and he knows you're serious, he knows you'll do it.
"y-yeah, yes ma'am, sorry, i got it, fuck, 'm sorry," he moans, voice guttural and strained as he moves his arm to watch how you touch him, eyes fluttering from the sheer pleasure you're giving him.
the wet schlick, schlick, schlick of your hands only serves to make the burning heat between your thighs grow stronger, because he's this wet just from his own precum. it's so nasty, so pathetic of your usually cocky client, but it only makes you wetter to realize he's like this because of you.
"all worked up like this from me putting my mark on you…you're so cute, enjin," you sigh dreamily, hand around his dick speeding up.
you want to see him fall apart, want to see him break for you, knowing that he trusts you enough to do his tattoos, to create permanent art on his body, to use him as your own personal canvas…and knowing he trusts you enough to touch him like this.
it's something you could get high off.
he's twitching in your hand, and you bite your lip every time you see him hold back, doing his best to keep his hips still just like you asked, like he's trying to be good for you.
"s-shit, i can't, fuck, 'm gonna cum too fucking fast," he whimpers, head falling back onto the chair, "you're hands are t'soft, doll, christ, please, gonna make me cum—!"
he's so gone for you, it's absolutely adorable.
with a soothing shush, you only speed up your hand, the one on his side sliding down to swirl circles into his tip with your thumb, loving the way he nearly screams your name from the onslaught of pleasure.
"mhmm? you're so pretty like this, jin…c'mon, make a mess for me, lemme see how much you like when i mark you up with my art. cum for me, enjin."
but right as he's about to cum, make a mess of your hand and himself, your brain realizes something once your eyes latch onto the sight of his abs flexing as he starts babbling your name…you can't let him cum like this, or else he's gonna get cum all over his fucking raw, unfinished tattoo.
you move so fast he barely can process anything except the wet, hotness around the tip of his dick, before blinking to realize you've popped the tip inside your mouth.
"o-oh, shit—"
his hands are in your hair, pushing you down half way on his cock, moaning pathetically into the air when he feels you choke, throat spasming around the unexpected intrusion as he finally, finally spills himself inside your warm mouth. he pumps out hot, thick ropes as those choked groans continue with each pulse
"thank you, thank you, thank you, oh my god, you're s'fucking good to me, babyyy—"
after the last throb of his cock, he falls limp, a heavy breath leaving the poor guy as he tries to regain his senses. you actually might've made him get a glimpse of what heaven was like, and he doesn't know how he's supposed to continue living on this mortal plane .
he's absolutely fucked.
when you pull off him after a little struggle to swallow the cum that flooded your mouth, you immediately cough, taking a second to recover. you knew he'd probably push you down a bit, but fuck, he's thicker than you realized.
"g-god, jin, you almost killed me with that thing, be careful," you joke, wiping at your mouth as you look up at him, expecting him to still be a little fucked out and regaining this thoughts.
but he's sitting up, eyes wide as he stares at you.
"i'm okay, don't worry, just wasn't expecting—"
"you swallowed it."
"…huh?"
his hand grips your wrist tightly, pulling you closer until you both are practically sharing the same air.
"open your mouth."
you don't even get a chance to pull open it before he's doing it for you by shoving his fingers in your mouth, other hand tugging on your tongue as he literally inspects your mouth, uncaring of how your drool is coating his fingers, starting to drip down his wrist. he snaps out of it when you whine, eyes a bit glassy as you look at him with pinched brows.
now you're the one who's flustered and fuzzy brained.
"holy fuck…you swallowed my cum, all of it, just like that? shit, baby girl, c'mere."
he's pulling you into a deep kiss, not hesitating to take advantage of your stunned state to slip his tongue inside, wet little smacks from each time he pulls away just to dive right back in.
the taste of you is sinful, the faint sweetness of your bubblegum you threw out still lingering, and he can taste the saltiness of his cum still lingering in your mouth.
pulling away just enough to breathe, he's staring deep into your eyes, that pathetic, neediness gone and replaced by a deep, burning hunger, mouth curling into a sadistic little snarl.
"either you wrap up this tattoo for me, or we're gonna see how fast i can get an infected tattoo by fucking you on this damn chair."
you swallow thickly with a nod, reaching for your materials so he doesn't fuck up your hard work…well, what little of it there is since you didn't even get halfway through…but you can feel his stare burning into you, silently waiting for the second you finish to get his hands on you.
Synopsis: Your childhood friend has called you Princess all your life. One drunk night. One game of trivia. Now he calls you his---but that means something entirely different when spoken in front of your families.
Tags: dirty talk, bigdick Enjin, reader and Enjin are down bad, half plot/half smut, manhandling, fingering, sex while drunk, swearing, modern/ college au, fratEnjin, fem!reader, pet names, oral (m receiving).
Author note: We could consider this a follow up to Trivia Princess. I have a bad habit of writing for Enjin and then suddenly I'm looking at a 40k word document, but I just couldn't edit that whole thing, and I really wanted to get this out.
not proofread
“Jin, you’re not listening, and I think it’s on purpose. Stop being obtuse,” you grumble, aggressively walking into your parents’ house with him hot on your heels. There is a glint in his eyes and a blank stare on his face, his hands completely full with both of your bags.
“Y/n, I’m trying to be nice because it’s the holidays, but strike one is exactly one more smartass comment away,” he states in a matter-of-fact tone.
“How y’all gonna come into somebody else's house arguing?” your mom calls out.
The heavy thud of the front door closing behind you is immediately swallowed by the soulful grit of Mary J. Blige vibrating through the hallway. The air in your childhood home is thick—a humid, savory fog of slow-simmering greens, toasted pecans, and the sharp bite of vinegar that signals the start of the Wednesday prep.
“We aren’t arguing, Mama L,” Jin calls out, his voice instantly smoothing into that respectful, practiced charm he’s used on your mother for years.
He doesn’t drop the bags immediately. Instead, he follows you into the heart of the house, his presence taking up twice as much space in the narrow hallway as yours does. He waits until you've reached the entryway of the kitchen before he finally lets your luggage hit the floor with a dull, synchronized clack.
Before you can snap back about his “strike one” comment, he’s already moving. He sidesteps the bags and pulls your mother into a deep, genuine hug, lifting her slightly off her feet with a low chuckle.
“You know she likes to pick fights when she’s tired,” he murmurs into her hair, casting a sharp, golden side-eye in your direction that tells you the “smartass” tally is still running. “I’m just the designated punching bag for the weekend.”
“Is that right?” your mom asks, pulling back to swat at his arm before turning her narrow, knowing gaze on you. “Well, I don’t have time for the dramatics. I’m already stressed that I’m about to have all these people runnin’ in and out my house all weekend, so get it together.” She gives both of you a pointed look.
You snort. “He freaking started it, Mama.”
She tsks. “I don’t care if one of the twelve disciples started it, be sure to end it by the time you come down from putting your bags away.”
Jin’s expression doesn't flicker at your side comment, but his hand finds the small of your back—a heavy, grounding weight that acts as a reminder of his warning. “Where’s my folks? And Mr. L?”
“Out on the patio,” Mama L says, gesturing toward the back of the house with a wooden spoon. “They’re trying to convince your daddy that he doesn’t need to deep-fry a second turkey, but you know how they get once they start on that bourbon.”
Enjin lets out a short laugh. “We’ll join in a second after we get settled.” He doesn’t wait for your rebuttal, already reaching down to snag both bags with a grunt of effort that makes the muscles in his forearms cord. He nudges you toward the stairs with his elbow, his presence at your back acting like a physical wall as he herds you upward, away from the kitchen and your mother's watchful eye.
The stairs creak under his weight, a familiar rhythm that echoes years of him following you up these same steps. Once you hit the landing and duck into your childhood bedroom, the atmosphere shifts instantly. The door hasn't even fully clicked shut behind him before he drops the luggage and pins you with a look that’s equal parts exhausted and amused.
“‘He freaking started it, Mama’?” he mimics, his voice dropping into a mocking, high-pitched lilt that makes your blood boil. “You’re twenty-one years old and still running to your mother because you can't keep your mouth shut for ten minutes in the car?”
You practically bristle at the mimicry. “Oh! Is that what you—” Your words fall into the ether as you spin around, only to end up face-to-face with his chest. You tilt your head back to glare at him properly, ignoring the dark look in his eyes and the warning flashing through them. “You’re fucking doing it again. You’re being dense, Enjin. I asked a simple question: how long were y’all fucking, and did it happen in my house? Why—”
“And I answered you, Y/n. I was honest. You can’t flip your switch and be a damn brat just because you don’t like my honesty,” he snaps. The careful thread of his patience finally gives way as you raise your voice at him. An immediate no in his world.
It is a boundary you bypass and run right over, your voice still three octaves above a conversational tone. “It’s not a matter of not liking it, so don’t you dare pull that card. It’s the damn principle! Three fucking months! Three? And sure, you didn’t fuck her in my house, but what’s the irony of it all? You took her back to your place for Thanksgiving, and that’s where it all started. Do you really not see why that pisses me off? Are you being oblivious on purpose? Because it’s about to make me really earn that so-called one strike.”
The air in the room suddenly feels vacuum-sealed. Enjin doesn't move, but the atmosphere shifts from a heated argument to a dangerous, low-frequency silence. He stares down at you, his golden eyes narrowing into sharp, lethal slits.
“Lower your voice,” he commands. It isn’t a request. It is the sound of a man who has reached the end of his rope, whose holiday high has officially been decimated. He steps deeper into your space, his chest grazing your nose, forcing you to tilt your head back even further just to keep him in view. He doesn’t touch you, but the sheer wall of his presence is enough to anchor you against the edge of the bed.
You grit your teeth, your senses finally attuning to the danger.
“I was seventeen. It was six years ago. I’ve explained myself three times now. What do you want me to do? Erase it? Because I can’t.” His words are clipped, falling like stones. “I’m trying to be compromising because it’s the holidays, midterms just ended, and you just applied for early graduation—but you tell me, when is my patience allowed to run out? Huh? Because I’m at the limit, Y/n. Right now.”
His voice drops into a resonant octave that thrums through your chest. He doesn’t shout. He never has to, but the quietness of his tone is far more lethal than your screaming. He reaches out, his large hand finally closing around the nape of your neck. It’s not a squeeze, but a heavy, grounding anchor that keeps you trapped between his gaze and the mattress. His thumb traces the shell of your ear, a calming, rhythmic motion that contradicts the hardness in his eyes.
A shiver runs down your spine, goosebumps blooming along your arms. The silence feels perilous.
"Nothing to say now?" he mocks, his voice dropping into that dangerous lilt that usually signals he’s finished talking and has shifted to demonstrating.
His hand slides from the nape of your neck to the front of your throat. He doesn't squeeze; it's about control, not air. He applies just enough steady, grounded pressure to keep your head back, forcing you to look up at him without the chance of diverting your gaze. A soft, automatic whimper slips past your lips, and your eyes flutter. Your system does a messy, necessary reboot under the sudden shift in gravity, desperately trying to make sense of the room and calm down all at once—because, unfortunately, he has a point.
He watches your face for a beat, his golden eyes cataloging the way your fire turns into a hazy, responsive submission. The only sound in the bedroom is your jagged exhale as you softly shake your head, confirming you have nothing left to say.
“Wrong damn answer,” he murmurs against your skin, his breath smelling of cool, sharp mint.
He crushes his mouth to yours before you can take a full breath. It isn't a gentle kiss; it’s dominant, certain, and all-consuming. He devours you, his mouth moving with a lethal intent that makes your knees weaken. You moan into him, your resistance dissolving into a desperate need to get closer. Your hands slide underneath his hoodie, finding the warmth of his chest to ground yourself.
He pulls back just enough to look you in the eye, his thumb tracing your swollen lower lip. You’re breathless, your chest heaving, your eyes heavy with want instead of fire.
“You burned through your warnings, Y/n. You have two minutes to fix your face and your attitude. If you bring that energy down to your mother’s kitchen, I’m not going to be this patient twice. And I promise you, you won’t like the way I choose to end the next argument.”
He doesn’t wait for a rebuttal. He doesn’t linger to see if you’re moving; he simply steps out of the room, leaving the door cracked just enough for the light from the hallway to hit the carpet.
You hear his rhythmic tread on the stairs, navigating the house with the ease of someone who doesn't need to ask where the kitchen is. He doesn't hesitate; he moves straight through the living room and past the kitchen toward the back of the house.
The heavy slide of the glass patio door echoes up through the floorboards. Downstairs, both dads hold glasses of bourbon and wear matching aprons. Enjin's mother, Kai, is seated on the couch peeling sweet potatoes, while your mom sits right beside her cleaning and peeling shrimp, 90s R&B ringing throughout the open space. The chatter amongst the group ceases as they take in the giant figure in the doorway.
“Well, if it isn’t my prodigal son,” Mrs. Kai calls out. Enjin grunts at the sentiment, wrapping his arms over her shoulders from behind in a hug. “You never called me back, you little shit.”
He chuckles. “You spoke with Princess. Whatever she told you was probably more than what I would have said.”
His statement makes the group laugh, everyone well aware that their blonde-haired giant is a man of few words over the phone. But it also sends shared looks rippling through the room.
“Right—which I thought was interesting, since I called on a Thursday evening,” his mother muses, her eyes twinkling with a sudden, sharp focus. “Since when do you spend a night on Thursdays?”
His eyes snap toward your father, whose bourbon freezes near his lips. He lets out a low hum, his dark eyes narrowing as he lets the question settle.
“Thursday, huh, Kai?” your father asks, the glass still hovering.
She nods enthusiastically. “Called him right after I got back from the farmers market with my favorite girl.” She bumps your mother’s shoulder, who wears a shit-eating grin.
“Interrogation as soon as we get home after such a long semester,” Enjin sighs, but the smirk on his face gives him away. “Since about two months ago.”
Your mothers squeal in a synchronized burst of triumph. His father, Roy, groans, reaching for his wallet, while your dad stands speechless.
“Jin, you’re telling me what I think you’re telling me?” his dad inquires, his voice thick with a mix of disbelief and "I-knew-it."
Enjin stands up straight, releasing his mother from his warm hold. He doesn't offer a verbal confirmation yet. Instead, he turns his full attention toward the sound of the door opening again, his gaze locking onto the landing where you've finally appeared.
He tracks the way you move, noting the way your lips are tilted in a tiny, lingering smile and the fact that you’re now wearing one of his hoodies. The oversized fabric swallows your frame, making you look more like his in the eyes of your parents than ever before.
You’re unsure why everyone is staring back and forth between the two of you as if a high-stakes tennis match is occurring, but you keep your eyes locked on his.
“It’s fixed, and I apologize for my attitude,” is all you say, your voice steady despite the lingering heat in your cheeks.
Without waiting for his response, you practically skip into your dad’s open arms. Your father catches you with a loud, booming laugh, but his eyes are still fixed on Enjin, who hasn’t looked away from you for a second.
The scents of bourbon, spices, and the pool encompass you as you bury your head in his arms. “Princess! I missed you so much! Have you been eating well? And sleeping okay? — wait, no, Enjin,” he turns his line of questioning away from you while keeping you in his comforting embrace. “Have you been making sure she’s eating well and sleeping okay?”
You draw your head back, eyes wide, mouth open. “W–”
“Yes, sir,” Enjin answers, cutting through whatever excuse you are about to concoct. He doesn't even hesitate, leaning back against the bar with an effortless, grounded authority. “She still refuses to drink enough water, but I’ve officially gotten her to eat vegetables consistently. She gets at least seven hours of sleep when she isn’t being a brat.”
“I am not a brat; I’m a princess,” you retort, the oversized sleeves of his hoodie flopping as you pull away from your dad’s hold. You move toward Enjin’s dad, Roy, and wrap him in a hug as well.
“Don’t start that arguing again,” your mother demands, pointing a shrimp-deveining knife toward the two of you. She shuts down Enjin’s response before he even has the chance to fully formulate it. You click your tongue, moving across the space to continue your greetings.
“Again?” Kai echoes. Her hands pause to pull you into a hug, her sharp eyes darting between you and her son. The 90s R&B playing in the background suddenly feels like a soundtrack to a courtroom drama with a Keyshia Cole track blaring.
“Yes, they walked through the doors mid-argument. No hi. No hello. Just bickering. I would have thought they were thirteen again instead of twenty-two and twenty-three,” your mom responds with ease, her hands never pausing their rhythm with the shrimp.
You lean over and place a wet kiss against her cheek, trying to soften the blow. “Not arguing… we were debating,” you correct, sliding into the empty spot on the couch between her and Kai.
You feel Enjin’s gaze burning into the back of your neck, but you keep your eyes forward. You watch your dad and his best friend, Roy, as they switch between manning the grill and watching the scene unfold before them like it's the evening news.
“Right—sure sounded like an argument with the way you were shouting upstairs,” your mom chides, casting a knowing side-eye at the stairs.
“Enjin doesn’t yell; he’s like his father in that way,” Kai mentions, her voice smooth and observant. She doesn't look at her son, but you can feel her cataloging the tension that was in your room mere moments ago. “It’s always easier for them to just take a moment, because they know that calm reaction will only irritate you more in the long run. Was this your first argument as an official couple?”
The question feels like a cold bucket of water, snapping the playful atmosphere into something far more serious.
You whip your head to Enjin, who is moving leisurely behind the outdoor bar. He’s already pouring himself a glass of bourbon, mirroring the men at the grill. “You told them already?” you squeak, suddenly hyper-aware of the four sets of eyes tracking your every blink.
“Not quite, Princess,” Enjin murmurs, not even looking up as the amber liquid swirls in his glass. “I think they had a hypothesis and spent the past couple of weeks proving it. I was curious why my mother’s calls started happening on Thursday evenings when she usually waits until Friday afternoons. Not to mention, your mom started calling to ask questions I know they’d already cleared in their group chat.”
He finally looks over his shoulder, his golden eyes meeting yours with a look that says I told you they were ahead of us. “They didn't need me to tell them anything. They already knew the answer,” he adds, his voice dropping into that smooth, matter-of-fact register. He reaches for a bundle of herbs on the counter, his fingers lingering on the leaves. “You want fresh mint in your mojito or strained through?”
Your head falls face-forward into the couch, a long, muffled groan vibrating through the cushions at the way he makes total sense.
“Inside,” you grumble, your thoughts suddenly spiraling at the realization and everything it implies for the rest of the weekend.
Roy chuckles at your antics, watching as you try to become one with the furniture. “It’s not the end of the world, Y/n. We’ve known this day was coming since you were in grade school. It was really just a matter of when.”
Your dad nods in agreement, finally taking a sip of his bourbon. “Precisely that. I just assumed it would happen after graduation. I didn’t realize the stars were going to align during midterms.”
Beside you, your mother and Kai share a synchronized, triumphant look. “That means we won, so be ready to pay up, boys. We’re gonna make your pockets hurtttt on Black Friday,” your mother shouts excitedly.
Your neck cracks from the speed in which you turn to look at her. “Won what? Did y’all have a bet going?”
“Something like that,” Roy trails off.
“Y’all are ridiculous,” you state, your voice laced with pure astonishment. “Since when?”
“Since middle school, baby,” your mother says with a shrug. “We knew Enjin was just waiting for the right time. He told us as much when he graduated high school.”
The air leaves your lungs in a sharp whoosh. You whip your head around to look at Enjin, who is leaning against the bar with his glass of bourbon, looking entirely too unbothered.
“You knew?” you demand, your eyes wide. “You knew they had money on us? You knew they were watching us this whole time and you didn't say a word?”
Enjin doesn't flinch. He takes a slow, deliberate sip of his drink. He doesn't look guilty; if anything, he looks like a man who’s been playing a very long, very successful game.
“I wasn't going to have you overthinking things because of a fifty-dollar bet,” he murmurs, taking your favorite drink in his hand. “I wanted us to figure it out on our terms first.”
He walks toward the couch, his presence looming over you. “Besides,” he adds, a ghost of a smirk playing on his lips. “I figured you’d find out eventually. I just didn't expect it to happen quite like this.” He presses the chilled glass to the side of your face, cooling your warm cheeks.
“Thank you,” you whisper softly, wrapping unsteady hands around it.
“So when did it happen? How? Don’t expect us to not have any questions despite seeing this was coming,” Kai asks, as she begins cleaning the peelings that escaped her bowl.
You take a sip of the strawberry-flavored mojito. The cocktail is a perfect mix of sugar and liquor—just the way you liked it, and exactly what you need to survive this interrogation. “Labor Day weekend… after trivia night and one too many drinks on my side,” you explain.
Flashes of that night dance behind your eyelids—not a quiet night at home, but the chaos of the frat house. You remember the heavy weight of the varsity jacket around your shoulders. You remember standing on a coffee table, shouting out facts about Ramses II and the weight of the pyramids while your teammates cheered you on.
“I didn't expect the night to end the way it did,” you admit, a sheepish smile tugging at your lips. “I was on top of a table, plastered, playing, and winning trivia, and Enjin found me.”
Enjin lets out a low, amused huff from the bar, swirling his bourbon. “Found you is an interesting way of putting it,” he murmurs, his golden eyes locking onto yours with a look that says he still remembers exactly how you looked when he found you in that napkin of a skirt. “I walked in to find my princess being worshipped by a room full of idiots for knowing the Narmer Palette.”
The parents laugh, the sound warm and synchronized, but your mother’s eyes are sharp. “And that’s the night it changed? Between the pyramids and the beer?”
You take a long sip of the mojito, the strawberry flavor masking the memory of the long talk that followed. You remember the shift in the air when he finally reached for you on that table—the way he carried you out like a trophy and the execution of ‘Strike Three’ that waits for you back at the house. And, gosh, the soreness that lasts well into the weekday from the way his hands leave prints across your ass every night until Monday.
“Yes… I told him I loved him while drunk and that… that did it…” Enjin's gaze is steady on you, the smirk gone, replaced by that same raw intensity that usually stays behind closed doors. You clear your throat, trying to perform correctly with your parents’ eyes on you. “I woke up dangerously hungover, but we spoke and reached a rather lovely consensus and here we are…”
“Here we are indeed, Princess,” he smiles sweetly, a rare, unguarded look that makes your walls clinch in response.
“Don’t get cute, you got some explaining to do later,” you remark.
It draws another round of laughter from the group. The sound is warm, filling the patio and momentarily drowning out the music. Your mother and Kai share a triumphant look, likely already calculating how much they plan on scoring during the Black Friday sales.
“Oh, I’m sure he does,” your mother muses, her eyes sparkling with a mix of maternal pride and a lingering curiosity about the data she’s been collecting. “Nonetheless, we’re happy for you kiddos. Congrats on joining the Childhood Lovers group.”
Your fathers finally close the grill, conspiring about heading to your father’s lounge for a cigar. Your mothers collect their food items, prepping to head inside.
Enjin doesn't look away from you. He takes a slow, grounding sip of his bourbon, his golden eyes dark and focused—a stark contrast to the sweet smile he just offered. He adjusts from leaning on the bar and casually takes the seat his mother freed up.
“We’ll leave you two to your talk, we’ll be prepping still. Don’t take too long though, I expect both of you to help,” Kai calls over her shoulder before closing the door once all the grown folks have made their way inside.
He doesn't rush to speak. He looks at you with a slow, predatory focus, the ‘sweet son’ persona he used for the parents evaporating to reveal the man who reprimanded you on his kitchen island months ago.
“Start talkin’, pretty boy,” you demand.
Enjin hums, his cheeks slightly flushed from the bourbon. "What you want me to talk about, Baby?"
"If you had known what you wanted since high school, why the hell did you wait?"
He lets out a hearty laugh, his head thrown back as he lets the sound ring out across the patio. You pout, crossing your arms over the oversized hoodie and feeling a familiar prickle of annoyance. “Enjin,” you whine. The sound alone is enough to slow him down; he turns his head, looking at you head-on instead of through his peripheral vision.
“Yes, Baby?” he asks in a breathy register that always makes your pulse jump.
“If you knew what you wanted since high school, why did you wait?” you repeat.
He shifts in his seat, his legs opening wider to accommodate your weight as he loops an arm underneath your back, pulling you firmly into his lap.
“Do you remember the summer I moved away?” he asks, his voice dropping into a low, reflective hum.
Your eyebrows furrow, and you settle your arms around his neck loosely, the oversized fabric of his hoodie bunching between your fingers. “Yeah. I mean, not to be dramatic, but that was the worst summer of my life. What the hell does that have to do with this?”
His hands dip underneath your shirt, fingers warm as they push your yoga pants down just enough to rest on your hips. “I think my parents told you that we were moving for work. But my parents had decided to split up that summer,” he confesses softly. “I overheard my mom talking about how she felt like she didn’t know who she was outside of my dad. It made sense to me—they’ve been joined at the hip since they were five years old, together since freshman year in high school, through college, and then when my brother and I came around, she was all about us.”
He exhales slowly, settling his head back against the couch to stare at the ceiling, his grip on you tightening just a fraction.
“My dad told her to go explore and find the answers to the questions she had... and if those answers didn’t lead back to him, he would understand and support her. So, Mom went to do just that. But I thought about us—if we were in that predicament further down the line, I couldn’t imagine doing that and being able to let go. I’m selfish, Y/n. I know that, but when it concerns you, I become more than that. Call it possessive, territorial, tunnel-visioned, but I’m not even sure those words really convey just how deep it goes.”
He brings his gaze back down to yours, his golden eyes dark with a vulnerable honesty that often hides behind his mask of control.
“I just couldn’t let you do that,” he admits, his fingers tracing a familiar, rhythmic line along your hip. “So I went to your dad. Thought the local quack could help me out and I told him what was going on in my world, and he said he understood. He said it might just be hormones or it might just be who I am, but only time would give me that answer. But I also wasn't sure how to even go about letting you go about growing without me, when we’re so aligned, so your dad and I created some guidelines. I looked elsewhere, stuck to the rules he and I came up with, and allowed you to grow in whatever capacity you wanted in a romantic sense—without me.”
You stare at him, the weight of his confession finally sinking in. The years of him being your best friend weren't just a waiting game; they were a sacrifice. He’d given you the freedom to choose anyone else, all while making sure no one else could ever measure up to the standard he set.
The silence that follows is heavy. You think back to the years of him picking you up every Friday, the rules he had with your father, and the way he consistently marked your skin to keep other men at a distance. It wasn't just a long game; it was a calculated risk he took to make sure that when you finally chose him, you wouldn't ever feel the need to wonder who you were without him.
You cup his jaw in your hands, your thumbs tracing the sharp, familiar lines of his face. “I—I love you so much,” you whisper, resting your forehead against his. The steady sound of his breathing is only one octave higher than the rapid thud of your heart, but it is grounding in exactly the way you need it to be. The recognition of his devotion, the years of him holding back just to give you the space to find yourself, sends your heart soaring.
He chuckled, the ripple traveling through his chest and into yours. “I love you too, so fucking much, Baby,” he accessorizes his murmur, his voice thick with untethered affection.
He pulls you tighter into his lap, his hands settling firmly on the curve of your ass as he presses you flush against him. Your fingers tentatively trace his bottom lip, your gaze dropping to the mouth that has spent the last couple months claiming every inch of you.
“I want you really badly right now,” you confess, your voice barely a breath against his skin. “But something tells me that as soon as we step inside, that won’t be possible.”
Enjin hums, a dark, amused sound as he nuzzles into the junction of your neck, his teeth grazing the sensitive skin right where his marks sit.
“It won't be,” he agrees, his voice dropping into that low, non-negotiable register. “My mother is already looking for an excuse to keep you in that kitchen, and your dad is probably waiting to corner me about my 'intentions' again.”
He pulls back just enough to look you in the eye, his golden gaze heavy with the same raw intensity that led to your massage turning into a sex marathon with Wheel of Fortune as the background track.
“So stay right here for a second,” he commands softly, one hand tightening its grip on your ass, the other brushing underneath the wire of your bra. “Because once we walk through that door, I have to share you with the rest of the Childhood Lovers group.”
You giggle, the sound light and airy. “I have this inkling though, that if I stay in your lap any longer you’re gonna cause some trouble.”
He chuckles. “Trouble, hmm? It’s not my fault being in the mere proximity of me turns you feral.”
You give him a playful look, your fingers tightening in his hair. “You’re so full of it. You’ve been ‘conditioning’ me for this since middle school, isn’t that right?”
“And the results are clearly favorable,” he murmurs, his thumb trails the lace of your bra with a slow, agonizing deliberation. He leans in, his lips hovering just a fraction away from yours, claiming your breath before he even claims the kiss. One more minute, Princess. I'm not ready to go back to being the 'prodigal son' just yet.”
The kiss is leisurely and sensual, his mouth moving against yours in a way that speaks of promises for as soon as your parents' bedtime arrives. You tighten your hold around him, your hips moving forward on instinct to feel what being in your presence does to him. Despite the bagginess of his sweatpants, you feel him through the thinness of your pants, pulling a soft moan from you which he swallows.
“Careful, Princess,” he rasps, yet his thumb brushes against your nipple teasingly. “You’re getting yourself worked up, and we both know how you get when you’re overstimulated.”
You breathe out a jagged laugh, your forehead resting against his as you try to regulate your breathing. The scent of bourbon and the cool evening air are the only things keeping you from fully unraveling in his lap.
“You started it,” you whisper, giving a gentle pull to his hair. “Again, the conditioning is clearly working too well.”
Enjin gives a low laugh, a heavy, pulsing sound that travels straight to your core. He claims one final, crushing kiss before lifting you from his lap. “Go. Before your dad decides to come out here and check on us himself,” he commands softly. “I’ll be right behind you. I just need a second.”
You grab your drink from the table, squeaking as he lands a firm smack to your ass as you bend in front of him. “Now who needs to be careful,” you tease, glancing at him over your shoulder.
Enjin doesn't move from his seat, but his eyes track the movement of your hips with a dark, heavy promise. “Still you, Princess. I have no problem with taking your ass to my car, a hotel, or your bedroom. So tread lightly—I’m one suggestive look away from ruining you.”
Your fingers pause on the handle, the sound of your mothers’ laughter floating beyond the glass sliding door. “I hope that’s a promise and guarantee,” you whisper, catching his gaze in the reflection of the door.
“Princess, it’s a vow.”
It sends a shiver down your spine at the weight of his words. You nod, before finally allowing the warmth of the kitchen to take you from the electricity of Enjin.
“Ah! My favorite daughter is back. Where’s the boy?” your mom’s voice raises over the sound of the music and clanking of pans. Kai is standing at the island sink, washing dishes, her gaze just as curious.
“Should be coming in right behind me, or he’s gonna use the side door to head to dad’s lounge,” you explain, taking a long, steady sip of your mojito.
Your mom pauses her intense whisking, her eyes narrowing as she takes in your slightly disheveled state and the way your cheeks are still flushed. “And? Did you two finally finish your ‘debate,’ or do I need to send your father out there to mediate?”
“We’re good, Mama L,” Enjin’s voice cuts through the room before you can respond. He enters from the patio, the cool night air clinging to his shoulders and the scent of bourbon following him like a shadow. He doesn’t look at you, but the way he moves to stand directly beside you, his presence a heavy, destabilizing force, tells you exactly where his mind is: calculating the efficiency necessary to get everything done swiftly so you both can become free of your soon-to-be sous-chef titles.
Kai turns off the faucet, drying her hands as she looks between the two of you with a sharp, maternal focus. “Good. We have lots to do if we want tomorrow to be efficient. Enjin, look at my spreadsheet and go make sure your dad and in-law are on time. Little bit, you'll be helping your mom and me. I want you to chop up the sweet potatoes and then start on snapping the green beans—”
“Kai, taste this? Is it too salty?” your mom interrupts, already popping whatever she’s mixing into Kai’s mouth. Both ladies become distracted with the ratio of the dish, the earlier interrogation momentarily forgotten in favor of culinary perfection.
You turn to look at Enjin, who flips through his mother’s color-coded timetable. “Wow, she’s so thorough. Even has time allotted for ‘our talk’—how’d she even know we’d need one?” you mumble over his forearm.
Enjin doesn't pull his gaze from the papers, but the corner of his mouth quirks into a ghost of a smirk. “You know she works all on probability. This is probably one of three routes she calculated happening.” The rest of his words formulate into static as you press yourself closer to him.
Inhaling deeply, the scent of bourbon and coffee infiltrates your senses. You practically bury yourself into his side, wrapping your arms around him unconsciously, seeking the solid warmth of his chest beneath the hoodie.
“Baby,” he says, low and inquisitive.
It sends a jolt through you—a physical response to the same register he uses when he talks you through it, when he’s edging and overstimulating you until he’s satisfied. He doesn't stop flipping through the spreadsheet, but his free hand leaves the packet to slide to the small of your back, pulling you flush against his hip.
“You’re getting clingy in front of the audience, Princess,” he whispers, his eyes flicking toward the moms to ensure their attention is still fixed on the stove. “If you don’t let go and start on those green beans, Ma is going to realize her probability for ‘our talk’ needs to be moved down by at least an hour.”
A soft whine slips past your lips, snuggling your head even deeper into him. “How can I not be clingy when you smell good, look damn good, sound real good, and treat me as if nothing in this world comes close to what I mean to you?” you whisper, your voice muffled.
He pauses, finally giving you his undivided attention. His world shifts internally at the sight before him. You look as if you are trying to become one with him; your braids hide your face from him, but he knows you are wearing a pout and those beautiful eyes are blown wide with need.
Sparing a glance to your mothers, his mom is watching the scene out of the corner of her eye while talking to your mother about what’s missing.
He shifts so his back is toward them, acting as a wall for where your conversation could potentially pivot. He slips a hand under your chin, tilting your head upward to see the very look that he warned you about on the patio.
He groans quietly. “Princess,” he exhales, his fingers pressing deeper into your hip. “What did we just discuss?”
You don’t respond to his warning, instead trailing your hands up to the strings of his hoodie and tugging. You guide him down until he’s bent over you, his lips ghosting over yours in the narrow space he’s carved out between your bodies and your parents’.
“Just one second,” you whisper, the proximity making your head spin. “I need a kiss and then I will be on my best behavior until nightfall.”
Enjin’s gaze drops to your mouth, his jaw tightening as he weighs the risk of giving in. On one hand, he can give you what you need and send you off, but the way you are pressed against him, smelling like a mix of his cologne and your own unique scent paired with the look in your eyes, is dangerous to his control.
“Best behavior,” he demands, the words sounding more like a command than a question.
You nod, and he finally relents, leaning in to give you exactly what you asked for. It’s not a gentle kiss. It is a profound, weighty pull that reminds you exactly who he is behind closed doors. His tongue slides against yours with a slow, possessive rhythm, tasting of the bourbon he’d been sipping on the patio. His hand shifts from your hip to the nape of your neck to steady you as he drinks you in.
You let out a shaky breath, your fingers tightening on the strings of his hoodie to keep your balance as he claims you. He doesn't just kiss you; he consumes the sound of your soft moans, his teeth catching your bottom lip in a sharp, deliberate bite. The sting is centering, yet earth-shattering all at once. You feel it in the way your clit practically pulses against your underwear.
Tonight. This weekend—with him, will be trouble.
“Ahem.”
He pulls back just a fraction, his lips still grazing yours, wet and swollen. He nips at the sensitive corner of your mouth, his hand moving to the curve of your ass, before sparing a lazy look over his shoulder.
His mother stands by the island with a bag of green beans in one hand and a look of pure, unfiltered amusement on her face.
“I don’t remember ‘making out in the kitchen’ being on the spreadsheet, Enjin,” she notes, tossing the bag onto the table in front of you. “And since you’ll be distracting one another, you can head to the lounge now. We don't need y’all putting us behind schedule,” she instructs. Your mother in the background is half-listening and half-problem-solving another work-in-progress dish.
Enjin straightens up, clearing his throat as he adjusts his hoodie, though he doesn't look even remotely embarrassed. His eyes are low as he looks back down at you, silently checking to see if you are as wrecked as he is before he has to turn around and leave.
Your lips are swollen, but pulled into a shit-eating grin. “Enjoy bonding with the boys, but pray for me while you’re at it. They're going to eat me alive up here,” you jest, unraveling yourself from his embrace.
Enjin lets out a short, dry huff of a laugh. “They might,” he murmurs, his gaze lingering on your mouth for a second too long. “And I have very strong ambitions on following their lead.” With that, he turns on his heels and heads toward the basement.
You flop down at the kitchen table, pulling the bag of green beans toward you. Your fingers feel clumsy, and your pulse is still thrumming from the kiss.
“So,” your mother starts, her voice dropping into that melodic, dangerous lilt she uses when she’s about to dissect a situation. She doesn't look up from the stove, but the way she’s stirring the pot is far too methodical. “That was quite a talk you two had out there. I don’t recall either of you being so hard of hearing that you needed to sit in his lap to hear one another.”
Kai pulls up a chair across from you, grabbing a handful of beans to help. She looks at your swollen lower lip, then back at your eyes, her expression full of mischief. “I expected a lot to happen this weekend, but seeing my son look rattled is new. He usually has a better handle on himself.”
“Aunt Kai, please,” you groan, snapping a bean with a loud crack. “Can we just focus on the food? I thought we were behind schedule.”
The older women cackle in response. “Oh, we are,” your mom says, a small, triumphant smile playing on her lips. “But I’ve been waiting since you were in pigtails to see Enjin finally stop pining and start participating. Or at least do a better screening job of your short-lived relationships.”
“Mamaaaa,” you whine, not wanting to be reminded of your past bad decisions that were poor attempts and imitations of Enjin.
Your mother finally turns, leaning against the counter with a wooden spoon in hand. “What, Sugar? He’s always been territorial over you. Even when he moved away that summer, he was calling your father every Friday like clockwork to remind him he was coming into town and picking you up. We wondered when you’d finally catch on, but you were catching different fish in your net.”
Her statement settles two different realizations within you: Enjin was really trying his best consistently, despite you looking the other way because he felt forbidden. Additionally, it wasn't just him waiting; it was everyone around you watching the clock.
“Well, why didn’t anyone say anything?” you counter, giving both ladies a pointed look.
Kai smiles softly, her hands pausing. “Isn’t that what you two were talking about?”
“I—I, well, yes.” Your gaze softens as you peer into molten pools of gold that remind you so much of Enjin. “He told me why he waited… about you and Uncle Roy. But that was eight years ago. What kind of goofy waits eight years?” you question rhetorically.
“The kind of goofy that knows what he wants,” your mother adds, picking up your empty mojito glass and setting a wine glass in its place.
Kai pours a generous amount of Moscato into your glass and her own. “He’s his father’s son. A bit too intense for most people to handle, and he carries a lot of weight on his shoulders. But for you? He’s always been single-minded. Eight years probably felt like nothing compared to the lifetime he’s already planned out with you.”
The kitchen transition is a blur of laughter, shared secrets, and the rhythmic snapping of green beans. With the wine flowing and the “secret” finally out in the open, the interrogation turns into a marathon of storytelling. Kai and your mother trade turns recounting Enjin’s most desperate moments: the times he nearly blew his cover, the way he’d glare at any boy who dared to stand too close to you at graduation, and the silent agreements made between the families long before you ever said "I love you” beyond the planes of being platonic.
By the time the dishwasher is humming and the counters are wiped clean, it is well past midnight. The house finally settles into a heavy, peaceful quiet. Kai retreats to the downstairs guest suite, while your mother heads to her room at the end of the hall, leaving you to slip away to your childhood bedroom, exhausted but buzzing from the wine and spinning with thoughts of Enjin, who’s still down in the basement with your dad and his. You lock the door.
Eight years of waiting. Eight years of listening to you talk about other people and dating other people. Throughout that time, you did learn a lot: that you like when people stimulate you intellectually, because Enjin does; you need someone who can talk you down from your anxiety spirals, because Enjin can; you need someone who knows what you want and what you need, sometimes before you even do, because Enjin does. He became the standard through those eight years, but he didn’t feel attainable, and maybe that was part of the ploy.
The floorboards in the hallway groan, and your door handle turns with an agonizingly slow speed, bypassing the creak in the door that never got fixed, despite the numerous times your dad has oiled it and Enjin replaced it.
Enjin slips in, the sharp scent of expensive cigars and far too much bourbon trailing him like a physical presence. You watch as he leans against the door, eyes closed as he takes deep breaths.
“You alright, baby?” Your small voice in the dark room snaps his eyes open in surprise.
He lets out a breathy laugh. “I—I should have known your ass wouldn’t be able to sleep without me.” His words are spoken slowly, carefully even, as he tries to focus on at least one of the three versions of you playing in his vision.
He groans, setting his head back against the door. “Our f–fucking dads got me d-drunk as shit.”
Enjin slides down the door frame until his back hits the wood with a dull thud, his long legs stretching out across your rug. The cool moonlight catches the sharp line of his jaw, highlighting the flush that has crept all the way up to his ears.
"Logistics," he mutters, the word coming out thick and tangled. "Tried to keep it together. Talked about... the future. Talked about intentions. Your pops kept pouring the top-shelf stuff like it was water."
You slip out from under your sheets, squatting in between his legs as you take him in. You’ve seen Enjin tipsy, buzzed, but never this far gone, his eyes blinking rapidly to stop the intense turning of his world. It’s refreshing, almost, watching a man so composed lose it all to way too much bourbon.
You stifle a giggle at the notion. “Let me grab you some sweats and water.” His hand catches you before you can move. His grip on your wrist is firm, even in his stupor. He pulls you down until you are straddling his lap on the rug.
He groans into the crook of your neck, his nose tracing your skin as he nuzzles deeper, seeking the scent of your body wash and the lotion he loves on you so much.
“No water,” he mumbles, his voice reverberating against your pulse point in a way that makes your breath hitch. “Don’t... don’t leave. Been sitting in that lounge for six hours acting like I’m not dying to get back to you.”
He exhales a long, shaky breath, the scent of bourbon and expensive cigars clouding the small space between you. His hands trail up your exposed thighs and under your large T-shirt. No panties, no bra. Just his shirt keeping him from seeing you in your rawest form. He presses a kiss right underneath your ear before resting his head on your shoulder.
“Your dad,” he starts, then stops, letting out a dry, drunken huff of a laugh. “He is a fucking tyrant. I told them. Told them I’ve had the ring picked out since I was eighteen. Your dad just laughed... told me to prove I could handle the quality of his cellar first before his daughter… kept pouring the bourbon. I think I’m dyin’, Baby.”
You can't help the quiet laugh that escapes you. "You aren't dying, Enjin," you whisper, pressing a kiss to his temple. "You’re fuckin’ plastered though."
He groans, the sound rumbling through your shoulder as his hands shift under your shirt. His palms are hot, his calloused thumbs tracing the curve of your hips with a leisurely, profound familiarity that says he doesn't need his vision to know exactly where he is and what his touch is doing to you.
"Eighteen," you murmur, the weight of that admission sinking in. While you were worried about freshman midterms and trying to find someone who felt even a fraction as safe as he did, he was already looking at diamonds. "You really are a piece of work."
"I'm a man who knows a good investment when he sees one," he mumbles, his voice thick and honey-slow. He pulls back just enough to look at you, his golden eyes struggling to stay open, hooded and hazy with a mixture of intoxication and pure, unadulterated devotion.
“I want to grab you clothes and put you to bed,” you begin, fingers hooking on the edge of his shirt and pulling it over his head. It is a welcome sight. His tattoos stand as dark lines against his skin, love bites sporadically placed in spaces not touched by ink. “But part of me wants to relish in your lack of control. To see how well you do when I’m the one on top.”
He lets out a low, rough sound that’s half-groan and half-surrender as the shirt is tossed aside. Stripped of the fabric, the heat radiating off his chest is intense, filling the small gap between you. His golden eyes track the movement of your hands with an unfocused hunger, pupils blown wide enough to swallow the iris whole.
"Princess," he breathes. He tries to sit up straighter against the door, but the effort makes the room tilt, and he ends up leaning his weight more heavily against the door. "You're playing... a dangerous game with a man who can't even see straight."
His hands, usually so precise and calculated, lag as they move from your hips to the small of your back, pulling you closer until there isn't a single breath of air between his bare skin and your T-shirt. He nuzzles into your collarbone, his teeth grazing the skin in a messy reminder of the sharp bites he gave you in the kitchen.
"Control," he mutters, his words trailing off into a huff of bourbon-scented breath against your neck. "I've spent ten years... perfecting it. If you want to take it, take it. Use it however you want, princess."
He shifts, his knees falling wider to give you more room in his lap, his head dropping back against the door with a dull thud. He looks up at you, his face flushed and vulnerable, yet there's a flicker of that possessive fire in his gaze.
"Do your worst," he challenges, his voice dropping into a thick, honeyed rasp. "See if I don't still manage to ruin you by morning."
You don't respond with words, only a slow, deliberate shift of your weight that draws a strangled groan from deep in his chest. You reach back, twisting your hair into a messy bun to clear the way, and the sight of your bare neck in the moonlight makes his breath hitch.
He’s a man caught between the spinning room and the singular, magnetic pull of you, and for the first time in eight years, he has no counter-strategy. This is probably one of very few chances he’ll give you the reins without conditions, so there’s no chance in hell you'll turn him down. You lean forward, pressing your chest against his bare, ink-covered torso. “Morning is a long time from now,” you coo, placing light kisses along his neck.
His eyes flutter shut as he tries to anchor himself to the sensation of your lips moving against his skin. Every feather-light kiss is a targeted strike against the last of his composure. He lets out a quiet, guttural growl when your lips find the sensitive dip above his collarbone, his head rolling to the side to give you better access. For a man who usually dictates every second of your interactions, seeing him reduced to these sharp, needy inhales is intoxicating. You place a firm bite right above the sensitive spot, moaning as his hands give your ass a firm squeeze in response.
You catch a glimpse of him through your lashes, taking in the way his bottom lip is tucked between his teeth and his eyebrows furrow in concentration. “Jinny, are you holding back on me?” you tease, slowly pressing your heat into his erection.
He exhales sharply, his hands sliding from your ass to your waist to anchor you firmly in his lap. “Don’t get ahead of yourself, Princess,” he exhales, his eyes snapping open to pin you with that familiar, predatory focus. “The moment the world slows the fuck down, I’ll be reclaiming my lead.”
You simply smile adoringly at him, sliding your own T-shirt off in one fluid motion, watching as his eyes widen at the sight of you. Enjin’s eyes track the fabric of your shirt as it falls to the rug, his breath hitching in a sharp, staggered inhale that tells you the threads of his control are more than wearing thin. The moonlight streaming through your window hits the marks he’s left on you, the dark, constant marks of his possession, and for a moment, the room is so quiet you can hear the frantic, uneven thud of his heart.
"God, you're stunning,” he confesses, as he struggles to reconcile the spinning room with the sight of you completely bare in his lap. He trails a finger from your waist to the inner part of your thighs, your hand wraps around his wrist as his finger brushes against your clit. You jolt a bit against him, but the mischievous smirk on your lips doesn’t budge.
“Thank you, but before you can touch Jinny, and before I hand you the reins back— I want six facts from you. One for every hour you suffered while missing me, and I want them to mean something.” You remove his hands from your body, placing them on the side of him.
“Six?" he repeats, the word catching in his throat. He lets out a breathy laugh. "Alright, Professor. Let’s see if I can pass the test."
You maneuver off of his lap, your fingers hooking into the waistband of his sweatpants and boxers. Your heart is racing, a frantic mix of adrenaline and the sharp, focused need that has been building since you stepped into this house. You pull the fabric down, Enjin lifting his hips just enough to grant you the access you've been daydreaming about all afternoon.
A moan bubbles past your lips as you set him free. Precum glistens at the tip, and his piercing catches a stray beam of moonlight, flashing with a cold brilliance against the heat of his skin.
You position yourself on your stomach between his legs, the rug soft against your skin as you settle into a view that is entirely yours. From here, you have a perfect vantage point of his length and the way his face has completely unraveled. Enjin’s head is still resting against the door, his breath coming in slow, shallow hitches. He watches you through crescent lids, his focus hazy but heavy with a primal sort of devotion. He looks like a man who has finally stopped trying to calculate the next move and is simply waiting for you to ruin him.
“Fact one, sweetheart,” you demand, gliding your finger over his cockhead, collecting the precum and using it to slick the thick veins. His abs constrict at the delicate touch.
“Fact one,” he starts, “I–I started saving for our wedding in eighth grade.” A smile plays on your lips in an attempt to hide your surprise. The confession makes you press your legs together. A moan pulls from the back of his throat as he watches you lick him from base to tip.
“Fact two, don’t make me wait.” You maintain eye contact as you shift from delivering light kisses and licks to swallowing him in one go. Enjin’s toes curl, his thighs and abs twitching under your ministrations. Your mouth is a warm, wet envelope that never fails to make him see stars.
“F-fact two… your apartment, it’s ridiculously cheap because of a deal I made with the landlords,” the words are forced through gritted teeth. His breathing is uneven as you ignore your gag reflex and take him to the hilt, repeatedly. Your hand rotates in a rhythmic tandem with your mouth. Cheeks hollowed out and unshed tears blurring your vision, but you stay tunnel-visioned on Enjin, watching the way his eyes never leave you, how his eyebrows furrow in a mix of intense concentration and self-control.
“Fact three,” he exhales roughly, his knuckles turning white as he grips your rug. It’s taking everything in him not to wrap his hands in your hair and push himself deeper down your throat. “The motherfucker you gave your virginity to… I kicked his ass e-every day for a month straight—fuck baby, slow down,” he pleads.
You shake your head, grabbing one of his hands and placing it behind your head. A reward. You slip him out of your mouth for a moment and grin up at him. “Make those last three count before I milk you dry,” you command, your voice hoarse from your performance.
He lets out a moan that makes your cunt clench, his hand pushes your head down with guided care and control despite the overload of alcohol in his system. You choke as his piercing goes further with the assistance of his hand, causing you to moan around his girthy member.
Your free hand cups his balls, using the mix of your saliva and his precum as a perfect form of lube to knead them. The sound of your sucking echoes throughout the room; your hips rock against the floor in need, cunt aching for anything to satiate the emptiness. His moans only serve as further fuel to the fire, encouraging you to up the ante to get him to come undone beneath you.
“Fact four, I-I already have our wedding date picked out,” he chokes out, barely above a whisper as he fights to hold back his impending orgasm. “Fact f-five, I never wanted a future in which w-we weren’t together.”
Tears free-fall down your cheeks and your jaw is stretched beyond comprehension. Tremors run through you as you hear his moans increase in frequency—no longer held back by the biting of his lip as his final threads of restraint break.
“Fact si-six, your dad was right about one thing tonight... I-I’m one lucky sonofabitch—” his orgasm hits mid-sentence, ripping the rest of the words from him.
You take it. All of it. His cum is thick and slightly salty, but with an underlying taste that has you swallowing with hopes of pulling more from him. Your lips remain wrapped around him even after he’s done, sending his contents straight to your stomach. Overstimulation be damned, he lets you; lets you continue to swallow him until you’ve cleaned him off.
His hand is still resting on your head. It only moves when you press a final kiss to his now semi-hard length. Your breathing is just as ragged as his, your heart thrumming and your pussy drenching the space underneath you.
“Come here,” he calls out softly, his eyes practically closed as he tries to reconcile with the world, finally, slowing down from when he first entered the room. You crawl up into his lap and your cunt brushes against him, allowing him to feel the way he affects you even when he isn't actively touching you.
His hands trail up your sides, cupping underneath your breast. “We’ll have a lot to talk about in the morning, handsome,” you gasp. He smiles lazily.
“L-long time from now,” he counters, thumbs brushing over your hardened nipples before claiming one in his mouth. It elicits a shaky moan out of you. Your fingers weave into the threads of his hair, pushing your chest further in his face. He nips and licks like a man on a mission before alternating to the other.
You hum in agreement, your hips rocking against his stomach with his dick pressed against your ass. He bites down sharply before pulling away to glance up at you. His chin rests right in between the valley of your breast. “Bed or floor?” he mumbles softly, a hand trails down over your ass and in between your wet folds. He groans as a finger slips in with no resistance. You’re soaking, drenched even.
You whine at the teasing way he pulls his finger back. He drags the pad of his thumb over your clit, watching the way your lips part to release an unrestrained moan. Your hips buck against his torso.
“Floor, p-please,” you gasp, the last word comes out barely audible as he roughly shoves two fingers inside of you. Your body trembles. Your cunt flutters around him in appreciation at finally having something to fill the void. You roll your hips against him, actively trying to chase the sensations. “O-oh f-fuck Jinny,” you breathe out shakily.
“I hope you enjoyed your power trip. I have all the intention of ruining you thoroughly before the sun rises,” he murmurs.
—-
Cold. Your eyes snap open, eyebrows furrowing in confusion as your fingers grip the empty space beside you. Enjin. You glance at your Barbie clock: 4:09 AM. It’s only been roughly forty-five minutes since you both called it a night.
You climb out of bed carefully, a low groan pulling from your chest, your back and inner thighs both pulsing with soreness and an all too familiar ache. But the concern buzzing in the back of your mind drives you to slip outside of your bedroom. The bathroom is located to the left of your room, the lights on, but the sound of water nonexistent.
You step gingerly over the floorboards, avoiding the creaking ones successfully. The doorknob is cool in your grip, the polarization of temperatures jolts you awake a bit more. When you push the bathroom door open, the sight makes your heart drop.
Enjin’s on the floor, leaning his head back against the wall beside the toilet. His eyes are tightly shut, head tilted back against the wall. His skin is pale and slick with a fine sheen of sweat that leaves his hair sticking to his forehead. One leg is propped up, and his arm is loosely draped over his knee as he struggles to keep what’s left of the contents of his stomach down. He looks completely wrecked, the sheer volume of the bourbon returning in full to collect what’s owed now that the adrenaline has faded.
“Jin,” you whisper, kneeling on the tile beside him. The floor is freezing against your knees, a sharp contrast to the heat radiating off of him.
“Sorry, Princess,” he rasps, his voice broken—a sandpaper ghost of what it was an hour ago. “Really…” he stops, swallows hard, his breath stuttering as his stomach turns again.
“I thought I put your ass to sleep for the night,” he lets out a shaky, rough breath. The dark, fresh marks on his neck and shoulders stand out vividly in the harsh light, a stark reminder of the intensity he’d poured into you before you passed out and his body finally caved.
You reach out, brushing the damp hair from his forehead. He looks so vulnerable. “You did, but you took the heater when you left,” you tease softly.
A phantom of a smile pulls at his lips. “I think the bourbon won, princess,” he mutters, finally opening his eyes to look at you. His eyes are red, but his irises have started to return. You reach over him, turning the shower on. The sound of the spray fills the space; you adjust the temperature to be borderline scalding in hopes of pulling enough steam from the contraption to help him feel better.
“It may have won the battle, but you’ve certainly won the war. Now, stay right here, Jin,” you whisper, placing a light kiss to the tip of his nose.
You move quickly, despite the heaviness in your legs. In your room, you grab a pair of boxers and flannel pajama pants for him, skipping the shirt—he’ll just peel it off in the middle of the night anyway. You tread carefully downstairs, bypassing the guest room where his parents are sleeping, and slip into the laundry room. His clothes and towel go into the dryer. Making a pit stop to the kitchen, you turn the Keurig on for hot water, letting that take its time while you dig for a BC powder in the kitchen medical drawer. Then you’re back upstairs.
Your closet yields a fresh pair of sheets and a comforter tucked neatly on the top shelf. You strip the bed and replace the old linens with the ones that carry the faint scent of your mother’s favorite fabric softener—proof she’d stashed them there recently. A glance at the clock: 4:22. You pick up the pace.
Sheets in hand, you head downstairs again, tossing them into the washer with detergent and softener. Jin’s clothes come out of the dryer, and you’re practically sprinting back upstairs. You open the bathroom door, slipping inside and closing it softly. “You okay, my baby?” you call out over the intense steam circulating around the bathroom, placing his items on the counter beside his toothbrush.
You pull the shower curtain back, revealing Enjin directly underneath the showerhead, eyes closed as he allows the water to wash away the soap suds. “Your baby is fighting for his life, and not to alarm you… but I don't think I’m winning,” his voice is worse than before, more hoarse than audible, as if he’s talking through a Wendy’s drive-thru window speaker.
“Oh honey,” you slip a hand under his chin, turning his head towards you. He hums in acknowledgment, staring down at you through wet lashes. “Come here and let me take care of you,” you instruct, already moving to turn the water off. You pull the curtain all the way back; he places a hand on your shoulder for balance as he climbs over the bathtub.
His eyes are bloodshot, but there is clarity in them now. He groans as he wraps the towel around his waist. “You’re too good to me,” he breathes. You only grin up at him, pressing a gentle kiss to his shoulder as he starts to brush his teeth.
“I just like to match your fly. I have to go grab two things, so by the time you’re done I’ll be back,” you’re already halfway out the door as your words start to register in his mind.
You make one last trip downstairs to acquire his warm water and medicine, double-checking your work to ensure it looks like you weren’t rummaging around after your mom closed up shop to keep it pristine for tomorrow’s guests.
By the time you make it back up the stairs, the bathroom door opens. Enjin steps into the hall with slow steps–half in an attempt to avoid the squeaking parts of the floorboards and half because his legs feel uncertain under his weight.
Your footsteps are right behind him, shutting the door with a quiet, practiced ease. He crawls under the covers with an appreciative groan. “And she changed the sheets… bring your fine ass here,” he demands, a playful edge woven into his words as he pats the open space beside him.
You set the items down on the nightstand beside him, then crawl over his large form to your rightful place. “I brought you warm water and BC powder,” you mutter gently. He hums, adjusting you in his arms to use your chest as a pillow, tucking his head underneath your chin and burying his nose in your neck.
“I-I can't guarantee it'll stay down, so I'll wait a bit,” he mumbles, his lips brushing against your skin with every syllable. “I love you, Princess.”
You trail lazy strokes down his back, smiling to yourself as you pull him close, “I love you, Jin.”
He squeezes you weakly in acknowledgment, your heartbeat finally louder than the blood rushing in his ears, serving as the perfect lullaby.
The room is dim, the heavy curtains blocking out most of the early morning glare, but the house around you is waking up with a vengeance. The floorboards in the hallway groan under heavy footsteps, and the distant clatter of ceramic against granite drifts up from the kitchen.
A sharp, rhythmic knock at the door breaks the silence, your eyes snapping open at the disturbance. 6:15 AM. An hour and some change of sleep. A nap, practically. You’re pinned under the weight of Enjin’s arm and half of his body weight as he substitutes his pillow for you. He doesn’t twitch. His breathing doesn’t change. The alcohol and its repercussions have overpowered his internal clock.
"Y/n? Honey, wake up," your mother’s voice calls out, muffled but bright. "Your brothers have landed. They’re downstairs tearing into the bacon already, and your father is looking for his ‘drinking buddy.' Breakfast is on the table."
You let out a small whine in dissatisfaction. Thanksgiving always starts with a family breakfast. They will just keep knocking until the whole family is at the table—a true tragedy. Because silence and sleep underneath the warmth of Enjin calls to you like a siren sings to a sailor, but much like a random sailor, it’s rather precarious to listen to the sweet lull of sleep.
"Y/n? Enjin?" your mom prompts again, her voice lingering near the wood of the door. "Don't make me send Roy up here to drag the two of you down. He’s also ready for his run with Enjin after breakfast."
“We're coming, Mom!" you call back, your voice sounding a bit raspier than your usual morning voice. Your mother walks away from the door with a small smile and a shake of her head, already foreseeing the conversation that’s sure to take place when your brothers hear you.
Enjin doesn't even open his eyes when your mother’s footsteps retreat down the hall. He just shifts, his large frame rolling slightly off of you as he feels you wiggle. “Bathroom?” he mumbles quietly.
You brush stray hairs from his forehead and press a kiss against his temple. “Breakfast, the boys have arrived. Dad’s looking for you, and your dad is ready to go on your annual run afterwards,” you inform, careful of the volume of your voice as you see him visibly wince the more he moves.
"Fifteen minutes," he rasps, his voice a gravelly vibration that sounds more like a prayer than a promise. "Just... fifteen. I’ll meet you down there."
He doesn't let go of you immediately. Instead, he leans forward, burying his face against your side for a fleeting second to press a faint, lingering kiss to your skin through the fabric of your shirt. It’s a soft, sleepy gesture, before he exhales a long, shuddering breath and sinks straight back into the mattress. Within seconds, his breathing evens out into the deep, rhythmic thrum of someone who is well and truly dead to the world.
Stepping out of the room and closing the door softly behind you, you feel the shift in atmosphere the second your foot hits the top stair. The quiet sanctuary of your bedroom is replaced by the clatter of silverware, the smell of bacon, and the unmistakable roar of your brothers’ laughter.
"Look who finally decided to join the living," your oldest brother, Ace, calls out, leaning back in his chair with a smirk that says he’s been rehearsing his opening statement for an hour. He looks past you toward the empty hallway. "Where is your shadow? Dad said he outdrank Jin last night, but I didn’t think it was bad enough to fuck up his routine,” he follows up, as you settle in your chair.
You watch as your mother places a plate full of your favorites in front of you and Kai pours you a glass of orange juice. Both ladies move in tandem like well-oiled machines before heading back into the kitchen.
You take a slow, cautious sip of your orange juice, your usual brain processing speed at an all-time low as you reconcile with the fact that you’re awake: covered in love bites, bruises, and a soreness in your walk that is unmistakable for either riding a bike for too long or being split open by a dick of monstrous proportions–no in-between, and they know damn well you don’t bike ride. In addition to sitting across from them without the cause of these predicaments. “He’ll be down in fifteen,” the words are choppy even to your own ears, every other syllable airy and without diction. Maybe deepthroating him twice in one night was a bit too much.
"Fifteen minutes, huh?" Cas, the second eldest, repeats, his voice a smooth, mocking drawl as he reaches for another piece of bacon. He pointedly tracks the way you’re holding that glass of juice like a lifeline, his eyes lingering on the faint, dark shadow peeking out from the collar of your shirt before moving back to your face. "That’s optimistic. I’ve seen him after a heavy night with the boys, but he’s usually at least upright. Meanwhile, you look like you’ve been through a whirlwind, Sis. You were drinking too?"
Drinking? In a way, perhaps. You did drink Enjin for all that he was worth, and maybe by proxy got drunk through his content. Who’s to say and who’s to really know. It feels like you are drunk from the way he left you a mess of limbs, tears, and incoherency, especially when he took his control back. And God, did he take his control back. He fucks you like he hates you and touches you like he loves you. The dull, satisfied ache settling into your hips and thighs serves as a blessing and a curse as you sit in the wooden chair.
“Y/n?" Cas prods, snapping his fingers in front of your face. "Earth to Y/n. You look as if you’re remembering a war flashback. Did Jin survive the night, or do we need to go check for a pulse?"
"He's fine," you manage, your voice coming out hoarsely. You clear your throat, trying to find your baseline. "He just... needed a second. He was pretty far gone when he finally made it upstairs."
Rudo hums, a wicked glint in his eyes as he thinks about what that means in the world of his brother. “A second, huh? I’ve never known my favorite wayward brother to need such a thing. Which,” he pauses to wipe his mouth, “now that I’m thinking about him, when I got in this morning, I could have sworn I heard some moving around last night while I slept on the couch. How late were y’all up?”
You shift uncomfortably under the weight of their gazes, and the boys catch the way your face scrunches up in response to the movement. You hadn’t seen anyone on the couch this morning, nor did you look, so his statement hits like a bucket of cold water. While your room is some distance from your parents, the stairs are right there, and therefore, so is the entrance to the living room. He could have heard many things this morning depending on the time. Anytime before 2:00 AM, you and Enjin were learning why the girl from TikTok was right about floor sex. Between 2:30 and 3:00, you were in the bathroom doing anything but getting clean for the first thirty minutes.
“I-I don’t recall. Probably was during a bathroom run…” you mumble absentmindedly, your brain split between reminiscing and trying to cover your asses.
Ace raises an eyebrow. Your father chuckles. Cas snorts and Rudo simply smirks. “Bathroom run… right?” he muses, settling back into his chair.
“You know,” Cas starts, leaning forward and setting his elbows on the table. “Sis, you’re usually a better liar than this. So, what’s really going on, huh? And don’t tell me you just stayed up late talking.”
"We were talking," you insist, though the rasp in your voice betrays you the moment the words leave your throat.
Ace lets out a sharp, incredulous bark of a laugh. "Talking? Sis, you sound like you spent the night cheering at a football game. What were you talking about that required that much vocal projection?"
A response is lost upon you at the call-out. All of the components in your brain in charge of decision-making crash like a bat out of hell. The sound of footsteps saves you, but only momentarily.
Enjin doesn't walk into the kitchen so much as he drifts—a tall, blonde ghost in a pair of running shorts and a dri-fit T-shirt, matching the attire of the other gentlemen at the table. He’s the picture of a man who’s been fighting for his life for the past several hours and has been scarcely winning.
He navigates the space with a sluggish, agonizing caution, his hand sliding along the wall for balance until he reaches the back of your chair. He doesn't say a word; he just sinks into the seat beside you, his large frame slumping forward until his forehead comes to rest against the cool wood of the table.
“There goes the prodigal son,” Rudo calls out excitedly. “Fifteen minutes on the dot, huh? Truly impressive, and dressed for a run?”
Roy grins, looking at his son with a mixture of amusement and pride. He saw how he left the basement last night: face flushed, coordination off-center, but full of conviction as he explained to his best friend’s dad why he’s the perfect man for her and what his intentions are now that he has her. Which makes him sitting at the table, or just vertical in general, that much more impressive.
Enjin lets out a quiet, vibration-heavy groan into the tabletop. He doesn't lift his head. He just raises one hand, blindly reaching out across the space until his fingers find your forearm. He anchors himself to you, his grip desperate and heavy.
"Water," he pleads, the word barely a ghost of a sound. "Need... water. Brain is... vibrating."
Your dad lets out a hearty laugh alongside Roy. “I told you, kid, you’d regret it in the morning, but you’ll be grateful for the rest of your life–and maybe sober too?” he bellows.
You wince at the volume of his voice, but you refrain from commenting, fixing Enjin a glass of water and pressing it into his hand. “Drink, Jinny, you’ll feel better after water, toast, and did you take the BC powder?” you mutter softly.
He just shifts his head slightly on the wood of the table, opening one eye to catch a glimpse of you. Your look of concern, the flushness coating your cheeks, and the disheveled appearance let him know you simply rolled out of bed and sat down. Your hair covers some of the marks he doesn’t remember making, particularly the glaringly large one right at the base of your throat. Pretty, even in a state of being undone.
“I did, thank you, baby,” his lips turn into a warm grin that makes your heart skip a beat. You smile back, nodding and pressing the cool glass to him more firmly.
"Baby?" Cas whispers, the mockery in his voice replaced by a sudden, sharp clarity. He looks at your father, who is currently busy taking a very long, very calm sip of his coffee. "Did he just... since when is she 'Baby,' Jin?"
You freeze, and so does the rest of the room aside from your parents.
Enjin finally sits upright. It’s slow, a grinding effort of will, but he does it. He takes the glass into his hands and downs it like it’s his only lifeline. His brain feels as if it’s vibrating and his body is still coming to terms with the remnants of your dad’s wine cellar.
Cas’s question still hangs in the air, thick and demanding, but Enjin doesn't look at him. He sets the glass down on the granite with a deliberate, controlled thud, before sinking in his chair and resting his head on your shoulder. His eyes flutter, trying to find peace among the glare of the early morning sun shining into the open patio window and with his decision of drinking so much liquor that he’s woken up intoxicated still.
“Been a minute,” he exhales, finally settling on simply closing his eyes for the time being. No need to look at anyone that isn’t you at this moment anyways. Your brothers turn their attention to you. Still frozen. Eyes wide. Mouth open. Like a deer caught in the headlights.
“Y/n? He’s not gonna answer us, so you have to. What the hell does ‘been a minute’ fuckin’ mean?” Ace questions, his voice flat. You inhale shakily, turning your attention to Enjin who’s still fighting a battle he doesn’t seem to be winning anytime soon.
“I–” the words die in your throat as he shifts on your shoulder. He wraps an arm around your waist, pulling you until you’re halfway in your chair and halfway in his lap. You adjust accordingly, settling entirely into where he wants you.
“Give me… five… five minutes of fucking silence,” he commands, before nuzzling his head in your neck much to the jargon of everyone else.
The silence he demanded is absolute, but it’s the heavy, suffocating kind that feels like the preamble to a storm. Your brothers are staring at the two of you, at the way Enjin has essentially dragged you into his orbit without even opening his eyes, and the way you’ve just... settled there. Like it’s the most natural thing in the world to be a human pillow for a man who looks like he’s been through a physical and emotional blender.
"Five minutes?" Ace whispers, the word coming out sharp and jagged. "Y/n, you’re halfway in his lap. At the breakfast table. In front of Dad, and I just know Mom can see this from her position in the kitchen. And you’re just... letting him?"
"That wasn't a 'bathroom run' on the floorboards, was it?" Rudo asks, his voice dropping the playful edge. He looks at your father, who is still calmly nursing his coffee, looking entirely too unbothered.
Your father glances up, tapping his finger on the rim of his mug. A look of pure amusement dances across his features. "He said he needed five minutes of silence, Boys. I’d suggest you give it to him. He’s had a long night of proving he’s man enough to handle this family beyond a platonic sense. If he wants to hold his girl while he recovers, that’s his business."
The word "his girl" hits the table like a lead weight. You have always been Enjin’s girl—his best friend, his shadow, his partner-in-crime. But you had never been whatever the hell this is playing out in front of them.
“Boys, quiet down," Kai’s voice cuts through the room, quiet but final as she steps back out of the kitchen with a fresh carafe of juice. She doesn't look surprised. She looks at you with a soft, knowing tilt of her head before glancing at Enjin. "The boy is exhausted. Let them be."
Rudo chuckles at his mother’s words. “Ma, dude is tired because after drinking with our dads he went and did a Tour de France with Y/n! And we know dang well the princess isn’t riding no bike.”
His words practically send your soul into the afterlife.
You stay pinned to the spot, eyes fixed on a single stray crumb on the tablecloth, feeling the heat of the room rise until your skin feels like it’s glowing. You’re certain your heart is visible through your shirt, thudding against Enjin’s chest as he holds you.
Roy lets out a sharp, sudden bark of a laugh that he tries to cover with a cough, but your father doesn't even bother. He just leans back, looking at Rudo with a look of pure, unadulterated mischief.
"Technically," your dad muses, his voice booming in the quiet kitchen, "I believe the race was a sprint, not a marathon, if the timing of the floorboards was any indication."
"Dad!" you gasp, the sound coming out as a tiny, horrified wheeze. It was only after your first orgasm on the floor did you realize the bed would hide the sounds of your sexcapade a lot better.
Enjin doesn't move his head from your neck, but you feel his lips curve into a slow, wicked grin against your skin. The vibration of his silent chuckle travels through your collarbone. He isn't embarrassed. He isn't even trying to hide it. He just tightens his arm around your waist, pulling you so flush against him that there isn’t a breath of air left between your bodies.
"Rudo," Enjin starts, the name coming out like a warning. "If you don't shut the hell up… I’m gonna show you how I won the race.”
“Race? So you're admitting it?" Cas barks, pointing a fork at the two of you. "Dad, he basically just confirmed the Tour de France! They were upstairs knocking boots. Under your roof! While you were sleeping! While I was slee–”
It’s quick. You’re not sure how he does it. Barely even feel him, but you watch the piece of jelly-covered toast stick to Cas’s face.
And Cas just sits there. Frozen. The crust of the toast still clings to his cheek while a slow, sticky glob of grape jelly slides toward his jawline.
Enjin doesn't even lift his head from your shoulder. His hand is already back on your waist, his fingers digging into your hip as if he never moved at all. The speed of the throw was surgical—the kind of accuracy that comes from a man who spent his childhood throwing fastballs and his adulthood calculating strikes.
"I said," Enjin rasps, his voice dropping into a dark, velvet register that rings through your entire body, "five minutes of silence."
The table is a crime scene. Rudo is shaking, his shoulders trembling as he tries to swallow a laugh that would probably get him a plate of eggs to the forehead. Ace is looking between the jelly on Cas’s face and the "prodigal son" currently using his sister as a bolster, his eyes wide with a new, horrified respect.
Enjin has always been a rather loose cannon in the family, one that the boys could never truly predict. While he’s the third in line as the oldest when combining your two families, he was always treated as the eldest. Elaborate tattoos before graduation? Of course. Smoking by the age of sixteen? Naturally. Having a job before even starting high school? Duh. He just always seems to have a mind that is several steps above anyone else they would ever know.
Which leads to several epiphanies between the men at the table: this was never a matter of how, but when? Their parents all knew. And, somehow, in the twenty years they have known both Enjin and you, they missed this coming entirely–and yet the pairing makes perfect sense.
Five minutes are up.
Enjin releases a slow, cool stream of air through his mouth before sitting up. His gaze is clearer and his expression is softer. One arm remains heavy on your waist, and the other moves to refill his water glass. “Thank you,” he mutters, before pressing the cup to his lips and knocking it back. His body is still thrumming with the echoes of bourbon, but his mind is a smidge quieter-–and that’s what matters the most at the moment.
“How long have you been crackin’ my sister?” Cas shoots out.
He winces at Cas’s volume, “couple months and no need to fucking yell.”
Cas rolls his eyes, aggressively stabbing his pancake as he lets the timeline settle. Ace and Rudo’s eyes widen in surprise. “No way, that means when we came down for Halloween, y’all were together? Why the heck didn’t you say something?” Rudo questions, mouth open in shock. “Princess, Y/n, I thought we were closer than this?”
You roll your eyes at his dramatics, “It wasn’t time yet… besides, neither you nor Ace can hold water. Mom, dad, Aunt Kai, Uncle Roy, the elderly ladies at church, the mailman, and everyone else and their damn mama would have known before we were ready to share.”
He huffs at your statement, but he doesn’t rebut.
“And when did mom and dad find out? And you know what, why are we all acting like it’s okay for them to be fucking while we’re sleeping?” Ace follows up, both hands resting on top of his low-cut fade as he whips his head from your dad to Uncle Roy.
Roy looks at your dad and then back to Enjin who’s oscillating between burying himself in your skin and remembering that he needs to hydrate to flush his system. “Well,” Roy starts, setting his cup of coffee down. “The agreement was that if Enjin could walk out of the room by the time the bottles were done, without waking up your mother and his, then all future actions over the next 24 hours would be voided. And guess who successfully made it up those stairs without waking anyone?”
You glance up at Enjin as he finishes another glass of water. What the hell happened in that room last night? His relaxed nature makes your eyebrow twitch. How is he so calm with all of this? He only smiles as he watches the questions begin to dance across your features. You’re cute when you’re curious.
“The perks of being the prodigal son,” Rudo grumbles, but there’s no bite in his words. If anything, he’s always been ecstatic that Enjin was the one born to carry the weight of their parents' expectations. Because Enjin is such a go-getter, over-achiever, weirdly complex individual, his parents have allowed him to be the free-spirit teenage sloth he’s always desired to be—and it’s been wonderful. “Well, I’m happy for you both. It’s about time Y/n stops bringing bum-ass, sorry-ass, weird-ass partners back to the house.” His statement elicits hearty laughs from all the men and even a quiet chuckle from Enjin.
You narrow your eyes at Rudo, “Brave comment coming from the boy who has only been dating girls that look like Riyo,” you point out. The retort earns a choked laugh from Cas, a snort from Ace, and a light pinch from Enjin that makes you yelp.
“Play nice,” he reminds softly.
You huff, giving Rudo a pointed look, “him first.”
Rudo raises his arms in mock-surrender as Enjin’s sharp gaze turns to him and back to you. No further warning necessary, he backs down.
“I guess it makes sense, I mean if anyone can handle the princess it’s Enjin. You know, as I’m sitting here mind-blown, trying to wrap my head around all of this, it really is starting to connect,” Ace muses. “He can afford her lifestyle, he practically is solo-funding it if you ask me—like, when was the last time Y/n has asked me for money—”
“I’ve never asked you for money,” you cut off, giving him a side-eye while munching on a piece of bacon.
“Exactly,” he continues. “Because Enjin is like your walking wallet. I just thought it was him performing his brotherly duties, but now I’m not so sure. I mean, he even has that deal going with your landlord—”
“Wait a second! Does everyone but me know about your deal with the landlord?” you interrupt once again, eyes the size of saucers as you wiggle Enjin’s head off your shoulder to look at him properly.
Cas snickers, “Don’t tell me you thought you were living in a high-rise at that ridiculously stupid price by sheer luck?... Oh my goodness, you did. Dad, are you sure this is your gifted child?”
Your dad simply shakes his head, “She is… she really is. But to be fair, it’s not like Enjin went out of his way to tell her.”
“I didn’t think it was important. It’s not like it changed anything, and I got a good contract out of it,” he murmurs. He presses a kiss to your temple. “You wanted to be independent and I wanted you to have what you wanted, so I made it happen. Don’t think too hard about it, Baby.”
You open your mouth to respond, but Roy cuts in. “Alright, boys. I’ve given Enjin enough time to shake back, it’s family run time. If we lag around any longer it’s going to mess up the schedule Kai made, and I don’t think any of us want that to happen on such a joyous holiday.” His words get the rest of the boys on alert as they check their watches—half past seven.
Enjin places you carefully back in your chair, “We can talk about everything else swirling in that head of yours when I get back, alright?” He ruffles your hair as you nod in agreement.
And oh, how y’all will talk.
The energy leaves with them, leaving you in the quiet sanctuary of the early morning light and the rhythmic sounds of your mothers navigating throughout the kitchen.
“You alright in there, sweetheart?” your mom calls out, peeking her head in the pass-through-window that overlooks the dining area. You lean your head back on the chair. Loaded question.
“Y-yeah, just settling into this new reality. You know?”
She hums in understanding, going around the wall to stand behind your chair. She wraps her arms around you. “You’ll adjust. Telling the family makes it more real, doesn’t it?” You nod in agreement, and she continues. “It’s probably the reason why you didn’t tell your brothers and why Enjin didn’t tell Rudo. It’s better to adjust within the realms of one another without the influence and voices of others. But, with that being said, you’re in the presence of family that doesn’t change even with your relationship title changing. You’re still our princess, our genius, and our little smartass.”
“Wow, really missed you and all your wisdom, Ma,” you whisper, nuzzling your cheek against her arm. “It’s weird… realizing you guys were all in on it and realizing the boys had no idea, but did in a weird way? And, gosh, don’t let me forget to add that he’s been pining for years. Years. How do I reconcile with that? I was just a dummy for—”
“Ah, ah, none of that language, young lady,” she chastises. “You were growing up and finding yourself, just like he wanted. And his behavior was so second nature to you that it was your version of normal, and it’s not like you had anyone to really compare his behavior to. I didn’t birth you any sisters, just two knucklehead brothers who are a different caliber of individuals when compared to Enjin’s uniqueness, so it’s not even a fair comparison…” She trails off, suddenly unsure of where she was going with this.
“I think what I’m trying to say is that you got the guy, and not just any guy, but the one who knows you better than the back of his hand. The one who has proven time and time again that he’s willing to move mountains and the heavens themselves to make sure you’re okay, and I think that’s what counts the most,” she concludes, smoothing the top of your braids before placing a kiss to your forehead.
You nod, grinning up at her. “Yeah, I’m just thinking too much since I didn’t sleep well. But that’s okay! Let’s turn on some Mary J. Blige and really get the day going before everybody rolls up on us.” The uncertainty is gone from your voice, replaced with excitement as you stand up from your chair, hands moving to begin cleaning up the mess the boys left upon their departure.
“That’s what I’m talking about, lil' bit,” Kai exclaims, stepping out from the kitchen with flour in her wild-colored hair and a ‘kiss the chef’ apron tied tightly around her waist. “Hey Alexa, play ‘Just Fine’ by Mary J. Blige,” she demands. She takes the dirty dishes from your hand and hands you Tupperware to slip the remnants of breakfast into.
The kitchen and dining room transform into a high-energy cacophony of sounds as you all sing your hearts out to the Queen of Hip-Hop Soul. Soon the space has been shaped into a proper dining table with your mom’s favorite tablecloths and hosting dishware laid out; an extra table has been extended to the end to fit roughly twenty people instead of your usual nine. You move from setting up to dessert duty.
You reference your grandmother’s messy calligraphy as you alternate between whipping up a batch of banana pudding and peach cobbler. “Mommy, Grandma isn’t coming this year, right?” you question, eyes lingering on the cobbler’s call for two tablespoons of salt, which feels like a tablespoon too much.
“She’s going to your uncle's this year since your aunt is coming here. Said something about wanting to make sure he and his wife aren't feeding them babies raw carrots and organic fruit snacks as a Thanksgiving meal supplement,” she explains. You snicker under your breath, foregoing the amount of salt for just a simple pinch.
Kai giggles, “They do have a rather rustic food palette… remember Christmas three years ago? They brought that kale and vinegar ‘entree’ with sunflower seeds. I felt like I was an imprisoned bunny rabbit.” She shivers at the memory of the bitter dish.
“God, that was a nightmare, but so was the wedding!” your mom adds. You bask in her storytelling, soaking in the wild stories they share about the crazy members that compromise both of their families.
Time flies. By the time the boys return from their run, the banana pudding is setting in the fridge and the cobbler is on a cooling tray. They enter through the back door, all sweaty, winded, and loud.
“I thought he was going to fucking die out there,” Cas cackles.
“I just can’t believe he threw up in Ms. Susan’s rose gardens,” Rudo states.
Your ears perk at the mention of throw-up. Wiping your hands on the Barbie-pink apron your mom tied around you, you glance at them through the window, eyebrows furrowed as you don’t see Enjin. “Where’s—”
“Pretty boy most likely went through the front door. He’s probably already in the shower. I don’t know how he ran those five miles drunk, but despite throwing up twice, he beat us here,” Ace calls out over his glass of water.
You turn on your heels, practically jogging as you race up the stairs. The bathroom door is open, but steam still clings to the air. You open your bedroom door, exhaling at the sight of him. A pair of tailored black trousers rest on his hips, right underneath his Calvin band. His back muscles constrict as he slips into an olive green, short-sleeve button-up.
“The boys said you threw up. You alright, handsome?” You close the door behind you, grinning as you see your clothes for the day laid out on the made-up bed.
He chuckles, “Fucking snitches. I’m alright, Princess.” He turns around, giving you the perfect view of his sculpted chest. You close the distance between the two of you, your hands finding purchase on his pecs, gently pushing him backward until the back of his knees hit your bed. He watches with merriment, not resisting as you force him to lay down.
You climb on top, keeping your hands stationed right on the firm planes of his chest. “Why’d you sneak in like a thief instead of telling us you were back?” you question, staring him down.
Enjin simply smirks, “I needed that shower like you need me to go to sleep. Besides, when I peeked into the kitchen y’all were wrapped up in your gossip. Didn’t want to interrupt your flow state.”
You give a playful bounce at his statement, “Not a good enough excuse. I could have gotten you some water. You didn’t even eat breakfast, so I could have warmed your plate up—” Your words die in your throat as his smirk turns into one of his charming smiles—the ones he reserves for when he wants something and knows that you’ll give it to him, no matter the ask.
He trails a hand under your shirt and to the middle of your back. He presses down gingerly, guiding you to lay down right on his heartbeat. He takes one deep inhale and a quiet groan slips past his lips. “I’m alright, promise. I just need to lay with you like this for a while, please?”
You brush your lips over his heartbeat before really settling against him. One of your hands tangles in the damp threads of his hair and the other sneaks under his back. “You’re lucky you’re attractive,” you grumble.
“You’ve just dated uglier,” his comment makes you tug on his hair half-heartedly.
You huff dryly, “We’re not even going down your rather robust previous sexual conquests, you little shit. Now close those pretty eyes and that mouth of yours before I start biting.”
He lets out a small laugh, wrapping himself tighter around you.
I would say Fin but there's technically a part two and three to this...I'm trying lmaooo.
I was so engrossed with this dynamic that I iust kept adding so it lead to a delay in sharing with those that asked and my bad about that team.
Synopsis: Your childhood friend has called you Princess all your life. One drunk night. One game of trivia. Now he calls you his---but that means something entirely different when spoken in front of your families.
Tags: dirty talk, bigdick Enjin, reader and Enjin are down bad, half plot/half smut, manhandling, fingering, sex while drunk, swearing, modern/ college au, fratEnjin, fem!reader, pet names, oral (m receiving).
Author note: We could consider this a follow up to Trivia Princess. I have a bad habit of writing for Enjin and then suddenly I'm looking at a 40k word document, but I just couldn't edit that whole thing, and I really wanted to get this out.
not proofread
“Jin, you’re not listening, and I think it’s on purpose. Stop being obtuse,” you grumble, aggressively walking into your parents’ house with him hot on your heels. There is a glint in his eyes and a blank stare on his face, his hands completely full with both of your bags.
“Y/n, I’m trying to be nice because it’s the holidays, but strike one is exactly one more smartass comment away,” he states in a matter-of-fact tone.
“How y’all gonna come into somebody else's house arguing?” your mom calls out.
The heavy thud of the front door closing behind you is immediately swallowed by the soulful grit of Mary J. Blige vibrating through the hallway. The air in your childhood home is thick—a humid, savory fog of slow-simmering greens, toasted pecans, and the sharp bite of vinegar that signals the start of the Wednesday prep.
“We aren’t arguing, Mama L,” Jin calls out, his voice instantly smoothing into that respectful, practiced charm he’s used on your mother for years.
He doesn’t drop the bags immediately. Instead, he follows you into the heart of the house, his presence taking up twice as much space in the narrow hallway as yours does. He waits until you've reached the entryway of the kitchen before he finally lets your luggage hit the floor with a dull, synchronized clack.
Before you can snap back about his “strike one” comment, he’s already moving. He sidesteps the bags and pulls your mother into a deep, genuine hug, lifting her slightly off her feet with a low chuckle.
“You know she likes to pick fights when she’s tired,” he murmurs into her hair, casting a sharp, golden side-eye in your direction that tells you the “smartass” tally is still running. “I’m just the designated punching bag for the weekend.”
“Is that right?” your mom asks, pulling back to swat at his arm before turning her narrow, knowing gaze on you. “Well, I don’t have time for the dramatics. I’m already stressed that I’m about to have all these people runnin’ in and out my house all weekend, so get it together.” She gives both of you a pointed look.
You snort. “He freaking started it, Mama.”
She tsks. “I don’t care if one of the twelve disciples started it, be sure to end it by the time you come down from putting your bags away.”
Jin’s expression doesn't flicker at your side comment, but his hand finds the small of your back—a heavy, grounding weight that acts as a reminder of his warning. “Where’s my folks? And Mr. L?”
“Out on the patio,” Mama L says, gesturing toward the back of the house with a wooden spoon. “They’re trying to convince your daddy that he doesn’t need to deep-fry a second turkey, but you know how they get once they start on that bourbon.”
Enjin lets out a short laugh. “We’ll join in a second after we get settled.” He doesn’t wait for your rebuttal, already reaching down to snag both bags with a grunt of effort that makes the muscles in his forearms cord. He nudges you toward the stairs with his elbow, his presence at your back acting like a physical wall as he herds you upward, away from the kitchen and your mother's watchful eye.
The stairs creak under his weight, a familiar rhythm that echoes years of him following you up these same steps. Once you hit the landing and duck into your childhood bedroom, the atmosphere shifts instantly. The door hasn't even fully clicked shut behind him before he drops the luggage and pins you with a look that’s equal parts exhausted and amused.
“‘He freaking started it, Mama’?” he mimics, his voice dropping into a mocking, high-pitched lilt that makes your blood boil. “You’re twenty-one years old and still running to your mother because you can't keep your mouth shut for ten minutes in the car?”
You practically bristle at the mimicry. “Oh! Is that what you—” Your words fall into the ether as you spin around, only to end up face-to-face with his chest. You tilt your head back to glare at him properly, ignoring the dark look in his eyes and the warning flashing through them. “You’re fucking doing it again. You’re being dense, Enjin. I asked a simple question: how long were y’all fucking, and did it happen in my house? Why—”
“And I answered you, Y/n. I was honest. You can’t flip your switch and be a damn brat just because you don’t like my honesty,” he snaps. The careful thread of his patience finally gives way as you raise your voice at him. An immediate no in his world.
It is a boundary you bypass and run right over, your voice still three octaves above a conversational tone. “It’s not a matter of not liking it, so don’t you dare pull that card. It’s the damn principle! Three fucking months! Three? And sure, you didn’t fuck her in my house, but what’s the irony of it all? You took her back to your place for Thanksgiving, and that’s where it all started. Do you really not see why that pisses me off? Are you being oblivious on purpose? Because it’s about to make me really earn that so-called one strike.”
The air in the room suddenly feels vacuum-sealed. Enjin doesn't move, but the atmosphere shifts from a heated argument to a dangerous, low-frequency silence. He stares down at you, his golden eyes narrowing into sharp, lethal slits.
“Lower your voice,” he commands. It isn’t a request. It is the sound of a man who has reached the end of his rope, whose holiday high has officially been decimated. He steps deeper into your space, his chest grazing your nose, forcing you to tilt your head back even further just to keep him in view. He doesn’t touch you, but the sheer wall of his presence is enough to anchor you against the edge of the bed.
You grit your teeth, your senses finally attuning to the danger.
“I was seventeen. It was six years ago. I’ve explained myself three times now. What do you want me to do? Erase it? Because I can’t.” His words are clipped, falling like stones. “I’m trying to be compromising because it’s the holidays, midterms just ended, and you just applied for early graduation—but you tell me, when is my patience allowed to run out? Huh? Because I’m at the limit, Y/n. Right now.”
His voice drops into a resonant octave that thrums through your chest. He doesn’t shout. He never has to, but the quietness of his tone is far more lethal than your screaming. He reaches out, his large hand finally closing around the nape of your neck. It’s not a squeeze, but a heavy, grounding anchor that keeps you trapped between his gaze and the mattress. His thumb traces the shell of your ear, a calming, rhythmic motion that contradicts the hardness in his eyes.
A shiver runs down your spine, goosebumps blooming along your arms. The silence feels perilous.
"Nothing to say now?" he mocks, his voice dropping into that dangerous lilt that usually signals he’s finished talking and has shifted to demonstrating.
His hand slides from the nape of your neck to the front of your throat. He doesn't squeeze; it's about control, not air. He applies just enough steady, grounded pressure to keep your head back, forcing you to look up at him without the chance of diverting your gaze. A soft, automatic whimper slips past your lips, and your eyes flutter. Your system does a messy, necessary reboot under the sudden shift in gravity, desperately trying to make sense of the room and calm down all at once—because, unfortunately, he has a point.
He watches your face for a beat, his golden eyes cataloging the way your fire turns into a hazy, responsive submission. The only sound in the bedroom is your jagged exhale as you softly shake your head, confirming you have nothing left to say.
“Wrong damn answer,” he murmurs against your skin, his breath smelling of cool, sharp mint.
He crushes his mouth to yours before you can take a full breath. It isn't a gentle kiss; it’s dominant, certain, and all-consuming. He devours you, his mouth moving with a lethal intent that makes your knees weaken. You moan into him, your resistance dissolving into a desperate need to get closer. Your hands slide underneath his hoodie, finding the warmth of his chest to ground yourself.
He pulls back just enough to look you in the eye, his thumb tracing your swollen lower lip. You’re breathless, your chest heaving, your eyes heavy with want instead of fire.
“You burned through your warnings, Y/n. You have two minutes to fix your face and your attitude. If you bring that energy down to your mother’s kitchen, I’m not going to be this patient twice. And I promise you, you won’t like the way I choose to end the next argument.”
He doesn’t wait for a rebuttal. He doesn’t linger to see if you’re moving; he simply steps out of the room, leaving the door cracked just enough for the light from the hallway to hit the carpet.
You hear his rhythmic tread on the stairs, navigating the house with the ease of someone who doesn't need to ask where the kitchen is. He doesn't hesitate; he moves straight through the living room and past the kitchen toward the back of the house.
The heavy slide of the glass patio door echoes up through the floorboards. Downstairs, both dads hold glasses of bourbon and wear matching aprons. Enjin's mother, Kai, is seated on the couch peeling sweet potatoes, while your mom sits right beside her cleaning and peeling shrimp, 90s R&B ringing throughout the open space. The chatter amongst the group ceases as they take in the giant figure in the doorway.
“Well, if it isn’t my prodigal son,” Mrs. Kai calls out. Enjin grunts at the sentiment, wrapping his arms over her shoulders from behind in a hug. “You never called me back, you little shit.”
He chuckles. “You spoke with Princess. Whatever she told you was probably more than what I would have said.”
His statement makes the group laugh, everyone well aware that their blonde-haired giant is a man of few words over the phone. But it also sends shared looks rippling through the room.
“Right—which I thought was interesting, since I called on a Thursday evening,” his mother muses, her eyes twinkling with a sudden, sharp focus. “Since when do you spend a night on Thursdays?”
His eyes snap toward your father, whose bourbon freezes near his lips. He lets out a low hum, his dark eyes narrowing as he lets the question settle.
“Thursday, huh, Kai?” your father asks, the glass still hovering.
She nods enthusiastically. “Called him right after I got back from the farmers market with my favorite girl.” She bumps your mother’s shoulder, who wears a shit-eating grin.
“Interrogation as soon as we get home after such a long semester,” Enjin sighs, but the smirk on his face gives him away. “Since about two months ago.”
Your mothers squeal in a synchronized burst of triumph. His father, Roy, groans, reaching for his wallet, while your dad stands speechless.
“Jin, you’re telling me what I think you’re telling me?” his dad inquires, his voice thick with a mix of disbelief and "I-knew-it."
Enjin stands up straight, releasing his mother from his warm hold. He doesn't offer a verbal confirmation yet. Instead, he turns his full attention toward the sound of the door opening again, his gaze locking onto the landing where you've finally appeared.
He tracks the way you move, noting the way your lips are tilted in a tiny, lingering smile and the fact that you’re now wearing one of his hoodies. The oversized fabric swallows your frame, making you look more like his in the eyes of your parents than ever before.
You’re unsure why everyone is staring back and forth between the two of you as if a high-stakes tennis match is occurring, but you keep your eyes locked on his.
“It’s fixed, and I apologize for my attitude,” is all you say, your voice steady despite the lingering heat in your cheeks.
Without waiting for his response, you practically skip into your dad’s open arms. Your father catches you with a loud, booming laugh, but his eyes are still fixed on Enjin, who hasn’t looked away from you for a second.
The scents of bourbon, spices, and the pool encompass you as you bury your head in his arms. “Princess! I missed you so much! Have you been eating well? And sleeping okay? — wait, no, Enjin,” he turns his line of questioning away from you while keeping you in his comforting embrace. “Have you been making sure she’s eating well and sleeping okay?”
You draw your head back, eyes wide, mouth open. “W–”
“Yes, sir,” Enjin answers, cutting through whatever excuse you are about to concoct. He doesn't even hesitate, leaning back against the bar with an effortless, grounded authority. “She still refuses to drink enough water, but I’ve officially gotten her to eat vegetables consistently. She gets at least seven hours of sleep when she isn’t being a brat.”
“I am not a brat; I’m a princess,” you retort, the oversized sleeves of his hoodie flopping as you pull away from your dad’s hold. You move toward Enjin’s dad, Roy, and wrap him in a hug as well.
“Don’t start that arguing again,” your mother demands, pointing a shrimp-deveining knife toward the two of you. She shuts down Enjin’s response before he even has the chance to fully formulate it. You click your tongue, moving across the space to continue your greetings.
“Again?” Kai echoes. Her hands pause to pull you into a hug, her sharp eyes darting between you and her son. The 90s R&B playing in the background suddenly feels like a soundtrack to a courtroom drama with a Keyshia Cole track blaring.
“Yes, they walked through the doors mid-argument. No hi. No hello. Just bickering. I would have thought they were thirteen again instead of twenty-two and twenty-three,” your mom responds with ease, her hands never pausing their rhythm with the shrimp.
You lean over and place a wet kiss against her cheek, trying to soften the blow. “Not arguing… we were debating,” you correct, sliding into the empty spot on the couch between her and Kai.
You feel Enjin’s gaze burning into the back of your neck, but you keep your eyes forward. You watch your dad and his best friend, Roy, as they switch between manning the grill and watching the scene unfold before them like it's the evening news.
“Right—sure sounded like an argument with the way you were shouting upstairs,” your mom chides, casting a knowing side-eye at the stairs.
“Enjin doesn’t yell; he’s like his father in that way,” Kai mentions, her voice smooth and observant. She doesn't look at her son, but you can feel her cataloging the tension that was in your room mere moments ago. “It’s always easier for them to just take a moment, because they know that calm reaction will only irritate you more in the long run. Was this your first argument as an official couple?”
The question feels like a cold bucket of water, snapping the playful atmosphere into something far more serious.
You whip your head to Enjin, who is moving leisurely behind the outdoor bar. He’s already pouring himself a glass of bourbon, mirroring the men at the grill. “You told them already?” you squeak, suddenly hyper-aware of the four sets of eyes tracking your every blink.
“Not quite, Princess,” Enjin murmurs, not even looking up as the amber liquid swirls in his glass. “I think they had a hypothesis and spent the past couple of weeks proving it. I was curious why my mother’s calls started happening on Thursday evenings when she usually waits until Friday afternoons. Not to mention, your mom started calling to ask questions I know they’d already cleared in their group chat.”
He finally looks over his shoulder, his golden eyes meeting yours with a look that says I told you they were ahead of us. “They didn't need me to tell them anything. They already knew the answer,” he adds, his voice dropping into that smooth, matter-of-fact register. He reaches for a bundle of herbs on the counter, his fingers lingering on the leaves. “You want fresh mint in your mojito or strained through?”
Your head falls face-forward into the couch, a long, muffled groan vibrating through the cushions at the way he makes total sense.
“Inside,” you grumble, your thoughts suddenly spiraling at the realization and everything it implies for the rest of the weekend.
Roy chuckles at your antics, watching as you try to become one with the furniture. “It’s not the end of the world, Y/n. We’ve known this day was coming since you were in grade school. It was really just a matter of when.”
Your dad nods in agreement, finally taking a sip of his bourbon. “Precisely that. I just assumed it would happen after graduation. I didn’t realize the stars were going to align during midterms.”
Beside you, your mother and Kai share a synchronized, triumphant look. “That means we won, so be ready to pay up, boys. We’re gonna make your pockets hurtttt on Black Friday,” your mother shouts excitedly.
Your neck cracks from the speed in which you turn to look at her. “Won what? Did y’all have a bet going?”
“Something like that,” Roy trails off.
“Y’all are ridiculous,” you state, your voice laced with pure astonishment. “Since when?”
“Since middle school, baby,” your mother says with a shrug. “We knew Enjin was just waiting for the right time. He told us as much when he graduated high school.”
The air leaves your lungs in a sharp whoosh. You whip your head around to look at Enjin, who is leaning against the bar with his glass of bourbon, looking entirely too unbothered.
“You knew?” you demand, your eyes wide. “You knew they had money on us? You knew they were watching us this whole time and you didn't say a word?”
Enjin doesn't flinch. He takes a slow, deliberate sip of his drink. He doesn't look guilty; if anything, he looks like a man who’s been playing a very long, very successful game.
“I wasn't going to have you overthinking things because of a fifty-dollar bet,” he murmurs, taking your favorite drink in his hand. “I wanted us to figure it out on our terms first.”
He walks toward the couch, his presence looming over you. “Besides,” he adds, a ghost of a smirk playing on his lips. “I figured you’d find out eventually. I just didn't expect it to happen quite like this.” He presses the chilled glass to the side of your face, cooling your warm cheeks.
“Thank you,” you whisper softly, wrapping unsteady hands around it.
“So when did it happen? How? Don’t expect us to not have any questions despite seeing this was coming,” Kai asks, as she begins cleaning the peelings that escaped her bowl.
You take a sip of the strawberry-flavored mojito. The cocktail is a perfect mix of sugar and liquor—just the way you liked it, and exactly what you need to survive this interrogation. “Labor Day weekend… after trivia night and one too many drinks on my side,” you explain.
Flashes of that night dance behind your eyelids—not a quiet night at home, but the chaos of the frat house. You remember the heavy weight of the varsity jacket around your shoulders. You remember standing on a coffee table, shouting out facts about Ramses II and the weight of the pyramids while your teammates cheered you on.
“I didn't expect the night to end the way it did,” you admit, a sheepish smile tugging at your lips. “I was on top of a table, plastered, playing, and winning trivia, and Enjin found me.”
Enjin lets out a low, amused huff from the bar, swirling his bourbon. “Found you is an interesting way of putting it,” he murmurs, his golden eyes locking onto yours with a look that says he still remembers exactly how you looked when he found you in that napkin of a skirt. “I walked in to find my princess being worshipped by a room full of idiots for knowing the Narmer Palette.”
The parents laugh, the sound warm and synchronized, but your mother’s eyes are sharp. “And that’s the night it changed? Between the pyramids and the beer?”
You take a long sip of the mojito, the strawberry flavor masking the memory of the long talk that followed. You remember the shift in the air when he finally reached for you on that table—the way he carried you out like a trophy and the execution of ‘Strike Three’ that waits for you back at the house. And, gosh, the soreness that lasts well into the weekday from the way his hands leave prints across your ass every night until Monday.
“Yes… I told him I loved him while drunk and that… that did it…” Enjin's gaze is steady on you, the smirk gone, replaced by that same raw intensity that usually stays behind closed doors. You clear your throat, trying to perform correctly with your parents’ eyes on you. “I woke up dangerously hungover, but we spoke and reached a rather lovely consensus and here we are…”
“Here we are indeed, Princess,” he smiles sweetly, a rare, unguarded look that makes your walls clinch in response.
“Don’t get cute, you got some explaining to do later,” you remark.
It draws another round of laughter from the group. The sound is warm, filling the patio and momentarily drowning out the music. Your mother and Kai share a triumphant look, likely already calculating how much they plan on scoring during the Black Friday sales.
“Oh, I’m sure he does,” your mother muses, her eyes sparkling with a mix of maternal pride and a lingering curiosity about the data she’s been collecting. “Nonetheless, we’re happy for you kiddos. Congrats on joining the Childhood Lovers group.”
Your fathers finally close the grill, conspiring about heading to your father’s lounge for a cigar. Your mothers collect their food items, prepping to head inside.
Enjin doesn't look away from you. He takes a slow, grounding sip of his bourbon, his golden eyes dark and focused—a stark contrast to the sweet smile he just offered. He adjusts from leaning on the bar and casually takes the seat his mother freed up.
“We’ll leave you two to your talk, we’ll be prepping still. Don’t take too long though, I expect both of you to help,” Kai calls over her shoulder before closing the door once all the grown folks have made their way inside.
He doesn't rush to speak. He looks at you with a slow, predatory focus, the ‘sweet son’ persona he used for the parents evaporating to reveal the man who reprimanded you on his kitchen island months ago.
“Start talkin’, pretty boy,” you demand.
Enjin hums, his cheeks slightly flushed from the bourbon. "What you want me to talk about, Baby?"
"If you had known what you wanted since high school, why the hell did you wait?"
He lets out a hearty laugh, his head thrown back as he lets the sound ring out across the patio. You pout, crossing your arms over the oversized hoodie and feeling a familiar prickle of annoyance. “Enjin,” you whine. The sound alone is enough to slow him down; he turns his head, looking at you head-on instead of through his peripheral vision.
“Yes, Baby?” he asks in a breathy register that always makes your pulse jump.
“If you knew what you wanted since high school, why did you wait?” you repeat.
He shifts in his seat, his legs opening wider to accommodate your weight as he loops an arm underneath your back, pulling you firmly into his lap.
“Do you remember the summer I moved away?” he asks, his voice dropping into a low, reflective hum.
Your eyebrows furrow, and you settle your arms around his neck loosely, the oversized fabric of his hoodie bunching between your fingers. “Yeah. I mean, not to be dramatic, but that was the worst summer of my life. What the hell does that have to do with this?”
His hands dip underneath your shirt, fingers warm as they push your yoga pants down just enough to rest on your hips. “I think my parents told you that we were moving for work. But my parents had decided to split up that summer,” he confesses softly. “I overheard my mom talking about how she felt like she didn’t know who she was outside of my dad. It made sense to me—they’ve been joined at the hip since they were five years old, together since freshman year in high school, through college, and then when my brother and I came around, she was all about us.”
He exhales slowly, settling his head back against the couch to stare at the ceiling, his grip on you tightening just a fraction.
“My dad told her to go explore and find the answers to the questions she had... and if those answers didn’t lead back to him, he would understand and support her. So, Mom went to do just that. But I thought about us—if we were in that predicament further down the line, I couldn’t imagine doing that and being able to let go. I’m selfish, Y/n. I know that, but when it concerns you, I become more than that. Call it possessive, territorial, tunnel-visioned, but I’m not even sure those words really convey just how deep it goes.”
He brings his gaze back down to yours, his golden eyes dark with a vulnerable honesty that often hides behind his mask of control.
“I just couldn’t let you do that,” he admits, his fingers tracing a familiar, rhythmic line along your hip. “So I went to your dad. Thought the local quack could help me out and I told him what was going on in my world, and he said he understood. He said it might just be hormones or it might just be who I am, but only time would give me that answer. But I also wasn't sure how to even go about letting you go about growing without me, when we’re so aligned, so your dad and I created some guidelines. I looked elsewhere, stuck to the rules he and I came up with, and allowed you to grow in whatever capacity you wanted in a romantic sense—without me.”
You stare at him, the weight of his confession finally sinking in. The years of him being your best friend weren't just a waiting game; they were a sacrifice. He’d given you the freedom to choose anyone else, all while making sure no one else could ever measure up to the standard he set.
The silence that follows is heavy. You think back to the years of him picking you up every Friday, the rules he had with your father, and the way he consistently marked your skin to keep other men at a distance. It wasn't just a long game; it was a calculated risk he took to make sure that when you finally chose him, you wouldn't ever feel the need to wonder who you were without him.
You cup his jaw in your hands, your thumbs tracing the sharp, familiar lines of his face. “I—I love you so much,” you whisper, resting your forehead against his. The steady sound of his breathing is only one octave higher than the rapid thud of your heart, but it is grounding in exactly the way you need it to be. The recognition of his devotion, the years of him holding back just to give you the space to find yourself, sends your heart soaring.
He chuckled, the ripple traveling through his chest and into yours. “I love you too, so fucking much, Baby,” he accessorizes his murmur, his voice thick with untethered affection.
He pulls you tighter into his lap, his hands settling firmly on the curve of your ass as he presses you flush against him. Your fingers tentatively trace his bottom lip, your gaze dropping to the mouth that has spent the last couple months claiming every inch of you.
“I want you really badly right now,” you confess, your voice barely a breath against his skin. “But something tells me that as soon as we step inside, that won’t be possible.”
Enjin hums, a dark, amused sound as he nuzzles into the junction of your neck, his teeth grazing the sensitive skin right where his marks sit.
“It won't be,” he agrees, his voice dropping into that low, non-negotiable register. “My mother is already looking for an excuse to keep you in that kitchen, and your dad is probably waiting to corner me about my 'intentions' again.”
He pulls back just enough to look you in the eye, his golden gaze heavy with the same raw intensity that led to your massage turning into a sex marathon with Wheel of Fortune as the background track.
“So stay right here for a second,” he commands softly, one hand tightening its grip on your ass, the other brushing underneath the wire of your bra. “Because once we walk through that door, I have to share you with the rest of the Childhood Lovers group.”
You giggle, the sound light and airy. “I have this inkling though, that if I stay in your lap any longer you’re gonna cause some trouble.”
He chuckles. “Trouble, hmm? It’s not my fault being in the mere proximity of me turns you feral.”
You give him a playful look, your fingers tightening in his hair. “You’re so full of it. You’ve been ‘conditioning’ me for this since middle school, isn’t that right?”
“And the results are clearly favorable,” he murmurs, his thumb trails the lace of your bra with a slow, agonizing deliberation. He leans in, his lips hovering just a fraction away from yours, claiming your breath before he even claims the kiss. One more minute, Princess. I'm not ready to go back to being the 'prodigal son' just yet.”
The kiss is leisurely and sensual, his mouth moving against yours in a way that speaks of promises for as soon as your parents' bedtime arrives. You tighten your hold around him, your hips moving forward on instinct to feel what being in your presence does to him. Despite the bagginess of his sweatpants, you feel him through the thinness of your pants, pulling a soft moan from you which he swallows.
“Careful, Princess,” he rasps, yet his thumb brushes against your nipple teasingly. “You’re getting yourself worked up, and we both know how you get when you’re overstimulated.”
You breathe out a jagged laugh, your forehead resting against his as you try to regulate your breathing. The scent of bourbon and the cool evening air are the only things keeping you from fully unraveling in his lap.
“You started it,” you whisper, giving a gentle pull to his hair. “Again, the conditioning is clearly working too well.”
Enjin gives a low laugh, a heavy, pulsing sound that travels straight to your core. He claims one final, crushing kiss before lifting you from his lap. “Go. Before your dad decides to come out here and check on us himself,” he commands softly. “I’ll be right behind you. I just need a second.”
You grab your drink from the table, squeaking as he lands a firm smack to your ass as you bend in front of him. “Now who needs to be careful,” you tease, glancing at him over your shoulder.
Enjin doesn't move from his seat, but his eyes track the movement of your hips with a dark, heavy promise. “Still you, Princess. I have no problem with taking your ass to my car, a hotel, or your bedroom. So tread lightly—I’m one suggestive look away from ruining you.”
Your fingers pause on the handle, the sound of your mothers’ laughter floating beyond the glass sliding door. “I hope that’s a promise and guarantee,” you whisper, catching his gaze in the reflection of the door.
“Princess, it’s a vow.”
It sends a shiver down your spine at the weight of his words. You nod, before finally allowing the warmth of the kitchen to take you from the electricity of Enjin.
“Ah! My favorite daughter is back. Where’s the boy?” your mom’s voice raises over the sound of the music and clanking of pans. Kai is standing at the island sink, washing dishes, her gaze just as curious.
“Should be coming in right behind me, or he’s gonna use the side door to head to dad’s lounge,” you explain, taking a long, steady sip of your mojito.
Your mom pauses her intense whisking, her eyes narrowing as she takes in your slightly disheveled state and the way your cheeks are still flushed. “And? Did you two finally finish your ‘debate,’ or do I need to send your father out there to mediate?”
“We’re good, Mama L,” Enjin’s voice cuts through the room before you can respond. He enters from the patio, the cool night air clinging to his shoulders and the scent of bourbon following him like a shadow. He doesn’t look at you, but the way he moves to stand directly beside you, his presence a heavy, destabilizing force, tells you exactly where his mind is: calculating the efficiency necessary to get everything done swiftly so you both can become free of your soon-to-be sous-chef titles.
Kai turns off the faucet, drying her hands as she looks between the two of you with a sharp, maternal focus. “Good. We have lots to do if we want tomorrow to be efficient. Enjin, look at my spreadsheet and go make sure your dad and in-law are on time. Little bit, you'll be helping your mom and me. I want you to chop up the sweet potatoes and then start on snapping the green beans—”
“Kai, taste this? Is it too salty?” your mom interrupts, already popping whatever she’s mixing into Kai’s mouth. Both ladies become distracted with the ratio of the dish, the earlier interrogation momentarily forgotten in favor of culinary perfection.
You turn to look at Enjin, who flips through his mother’s color-coded timetable. “Wow, she’s so thorough. Even has time allotted for ‘our talk’—how’d she even know we’d need one?” you mumble over his forearm.
Enjin doesn't pull his gaze from the papers, but the corner of his mouth quirks into a ghost of a smirk. “You know she works all on probability. This is probably one of three routes she calculated happening.” The rest of his words formulate into static as you press yourself closer to him.
Inhaling deeply, the scent of bourbon and coffee infiltrates your senses. You practically bury yourself into his side, wrapping your arms around him unconsciously, seeking the solid warmth of his chest beneath the hoodie.
“Baby,” he says, low and inquisitive.
It sends a jolt through you—a physical response to the same register he uses when he talks you through it, when he’s edging and overstimulating you until he’s satisfied. He doesn't stop flipping through the spreadsheet, but his free hand leaves the packet to slide to the small of your back, pulling you flush against his hip.
“You’re getting clingy in front of the audience, Princess,” he whispers, his eyes flicking toward the moms to ensure their attention is still fixed on the stove. “If you don’t let go and start on those green beans, Ma is going to realize her probability for ‘our talk’ needs to be moved down by at least an hour.”
A soft whine slips past your lips, snuggling your head even deeper into him. “How can I not be clingy when you smell good, look damn good, sound real good, and treat me as if nothing in this world comes close to what I mean to you?” you whisper, your voice muffled.
He pauses, finally giving you his undivided attention. His world shifts internally at the sight before him. You look as if you are trying to become one with him; your braids hide your face from him, but he knows you are wearing a pout and those beautiful eyes are blown wide with need.
Sparing a glance to your mothers, his mom is watching the scene out of the corner of her eye while talking to your mother about what’s missing.
He shifts so his back is toward them, acting as a wall for where your conversation could potentially pivot. He slips a hand under your chin, tilting your head upward to see the very look that he warned you about on the patio.
He groans quietly. “Princess,” he exhales, his fingers pressing deeper into your hip. “What did we just discuss?”
You don’t respond to his warning, instead trailing your hands up to the strings of his hoodie and tugging. You guide him down until he’s bent over you, his lips ghosting over yours in the narrow space he’s carved out between your bodies and your parents’.
“Just one second,” you whisper, the proximity making your head spin. “I need a kiss and then I will be on my best behavior until nightfall.”
Enjin’s gaze drops to your mouth, his jaw tightening as he weighs the risk of giving in. On one hand, he can give you what you need and send you off, but the way you are pressed against him, smelling like a mix of his cologne and your own unique scent paired with the look in your eyes, is dangerous to his control.
“Best behavior,” he demands, the words sounding more like a command than a question.
You nod, and he finally relents, leaning in to give you exactly what you asked for. It’s not a gentle kiss. It is a profound, weighty pull that reminds you exactly who he is behind closed doors. His tongue slides against yours with a slow, possessive rhythm, tasting of the bourbon he’d been sipping on the patio. His hand shifts from your hip to the nape of your neck to steady you as he drinks you in.
You let out a shaky breath, your fingers tightening on the strings of his hoodie to keep your balance as he claims you. He doesn't just kiss you; he consumes the sound of your soft moans, his teeth catching your bottom lip in a sharp, deliberate bite. The sting is centering, yet earth-shattering all at once. You feel it in the way your clit practically pulses against your underwear.
Tonight. This weekend—with him, will be trouble.
“Ahem.”
He pulls back just a fraction, his lips still grazing yours, wet and swollen. He nips at the sensitive corner of your mouth, his hand moving to the curve of your ass, before sparing a lazy look over his shoulder.
His mother stands by the island with a bag of green beans in one hand and a look of pure, unfiltered amusement on her face.
“I don’t remember ‘making out in the kitchen’ being on the spreadsheet, Enjin,” she notes, tossing the bag onto the table in front of you. “And since you’ll be distracting one another, you can head to the lounge now. We don't need y’all putting us behind schedule,” she instructs. Your mother in the background is half-listening and half-problem-solving another work-in-progress dish.
Enjin straightens up, clearing his throat as he adjusts his hoodie, though he doesn't look even remotely embarrassed. His eyes are low as he looks back down at you, silently checking to see if you are as wrecked as he is before he has to turn around and leave.
Your lips are swollen, but pulled into a shit-eating grin. “Enjoy bonding with the boys, but pray for me while you’re at it. They're going to eat me alive up here,” you jest, unraveling yourself from his embrace.
Enjin lets out a short, dry huff of a laugh. “They might,” he murmurs, his gaze lingering on your mouth for a second too long. “And I have very strong ambitions on following their lead.” With that, he turns on his heels and heads toward the basement.
You flop down at the kitchen table, pulling the bag of green beans toward you. Your fingers feel clumsy, and your pulse is still thrumming from the kiss.
“So,” your mother starts, her voice dropping into that melodic, dangerous lilt she uses when she’s about to dissect a situation. She doesn't look up from the stove, but the way she’s stirring the pot is far too methodical. “That was quite a talk you two had out there. I don’t recall either of you being so hard of hearing that you needed to sit in his lap to hear one another.”
Kai pulls up a chair across from you, grabbing a handful of beans to help. She looks at your swollen lower lip, then back at your eyes, her expression full of mischief. “I expected a lot to happen this weekend, but seeing my son look rattled is new. He usually has a better handle on himself.”
“Aunt Kai, please,” you groan, snapping a bean with a loud crack. “Can we just focus on the food? I thought we were behind schedule.”
The older women cackle in response. “Oh, we are,” your mom says, a small, triumphant smile playing on her lips. “But I’ve been waiting since you were in pigtails to see Enjin finally stop pining and start participating. Or at least do a better screening job of your short-lived relationships.”
“Mamaaaa,” you whine, not wanting to be reminded of your past bad decisions that were poor attempts and imitations of Enjin.
Your mother finally turns, leaning against the counter with a wooden spoon in hand. “What, Sugar? He’s always been territorial over you. Even when he moved away that summer, he was calling your father every Friday like clockwork to remind him he was coming into town and picking you up. We wondered when you’d finally catch on, but you were catching different fish in your net.”
Her statement settles two different realizations within you: Enjin was really trying his best consistently, despite you looking the other way because he felt forbidden. Additionally, it wasn't just him waiting; it was everyone around you watching the clock.
“Well, why didn’t anyone say anything?” you counter, giving both ladies a pointed look.
Kai smiles softly, her hands pausing. “Isn’t that what you two were talking about?”
“I—I, well, yes.” Your gaze softens as you peer into molten pools of gold that remind you so much of Enjin. “He told me why he waited… about you and Uncle Roy. But that was eight years ago. What kind of goofy waits eight years?” you question rhetorically.
“The kind of goofy that knows what he wants,” your mother adds, picking up your empty mojito glass and setting a wine glass in its place.
Kai pours a generous amount of Moscato into your glass and her own. “He’s his father’s son. A bit too intense for most people to handle, and he carries a lot of weight on his shoulders. But for you? He’s always been single-minded. Eight years probably felt like nothing compared to the lifetime he’s already planned out with you.”
The kitchen transition is a blur of laughter, shared secrets, and the rhythmic snapping of green beans. With the wine flowing and the “secret” finally out in the open, the interrogation turns into a marathon of storytelling. Kai and your mother trade turns recounting Enjin’s most desperate moments: the times he nearly blew his cover, the way he’d glare at any boy who dared to stand too close to you at graduation, and the silent agreements made between the families long before you ever said "I love you” beyond the planes of being platonic.
By the time the dishwasher is humming and the counters are wiped clean, it is well past midnight. The house finally settles into a heavy, peaceful quiet. Kai retreats to the downstairs guest suite, while your mother heads to her room at the end of the hall, leaving you to slip away to your childhood bedroom, exhausted but buzzing from the wine and spinning with thoughts of Enjin, who’s still down in the basement with your dad and his. You lock the door.
Eight years of waiting. Eight years of listening to you talk about other people and dating other people. Throughout that time, you did learn a lot: that you like when people stimulate you intellectually, because Enjin does; you need someone who can talk you down from your anxiety spirals, because Enjin can; you need someone who knows what you want and what you need, sometimes before you even do, because Enjin does. He became the standard through those eight years, but he didn’t feel attainable, and maybe that was part of the ploy.
The floorboards in the hallway groan, and your door handle turns with an agonizingly slow speed, bypassing the creak in the door that never got fixed, despite the numerous times your dad has oiled it and Enjin replaced it.
Enjin slips in, the sharp scent of expensive cigars and far too much bourbon trailing him like a physical presence. You watch as he leans against the door, eyes closed as he takes deep breaths.
“You alright, baby?” Your small voice in the dark room snaps his eyes open in surprise.
He lets out a breathy laugh. “I—I should have known your ass wouldn’t be able to sleep without me.” His words are spoken slowly, carefully even, as he tries to focus on at least one of the three versions of you playing in his vision.
He groans, setting his head back against the door. “Our f–fucking dads got me d-drunk as shit.”
Enjin slides down the door frame until his back hits the wood with a dull thud, his long legs stretching out across your rug. The cool moonlight catches the sharp line of his jaw, highlighting the flush that has crept all the way up to his ears.
"Logistics," he mutters, the word coming out thick and tangled. "Tried to keep it together. Talked about... the future. Talked about intentions. Your pops kept pouring the top-shelf stuff like it was water."
You slip out from under your sheets, squatting in between his legs as you take him in. You’ve seen Enjin tipsy, buzzed, but never this far gone, his eyes blinking rapidly to stop the intense turning of his world. It’s refreshing, almost, watching a man so composed lose it all to way too much bourbon.
You stifle a giggle at the notion. “Let me grab you some sweats and water.” His hand catches you before you can move. His grip on your wrist is firm, even in his stupor. He pulls you down until you are straddling his lap on the rug.
He groans into the crook of your neck, his nose tracing your skin as he nuzzles deeper, seeking the scent of your body wash and the lotion he loves on you so much.
“No water,” he mumbles, his voice reverberating against your pulse point in a way that makes your breath hitch. “Don’t... don’t leave. Been sitting in that lounge for six hours acting like I’m not dying to get back to you.”
He exhales a long, shaky breath, the scent of bourbon and expensive cigars clouding the small space between you. His hands trail up your exposed thighs and under your large T-shirt. No panties, no bra. Just his shirt keeping him from seeing you in your rawest form. He presses a kiss right underneath your ear before resting his head on your shoulder.
“Your dad,” he starts, then stops, letting out a dry, drunken huff of a laugh. “He is a fucking tyrant. I told them. Told them I’ve had the ring picked out since I was eighteen. Your dad just laughed... told me to prove I could handle the quality of his cellar first before his daughter… kept pouring the bourbon. I think I’m dyin’, Baby.”
You can't help the quiet laugh that escapes you. "You aren't dying, Enjin," you whisper, pressing a kiss to his temple. "You’re fuckin’ plastered though."
He groans, the sound rumbling through your shoulder as his hands shift under your shirt. His palms are hot, his calloused thumbs tracing the curve of your hips with a leisurely, profound familiarity that says he doesn't need his vision to know exactly where he is and what his touch is doing to you.
"Eighteen," you murmur, the weight of that admission sinking in. While you were worried about freshman midterms and trying to find someone who felt even a fraction as safe as he did, he was already looking at diamonds. "You really are a piece of work."
"I'm a man who knows a good investment when he sees one," he mumbles, his voice thick and honey-slow. He pulls back just enough to look at you, his golden eyes struggling to stay open, hooded and hazy with a mixture of intoxication and pure, unadulterated devotion.
“I want to grab you clothes and put you to bed,” you begin, fingers hooking on the edge of his shirt and pulling it over his head. It is a welcome sight. His tattoos stand as dark lines against his skin, love bites sporadically placed in spaces not touched by ink. “But part of me wants to relish in your lack of control. To see how well you do when I’m the one on top.”
He lets out a low, rough sound that’s half-groan and half-surrender as the shirt is tossed aside. Stripped of the fabric, the heat radiating off his chest is intense, filling the small gap between you. His golden eyes track the movement of your hands with an unfocused hunger, pupils blown wide enough to swallow the iris whole.
"Princess," he breathes. He tries to sit up straighter against the door, but the effort makes the room tilt, and he ends up leaning his weight more heavily against the door. "You're playing... a dangerous game with a man who can't even see straight."
His hands, usually so precise and calculated, lag as they move from your hips to the small of your back, pulling you closer until there isn't a single breath of air between his bare skin and your T-shirt. He nuzzles into your collarbone, his teeth grazing the skin in a messy reminder of the sharp bites he gave you in the kitchen.
"Control," he mutters, his words trailing off into a huff of bourbon-scented breath against your neck. "I've spent ten years... perfecting it. If you want to take it, take it. Use it however you want, princess."
He shifts, his knees falling wider to give you more room in his lap, his head dropping back against the door with a dull thud. He looks up at you, his face flushed and vulnerable, yet there's a flicker of that possessive fire in his gaze.
"Do your worst," he challenges, his voice dropping into a thick, honeyed rasp. "See if I don't still manage to ruin you by morning."
You don't respond with words, only a slow, deliberate shift of your weight that draws a strangled groan from deep in his chest. You reach back, twisting your hair into a messy bun to clear the way, and the sight of your bare neck in the moonlight makes his breath hitch.
He’s a man caught between the spinning room and the singular, magnetic pull of you, and for the first time in eight years, he has no counter-strategy. This is probably one of very few chances he’ll give you the reins without conditions, so there’s no chance in hell you'll turn him down. You lean forward, pressing your chest against his bare, ink-covered torso. “Morning is a long time from now,” you coo, placing light kisses along his neck.
His eyes flutter shut as he tries to anchor himself to the sensation of your lips moving against his skin. Every feather-light kiss is a targeted strike against the last of his composure. He lets out a quiet, guttural growl when your lips find the sensitive dip above his collarbone, his head rolling to the side to give you better access. For a man who usually dictates every second of your interactions, seeing him reduced to these sharp, needy inhales is intoxicating. You place a firm bite right above the sensitive spot, moaning as his hands give your ass a firm squeeze in response.
You catch a glimpse of him through your lashes, taking in the way his bottom lip is tucked between his teeth and his eyebrows furrow in concentration. “Jinny, are you holding back on me?” you tease, slowly pressing your heat into his erection.
He exhales sharply, his hands sliding from your ass to your waist to anchor you firmly in his lap. “Don’t get ahead of yourself, Princess,” he exhales, his eyes snapping open to pin you with that familiar, predatory focus. “The moment the world slows the fuck down, I’ll be reclaiming my lead.”
You simply smile adoringly at him, sliding your own T-shirt off in one fluid motion, watching as his eyes widen at the sight of you. Enjin’s eyes track the fabric of your shirt as it falls to the rug, his breath hitching in a sharp, staggered inhale that tells you the threads of his control are more than wearing thin. The moonlight streaming through your window hits the marks he’s left on you, the dark, constant marks of his possession, and for a moment, the room is so quiet you can hear the frantic, uneven thud of his heart.
"God, you're stunning,” he confesses, as he struggles to reconcile the spinning room with the sight of you completely bare in his lap. He trails a finger from your waist to the inner part of your thighs, your hand wraps around his wrist as his finger brushes against your clit. You jolt a bit against him, but the mischievous smirk on your lips doesn’t budge.
“Thank you, but before you can touch Jinny, and before I hand you the reins back— I want six facts from you. One for every hour you suffered while missing me, and I want them to mean something.” You remove his hands from your body, placing them on the side of him.
“Six?" he repeats, the word catching in his throat. He lets out a breathy laugh. "Alright, Professor. Let’s see if I can pass the test."
You maneuver off of his lap, your fingers hooking into the waistband of his sweatpants and boxers. Your heart is racing, a frantic mix of adrenaline and the sharp, focused need that has been building since you stepped into this house. You pull the fabric down, Enjin lifting his hips just enough to grant you the access you've been daydreaming about all afternoon.
A moan bubbles past your lips as you set him free. Precum glistens at the tip, and his piercing catches a stray beam of moonlight, flashing with a cold brilliance against the heat of his skin.
You position yourself on your stomach between his legs, the rug soft against your skin as you settle into a view that is entirely yours. From here, you have a perfect vantage point of his length and the way his face has completely unraveled. Enjin’s head is still resting against the door, his breath coming in slow, shallow hitches. He watches you through crescent lids, his focus hazy but heavy with a primal sort of devotion. He looks like a man who has finally stopped trying to calculate the next move and is simply waiting for you to ruin him.
“Fact one, sweetheart,” you demand, gliding your finger over his cockhead, collecting the precum and using it to slick the thick veins. His abs constrict at the delicate touch.
“Fact one,” he starts, “I–I started saving for our wedding in eighth grade.” A smile plays on your lips in an attempt to hide your surprise. The confession makes you press your legs together. A moan pulls from the back of his throat as he watches you lick him from base to tip.
“Fact two, don’t make me wait.” You maintain eye contact as you shift from delivering light kisses and licks to swallowing him in one go. Enjin’s toes curl, his thighs and abs twitching under your ministrations. Your mouth is a warm, wet envelope that never fails to make him see stars.
“F-fact two… your apartment, it’s ridiculously cheap because of a deal I made with the landlords,” the words are forced through gritted teeth. His breathing is uneven as you ignore your gag reflex and take him to the hilt, repeatedly. Your hand rotates in a rhythmic tandem with your mouth. Cheeks hollowed out and unshed tears blurring your vision, but you stay tunnel-visioned on Enjin, watching the way his eyes never leave you, how his eyebrows furrow in a mix of intense concentration and self-control.
“Fact three,” he exhales roughly, his knuckles turning white as he grips your rug. It’s taking everything in him not to wrap his hands in your hair and push himself deeper down your throat. “The motherfucker you gave your virginity to… I kicked his ass e-every day for a month straight—fuck baby, slow down,” he pleads.
You shake your head, grabbing one of his hands and placing it behind your head. A reward. You slip him out of your mouth for a moment and grin up at him. “Make those last three count before I milk you dry,” you command, your voice hoarse from your performance.
He lets out a moan that makes your cunt clench, his hand pushes your head down with guided care and control despite the overload of alcohol in his system. You choke as his piercing goes further with the assistance of his hand, causing you to moan around his girthy member.
Your free hand cups his balls, using the mix of your saliva and his precum as a perfect form of lube to knead them. The sound of your sucking echoes throughout the room; your hips rock against the floor in need, cunt aching for anything to satiate the emptiness. His moans only serve as further fuel to the fire, encouraging you to up the ante to get him to come undone beneath you.
“Fact four, I-I already have our wedding date picked out,” he chokes out, barely above a whisper as he fights to hold back his impending orgasm. “Fact f-five, I never wanted a future in which w-we weren’t together.”
Tears free-fall down your cheeks and your jaw is stretched beyond comprehension. Tremors run through you as you hear his moans increase in frequency—no longer held back by the biting of his lip as his final threads of restraint break.
“Fact si-six, your dad was right about one thing tonight... I-I’m one lucky sonofabitch—” his orgasm hits mid-sentence, ripping the rest of the words from him.
You take it. All of it. His cum is thick and slightly salty, but with an underlying taste that has you swallowing with hopes of pulling more from him. Your lips remain wrapped around him even after he’s done, sending his contents straight to your stomach. Overstimulation be damned, he lets you; lets you continue to swallow him until you’ve cleaned him off.
His hand is still resting on your head. It only moves when you press a final kiss to his now semi-hard length. Your breathing is just as ragged as his, your heart thrumming and your pussy drenching the space underneath you.
“Come here,” he calls out softly, his eyes practically closed as he tries to reconcile with the world, finally, slowing down from when he first entered the room. You crawl up into his lap and your cunt brushes against him, allowing him to feel the way he affects you even when he isn't actively touching you.
His hands trail up your sides, cupping underneath your breast. “We’ll have a lot to talk about in the morning, handsome,” you gasp. He smiles lazily.
“L-long time from now,” he counters, thumbs brushing over your hardened nipples before claiming one in his mouth. It elicits a shaky moan out of you. Your fingers weave into the threads of his hair, pushing your chest further in his face. He nips and licks like a man on a mission before alternating to the other.
You hum in agreement, your hips rocking against his stomach with his dick pressed against your ass. He bites down sharply before pulling away to glance up at you. His chin rests right in between the valley of your breast. “Bed or floor?” he mumbles softly, a hand trails down over your ass and in between your wet folds. He groans as a finger slips in with no resistance. You’re soaking, drenched even.
You whine at the teasing way he pulls his finger back. He drags the pad of his thumb over your clit, watching the way your lips part to release an unrestrained moan. Your hips buck against his torso.
“Floor, p-please,” you gasp, the last word comes out barely audible as he roughly shoves two fingers inside of you. Your body trembles. Your cunt flutters around him in appreciation at finally having something to fill the void. You roll your hips against him, actively trying to chase the sensations. “O-oh f-fuck Jinny,” you breathe out shakily.
“I hope you enjoyed your power trip. I have all the intention of ruining you thoroughly before the sun rises,” he murmurs.
—-
Cold. Your eyes snap open, eyebrows furrowing in confusion as your fingers grip the empty space beside you. Enjin. You glance at your Barbie clock: 4:09 AM. It’s only been roughly forty-five minutes since you both called it a night.
You climb out of bed carefully, a low groan pulling from your chest, your back and inner thighs both pulsing with soreness and an all too familiar ache. But the concern buzzing in the back of your mind drives you to slip outside of your bedroom. The bathroom is located to the left of your room, the lights on, but the sound of water nonexistent.
You step gingerly over the floorboards, avoiding the creaking ones successfully. The doorknob is cool in your grip, the polarization of temperatures jolts you awake a bit more. When you push the bathroom door open, the sight makes your heart drop.
Enjin’s on the floor, leaning his head back against the wall beside the toilet. His eyes are tightly shut, head tilted back against the wall. His skin is pale and slick with a fine sheen of sweat that leaves his hair sticking to his forehead. One leg is propped up, and his arm is loosely draped over his knee as he struggles to keep what’s left of the contents of his stomach down. He looks completely wrecked, the sheer volume of the bourbon returning in full to collect what’s owed now that the adrenaline has faded.
“Jin,” you whisper, kneeling on the tile beside him. The floor is freezing against your knees, a sharp contrast to the heat radiating off of him.
“Sorry, Princess,” he rasps, his voice broken—a sandpaper ghost of what it was an hour ago. “Really…” he stops, swallows hard, his breath stuttering as his stomach turns again.
“I thought I put your ass to sleep for the night,” he lets out a shaky, rough breath. The dark, fresh marks on his neck and shoulders stand out vividly in the harsh light, a stark reminder of the intensity he’d poured into you before you passed out and his body finally caved.
You reach out, brushing the damp hair from his forehead. He looks so vulnerable. “You did, but you took the heater when you left,” you tease softly.
A phantom of a smile pulls at his lips. “I think the bourbon won, princess,” he mutters, finally opening his eyes to look at you. His eyes are red, but his irises have started to return. You reach over him, turning the shower on. The sound of the spray fills the space; you adjust the temperature to be borderline scalding in hopes of pulling enough steam from the contraption to help him feel better.
“It may have won the battle, but you’ve certainly won the war. Now, stay right here, Jin,” you whisper, placing a light kiss to the tip of his nose.
You move quickly, despite the heaviness in your legs. In your room, you grab a pair of boxers and flannel pajama pants for him, skipping the shirt—he’ll just peel it off in the middle of the night anyway. You tread carefully downstairs, bypassing the guest room where his parents are sleeping, and slip into the laundry room. His clothes and towel go into the dryer. Making a pit stop to the kitchen, you turn the Keurig on for hot water, letting that take its time while you dig for a BC powder in the kitchen medical drawer. Then you’re back upstairs.
Your closet yields a fresh pair of sheets and a comforter tucked neatly on the top shelf. You strip the bed and replace the old linens with the ones that carry the faint scent of your mother’s favorite fabric softener—proof she’d stashed them there recently. A glance at the clock: 4:22. You pick up the pace.
Sheets in hand, you head downstairs again, tossing them into the washer with detergent and softener. Jin’s clothes come out of the dryer, and you’re practically sprinting back upstairs. You open the bathroom door, slipping inside and closing it softly. “You okay, my baby?” you call out over the intense steam circulating around the bathroom, placing his items on the counter beside his toothbrush.
You pull the shower curtain back, revealing Enjin directly underneath the showerhead, eyes closed as he allows the water to wash away the soap suds. “Your baby is fighting for his life, and not to alarm you… but I don't think I’m winning,” his voice is worse than before, more hoarse than audible, as if he’s talking through a Wendy’s drive-thru window speaker.
“Oh honey,” you slip a hand under his chin, turning his head towards you. He hums in acknowledgment, staring down at you through wet lashes. “Come here and let me take care of you,” you instruct, already moving to turn the water off. You pull the curtain all the way back; he places a hand on your shoulder for balance as he climbs over the bathtub.
His eyes are bloodshot, but there is clarity in them now. He groans as he wraps the towel around his waist. “You’re too good to me,” he breathes. You only grin up at him, pressing a gentle kiss to his shoulder as he starts to brush his teeth.
“I just like to match your fly. I have to go grab two things, so by the time you’re done I’ll be back,” you’re already halfway out the door as your words start to register in his mind.
You make one last trip downstairs to acquire his warm water and medicine, double-checking your work to ensure it looks like you weren’t rummaging around after your mom closed up shop to keep it pristine for tomorrow’s guests.
By the time you make it back up the stairs, the bathroom door opens. Enjin steps into the hall with slow steps–half in an attempt to avoid the squeaking parts of the floorboards and half because his legs feel uncertain under his weight.
Your footsteps are right behind him, shutting the door with a quiet, practiced ease. He crawls under the covers with an appreciative groan. “And she changed the sheets… bring your fine ass here,” he demands, a playful edge woven into his words as he pats the open space beside him.
You set the items down on the nightstand beside him, then crawl over his large form to your rightful place. “I brought you warm water and BC powder,” you mutter gently. He hums, adjusting you in his arms to use your chest as a pillow, tucking his head underneath your chin and burying his nose in your neck.
“I-I can't guarantee it'll stay down, so I'll wait a bit,” he mumbles, his lips brushing against your skin with every syllable. “I love you, Princess.”
You trail lazy strokes down his back, smiling to yourself as you pull him close, “I love you, Jin.”
He squeezes you weakly in acknowledgment, your heartbeat finally louder than the blood rushing in his ears, serving as the perfect lullaby.
The room is dim, the heavy curtains blocking out most of the early morning glare, but the house around you is waking up with a vengeance. The floorboards in the hallway groan under heavy footsteps, and the distant clatter of ceramic against granite drifts up from the kitchen.
A sharp, rhythmic knock at the door breaks the silence, your eyes snapping open at the disturbance. 6:15 AM. An hour and some change of sleep. A nap, practically. You’re pinned under the weight of Enjin’s arm and half of his body weight as he substitutes his pillow for you. He doesn’t twitch. His breathing doesn’t change. The alcohol and its repercussions have overpowered his internal clock.
"Y/n? Honey, wake up," your mother’s voice calls out, muffled but bright. "Your brothers have landed. They’re downstairs tearing into the bacon already, and your father is looking for his ‘drinking buddy.' Breakfast is on the table."
You let out a small whine in dissatisfaction. Thanksgiving always starts with a family breakfast. They will just keep knocking until the whole family is at the table—a true tragedy. Because silence and sleep underneath the warmth of Enjin calls to you like a siren sings to a sailor, but much like a random sailor, it’s rather precarious to listen to the sweet lull of sleep.
"Y/n? Enjin?" your mom prompts again, her voice lingering near the wood of the door. "Don't make me send Roy up here to drag the two of you down. He’s also ready for his run with Enjin after breakfast."
“We're coming, Mom!" you call back, your voice sounding a bit raspier than your usual morning voice. Your mother walks away from the door with a small smile and a shake of her head, already foreseeing the conversation that’s sure to take place when your brothers hear you.
Enjin doesn't even open his eyes when your mother’s footsteps retreat down the hall. He just shifts, his large frame rolling slightly off of you as he feels you wiggle. “Bathroom?” he mumbles quietly.
You brush stray hairs from his forehead and press a kiss against his temple. “Breakfast, the boys have arrived. Dad’s looking for you, and your dad is ready to go on your annual run afterwards,” you inform, careful of the volume of your voice as you see him visibly wince the more he moves.
"Fifteen minutes," he rasps, his voice a gravelly vibration that sounds more like a prayer than a promise. "Just... fifteen. I’ll meet you down there."
He doesn't let go of you immediately. Instead, he leans forward, burying his face against your side for a fleeting second to press a faint, lingering kiss to your skin through the fabric of your shirt. It’s a soft, sleepy gesture, before he exhales a long, shuddering breath and sinks straight back into the mattress. Within seconds, his breathing evens out into the deep, rhythmic thrum of someone who is well and truly dead to the world.
Stepping out of the room and closing the door softly behind you, you feel the shift in atmosphere the second your foot hits the top stair. The quiet sanctuary of your bedroom is replaced by the clatter of silverware, the smell of bacon, and the unmistakable roar of your brothers’ laughter.
"Look who finally decided to join the living," your oldest brother, Ace, calls out, leaning back in his chair with a smirk that says he’s been rehearsing his opening statement for an hour. He looks past you toward the empty hallway. "Where is your shadow? Dad said he outdrank Jin last night, but I didn’t think it was bad enough to fuck up his routine,” he follows up, as you settle in your chair.
You watch as your mother places a plate full of your favorites in front of you and Kai pours you a glass of orange juice. Both ladies move in tandem like well-oiled machines before heading back into the kitchen.
You take a slow, cautious sip of your orange juice, your usual brain processing speed at an all-time low as you reconcile with the fact that you’re awake: covered in love bites, bruises, and a soreness in your walk that is unmistakable for either riding a bike for too long or being split open by a dick of monstrous proportions–no in-between, and they know damn well you don’t bike ride. In addition to sitting across from them without the cause of these predicaments. “He’ll be down in fifteen,” the words are choppy even to your own ears, every other syllable airy and without diction. Maybe deepthroating him twice in one night was a bit too much.
"Fifteen minutes, huh?" Cas, the second eldest, repeats, his voice a smooth, mocking drawl as he reaches for another piece of bacon. He pointedly tracks the way you’re holding that glass of juice like a lifeline, his eyes lingering on the faint, dark shadow peeking out from the collar of your shirt before moving back to your face. "That’s optimistic. I’ve seen him after a heavy night with the boys, but he’s usually at least upright. Meanwhile, you look like you’ve been through a whirlwind, Sis. You were drinking too?"
Drinking? In a way, perhaps. You did drink Enjin for all that he was worth, and maybe by proxy got drunk through his content. Who’s to say and who’s to really know. It feels like you are drunk from the way he left you a mess of limbs, tears, and incoherency, especially when he took his control back. And God, did he take his control back. He fucks you like he hates you and touches you like he loves you. The dull, satisfied ache settling into your hips and thighs serves as a blessing and a curse as you sit in the wooden chair.
“Y/n?" Cas prods, snapping his fingers in front of your face. "Earth to Y/n. You look as if you’re remembering a war flashback. Did Jin survive the night, or do we need to go check for a pulse?"
"He's fine," you manage, your voice coming out hoarsely. You clear your throat, trying to find your baseline. "He just... needed a second. He was pretty far gone when he finally made it upstairs."
Rudo hums, a wicked glint in his eyes as he thinks about what that means in the world of his brother. “A second, huh? I’ve never known my favorite wayward brother to need such a thing. Which,” he pauses to wipe his mouth, “now that I’m thinking about him, when I got in this morning, I could have sworn I heard some moving around last night while I slept on the couch. How late were y’all up?”
You shift uncomfortably under the weight of their gazes, and the boys catch the way your face scrunches up in response to the movement. You hadn’t seen anyone on the couch this morning, nor did you look, so his statement hits like a bucket of cold water. While your room is some distance from your parents, the stairs are right there, and therefore, so is the entrance to the living room. He could have heard many things this morning depending on the time. Anytime before 2:00 AM, you and Enjin were learning why the girl from TikTok was right about floor sex. Between 2:30 and 3:00, you were in the bathroom doing anything but getting clean for the first thirty minutes.
“I-I don’t recall. Probably was during a bathroom run…” you mumble absentmindedly, your brain split between reminiscing and trying to cover your asses.
Ace raises an eyebrow. Your father chuckles. Cas snorts and Rudo simply smirks. “Bathroom run… right?” he muses, settling back into his chair.
“You know,” Cas starts, leaning forward and setting his elbows on the table. “Sis, you’re usually a better liar than this. So, what’s really going on, huh? And don’t tell me you just stayed up late talking.”
"We were talking," you insist, though the rasp in your voice betrays you the moment the words leave your throat.
Ace lets out a sharp, incredulous bark of a laugh. "Talking? Sis, you sound like you spent the night cheering at a football game. What were you talking about that required that much vocal projection?"
A response is lost upon you at the call-out. All of the components in your brain in charge of decision-making crash like a bat out of hell. The sound of footsteps saves you, but only momentarily.
Enjin doesn't walk into the kitchen so much as he drifts—a tall, blonde ghost in a pair of running shorts and a dri-fit T-shirt, matching the attire of the other gentlemen at the table. He’s the picture of a man who’s been fighting for his life for the past several hours and has been scarcely winning.
He navigates the space with a sluggish, agonizing caution, his hand sliding along the wall for balance until he reaches the back of your chair. He doesn't say a word; he just sinks into the seat beside you, his large frame slumping forward until his forehead comes to rest against the cool wood of the table.
“There goes the prodigal son,” Rudo calls out excitedly. “Fifteen minutes on the dot, huh? Truly impressive, and dressed for a run?”
Roy grins, looking at his son with a mixture of amusement and pride. He saw how he left the basement last night: face flushed, coordination off-center, but full of conviction as he explained to his best friend’s dad why he’s the perfect man for her and what his intentions are now that he has her. Which makes him sitting at the table, or just vertical in general, that much more impressive.
Enjin lets out a quiet, vibration-heavy groan into the tabletop. He doesn't lift his head. He just raises one hand, blindly reaching out across the space until his fingers find your forearm. He anchors himself to you, his grip desperate and heavy.
"Water," he pleads, the word barely a ghost of a sound. "Need... water. Brain is... vibrating."
Your dad lets out a hearty laugh alongside Roy. “I told you, kid, you’d regret it in the morning, but you’ll be grateful for the rest of your life–and maybe sober too?” he bellows.
You wince at the volume of his voice, but you refrain from commenting, fixing Enjin a glass of water and pressing it into his hand. “Drink, Jinny, you’ll feel better after water, toast, and did you take the BC powder?” you mutter softly.
He just shifts his head slightly on the wood of the table, opening one eye to catch a glimpse of you. Your look of concern, the flushness coating your cheeks, and the disheveled appearance let him know you simply rolled out of bed and sat down. Your hair covers some of the marks he doesn’t remember making, particularly the glaringly large one right at the base of your throat. Pretty, even in a state of being undone.
“I did, thank you, baby,” his lips turn into a warm grin that makes your heart skip a beat. You smile back, nodding and pressing the cool glass to him more firmly.
"Baby?" Cas whispers, the mockery in his voice replaced by a sudden, sharp clarity. He looks at your father, who is currently busy taking a very long, very calm sip of his coffee. "Did he just... since when is she 'Baby,' Jin?"
You freeze, and so does the rest of the room aside from your parents.
Enjin finally sits upright. It’s slow, a grinding effort of will, but he does it. He takes the glass into his hands and downs it like it’s his only lifeline. His brain feels as if it’s vibrating and his body is still coming to terms with the remnants of your dad’s wine cellar.
Cas’s question still hangs in the air, thick and demanding, but Enjin doesn't look at him. He sets the glass down on the granite with a deliberate, controlled thud, before sinking in his chair and resting his head on your shoulder. His eyes flutter, trying to find peace among the glare of the early morning sun shining into the open patio window and with his decision of drinking so much liquor that he’s woken up intoxicated still.
“Been a minute,” he exhales, finally settling on simply closing his eyes for the time being. No need to look at anyone that isn’t you at this moment anyways. Your brothers turn their attention to you. Still frozen. Eyes wide. Mouth open. Like a deer caught in the headlights.
“Y/n? He’s not gonna answer us, so you have to. What the hell does ‘been a minute’ fuckin’ mean?” Ace questions, his voice flat. You inhale shakily, turning your attention to Enjin who’s still fighting a battle he doesn’t seem to be winning anytime soon.
“I–” the words die in your throat as he shifts on your shoulder. He wraps an arm around your waist, pulling you until you’re halfway in your chair and halfway in his lap. You adjust accordingly, settling entirely into where he wants you.
“Give me… five… five minutes of fucking silence,” he commands, before nuzzling his head in your neck much to the jargon of everyone else.
The silence he demanded is absolute, but it’s the heavy, suffocating kind that feels like the preamble to a storm. Your brothers are staring at the two of you, at the way Enjin has essentially dragged you into his orbit without even opening his eyes, and the way you’ve just... settled there. Like it’s the most natural thing in the world to be a human pillow for a man who looks like he’s been through a physical and emotional blender.
"Five minutes?" Ace whispers, the word coming out sharp and jagged. "Y/n, you’re halfway in his lap. At the breakfast table. In front of Dad, and I just know Mom can see this from her position in the kitchen. And you’re just... letting him?"
"That wasn't a 'bathroom run' on the floorboards, was it?" Rudo asks, his voice dropping the playful edge. He looks at your father, who is still calmly nursing his coffee, looking entirely too unbothered.
Your father glances up, tapping his finger on the rim of his mug. A look of pure amusement dances across his features. "He said he needed five minutes of silence, Boys. I’d suggest you give it to him. He’s had a long night of proving he’s man enough to handle this family beyond a platonic sense. If he wants to hold his girl while he recovers, that’s his business."
The word "his girl" hits the table like a lead weight. You have always been Enjin’s girl—his best friend, his shadow, his partner-in-crime. But you had never been whatever the hell this is playing out in front of them.
“Boys, quiet down," Kai’s voice cuts through the room, quiet but final as she steps back out of the kitchen with a fresh carafe of juice. She doesn't look surprised. She looks at you with a soft, knowing tilt of her head before glancing at Enjin. "The boy is exhausted. Let them be."
Rudo chuckles at his mother’s words. “Ma, dude is tired because after drinking with our dads he went and did a Tour de France with Y/n! And we know dang well the princess isn’t riding no bike.”
His words practically send your soul into the afterlife.
You stay pinned to the spot, eyes fixed on a single stray crumb on the tablecloth, feeling the heat of the room rise until your skin feels like it’s glowing. You’re certain your heart is visible through your shirt, thudding against Enjin’s chest as he holds you.
Roy lets out a sharp, sudden bark of a laugh that he tries to cover with a cough, but your father doesn't even bother. He just leans back, looking at Rudo with a look of pure, unadulterated mischief.
"Technically," your dad muses, his voice booming in the quiet kitchen, "I believe the race was a sprint, not a marathon, if the timing of the floorboards was any indication."
"Dad!" you gasp, the sound coming out as a tiny, horrified wheeze. It was only after your first orgasm on the floor did you realize the bed would hide the sounds of your sexcapade a lot better.
Enjin doesn't move his head from your neck, but you feel his lips curve into a slow, wicked grin against your skin. The vibration of his silent chuckle travels through your collarbone. He isn't embarrassed. He isn't even trying to hide it. He just tightens his arm around your waist, pulling you so flush against him that there isn’t a breath of air left between your bodies.
"Rudo," Enjin starts, the name coming out like a warning. "If you don't shut the hell up… I’m gonna show you how I won the race.”
“Race? So you're admitting it?" Cas barks, pointing a fork at the two of you. "Dad, he basically just confirmed the Tour de France! They were upstairs knocking boots. Under your roof! While you were sleeping! While I was slee–”
It’s quick. You’re not sure how he does it. Barely even feel him, but you watch the piece of jelly-covered toast stick to Cas’s face.
And Cas just sits there. Frozen. The crust of the toast still clings to his cheek while a slow, sticky glob of grape jelly slides toward his jawline.
Enjin doesn't even lift his head from your shoulder. His hand is already back on your waist, his fingers digging into your hip as if he never moved at all. The speed of the throw was surgical—the kind of accuracy that comes from a man who spent his childhood throwing fastballs and his adulthood calculating strikes.
"I said," Enjin rasps, his voice dropping into a dark, velvet register that rings through your entire body, "five minutes of silence."
The table is a crime scene. Rudo is shaking, his shoulders trembling as he tries to swallow a laugh that would probably get him a plate of eggs to the forehead. Ace is looking between the jelly on Cas’s face and the "prodigal son" currently using his sister as a bolster, his eyes wide with a new, horrified respect.
Enjin has always been a rather loose cannon in the family, one that the boys could never truly predict. While he’s the third in line as the oldest when combining your two families, he was always treated as the eldest. Elaborate tattoos before graduation? Of course. Smoking by the age of sixteen? Naturally. Having a job before even starting high school? Duh. He just always seems to have a mind that is several steps above anyone else they would ever know.
Which leads to several epiphanies between the men at the table: this was never a matter of how, but when? Their parents all knew. And, somehow, in the twenty years they have known both Enjin and you, they missed this coming entirely–and yet the pairing makes perfect sense.
Five minutes are up.
Enjin releases a slow, cool stream of air through his mouth before sitting up. His gaze is clearer and his expression is softer. One arm remains heavy on your waist, and the other moves to refill his water glass. “Thank you,” he mutters, before pressing the cup to his lips and knocking it back. His body is still thrumming with the echoes of bourbon, but his mind is a smidge quieter-–and that’s what matters the most at the moment.
“How long have you been crackin’ my sister?” Cas shoots out.
He winces at Cas’s volume, “couple months and no need to fucking yell.”
Cas rolls his eyes, aggressively stabbing his pancake as he lets the timeline settle. Ace and Rudo’s eyes widen in surprise. “No way, that means when we came down for Halloween, y’all were together? Why the heck didn’t you say something?” Rudo questions, mouth open in shock. “Princess, Y/n, I thought we were closer than this?”
You roll your eyes at his dramatics, “It wasn’t time yet… besides, neither you nor Ace can hold water. Mom, dad, Aunt Kai, Uncle Roy, the elderly ladies at church, the mailman, and everyone else and their damn mama would have known before we were ready to share.”
He huffs at your statement, but he doesn’t rebut.
“And when did mom and dad find out? And you know what, why are we all acting like it’s okay for them to be fucking while we’re sleeping?” Ace follows up, both hands resting on top of his low-cut fade as he whips his head from your dad to Uncle Roy.
Roy looks at your dad and then back to Enjin who’s oscillating between burying himself in your skin and remembering that he needs to hydrate to flush his system. “Well,” Roy starts, setting his cup of coffee down. “The agreement was that if Enjin could walk out of the room by the time the bottles were done, without waking up your mother and his, then all future actions over the next 24 hours would be voided. And guess who successfully made it up those stairs without waking anyone?”
You glance up at Enjin as he finishes another glass of water. What the hell happened in that room last night? His relaxed nature makes your eyebrow twitch. How is he so calm with all of this? He only smiles as he watches the questions begin to dance across your features. You’re cute when you’re curious.
“The perks of being the prodigal son,” Rudo grumbles, but there’s no bite in his words. If anything, he’s always been ecstatic that Enjin was the one born to carry the weight of their parents' expectations. Because Enjin is such a go-getter, over-achiever, weirdly complex individual, his parents have allowed him to be the free-spirit teenage sloth he’s always desired to be—and it’s been wonderful. “Well, I’m happy for you both. It’s about time Y/n stops bringing bum-ass, sorry-ass, weird-ass partners back to the house.” His statement elicits hearty laughs from all the men and even a quiet chuckle from Enjin.
You narrow your eyes at Rudo, “Brave comment coming from the boy who has only been dating girls that look like Riyo,” you point out. The retort earns a choked laugh from Cas, a snort from Ace, and a light pinch from Enjin that makes you yelp.
“Play nice,” he reminds softly.
You huff, giving Rudo a pointed look, “him first.”
Rudo raises his arms in mock-surrender as Enjin’s sharp gaze turns to him and back to you. No further warning necessary, he backs down.
“I guess it makes sense, I mean if anyone can handle the princess it’s Enjin. You know, as I’m sitting here mind-blown, trying to wrap my head around all of this, it really is starting to connect,” Ace muses. “He can afford her lifestyle, he practically is solo-funding it if you ask me—like, when was the last time Y/n has asked me for money—”
“I’ve never asked you for money,” you cut off, giving him a side-eye while munching on a piece of bacon.
“Exactly,” he continues. “Because Enjin is like your walking wallet. I just thought it was him performing his brotherly duties, but now I’m not so sure. I mean, he even has that deal going with your landlord—”
“Wait a second! Does everyone but me know about your deal with the landlord?” you interrupt once again, eyes the size of saucers as you wiggle Enjin’s head off your shoulder to look at him properly.
Cas snickers, “Don’t tell me you thought you were living in a high-rise at that ridiculously stupid price by sheer luck?... Oh my goodness, you did. Dad, are you sure this is your gifted child?”
Your dad simply shakes his head, “She is… she really is. But to be fair, it’s not like Enjin went out of his way to tell her.”
“I didn’t think it was important. It’s not like it changed anything, and I got a good contract out of it,” he murmurs. He presses a kiss to your temple. “You wanted to be independent and I wanted you to have what you wanted, so I made it happen. Don’t think too hard about it, Baby.”
You open your mouth to respond, but Roy cuts in. “Alright, boys. I’ve given Enjin enough time to shake back, it’s family run time. If we lag around any longer it’s going to mess up the schedule Kai made, and I don’t think any of us want that to happen on such a joyous holiday.” His words get the rest of the boys on alert as they check their watches—half past seven.
Enjin places you carefully back in your chair, “We can talk about everything else swirling in that head of yours when I get back, alright?” He ruffles your hair as you nod in agreement.
And oh, how y’all will talk.
The energy leaves with them, leaving you in the quiet sanctuary of the early morning light and the rhythmic sounds of your mothers navigating throughout the kitchen.
“You alright in there, sweetheart?” your mom calls out, peeking her head in the pass-through-window that overlooks the dining area. You lean your head back on the chair. Loaded question.
“Y-yeah, just settling into this new reality. You know?”
She hums in understanding, going around the wall to stand behind your chair. She wraps her arms around you. “You’ll adjust. Telling the family makes it more real, doesn’t it?” You nod in agreement, and she continues. “It’s probably the reason why you didn’t tell your brothers and why Enjin didn’t tell Rudo. It’s better to adjust within the realms of one another without the influence and voices of others. But, with that being said, you’re in the presence of family that doesn’t change even with your relationship title changing. You’re still our princess, our genius, and our little smartass.”
“Wow, really missed you and all your wisdom, Ma,” you whisper, nuzzling your cheek against her arm. “It’s weird… realizing you guys were all in on it and realizing the boys had no idea, but did in a weird way? And, gosh, don’t let me forget to add that he’s been pining for years. Years. How do I reconcile with that? I was just a dummy for—”
“Ah, ah, none of that language, young lady,” she chastises. “You were growing up and finding yourself, just like he wanted. And his behavior was so second nature to you that it was your version of normal, and it’s not like you had anyone to really compare his behavior to. I didn’t birth you any sisters, just two knucklehead brothers who are a different caliber of individuals when compared to Enjin’s uniqueness, so it’s not even a fair comparison…” She trails off, suddenly unsure of where she was going with this.
“I think what I’m trying to say is that you got the guy, and not just any guy, but the one who knows you better than the back of his hand. The one who has proven time and time again that he’s willing to move mountains and the heavens themselves to make sure you’re okay, and I think that’s what counts the most,” she concludes, smoothing the top of your braids before placing a kiss to your forehead.
You nod, grinning up at her. “Yeah, I’m just thinking too much since I didn’t sleep well. But that’s okay! Let’s turn on some Mary J. Blige and really get the day going before everybody rolls up on us.” The uncertainty is gone from your voice, replaced with excitement as you stand up from your chair, hands moving to begin cleaning up the mess the boys left upon their departure.
“That’s what I’m talking about, lil' bit,” Kai exclaims, stepping out from the kitchen with flour in her wild-colored hair and a ‘kiss the chef’ apron tied tightly around her waist. “Hey Alexa, play ‘Just Fine’ by Mary J. Blige,” she demands. She takes the dirty dishes from your hand and hands you Tupperware to slip the remnants of breakfast into.
The kitchen and dining room transform into a high-energy cacophony of sounds as you all sing your hearts out to the Queen of Hip-Hop Soul. Soon the space has been shaped into a proper dining table with your mom’s favorite tablecloths and hosting dishware laid out; an extra table has been extended to the end to fit roughly twenty people instead of your usual nine. You move from setting up to dessert duty.
You reference your grandmother’s messy calligraphy as you alternate between whipping up a batch of banana pudding and peach cobbler. “Mommy, Grandma isn’t coming this year, right?” you question, eyes lingering on the cobbler’s call for two tablespoons of salt, which feels like a tablespoon too much.
“She’s going to your uncle's this year since your aunt is coming here. Said something about wanting to make sure he and his wife aren't feeding them babies raw carrots and organic fruit snacks as a Thanksgiving meal supplement,” she explains. You snicker under your breath, foregoing the amount of salt for just a simple pinch.
Kai giggles, “They do have a rather rustic food palette… remember Christmas three years ago? They brought that kale and vinegar ‘entree’ with sunflower seeds. I felt like I was an imprisoned bunny rabbit.” She shivers at the memory of the bitter dish.
“God, that was a nightmare, but so was the wedding!” your mom adds. You bask in her storytelling, soaking in the wild stories they share about the crazy members that compromise both of their families.
Time flies. By the time the boys return from their run, the banana pudding is setting in the fridge and the cobbler is on a cooling tray. They enter through the back door, all sweaty, winded, and loud.
“I thought he was going to fucking die out there,” Cas cackles.
“I just can’t believe he threw up in Ms. Susan’s rose gardens,” Rudo states.
Your ears perk at the mention of throw-up. Wiping your hands on the Barbie-pink apron your mom tied around you, you glance at them through the window, eyebrows furrowed as you don’t see Enjin. “Where’s—”
“Pretty boy most likely went through the front door. He’s probably already in the shower. I don’t know how he ran those five miles drunk, but despite throwing up twice, he beat us here,” Ace calls out over his glass of water.
You turn on your heels, practically jogging as you race up the stairs. The bathroom door is open, but steam still clings to the air. You open your bedroom door, exhaling at the sight of him. A pair of tailored black trousers rest on his hips, right underneath his Calvin band. His back muscles constrict as he slips into an olive green, short-sleeve button-up.
“The boys said you threw up. You alright, handsome?” You close the door behind you, grinning as you see your clothes for the day laid out on the made-up bed.
He chuckles, “Fucking snitches. I’m alright, Princess.” He turns around, giving you the perfect view of his sculpted chest. You close the distance between the two of you, your hands finding purchase on his pecs, gently pushing him backward until the back of his knees hit your bed. He watches with merriment, not resisting as you force him to lay down.
You climb on top, keeping your hands stationed right on the firm planes of his chest. “Why’d you sneak in like a thief instead of telling us you were back?” you question, staring him down.
Enjin simply smirks, “I needed that shower like you need me to go to sleep. Besides, when I peeked into the kitchen y’all were wrapped up in your gossip. Didn’t want to interrupt your flow state.”
You give a playful bounce at his statement, “Not a good enough excuse. I could have gotten you some water. You didn’t even eat breakfast, so I could have warmed your plate up—” Your words die in your throat as his smirk turns into one of his charming smiles—the ones he reserves for when he wants something and knows that you’ll give it to him, no matter the ask.
He trails a hand under your shirt and to the middle of your back. He presses down gingerly, guiding you to lay down right on his heartbeat. He takes one deep inhale and a quiet groan slips past his lips. “I’m alright, promise. I just need to lay with you like this for a while, please?”
You brush your lips over his heartbeat before really settling against him. One of your hands tangles in the damp threads of his hair and the other sneaks under his back. “You’re lucky you’re attractive,” you grumble.
“You’ve just dated uglier,” his comment makes you tug on his hair half-heartedly.
You huff dryly, “We’re not even going down your rather robust previous sexual conquests, you little shit. Now close those pretty eyes and that mouth of yours before I start biting.”
He lets out a small laugh, wrapping himself tighter around you.
I would say Fin but there's technically a part two and three to this...I'm trying lmaooo.
I was so engrossed with this dynamic that I iust kept adding so it lead to a delay in sharing with those that asked and my bad about that team.
cheater!reader knows where home is at, & it's not with her husband. but perhaps with a certain mentally taxed attorney instead?
hiromi was the other man. he's not afraid to admit it, in fact he's come to terms with it a long time ago. but it was in moments like these where he felt like he finally took the spot as the only man in your life, with you writhing underneath him as he plunged deep into you. he knew for a fact you weren't thinking about your husband right now.
you were faced down as he hovered over you, fucking you into his mattress as if he hadn't seen you in weeks. the pillow placed under your hips allowed his cock to reach depths you didn't even know was possible. his thrusts were hard and firm, each one practically knocking the wind out of you. your hands clenched the messy sheets under your body, quiet choked moans being wrung out of you every time his cock drove inside of you.
the headboard of his bed tapped against the wall with every move he made into you, the mattress creaking as it rocked back and forth.
"hi-...romi.." you managed to say, your brain was completely scrambled, you could barely form a coherent thought with the way he was fucking you into his bed.
"hm?" he hummed in response, his eyes flicking up to the back of your head before sliding back down your body to watch the way your ass rippled as his hips smacked against it.
you wanted to tell him to ease up a bit, that you quite literally couldn't take anymore. you could already feel your second orgasm building up, your legs trembling ever so slightly. but for the life of you, you couldn't spit out any words. eventually, you were able to get it out...sort of.
"mm- can't..." you breathed out, another whimper leaving your mouth as he continued his relentless thrusts.
"hm? can't what?" he spoke gently, his voice surprisingly very steady for the way he was fucking you.
his hands were on either side of your head, your hand reached to grip his forearm.
"can't...take it." you managed to sputter out, sounding so desperate and pathetic. music to his ears.
he didn't respond to you for a few moments, still in the midst of enjoying just how damn good your pussy felt clenching around his cock.
"you're taking it right now aren't you?" you heard his deep velvety voice ask.
smartass...
"no..i can't...anymore-" you said, a sharp gasp cutting you off as he pressed himself as deep as possible, you squeaked quietly as he grinded into you so the tip of his dick was kissing the deepest part of your cunt it could reach.
"you're doing a pretty good job to me." he said, grunting a bit as he felt your pussy clench around him again.
you propped yourself up a bit using your elbows, turning your head as best as you could to look back at him. the look on your face...your pouted lips still swollen from his kisses, the way your eyes looked at him so desperately...you meant for the look to convince him to show mercy on your poor pussy, but it only made him wanna fuck you harder. you were so beautiful to him.
"fuck...you can take it." he said under his breath, leaning down to kiss your lips again before starting to fuck you with the same brutal pace as before.
"just a little more..." he said, his voice barely above a whisper.
you pushed your face back down into the sheets, feeling your next orgasm building up until...
BUZZ BUZZ.
your phone that was resting on the bed not far from you was buzzing. you lifted your head up to see your husbands name flashing on your phone screen, he was calling. of course now of all times...
"shit..." you breathed out, reaching for your phone only for hiromi's hand to beat you to it.
he pressed the power button on the side of your phone twice, instantly declining the call.
"leave it." he said, his voice a bit more intense than soft like before.
before you could respond, your phone began ringing once more, you reached for it again,
"But, he might-"
he then grabbed your phone and tossed it somewhere across the room. your jaw dropped as you heard the dull thud of it making contact with something. you weren't sure if it broke or not, but the noise that sounded once it made impact with whatever object it hit definitely didn't seem good...
"i said leave it. you're busy." he said, as if he didn't literally just chuck your phone across the room...
"i doubt the man wants to hear how hard i'm fucking his wife."
and he left it at that.
you didn't have much time to complain before he started fucking you again.
hiromi never asked the cliche 'do i fuck you better than your husband?' during sex with you. he knows he does. besides, he didn't wanna bring him up at all if he could help it. he'd rather pretend like the guy doesn't exist for as long as his conscience allows.
after a few minutes, hiromi felt the feeling of his cock twitching from inside you. with how wet you were from being so turned on, and how your tight pussy seemed to be sucking him in, he knew he was done for. he couldn't last any much longer.
"gonna fill you up. fuck...that alright?" he asked, panting as his hips stuttered a bit, close to cumming in you right then and there but always wanting to ask you first (even thought the answer was always yes). You hummed and nodded, almost frantically,
"god- yes...please.." you said, not caring how pathetic you probably sounded, you just wanted to feel him cum inside you already.
just hearing your voice sounding like that pushed him over the edge.
he pressed his hips against your ass with a low groan, cursing under his breath. pleasure clouded his brain as his hot cum shot deep inside of you, you let out a shaky breath as you felt it.
he stayed like that for a few moments, swirling his hips ever so slightly as if making sure every drop of cum got into you, earning a quiet whine from you.
he eventually slowly pulled out of you, cum immediately spilling out and running down your legs.
"...fuck." he swore under his breath at the sight, leaning down to leave a few kisses down your bare sweaty back.
he gently patted your ass before collapsing next to you,
"good job."
you were both panting to catch your breath, the sheets practically sticking to both of your sweaty bodies.
as your mind cleared, you heard your phone buzzing from somewhere in the room in the direction that he had chucked it in. hiromi sighed, he had secretly hoped he threw that thing hard enough that it would break...
your husband always seemed to be bothering you. did that man have no shame? he was always calling you nonstop, it irked hiromi BAD. but hiromi supposed he couldn't blame your husband for wanting to know where you were all the time, you were actually cheating on him after all.
hiromi watched with a sigh as you got out of bed, expecting you to go looking for your phone to answer your husband's call, but instead you walked into the bathroom to clean up a bit.
when you emerged a few minutes later, you climbed back onto his bed, about to lay next to him before pausing a bit.
"...there's a dent in your wall now." you said, pointing to where the headboard was.
hiromi smiled a bit, not even concerned in the slightest about it.
"don't worry about it. come here."
you crawled over to him, settling yourself to lay right on top of him, leaning down and kissing him.
hiromi's arms slid around your waist, making sure to pull you closer so that your tits were squished against his chest. he liked the feeling.
when you broke the kiss, his tired eyes gazed up at you as if you were the most perfect being on earth.
"...stay the night." he said, tracing a finger up your back.
you smiled down at him, his heart fluttered. fuck...he was so whipped.
"i was already planning on it."
ughh higuruma i would cheat on my husband for you too...
ahhhhh first post on my new account. i wrote this fic in lowercase purely for the aesthetic but idkkk if i'm feeling it or not. let me know what you think of this smut! take care!
𝓢𝐇𝐈𝐔’s fingertips ghosted over your bare form, his featherlight touch paired with warm kisses against the exposed flesh of your nape — his hands skidding over your skin in slow, careful passes, each tender kiss making your tummy flutter. you let out a soft sigh, you let out a soft sigh, “mm . . shiu?”, you fingers drawing imaginary doodles on his bare chest as you laid under him
and at the quiet cadence of your voice, shiu pulled his head back just enough for his gaze to meet your eyes, “yeah, love?”
“how mad would you be if i started fucking around with toji?” and just like that, the soft kisses he had been pressing to your skin came to a slow halt. shiu only let out low laugh, the corners of his mouth twitching into a smile — equal parts amused and exasperated. “well, your timing’s impeccable . .”
and in part, shiu was right, of all names to fall from your lips while he was balls deep inside you, it just had to be toji’s.
truth be told, you weren’t actually interested in pursuing toji fushiguro.
sure, you were interested in the bounty hunter, but somehow (much to shiu’s surprise) . . you decided the handler was far more appealing.
shiu had never been under any illusion that he was the obvious choice. between him and toji, most people would choose toji without hesitation.
though, it didn’t make him any less of a man. if anything, that was something you had come to learn very, very quickly.
you scoff, your nails finding his forearms, tracing lightly as he hovered over you. “c’mon, scale of one to ten,“ you insist.
shiu let out a low sigh before rolling his eyes, “what, you want me to throw a fit? is that what we’re hoping for now?” he murmurs, his voice nothing but a lazy rasp.
you only nod, blinking up at him.
“fine,” he hums, corner of his mouth twitching at your insistence, “i’d give it a two.”
your brows lift as your head quirks to the side, “a two? only?”
“don’t look so disappointed, you’re a grown woman. you can do whatever it is that you want,” he began as he leans in to you; the familiar smell of cigarette smoke and expensive cologne making your pulse flutter and your head swim. his mouth wanders from beneath your ear, down to your pulse point, softly sucking down on your flesh.
“toji’s no good for you darling,” he coos, settling back into his gentle thrust, his pelvic bone softly nudging into your clit, making you gasp, squeezing down on his forearms. “you can do much better than that . . like to think i’d spoil you enough, no?” the teasing lilt in his voice only making your walls clamp down harder on his cock.
unfortunately for you, shiu wasn’t bluffing.
somewhere along the way of your strange relationship with shiu kong, shiu had spoiled you rotten.
he bought you whatever you wanted, paid for your meals without mentioning it, drove you home instead of letting you take the train, keeps your favorite snacks in stock at his place . . .
the man even surprises you with various gifts throughout the month: delicate pieces he thought suited you, your favorite flowers to brighten up your place, hell, even stone cold cash.
but most importantly, shiu kong dicked you down whenever you wanted, however you wanted.
and he was pretty good at it too.
either fucking you so sweetly, whispering sweet nothings into you ear while his lengthy cock stretched you out, or pounding you until your brain turned into mush. regardless, he’d always have you a babbling mess; legs trembling, eyes hazy, cunt helplessly spasming around nothing. exactly as you were now.
his hips snapped against yours at the perfect pace — not too fast, and not too slow — cock pumping in and out of you as your soaked cunt tried to keep him in with a lewd squelch.
“s-shiu!” you cry out despite yourself, your brows scrunched up in bliss as your arms wrapped around his broad shoulders for support, burying your face in the crook of his neck, nails leaving behind pink crescents on his back.
a low amused hum escapes him, soft and effortless, eyes half lidded as one hand slipped down, pressing a soft kiss to your forehead. “there you are darling . .” he purrs, “you remember whose fucking you now?”
you open your mouth, probably to tell him that he’s too “full of himself,” except the only sound that escapes is a pitiful moan. which is ironic . . considering you’re walls are stretched around his cock, his tip nudging into you sweet spot with each deep, lazy, roll of his hips.
“should i go faster?” he asks, warm breath tickling the shell of your ear as he caged you in with his body. and somehow, shiu feels even deeper when all his weight is pressing you down into his mattress.
“no, j-just like that—“ you mewl, coating his cock with your slick, “fuck, so good,” you slur as he cradles your head against his chest, hips snapping in a steady ‘plap, plap plap,” against skin.
“hmmm, so pretty darling,” he chuckles as his free hand slips between you both at your point of connection, his thumb lazily drawing circles around your clit. your lips pursed together, trying to hold down a breathless cry.
“go ‘head baby,” he hums, pressing a chaste kiss to your scalp, “cum all over my cock.”.
his girth continued to stir up your pussy, the incessant coil of pleasure building up as he hit your sweet spot, over, and over, and over, a white froth streaking over his cock, threatening to tread down his sack. and without a word, the coil in your tummy snapped — your pussy spasming around his dick helplessly, fucking you slow through your high as you clung onto him, shiu stifling his breath from above you.
and for a minute, the only sounds that filled the room was the soft, low, pants escaping you two, breaths mingling before he captured your lips in a slow lazy kiss, soft tongue pressing against your plush lips . . breaking off from you with a reluctant huff.