There's no Hope.

Scott McCall. 18. Alpha Son of Melissa McCall. Junior at Beacon Hills High School. Trying to do the best that I can with all that I've been given. sometimes my best is not enough

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[sexnhunter]

Things were finally doing better, well as good as things could get considering everything that was going on with the couple. They both understood they were in a rough spot, and things were only going to get harder, but as long as they were together and they had faith in one another nothing could come between them. It was something she had to believe in and she knew in her heart that Scott believed too.Allison smiled over at Scott when he entered the car and pecked his cheek before starting the car. Of course she had to sneak over, even with all that has happened she still had to sneak over whenever she wanted to be with him. Chris still didn’t want his daughter with a werewolf. Especially now considering he had to help kill his wife because of a werewolf bite. Allison was pretty sure her father didn’t even know she was seeing Scott still. Why would he? Allison was dead set on killing one so why would she still be with one? Because of this thinking it allowed Allison to lower her caution when it came to being with Scott.“Did you bring everything?” Allison asked referring to the marshmallows and matches so they could have their campfire together. It had been a long day and despite being tired she wanted to be with him. She had to take every possible moment she could to be with him. It was risky, but it was worth it. If Scott could do it even though his life would be at risk than so could she. “How was your day?”

[mercilessalpha]

Scott was really happy of how thing were going between him and Allison. There were a lot of fucked up things in his life, but if there was a thing he was sure about, that was Allison. He loved her very very much and he was convinced she was his mate.Those two days together were perfect. He wished they could do it more often. He told his mom he had slept at Stiles and she didn’t question it, but Melissa probably didn’t believe him.Scott knew Allison wasn’t really okay, not psychically. Her mom’s death had hit her very bad. He had to be there, to support her, even if he couldn’t forgive her mother for trying to kill him. If Derek would have been in his place, Scott would have bitten her too.

He giggled and bend over to kiss her softly on her lips. “Yes, I got them” he dropped his bag on the backseat. He could see the dark circles around her eyes. ”It was okay, nothing special. I didn’t have lacrosse training today, so I went straight to Dr. Deaton’s.” he put his seatbelt on and rested his head on his seat. “How was yours? Though training again?” he reached for her hand with a half smile on his lips. Gerard was a jerk. That was his way to punish his granddaughter for letting Derek live. And Scott knew he wouldn’t stopped just at that if it wouldn’t have been for Chris. His father was both a gift and a curse. But Scott felt respect for the man.What Scott hated the most was that they had to hide. That was the hardest thing he could accept. Allison was his mate and he wanted everyone to know that, he wanted to run in the middle of the woods and scream how proud he was he found his mate and that the mate was Allison. But that was impossible. Not with all hunters that were coming for him and the ones he cared about.

[sexnhunter]

what if this storm ends and I don’t see you?

[mercilessalpha]

School wasn’t as bad as he expected it to be and the teachers just ignored him. Work wasn’t bad either. Miss James, his neighbor, brought her cat for a check because the little pet was acting weird every night. She didn’t know it was because of him. He had this effect on animals and sometimes he hated it.

Dr. Deaton didn’t talk much. Scott wasn’t sure the doctor was busy or just avoiding him after he screwed up so badly. Apparently everyone knew it.

Scott packed his things and started to walk home. His mom was probably at work. He was happy, though. Thinks were going well between the two of them and that was a huge relief for the boy. Having his mother not talking to him was the hardest thing he had to go through. Even harder than adapting to the werewolf life, because he was used to having here there, all the time. She was all he had left after his dad’s leaving. Life without his mom wasn’t an option at all.Also, he was a little bit worried about Stiles. They hadn’t talked that much in the last few days and that was an uncommon thing considering they were best friends. But he also knew Stiles had some problems with his dad and thought that maybe the boy was busy solving them. That was a good thing. He liked the sheriff very much and he felt respect for him. Also Scott felt a little bit guilty because he knew the sheriff was fired because of his fault too. Good thing Stiles’ dad got his badge back.He arrived home and entered the house. “Mom? Are you still home?” He didn’t get any answer, so he dropped his bag on the couch and went straight to the bathroom, for a shower. Right when he was about to turn off the tap, he heard his phone beep. “Allison. Shit!” he got out of the shower and dresses in hurry. He texted the girl he was on his way and ran to the door, opening it, getting out and locking it. His hair was still wet, drops of water dripping from it, wetting his t-shit as well. He ran to the place where her car was parked, opened the door and jumped on the passenger seat. “Hey!” he whispered and closed the door with a little too much effort.

[mercilessalpha]

[sexnhunter]

After she said that, she heard Scott’s heart just stop beating for a second and she knew she had to get out of his arms. Allison slowly tried to slip out of his grip without causing anymore tension. She didn’t really know what to say, other than what was drilled into her head by her grandfather. This is justice, this retribution, and we have a code. Despite her being with Scott, she was still an Argent and this was apart of being an Argent. Her training was complete, now her mother was buried before her time. According to her grandfather at least, this was the times the family had to stick with code and trust each other.  "It- It’s what’s fair Scott, my mom killed herself because Derek bit her,“ she said with a little shrug. “Its justice, and now there’s nothing I can do to stop it. Even if I did want to stop it.”

[mercilessalpha]

Scott got up from the couch and went to the opposite wall from where Allison was standing to protect her from his anger. He managed to calm down, but hearing Allison saying those words destroyed his control. The claws broke his skin and his fangs grew in seconds. His eyes flashed gold and his body started to shake. He was going to turn right there, in front of Allison. He realized he would hurt her and that stopped the turning. He stopped shaking, but his fans were still grown, his claws didn’t retracted and his eyes were still golden. “JUSTICE?!” Scott growled, his chest vibrating. “This is what you call justice Allison? Yes, Derek bit her. But he did it because it was all he could do. You mom tried to kill me! And if Derek would have com 10 seconds late, I would have been dead. For real! So where’s the justice here, Allison? She might have been your mother, but she was a murderer.” Scott knew those words would hurt her, but he had to say them. He needed an explanation. Allison was the last person Scott thought would betray him. She was his anchor. He needed her so much! And hearing all those things just broke his heart in million pieces.

[mercilessalpha]

SHOPPING. CHECK.

[ezzentricbanshee-blog]

Stuff and things Scott McCall. Are you still staying away from Allison?

[mercilessalpha]

Are you and Stiles still ‘hanging out’ although you know Jackson will kill him?

[mercilessalpha]

SHOPPING. CHECK.

Why were you mad in the first place?

[mercilessalpha]

[sexnhunter]

Allison just listened to his heartbeat while her head lay on his chest, just listening to its beating trying to come with words or some form of an explanation on why is was the way she was now. She took a deep breathe. “With my mom dead… Leadership falls to me now. We have a code, Scott. Hunt when we are being hunted…” she started and then her voice trailed off. Allison was trying to make sure it all made sense that somehow, he would just understand. “My mom- …She killed herself because Derek bit her and now… He- I said we have to kill him…” Allison finally said and then sighed.

[mercilessalpha]

Scott knew that wouldn’t be a good this right before she started to talk. He listened to her explaining herself but all he could hear was “we have to kill him.” Scott felt how his muscles slowly become rock hard. His head was hurting and his claws here slowly breaking the skin, to come out. His eyes flashed gold and then flashed back hazel. He tried to calm himself once again, but he felt betrayed, hurt, humiliated, lied, all at the same time. “Why did you do that?” it was all he could say and his voice sounded shattered.

[mercilessalpha]

[sexnhunter]

Allison couldn’t stop the tears anymore now, she curled into Scott letting him comfort her. Just nodding at his words she knew she couldn’t do this anymore, she had to talk about this or it would just eat her up inside and destroy the one thing she is holding on to. Her relationship with Scott. Allison knew Scott was trying his best with her, and she needed to trust him. She did trust him more than anyone. Allison leaned her head against his chest as he just hugged her and rubbed her back. “I have to tell you something, but you have to promise me you won’t say anything. To anyone, especially Derek,” she said softly. “I set something in motion and I don’t think I can stop it now,” Allison said with another tear rolling down her cheek.

[mercilessalpha]

“I promise not to tell anyone.” Scott frowned. What did she do so bad that kept her awake at night and gave her nightmares? And most important, why couldn’t he tell Derek? Was it something about Derek? Or about Peter? Did she tell Lydia how to awake Peter? No, couldn’t be that. How would Allison know to do that? But what was it? He continued to rub her back and took her hand in his. “Tell me, what’s wrong? What did you do?” He looked down at her, worried.

[mercilessalpha]

[sexnhunter]

“Hey, it could turn out we make the most awesome delicious brownies ever. How hard would it be for us to figure out a recipe,” she said with a chuckle. Allison bit her lip when he said she made a hell of a hunter. She didn’t know if that would be a good, especially with what was to come. “Thanks… I guess its genetic,” she said with a half smile. Allison knew she wanted him when she came into the animal shelter after running over a dog and he helped her. He comforted her then just like how he was doing now. Scott was always there for her since she move to Beacon Hills, and that’s what made every decision for her the hardest because she had to make sure he would be okay.

“I am a little tired, but- I’m fine Scott,” she said leaning cheek on his hand. “Don’t worry about me,” Allison said with a forced smile. She let herself lay down on his lap even though it was against her better judgement. When she closed her eyes she saw the darker version of herself and her mom, Kate dying in front of her and she sprung off his lap a tear scrolling down her cheek. Allison closed her eyes and started to shake her head, trying to not to think anymore. “I’m sorry- I- I don’t know,” she stammered out.

[mercilessalpha]

Scott almost fell asleep too when she sprung off his lap. He startled and looked at her with his eyes wide open. He took a deep breath and calmed himself down. Scott wiped off the tear from her cheek and pulled her closer. “It’s okay, it’s okay. I’m here. Nothing will happen to you, I promise!” He put his her on hers and sighed. He felt so helpless. He needed to do something to make her feel better. Going on like this would only drive them both nuts. He needed to know what was wrong with her so he could fix it. He laid a kiss on her head and took hugged her stronger. “Do you want to talk about this?” He moved his hand up on down on her back, trying to calm her too.

[mercilessalpha]

[sexnhunter]

Allison nodded and let him go look around for the recipe, even though she just felt exhausted and would comply to anything at this point. She walked over to his living room glancing at pictures around, taken particular interest in baby photos of Scott. She smiled softly at an image of him with food all over the face of a baby Scott. Allison heard Scott roaming around upstairs and decided she should sit down. She lay down in a little ball on the couch and focused on not sleeping, not even closing her eyes. When she heard him coming she sat up immediately not wanting to draw any attention to herself, just focus on being with Scott. “Truthfully, I am not really a baker. Just a hunter apparently, so we’re in the same boat,” she said looking up at with a smile.

[mercilessalpha]

“Well then we’re both screwed.” Scott sat next to her. “You make a hell of a hunter, did you know that?” He took her in his arms and started to play with her hair. He loved doing that, it always calmed him down. Her dark hair was perfect and soft. First time he saw her, it was the hair that got his attention. Then her voice as soft as honey. She was the new girl, lost in a classroom full of unknown people. He would never forget the way she shyly smiled at him when he gave her that pen. That was the moment he fell for her.

“You look tired.” he draw circles with his fingers on her cheeks. “You should really get some sleep.” Scott took a pillow and put it on his laps then made her put her head on it. “We are not arguing over this. Sleep.” He slowly kissed her forehead and started to draw circles in her palm. Listening to her breath becoming more and more linear, Scott knew she would soon fall asleep. He would be there, taking care of her, making sure nothing would disturb her sleep.

[ikilledmyownfamily]

it’s too quiet here..

[ikilledmyownfamily]

I mean it. With all the strangers in town, this is getting weird.

[mercilessalpha]

I know, it’s not typical for our town to be so quiet. And why didn’t the new Alphas leave already?

[mercilessalpha]

[sexnhunter]

It was starting to feel like one by one her family was dying off and not naturally, by werewolves. First it was her aunt Kate, before Allison even knew about werewolves or the family business her aunt Kate was her favourite adult. She was happy living in ignorance not forced to make a decision, not forced to see her aunt for who she was until her untimely death right in front of her. Now she had to deal with the death of her mom and it was like everything fell apart, and then her dad explaining everything to her after and then there was her grandfather pushing to take in the new leadership position. Allison was falling apart and she didn’t even know if she could come back up even though her ground was crumbling. Scott had been good with trying to keep her sane and do the best he can to make her somewhat happy in the current state. She gave him a hug and held on a little long just enjoying being close to him.

Allison did her best to force a smile on her face when she pulled away from him. “Y-yeah, yeah we can take my car,” she said with a little nod. Allison rested her head against his for a second and then took his hand led him to the car. Allison focused on driving, feeling Scott glance over at her every once in awhile. She didn’t know what to tell him, her sleeping pattern was rather irregular. Whenever she started to sleep she was awoken by a nightmare, so she just gave up on sleeping on together. They quickly arrived at his house and Allison parked her car at the curb. She followed Scott out and into his house. “Your mom’s not home right?” Allison asked a little concerned. She didn’t want Scott to get in trouble for skipping or worse her father to hear about it.

[mercilessalpha]

As long as they’ve been in the car, Scott hadn’t say a word. Sometimes it was better for him to keep silence. But he couldn’t resist not to check her from time to time. When they arrived, Allison parked the car and then he took her hand and they both entered the house. “No, she’s at work. She’s coming back tomorrow in the morning.” Scott locked the door behind them and dropped the keys on the coffee table. “Make yourself comfortable, I’m gonna search for that recipe my mom keeps in her Cooking Book. She would never let me use her kitchen because she thinks I’ll burn down the house. I’m not really that bad!” he giggled and went upstairs to get the book. He searched in his mom’s room, but couldn’t find it, so he gave up and went to look for it in the kitchen. He finally found it in a drawer. “Done, I have it!” He handed Allison the book and sit down on a chair. “So? Is it difficult to make?” He took her hand and gently kissed it and, then rubbed his face on it.

[ikilledmyownfamily]

it’s too quiet here..

[mercilessalpha]

That’s a thing people say too often lately.

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[sexnhunter]

Allison had not left her bed until it was time to see Scott. She had spent all of last night perfecting the plan to kill Derek with her grandfather. Her father was starting to take notice that she was not as okay as she tried to make everyone believe. She was more pale than usual if that were even possible. After letting Scott go so he can do his test she skipped her next class not feeling really up for it. Allison stayed out on the lacrosse field just thinking about everything. Her brain going all the way back to when they first met, he gave her a pen in English class. She smiled at the thought, who knew something as simple as needing a pen would start the most important thing in her life right now. Loving Scott. He was what mattered most to her, the love of her life. In the end Scott would be the only one who could calm down or make feel okay when something was wrong.

Allison checked her phone for the time and figured Scott would be almost done with his test soon enough, she went back into the school to fix herself up make sure she didn’t look as down as she felt. “So pale,” she said glancing at her reflection she rubbed her face a bit and then walked over to the sink and splashed her face with cold water. “Breathe Allison, damn it. Just breathe,” she kept telling herself. She dried her face off and let her hair down. Figuring this was as presentable looking as she was going to get she left the bathroom and snuck out to the lacrosse field. Her heartbeat racing a bit afraid she’ll get stopped by a teacher or worse her grandfather, but when she made out to the field and saw his face she was calm again.

Allison did a little wave and smiled at him before actually approaching him. “Hey,” she said softly. She bent down and pecked his lips. “You ready to go?”

[mercilessalpha]

Scott felt relieved when he saw Allison walking on the field. He was afraid she won’t be able to come because one of her teachers who might would have wanted to talk something with her because she was an A+ student, or because of Lydia or even because of Matt. He could see in her eyes how much she was suffering and felt helpless, not knowing how to comfort her. All he could do was to tell her a few words and try to calm her, but never really comfort her. Losing her mom was the hardest thing she had to go through after her aunt’s death. She loved Kate as well and suffered a lot then. Scott knew she would suffer even worse after Victoria and there was nothing he could do about it. When she arrived next to him, he sat up and opened his arms to greet her with a hug and a gentle kiss on her lips.

“Hey! Yes, let’s go. We’re gonna take your car? Because Stiles picked me up this morning.” Scott’s smile widened as he looked her in the eyes. Who would have thought he would make this amazing girl fall for him? And he was absolutely sure she loved him just as much as he did. There was nothing that could separate them, ever. Scott took her hand in his and they started to make their way to the parking lot. From time to time, he turned his head and looked at her, just to make sure she was okay. Even though she tried to cover them, there were still dark circles around her eyes. Scott wondered when was the last time she had slept well.

[mercilessalpha]

Baking brownies || Allison & Scott

Scott spent all the night learning for that test. He had to pass it because his mom had to talk to the teacher for the second time. He knew he was prepared, maybe not 100%, but he could pass it easily. Who would have thought he would really understand Chemistry? Scott opened the classroom door and went to his seat. Harris looked at him, but hadn’t said a word to the boy. He knew the teacher must have really hated him by now, especially after Scott dragged his mom into this, but he couldn’t care less. There were bigger problems in his life than Harris’ class.

After a few minutes, a babes has been given to him. Scott took a look and he knew to solve about 75% of the tasks. He started to write and after only 30 minutes he was done. He handed his paper to the teacher and left the room, going straight to the bathroom. He needed a deep breath because he expected the test to be more difficult and it wasn’t, so everything went better than expected. After taking a look in the mirror and checked everything was alright with him, he got out of the school and went to the lacrosse field. There wasn’t anyone on the field and that made Scott relax a little bit. He was afraid someone might see them because they weren’t supposed to be together anymore.He looked at his mobile to check the time. There were still more 15 minutes to wait for Allison, but Scott didn’t mind. Sometimes he liked to be on his own and to think about his life. Yeah, maybe things were pretty messy with the Kanima and everything, but there were also good things going on. He was still with Allison who was the love of his life. He joined the pack and he was really proud of himself on that. He might have thought it was a bad idea at the beginning, but he was now convinced it was the best decision he could ever make. Also he had Stiles, his buddy, who never left his side, no matter what he did. He never really thanked him for that and he should probably do that soon. And he had Erica back too. He never liked liked her, like a girl, but he always wanted to be friends with her, because they were alike somehow. Also he had Derek now. He never admitted it, but he needed Derek more than anyone because the werewolf thing was still new for him and the alpha was the only one who could give him the answers he wanted to hear so badly. So there were also a lot of good things.Scott checked his mobile again. 5 more minutes. Yeah, he could do that, he could wait another 5 minutes. He could wait for Allison another 5 lives if it was necessarily. He sit on a bench and waited.

[mercilessalpha]

Oh c’mon!

[sexnhunter]

No, you didn’t.

[mercilessalpha]

I’m sorry, I meant to tell you. I joined his pack so we can work together on stopping Jackson.

[mercilessalpha]

Oh c’mon!

[sexnhunter]

Were you going to tell me you joined Derek’s pack?

[mercilessalpha]

Didn’t I tell you already?

I thought I did. I joined days ago, before the concert night.