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polyamory is awesome you can tell your girlfriend about your crush
polyamory is terrible, your girlfriend can tease you about your crush.
no but the “”ai”” boom is crazy bc they made the entire internet so shitty that the only reason to use it is because it’s where all the people are and now they’re getting rid of the people. like i’m straight up logging off and going to the library there’s nothing on here anymore
‘here’s how to tell if an image is ai’ ‘signs the person you’re talking to is a bot’ ‘how to tell if a song is ai generated’ ah but consider this: i am shutting my laptop and walking outside
I saw a bsky post last year where someone said their grandma couldn't tell what was real on the internet anymore so she stopped using it and I really, genuinely think the techbros currently ruining everything have never even considered that possibility. their projections and pie charts and market share research and whatever simply do not take into account a scenario where people lose interest in being online. like yeah we're pretty much all gonna keep using the internet to book travel and look up words and order pizza, but in terms of how we spend our leisure time? I'm still extremely online, but in the last few years I've been learning candlemaking and carpentry and sewing, and I was already spending a lot of time cooking and reading books and skating at the rink and hiking, and an afternoon spent on any of those things always leaves me feeling better about myself than an afternoon spent doomscrolling. I think my daily life is going to keep reflecting that more and more as the slop encroaches, and it sounds like I'm far from the only one feeling that way. silver lining to everything, I suppose.
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la FOCKING MARA PATAGONICA!!!
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used to be called womandela effect ?? am i the only one who remembers this?
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I’m so glad I caught up on the manga before watching the anime because the level of detail in foreshadowing and symbolism is absolutely crazy
Right now I’m on episode 10, and there is just. So much. So many layers, for Tartah as a character specifically.
This is gonna get pretty rambling and jump around, buckle up.
The first time Tartah and Coco directly interact, it introduces that he has an interest in medicine and healing: he takes immediate note of her scraped leg and knows exactly how to disinfect it. It isn’t until later that we learn the extent of his interest in medicine and how it crosses the forbidden line into apothecary and healing: two things witches may not learn as per the pact. Witches can apply pre-made salves and seemingly unmixed herbs, but they may not create medicine or learn more complex medicine.
Tartah knows a shortcut to the hospital, which means he either knows the non-witch half of Kalhn exceptionally well to the point of spending a majority of his time there (meaning he feels more comfortable there) or he’s spent a lot of time around the hospital specifically.
When Tartah finds his cap in Coco’s hospital room, he hesitates to pick it up. This is so multilayered with hindsight; he hesitates because he doesn’t feel he belongs in witch society because of his silverwash, but I think this is also an early indication of his burgeoning resentment and distrust of Pointed Cap society. He knows firsthand how Pointed Caps treat people who are different, who are “outsiders,” and I think early-on there’s a part of him that is picking up on the fact that it’s a symptom of something deeper, something wrong, with the system. And I don’t think it’s a coincidence that he hesitates to pick up his cap right after saying, “Now I can go home.” I think part of that hesitation is him questioning—what is home to me? Where do I belong? And why is it that this cap is seemingly the only way I can get there?
“But I can see the balance in things. It’s what I do all the time.” What a very interesting choice of words in a show where we constantly see a scale used to talk about the balance of society. What an interesting thing for a character who literally sees the world in shades of grey, who doesn’t trust Pointed Cap society or the Brimmed Caps, who is so sick of the lies and deceit and secrets that he burns a truth spell into his own arm and then stays by Custas’s side so he won’t be alone.
I also love the detail of the moonlight shining more on his pointed cap as he draws his first spell—it essentially heralds him becoming a witch—and yet though the hat escapes the shadow fully and shines in the light, Tartah leaves the hat behind as he runs to the storehouse to find tranquileaf. A place he’s not supposed to be, a place he later meets Custas in secret to teach and learn apothecary. A place that becomes representative of violating the Pact, of his relationship with and devotion to Custas, and of Tartah’s increasing discontent with and distrust of Pointed Cap society and the Pact. So he’s literally running away from his pointed cap the second he “becomes a witch” to the place where his convictions first burgeon and he starts to actualize his dream—a dream involving medicine and apothecary that defies the Pact.
Gosh, this story is so incredibly well-thought out and the characters are fantastic.
Kids, always remember to hate on generative ai, fascism and the patriarchy ✨️ (frame ref)
redraw of everyone's favorite 'dad & the cat he didn't want' panel
Post canon i guess?
Excuse my handwriting
i'm sorry this was just too funny not draw in the context of the manga
continuing on from this post cause im still thinking about it actually I have a mighty need to talk about Olruggio in ch 40
since apparently that last post touched a nerve and now theres vague posts about me where people are literally looking through my blog to see if im anti-ship because apparently I said that Olruggio doesnt care for Qifrey which. first of all I didnt say that at any point. and second of all I absolutely dont think that lmao
Olruggio cares about Qifrey so much it hurts and thats a big part of the reason he acts the way he does in ch 36 - 38. he feels betrayed and hurt and angry because Qifrey is his best friend and he trusted him, and he just got hit with the 1 - 2 combo of Qifrey nearly leaving the girls behind in Romonon, and then finding out Qifrey's sight has been failing him and Qifrey never told him. he's dealing with a very intense situation where it seems like he might have to take those girls away for their own safety and he doesnt know if he can trust his best friend!
when I say that Olruggio was prepared to, if it really came down to it, end their friendship right then and there for the sake of protecting their students, im not saying Olruggio doesnt care about Qifrey. what im saying is Olruggio prioritizes the safety and wellbeing of the children in his care above his friendship with Qifrey, and will do what he needs to do to protect them, even if it means taking actions that will irreparably damage their friendship. he loves Qifrey, absolutely, but he does not love Qifrey to the point that he would stand by and let him endanger those girls. you can love someone with everything that you are and still end a relationship with them
and I can think of no stronger evidence of how much Olruggio truly does care about Qifrey than how he returns to their conversation at the end of ch 39-
this is a drastic change from where we last left off with this conversation, and it absolutely tracks with what we know of Olruggio as a character, and the events that took place between when they were interrupted and now. the two really important ones ill mention again are:
1: Olruggio seeing Qifrey risk literal life and limb to go after Coco and save her at the Tower, where Beldaruit observes to him that Qifrey forgot all about his very serious injuries and is risking his dominant arm without a second thought for Coco, and says that Qifrey really has become a true teacher
2: Olruggio and Coco's conversation, where Olruggio asks her if she's happy with Qifrey as her teacher, and Coco says she is
I think also, crucially, here at the end of ch 39 and starting this conversation up again- Olruggio has had time to calm down. we see him extend an olive branch of sorts to Qifrey in ch 38 with the returning of his hat, but here in ch 39/40 things are a lot less raw and intense, and Olruggio has had more time to think on a lot of things; what led up to the confrontation, yes, but also about what Beldaruit and Coco said, and what he knows about Qifrey after so many years of friendship
thats why this conversation opens with "let me help you"- Olruggio knows Qifrey, so he knows that if he's resuming his hunt for the Brimmed Caps, then something serious has to be going on, and he wants to be there to help him. this, to me, is one of the great indicators we get of how much Olruggio loves Qifrey; he's willing to violate the law in order to help him, because as we know, getting involved with forbidden magic and the Brimmed Caps is grounds for memory erasure and exile
(side note, this is also why I think Olruggio is such a damn good Watchful Eye- he knows when to abide by the law and when to break it, as we see from very early on with his agreeing to keep Coco on as an apprentice, and continued here, with being willing to get tangled in this hunt if it means helping Qifrey)
getting into ch 40, I want to point out that Olruggio wanting to help him comes as a surprise to Qifrey-
I think its crucial in reading their relationship, however you interpret it, to remember that Qifrey acts the way he does fully expecting that he and Olruggio might clash over it. he doesnt expect Olruggio to support every decision he makes. and part of that is, yes, The Curse and all that comes with it, but part of that is also that Qifrey knows that Olruggio must and will put the safety of their students above all else
(another side note, I think Qifrey actually relies on this and takes comfort in it more than he finds it inconvenient- he knows Olruggio will be there to stop him if he goes too far and he needs that safety net)
Qifrey thinking Olruggio might still be angry with him is also a very important detail to me. he's also had time to think and calm down from their confrontation, and I think he knows that he fucked up in Romonon. a lot of the sadness that comes off of him in this conversation is, yes, the pre-emptive guilt and grief of the incoming memory wipe, but there is also the guilt of knowing that he almost went too far, and needed to be held back and reminded of his responsibilities as a teacher
which, we can count on Olruggio to remind him of-
I won't keep harping on the Romonon thing but I do want to talk about how this is the first time we see Olruggio actually voice his worry about how injured Qifrey was and that he was scared that he was going to get himself killed. I love that this comes up here and now, after he's had time to calm down, and it doesnt come up at all in their initial confrontation
now, that doesnt mean we dont see Olruggio's concern over Qifrey when he's injured...
...but this is the first time he's giving it a voice since Qifrey's woken up in the Great Hall
its important to me that Olruggio brings up how worried he was about Qifrey's condition because this is another drastic difference between their initial confrontation and this conversation. that confrontation was initiated while Qifrey was vulnerable and at his physically weakest, and I stand by my interpretation that Olruggio did that deliberately. now that things have settled down somewhat and theyre having a more open conversation, Olruggio can allow himself the luxury of acknowledging that yeah, he was fucking terrified, and he's a bit pissed too, actually, because Qifrey was reckless and could've gotten himself killed
Olruggio couldn't allow himself the luxury of indulging in that worry and that fear when he was confronting Qifrey, because like I said in the og post: Olruggio isnt approaching that conversation as Qifrey's friend, he's approaching it as the Watchful Eye of their atelier. but here, in ch 40? this is Olruggio, Qifrey's friend, who's worried about him and wants to help him
and I love Olruggio's next bit here-
I discussed in the og post that Olruggio was also angry with himself and blaming himself for them getting to the point of that confrontation, but I didnt bring up the idea of him blaming himself because he believes he wasn't being someone Qifrey could talk to, because I think thats a line of thought that came to him later after he'd had a chance to calm down
with the context of ch 93 in mind these panels are absolutely heartbreaking, but its also a fascinating look into Olruggio's mind. this is one of our earliest indicators that Olruggio is someone who lets blame fall way too heavy on his shoulders. he is in no way at fault for Qifrey not talking to him and acting behind his back, but he still blames himself for it, thinking if his best friend wouldn't talk to him about something, then it must be his own fault
(shoutout to Qifrey for immediately going "NO??" btw which also hurts so much more knowing the context of ch 93)
we then get these great panels that are also great looks into Olruggio's mindset here and how he views his role as both Watchful Eye and Qifrey's best friend-
Olruggio takes the responsibility of helping others very seriously, its deeply tied to his identity and how he acts as a witch, as a Watchful Eye, and as a friend. being Watchful Eye and being Qifrey's best friend go hand in hand for him, because as much as he looks out for the girls and ensures their safety and wellbeing, he's also doing the same for Qifrey. thats why Qifrey gets a snugstone, thats why Olruggio pulls him away from chasing after the Brimmed Caps, thats why Olruggio stays at his bedside, and thats why theyre having this conversation and Olruggio's ready to help him any way he can
this is also Olruggio offering Qifrey reassurance that theyre ok. reminding him explicitly that yes, he's his best friend. because the confrontation at the Great Hall was intense, and it was heated, and it got very close to a place that neither of them wouldve been able to come back from
compare that gentle smile to some of the expressions Olruggio had in ch 36 during their confrontation-
the difference is night and day
we also get this great panel, which is another fantastic contrast to ch 36-
ch 36 had Olruggio looming over Qifrey. now in ch 40 we've swapped, with Qifrey having the higher ground here. Olruggio is no longer confronting or interrogating, he's here as a friend and offering his help and support
(this is also a great visual to show us who's holding the power in this conversation, and we know how this conversation ends, so Qifrey being the one with the high ground here as a visual of him holding the power is very good)
we do have this very good "im your best friend you idiot of course id break the law for you" moment;
but I think what's really important here is Olruggio bringing up Coco and the conversation he had with her in the Great Hall;
I like that Olruggio still hasn't fully shaken his doubts. he's much calmer now, yes, but he still has his doubts about Qifrey's motives and actions, and he still intends on getting answers. this conversation still has the girls at its core, just because Olruggio has had time to think things through more clearly doesnt mean he's just letting Qifrey off the hook, but his trust in Qifrey has been rekindled both with time to think and through Coco's desire to continue being his student
I love how seriously he takes Coco's opinion, and I love that her trust stays a central part of this conversation-
again, this is so different from where Olruggio was coming from in ch 36. Olruggio in ch 36 is directly accusing Qifrey of taking on a child with the sole purpose of using her as a means to an end, a lead in his hunt. he's questioning Qifrey's ability to be a teacher, his ability to prioritize their safety and wellbeing. now in ch 40 he's got a very different tune
ill keep saying it: Olruggio needed time and space away from that confrontation in order to calm down and really think things through, and remember that at the end of the day, he does know Qifrey, and he knows that he's kind, and dependable, and a good teacher to his students. this conversation couldn't have happened without him having some time to cool down and assess the situation outside of the heat of the moment. once he had those conversations with Beldaruit and with Coco, and once he had time to actually think, of course he came back coming at things from a very different angle- because Qifrey is his best friend, and he wants to help him, because he cares about him very, very deeply
(and, of course, Qifrey needed the time to think too- think of how he could ease Olruggio's mind about the girls separate from the conversation of his own past, so that when he wipes Olruggio's mind, he'll still remember that the girls are in good hands)
Olruggio's love for Qifrey is never in question to me. we can see it even in the confrontation in ch 36- if Olruggio didn't love Qifrey as dearly as he does, then he wouldve just taken those girls right out from under his nose, and turned Qifrey in for getting involved with the Brimmed Caps. Olruggio loves Qifrey so much that even when he's furious and hurt and betrayed, he still talks to him first before he acts. he still picks his hat back up and hands it back to him. he still worries that he'll get himself killed. and as soon as he's calmed down enough to think clearly, the first thing he does is offer to help. the sky's kindest, most radiant star indeed
its been interesting seeing people interpret me saying that Olruggio prioritizes the girls over Qifrey as me saying Olruggio cares about the girls more than he cares about Qifrey. I dont think thats the case at all. the care he has for the girls is vastly different than the care he has for Qifrey- the girls he cares about as children under his protection, Qifrey he cares about as his best friend and closest companion. Olruggio has a responsibility to those girls as a guardian, a teacher, a protector. me saying he would choose their safety over his care for Qifrey isnt me saying that he doesnt love Qifrey, and its both interesting and deeply strange to me that thats how people are interpreting my words
back at it again with WHA rambling this time about Olruggio and the events of chapters 36 - 38
ive talked about this before but I want to break it down with what we actually see happen in these chapters; I think Olruggio had just about made up his mind and was preparing to take the girls out of Qifrey's care, but Beldaruit and Coco changed his mind
in ch 36 we get the conversation between Qifrey and Olruggio right after the former wakes up for the first time since Romonon. and right away Qifrey is assuming the worst, that Olruggio has already taken the girls and handed them over;
which immediately tells us that Qifrey knows he's on thin fucking ice here with Olruggio, which makes sense after the events of Romonon. Qifrey knows Olruggio wouldn't turn those girls over for being victims of an attack by the Brimmed Caps, but he also knows that Olruggio had to be the one to remind him of his duties as a teacher, because he wouldve flown off the handle and left his students behind to chase after the Brimmed Caps if Olruggio hadn't physically stopped him
I also love Olruggio's body language here- he's very tense. we can tell that he's on edge, which means we already know this conversation is going nowhere good. he also, crucially, doesnt reassure Qifrey here in saying he wouldn't hand the girls over to the magic security council, because at this point, that isnt off the table
that clenched fist panel is a fav. I love that Shirahama keeps us from seeing Olruggio's face here, and instead tells us his state of mind through body language and shading choices. the fist clenched at his side, and the way he's cast in shadow, looming over Qifrey. and contrasting that with Qifrey, all in light, and even then we cant fully see his face. he's also the most vulnerable we've seen him be up until this point, practically swimming in his robe, looking very small and injured
its all set up to make Olruggio look very intimidating. I wouldn't call it threatening, but this is Olruggio approaching Qifrey like he's a threat- he isnt Qifrey's friend in this moment, he's the Watchful Eye of their atelier, and his priority is those girls above all else, so injured or not, Qifrey now has to answer to him as he questions him on his true intentions with those girls- specifically, in this case, Coco
we get to see their faces now, and the expression work here is chef's kiss. Olruggio is pissed, but he's keeping himself very collected here, because he has to. in this moment he's feeling angry and betrayed, because this is his best friend who he's supposed to be able to trust, and a teacher he's supposed to be able to trust the girls' safety to. Qifrey was supposed to have dropped his chase for the Brimmed Caps when they started taking on apprentices, this was all supposed to be in the past, but now its started back up again- and he's using a child as a lead
now lets look at Qifrey's face. its giving NOTHING away. Qifrey is completely unreadable in that panel, completely neutral. he's on the back foot here and he knows it, he's on thin fucking ice and he needs to be very, very careful about anything he says or does in response to Olruggio here
and of course, his own words come to bite him in the ass-
this is where I think we see that Olruggio is also upset with himself about this situation. because he knew right from the get go with Coco, that Qifrey was manipulating him- "if her memories should be erased, then so should mine"- and he should've seen something like this coming. throwing Qifrey's own words back in his face here is both an accusation towards Qifrey and an admission of his own negligence
now, do I believe Olruggio failed in his duties as Watchful Eye? no, absolutely not, if he'd done things by the book he wouldve had to turn an innocent girl over to the Knights Moralis for a memory wipe. but I think Olruggio believes he's failed in his duties here, so as angry as he is with Qifrey for nearly failing in his duties as a teacher, he's also angry with himself because he believes he's failed as a Watchful Eye
back to the analysis here- Olruggio's questions always centre on the girls, with Coco being at the heart of this interrogation. and I think that really speaks to how much Olruggio is doubting Qifrey here, because he's asking targeted questions about Qifrey's ability to prioritize the girls and keep them safe. Olruggio doesnt trust him right now- thats why he asks if he's really trying to protect Coco, if he's really worried for the girls' sake, or if Coco is just a means to an end for him, and if he's just concerned that he'll lose what he's already straight up called "his only lead"
we also see Olruggio out of the shadows now, laid completely bare in white as we get to where the questioning is leading to-
these panels are what really say to me that Olruggio had pretty much made up his mind and was preparing to remove the girls from Qifrey's care. he's already convinced that Qifrey's motives for taking Coco on were selfish, and that he's just going to use her to lead him to the Brimmed Caps. this isnt him figuring this out on the fly- he's still very calm, this is the calm resolve of someone who's had time to come to his conclusion and make up his mind about what he's going to do
again, Qifrey's full expression is hidden from us, but look at the body language here and the way he's leaning back a bit. he's nervous. I think at this point he realizes Olruggio has figured something out, because this would be a massive leap to make from just what happened at Romonon
this is where we get the reveal with Qifrey's glasses, that the left lens has also been enchanted because his remaining sight is failing. and thats what really pushes Olruggio over the edge, because not only has Qifrey been keeping something this massive from him for who knows how long, its also more motive for him to resume his hunt, which Olruggio immediately calls out and questions him on-
and here we see the anger coming out in Olruggio again, as we get to the heart of the confrontation: Qifrey is keeping secrets from him, acting behind his back, and its interfering with his duties as a teacher and endangering the girls
I love these two panels, returning to the visual we had earlier of Olruggio looming over Qifrey. I love that we can fully see the barely restrained anger in Olruggio. I love that we see Qifrey's composure give way here, because this conversation is about to veer into very dangerous territory for both of them. with context from later on in the manga, I honestly think this conversation was getting very close to a mind wipe
before we get any further though, Beldaruit crashes the conversation and we find out Coco's gone off to the Tower of Tomes, which prompts both Qifrey and Olruggio to shelve this conversation for another time because they need to hurry and find her before she gets hurt
which brings me to the first thing that eases Olruggio's ire: Beldaruit's observation of Qifrey when they go after Coco
Beldaruit here is mirroring Olruggio's own doubts of Qifrey at first, specifically the worry that he'll go too far to chase down the Brimmed Caps. but then he points out just what Qifrey is risking by going after Coco, and we have that lovely panel of Olruggio reacting to that
I love the look on his face there. the blatant surprise at what Beldaruit is saying. Olruggio knows the shaky relationship between Qifrey and Beldaruit, but here Beldaruit is, immediately seeing something in Qifrey that Olruggio himself wasn't seeing; that he's willing to risk his dominant arm, and his ability to draw at all, for Coco's sake
this directly contradicts the idea that Coco is just a means to an end for Qifrey in his hunt for the Brimmed Caps and regaining what he's lost. if that were the case, Qifrey wouldn't risk so much to save her. Beldaruit rightly points out here that Qifrey is acting as a teacher-
which goes against what Olruggio had assumed he understood of the situation, and makes him doubt his conviction that Qifrey doesnt have Coco's or the girls' best interests at heart
Olruggio doesnt know what to make of Qifrey here, and he's absolutely right in feeling conflicted. on the one hand, Qifrey is his best friend and he has demonstrated that he's a great teacher. on the other, he's also a wild card, and he's endangered the girls right in front of Olruggio, and he's also been keeping massive secrets from him. Beldaruit reminds him here that Qifrey does care about those girls, he does care about Coco, and he will protect them- but Olruggio also knows that there are things Qifrey's keeping him in the dark about, and that his motives are still unknown to him
this is enough for Olruggio to doubt his conviction, but it isnt enough for him to completely let go of his misgivings. but to help him along, we do get this great interaction between him and Coco after they've all returned safely from the Tower;
Olruggio directly asks her if she wants to be Qifrey's student. if you ask me, this right here is why I think Olruggio is extremely good at his job as Watchful Eye. he doesnt tell Coco any of his misgivings. he doesnt ask her if she has any misgivings. he doesnt cast doubt on Qifrey to her, doesnt lead her in any direction, and doesnt pressure her. he just asks her, very neutrally, if this is what she wants- he even gives her an out, by saying she has right to choose her teacher, and he still does this without casting any doubt on Qifrey for her
this is Olruggio still on the fence. Beldaruit's observations of Qifrey at the Tower have swayed some of his ire, but he still isnt fully convinced. thats why he asks Coco this here, in the Great Hall, where it would be easiest to ferry her away to the proper authorities if he needs to
but of course, we know Coco's answer;
and thats enough to satisfy Olruggio- at least for the immediate moment, because as we know, this conversation is far from over
but I do want to highlight these panels-
Olruggio picking up Qifrey's dropped hat and giving it back to him is a wonderful piece of visual symbolism. we know how important a witch's hat is to them, its a huge part of their identity, its what identifies them first and foremost as a witch. for a teacher, the hat is also what connects them visually to their students, because the students wear hats modelled off of their own
Qifrey's hat being on the floor in the first place is a charged image that represents the low point he's at here. Olruggio picking it up, and giving it back to him, is one of my favourite bits of visual symbolism we've gotten so far in the manga. because Olruggio is giving him back his most important witch's symbol, and his most important teacher's symbol. this is Olruggio giving Qifrey another chance to explain himself, and opening up the conversation between them again. this is a show of trust, and Olruggio giving Qifrey the opportunity to earn his trust back
two things here are very important to me. the first is that Olruggio isnt letting Qifrey off the hook, and he still has his doubts about him. the conversation between them isnt over, but right now isnt the time nor place to continue, so Olruggio is willing to delay it until the time is right
the second is that Qifrey isnt the one to ease Olruggio's mind about what's happening, but that its Beldaruit and Coco's interactions with him regarding Qifrey that make him take a step back from his anger and think. Qifrey cant be the one to ease Olruggio's mind in this situation, from an ethical standpoint Olruggio cant allow that to happen, and besides that, he also doesnt trust Qifrey in that moment
this parallels back nicely to when Olruggio first met Coco. when Qifrey gives Olruggio the ultimatum and Olruggio storms off, its very obvious that that conversation between them isnt actually over- Olruggio is just excusing himself from this moment, and wouldve likely gone back to the conversation when they could have it privately. its when Coco comes into his room, and he sees her passion for magic and talks with her, that he makes his decision to not turn her in to the Knights. again, crucially, Qifrey is not the one who convinces Olruggio to change his mind, because he cant be the one to do it in this situation. it comes down to Coco
back to their confrontation in ch 36, Qifrey also knows that Olruggio can't just take his word for anything here, so he doesnt actually try to defend himself at any point in their conversation, keeping himself completely neutral and guarded right up until Olruggio starts getting way too close to what we will come to understand is mind wipe territory
speaking of which- Qifrey's face in that last panel, when Olruggio is handing him his hat. that's the face of someone who knows what he's going to have to do when they resume their conversation, and it's already breaking his heart. that is the sad, guilty look of someone who knows he's going to have no choice but to mind wipe his best friend- again
Olruggio's confrontation with Qifrey is why ill never buy into the idea that Olruggio chooses not to take on apprentices of his own because he thinks he would prioritize Qifrey. if that were the case, Olruggio wouldve gone about this very differently, or he wouldn't have confronted Qifrey at all
what we see here is Olruggio confronting Qifrey and interrogating him in a moment where he's very physically vulnerable. theres absolutely no consideration here for the condition that Qifrey is in, Olruggio isnt gentle with him, and treats him exactly as one should treat a perceived threat to the safety of the children in their care. the visuals in that entire confrontation are so striking- Qifrey looks young, and small, and frail, especially with Olruggio looming over him and being presented so intimidatingly, but there's also never a moment where we think that Olruggio is going too far or being too harsh. I would also argue Olruggio's choice to have that confrontation when and where he did- with Qifrey injured and vulnerable, in the Great Hall where it would be easiest to get the girls to safety if need be- was deliberate. he put himself in control of the situation, and made it so that Qifrey wouldn't be able to get in his way
Olruggio also needs outside opinions before he begins to be swayed from his doubt. it takes both Beldaruit's observation that Coco's safety is something Qifrey prioritizes over his own physical wellbeing, and Coco's assertion that she wants Qifrey as her teacher, for Olruggio to be swayed enough to be willing to open up the conversation with Qifrey again. Qifrey on his own wouldn't have been able to convince Olruggio of his good intentions and ability to be a responsible, trusted teacher. it ultimately had to come down to the subject of Olruggio's concern, Coco, vouching for him for Olruggio to back off in that moment
Qifrey is Olruggio's best friend, and has been for a long time. thats why Olruggio even confronts him in the first place- even though he doesnt trust him right now and he has serious doubts about him, he's still willing to hear his side of things because at the end of the day he wants to believe that Qifrey's intentions with Coco and the other girls are good. but Qifrey is not his priority, those girls are his priority, and thats why when Olruggio confronts Qifrey, he does it in a time and place where Qifrey is vulnerable, cant get in his way, and where safety is closest for those girls should he need to act
all of that is why im convinced that Olruggio went into the confrontation having pretty much made up his mind, and was preparing to take the girls from Qifrey's care
We all know we call Orufrey the Star and the Tree from this Legend Of Magic tale. The gays that they are.
Chapter 47
And from that I had wondered who the Human was, probably the girls, right?
Chapter 94
THE MAGIC ISNT MAGIC. ITS LOVE AND COMPASSION AND HOPE AND TRUST AND COMFORT AND ITS ABOUT PATTERNS OF PASSING THESE POSITIVE THINGS AND GIVING TO OTHERS WHAT YOU WERE ONCE GIVEN AND ITS CONNECTION the magic was unconditional care and lending a helping hand and just being there for others and learning how to do that from others who gave to you