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my safe space

[meringuecookies1]

時々日本語も使います

人間というより猫なんです

好きなもの: 猫と遊ぶこと、動物、植物、 たまごっち、トモコレ、ハンター×ハンター、可愛いもの

Agender || He/him ll Saiun ll DID system ll Fictionkin ll Otherkin

I'll be active in the sideblogs, here I'll only post sometimes :3

Sideblogs / サブブログ

@the-crepe-cat (Kins: Strawberry Crepe Cookie from Cookie Run, Killua from HunterxHunter, Neferpitou from HunterxHunter, Johnny from To be hero X, Jett from Precure, Bramble Bat Cookie from Cookie Run, cat and fox kin).

@thelessapantchi (たまごっちのれっさぱんっち<<ここでは日本語も使います！ Lessapantchi from Tamagotchi << here I'll be using Japanese and English!)

@ashadowbeing (Collapsar from Kurafi, shadow people, incubi. Themes are paranormal, nightmares, sleep paralysis, backrooms)

@akadenchu (Youkai kin)

Kin sideblogs I keep separate too for the themes:

@celestialsherbet (angelcore, y2k, blues)

@analyzingcookies (analysis and research notes about animals, consciousness and such)

@jettsenpai (Jett-senpai fictionkin / from Detective Precure)

@bramblebatcookie (Bramble Bat Cookie from Cookie Run / plants / bats)

[entouragelvr75]

sunflora.! its my floaroma!

[summerwave]

南の島の風景　沖縄

[meringuecookies1]

Hmmm confused. So Deltarune touches the fluidity of reality, that I like.

But they said if it's pitch black you can't see anything anymore, and then if it got darker than dark, if you could reach another side, you could start to see, hear and feel things... But, why make that skip? It is in pitch black when hallucinations happen.

I see them when I close up in full dark and saw a lot of things in there.

They could have just said that if it got even darker and reached that other said they mention then those things would become sort of real instead no? Sort of because they're still illusions.

Either way just a small curious thought. I'm liking this game.

[gamemaster-official]

Mutuals are only allowed to reply with ONE WORD describing your vibe.

No explanations.

Reblog and tag more people.

[meringuecookies1]

Wait so am I supposed to say about my blog or the person I reblog from?

Person I reblog from would be: cheerful

Mine: unknown because I don't know really

@bigs1stermoon @megumis-basil @lilacc-the-cat @ilikecanele @thecoralconstellation @enchantedlesbianfairy and anyone who wants!

[meringuecookies1]

What labels define Killuas past events? For example could conditioning be a good word to partly describe what happened while he was raised? Would grooming apply here? I'd like to use specific words or very short ways to describe things specific to Killua in Hunter x Hunter, I want to give an overall image without having to describe detail by detail, at least of what is possible to be described that way. Also for his behavior, for example I know there's terms like people pleasing (which I don't think Killua does) are there any behaviors he does that have labels too? For example how to very briefly say he can be cold and analyzing but he actually cares and is cheerful too idk.

[mimimitchi]

the bedroom is so. cute!!

[meringuecookies1]

なぜかくららっちのほっぺ色が変わります！なぞです！

For some reason Kuraratchi's cheek color changes! It's a mystery!

[meringuecookies1]

Talking about freeze, these are things I see during sleep paralysis, dreams, or alters in our did system, or myself, there's also hallucinations.

I have been drawing these things for years, especially trying to make a game with them, but freeze response is always in the way.

I drew this probably around a year ago. I'm also trying to recreate these things in Tomodachi Life.

Idk I just thought of sharing since I never finish it you know, I thought I should go ahead and share what I do have done! It's a step forward!

[vexheart]

[mimimitchi]

sorted by controversial on r/tamagotchi and found out there are men having meltdowns about tamas being too girly and asking for recommendations for non-girly tamagotchis for men. LOL

[meringuecookies1]

"non-girly tamagotchis" I wonder if they'd like Oyajitchi, he has lots of merch too, tho maybe they'd think Oyajitchi plush and merch is too girly too

Meanwhile here I am with my Tama Paradise having so much fun hehe, trying to raise a Kuraratchi next :3

[meringuecookies1]

ハートみたいでかわいいね！

It looks like a heart, cute!

[meringuecookies1]

線香花火

[mysilent879]

[maybe-a-gatto-or-a-catto]

The more i think about spamton the more i realize legit no one thinks deeply about the fact spamton is homeless

[maybe-a-gatto-or-a-catto]

quite ironically enough I cant find any scientific papers that don't have restricted access or I have to pay for them

[maybe-a-gatto-or-a-catto]

Im going to do it my way and also make sure I don't have information overload

[meringuecookies1]

Hey since you're already looking about this can I bring up how the system plays with a feeling or urgency of suffering or priority levels of suffering, in ways that some sufferings become normalized and thus get ignored, and become just background noise, homelessness being part of this.

[bebsi-cola]

they really don't respect the time of disabled people. your application can take up to 12 weeks. the specialist waitlist is 3 years. your assessment will be any time within the next 6 months. let us know if you cannot attend this appointment you waited 7 weeks for and we'll reschedule next year. we've decided to assess you at this time and day and you have to be available or any support you dared to apply for is not going to happen. and in between these long bouts of waiting you have to survive the everyday

[meringuecookies1]

finally go and be dismissed and be treated like if you're bad it's your fault.

get results saying something is wrong and have to wait a year to have anything done about it.

everyone is dismissive, emergencies mean waiting for hours to have someone not even check the basics and send you to hell.

wow how weird????? symptoms got worse????? doctor goes "duh are you dumb why didn't you ask for a doc sooner".

It's almost as if it's all built to let us rot slowly but it's OUR fault all along somehow.

(sorry if this doesn't apply everywhere but it's def my experience so far).

[sugarsylvie]

Eevee finally accepts the cone!