roach

well this stinks... | any pronouns | 21 yr old #loser

[meritocratic-roach]

hi there 😛

my name's roach/merit, or whatever variation of my username you wanna use,, idc!! and welcome to my tumblr blog.

this will mostly be a dumping ground for my art and whatnot... nothing too special, yk? it's my goal to post something at least once a week, but i'd advise you not to expect any sort of consistency from me

still, if u happen to like what i create, cross ur fingers and maybe something new will pop up when you need it most !

when it comes to interaction, i welcome almost anyone. the only guidelines i rlly have are: 1) be cool, and 2) don't be an asshole (either to me, or any of my followers). if you're a homophobe/transphobe, you have no place here,, sorry

also, since i don't yet know the full scope of what i'll be posting, i'd prefer evry1 here to be 18+, although i don't think much of my content will delve into that territory. if it ever does, those posts will be properly tagged 👍

the best way to interact with me would be through my ask box!! i'm open to any asks and/or suggestions you guys may have, so feel free to drop in and i'll do my best to respond.

there will 100% be weeks where i won't know what to draw. and, in those instances, i'll be more inclined to dig around in there and possibly pick something you've suggested

anyways, that is mostly it. piss y'all 😗✌️

[meritocratic-roach]

been mentally compiling all the similarities between jimmy and spamton in the hopes that i'll someday write out & compile a coherent post talking abt the two.. but for now, i just thought i'd say i find it interesting how one of jimmy's first uses of the "saul goodman" persona was to sell ad slots on TV lmao

[meritocratic-roach]

i get so scared of myself whenever chips & salsa are involved..

[meritocratic-roach]

doodle page from today ft. unnamed pipis baby + tenna (sort of), a reference to a tiktok i found humorous, and a lil amphibian(?) guy from moon child 1997

also included is tenna holding said pipis baby, and an unfinished panel from a REALLY old comic i made abt her when she's older

[miggsboson]

why dont we call green pippin grippin how come we dont do that is there a REASON we dont call him peter grippin is there a real good reason we dont call him green pippin PETER GRIPPIN

[meritocratic-roach]

ms doodle i did on call w/ friend.. also, first time drawing mike. no bully pls

[envandrare]

[meritocratic-roach]

clean of orange and spam,, she has a name but i'm gatekeeping it 4 now 😈

alt + background image:

anyways,, out of context addison doodle(s) that i plastered upon a single canvas after an au came to me in my dreams

second one is blurred bcuz i was not fucking with their initial designs, but the general silhouette still looked good to me lol

[meritocratic-roach]

when i first started playing deltarune, i rlly didn't think much of susie eating chalk, or lol at it all that much 'cause i too used to be vitamin deficient and would eat chalk. like alright girl, me too!

[meritocratic-roach]

MCWEXLER WALKED, SO SPAMTENNA COULD RUN!!

[kaneidae]

Their dynamic to me

[meritocratic-roach]

computer, take all my suffering and put it on spamton gmail spamton.. plz & thank u 😇

[meritocratic-roach]

realized that i forgor to add the rough outline i made when this piece was just an "idea.." i thought it was pretty funny for sum rzn

and it was bcuz it reminded me of this one image i lol'd @:

& it's just like,, so true!!

i also wanted to make the swatchling look more serious, but the initial expression i drew was very reminiscent of this fuckass dog so i kept it

[meritocratic-roach]

computer, take all my suffering and put it on spamton gmail spamton.. plz & thank u 😇

[meritocratic-roach]

double posting 2day!!

all i have to offer are these low-effort, wigglypaint doodles bcuz things have been happening and i can't do anything anymore apparently

this is kind of a vent post, so don't venture any further if u don't wanna hear me whining🙏

(requests/asks are still open tho!!)

not gonna air out my whole business to strangers on the internet, but i've basically been on the wrong meds this whole time and the effects have been devastating on my brain 😍

i've spent the past 2-3 years enduring what i can only describe as a modern day chemical lobotomy and evry1 just expects me to carry on with life as normal

like yess, make everything harder for me bcuz you can't be bothered to do ur job🤑🤑 and at the end of the day, can i even be considered human anymore type shit. i'd treat me like a guinea pig as well

BUT

i kind of have a good counselor now?? and they like... want to help me?

so they've set me up with a case manager who'll hopefully find an actual psychiatrist for me.. that way, i won't have to rely on that fucking doctor i h8 to manage my meds

and ik ppl say that psychiatrists are "cold" and "mean," but they can't be any worse than my pcp highkey🚬 and i've been WANTING to see a psych for years now, but no one ever took me seriously lol

let's pray it all goes well. that way, my stupid baka life can improve❤️‍🩹

[meritocratic-roach]

You said to ask for Kerdly. I asked for Kerdly

this was supposed to have been a more organized, fully fleshed out (mini) comic but life has been kicking my ass lately🥹💔.. hope this still makes sense and y'all can enjoy tho

[fuzzycryptid]

I was seized by a divine vision

[meritocratic-roach]

the crossover that nobody asked for..