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[merlqca]

stefff <3

[carisi-rollins]

15x13 ★ 15x16

[merlqca]

holy moly

the mood:

no seriously; when Carina screamed among the fire alarms I- :(

[melaschasma]

“Hello. My name is Andrew DeLuca, and I am thrilled to be applying to the surgical residency program at Grey Sloan Memorial Hospital. A bit about me: I am Italian, but I was raised in Wisconsin. A lot of doctors in my family, including my big sister Carina. I grew up stealing her game of Operation, so I guess you could say it’s been a dream of mine for a very long time. 

“The idea of doing my training at Grey Sloan and learning from surgical legends like Richard Weber and Miranda Bailey and Jackson Avery and Meredith Grey… it just doesn’t get any better than that.

I think the reason I want to become a surgeon is that I’ve always had this insatiable desire to help people. I think I get that from my mom who I lost too soon. I know had a really giving heart and always pushed me to do as much good as possible, so I guess I’m doing this for her. Now, you should be warned: I can be relentless at times and very stubborn, but I promise that if I match with you… I will give you the very best of me.”

[merlqca]

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[merlqca]

Imagine if Andrew would have turned around to look at Meredith one more time (💔) while walking towards his mother and saying;

“I lied, Mer, I lied about not loving you, cause I do. I love you so much”

He would turn around and they would never see each other again but there would always be a piece in Andrew that loves Meredith and a piece in Meredith that loves Andrew.

[merlqca]

i really want some scenes between Carina and Meredith..

They could have one hell of a friendship but I will already be happy with a scene where they talk about Andrew.

[carisi-rollins]

[merlqca]

I think I'm on a grief high or something

I've been watching merluca vids the whole day and I even edited Andrew. Wow.

I'll probably have a relapse like Mer though :")

[merlqca]

my merluca💔

i made this for their anniversary (2/8)

it feels so wrong to think about him dead.

—

[audio from xmirum on soundcloud]

[ladyxmacbeth]

‘And while I’m feeling brave, I’m not sorry I kissed you at the wedding. ‘Cause it’s all I’ve been able to think about ever since, and I know you have options, but I want you to know that I’m one of them.’

[stevenrogered]

15x24 / 17x07

[merluca-ga]

[thebroken--soul]

Andrea DeLuca deserved so much better. He was getting better because he asked for help for his bipolar. He was making progress with his mental health. He was becoming a good person who just wanted to help people. Carina told him that he wasn’t like their father. Killing him off is the same bullshit with Alex leaving Jo for Izzie. It’s just fucking bullshit.

[dreamingizzie]

I'm honestly so fcking done with this show now. Was there any point to killing him off? Was there? Because if so, I don't see it. It wasn't even of Covid. What the hell.

I'm so angry right now.

He deserved better. So much better.

Killing off the first man she said "I love you" to after losing her husband. After everything they've been through to get there. What's the fxking point?!?!?

And he was getting better! He had so much potential. He had so many things he wanted to do!

What was the bloody point?!?!?!?