GREY !!

lotf + mcr posting mainly

[merridewpilled]

hellllloooo tumblr!!! i’ve been on this app for like… a few months now?? i think?? uhmmm idk but…

basically!!! i’ve never really done anything with this blog since i mainly use tumblr to look at fanart of my various interests but!! i decided just a few minutes ago that i actually… want this blog to be something because!! i think that would be cool!! so!!

here’s a little intro post!! <33 i hope i can make some new friends because i absolutely LOVE meeting new people!!

so!! hi!! my name is grey, and i use pretty much any pronouns!! if you want a preference though… she/he/they i think :33

i’m unlabelled, and uhmm. idk what else to say here Sorrrryyy…

OKAY i have SO many interests uhm. my top ones at the moment areeeee…

(hyper-fixations in pink, special interests in purple, general interests in black) lord of the flies, writing, emo culture, my chemical romance, doki doki literature club, five nights at freddy’s, evangelion (might be a hyperfix… idk yet), vampires (also might be a hyperfix), madoka magica, and vocaloid!! i have a few more, but i cant think of them right now… but its okay because those are the main ones i’ll be posting about!! please feel free to talk to me about ANY of these things oh my god i love them all so much!!!!!!!!!!

and my fav characters / fav people consist of…

(hyper-fixations in pink) jack merridew, roger, gerard way, mikey way, frank iero, ray toro, sayori, yuri, natsuki, monika, michael afton, elizabeth afton, crying child / evan afton, cassidy, the withered animatronics, mangle, asuka langley soryu (might be a hyperfix), hatsune miku, gumi, the kagamine twins, megurine luka, meiko, and teto :33 i adore the triple baka squad too!!

OH and my fav bands / artists at the moment!!

my chemical romance, pierce the veil, get scared, BABYMETAL, korn, slipknot, system of a down, mitski and SO many more that i ALSO cant think of right now… again though, those are the main ones!!

uhmmmm that is all for now i think!! idk what i’ll be doing on this blog just yet, but… i hope we can be friends!! <33

[charli3emily]

Eveytime I see a new lotf discord server get made my heart stops for a second

[birdbath09]

anybody who owns the lotf graphic novel… would you have the resources to post it on like archive.org or something.. not to beg LMAO I just cannot afford it at the moment but would love to read it and I can’t find it online ANYWHERE

[merridewpilled]

got horrifically drunk off vodka alone in my room last night and started messaging my friends about how i was just like jack merridew So. important question lotf tumblr. what kind of drunk would jackie boy be

[lilacs-echoing]

lord of the freaks fandom... yall I cannot WAIT for my notifications to start blowing up as the school year starts and new people start reading the book in class🤭

[broccolipaws]

merridews of late

[lilacs-echoing]

honestly lord of the flies is such a terrible book to present to 15-16 year olds who naturally hate 12 year olds because not only can they not handle the symbolism and depth of it they certainly cannot handle the idea that children can be annoying or traumatized and not deserve DEATH

[yuttikkele]

my headcanon is that Ralph ABSOLUTELY cannot dress, and I’ve been picturing him wearing the most obnoxious 2016 swag fit. I don’t think I made it nearly obnoxious enough, but I tried and that’s all that matters.

anyways here’s my lotf gen z au (so. modern au ig).

simon has pigtails idk I just wanted to draw him that way. And I made sure to give Jack the most British haircut I could think of. I haven’t drawn the others yet…

in my au they are forced to read The Lord of the Flies in class. what happens next may surprise you

[lilacs-echoing]

jack merridew the slur slinger is crazy but canon

[lilacs-echoing]

no bc like. post island au where the boys experience permadirt. post island au where they have to shave their hair from matting. post island au where no amount of showering makes them feel clean.

post island au where the boys are significantly smaller and have strange stature compared to their peers. post island au where all the boys can think of is eat, eat, consume, make up for lost time.

post island au where nobody really talks about what happened.. post island au where the funerals are close casket. post island au where they can't even attend eachothers funerals, kissing dandelions before they blow them, hoping the wind reaches the island where only ashes blow. sending dandelions with a thousand flurries of "im sorry."

post island au survivors guilt. post island au where the boys know more about themselves than anyone else ever will. post island au where they are haunted by the knowledge of what they are capable of. post island au where everyone lives in the shell of a powerless little boy who once tasted total control. post island au where nobody feels like anything but an animal amongst society.

post island au where the war on the island dwarfs in comparison to the one outside. post island au where the boys know they already experienced where the war would go. post island au where the home they'd been yearning for is replaced by a war zone. post island au where sanctuary is gone. sanctuary was the island. and they blew it.

traumatizing dreadful angsty post island au.

[lord-of-the-ri--flies]

Still think the funniest scene in Lord of the Flies was Simon walking into a tree because Ralph smiled at him

[mauvemischief]

Thinking about Keith’s character design and how thhe only red he seems to have in his outfit is his jacket which is a SHELL he uses his anger and insensitivity to deflect people/things/emotions he feels but when he becomes the paladin of the black lion he has to shed that shell and come to terms with himself

[ceruqing]

im going to squish them

[literatureluver]

CW for guts / gore and animal death

[bestiarum]

everyone’s talking about how unhinged fans are nowadays about their blorbos. well let me tell you that when the polish writer henryk sienkiewicz first published his novel ‘with fire and sword’ in parts between 1883 and 1884, and killed off the beloved character longinus podbipięta, people nationwide were so upset they’d go to church and ask for requiem masses to be held in his memory. match THAT freak

[lilacs-echoing]

i hate lotf as a class book because people do not understand rogers char like i do. "roger is crazy he's insane he's deranged" he literally was the chillest one there even when he was sharpening a stick on both sides he was SO calm he literally proposed the vote he's definitely more calculating than people thought. that and everyone would make comments like the ending was bad bc he didn't get left on the island (even my teacher i loved her but WOW) like damn curb the ableism for a second

[lilacs-echoing]

if we're being honest, lord of the flies is kind of a great deconstruction of "perfect" Christian boys, by making the protagonists and traditionally good characters flawed children (two of which have disabilities) and making (most) of the antagonists holier-than-thou violent choir boys. just some food for thought

[lilacs-echoing]

if we're being honest, lord of the flies is kind of a great deconstruction of "perfect" Christian boys, by making the protagonists and traditionally good characters flawed children (two of which have disabilities) and making (most) of the antagonists holier-than-thou violent choir boys. just some food for thought