MerryLoaf

Hello! My name is MerryLoaf, and I can be found on discord under the same username. I post artwork here. Sometimes I will scream to the void, but you can find that on a seperate account.

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the old man yaoi but its not yaoi because its just one man with top tier grumpyness

also how do you draw hairlines for men.

HEAVY WIP

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th!!!

not using markers again holy moly I did not like thr marking of ers. too wrong colors and not enough fixableness. much no. pencil good. pencil eraseable. mm :)

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total collection of skull drawings in the current book. besides the goat skull (3rd image and half of 4th image), rest are done without references

ill probably draw more skulls later..

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the spinosaurids of hopelessness

(both drawn from memory)

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harpy practice helps with anatomy, not with getting ideas. scrapped character concept.

yes the wing-hands are supposed to be like that, no the wing shouldnt be curved but. i give up on it so it wont be fixed! yay..

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harpy practice because my first one turned out...

...way less than ideal. def not keeping the bandage idea, and the head crest failed terribly.

Neither drawing uses references.

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coighs and dies

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first part got flagged as mature, probably because of the soldier head gib kekw. Screenshots p.2!

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clearing pc, so heres some screenshots before they are deleted forever! p.1

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yes I am in pain, how could you tell?

oh yeah. my art becomes weird. right.

ALSO SHOUTOUT TO THE FLUFFY PIGEON I SAW IN THE HOSPITAL PARKING LOT, LOOK!!!!

I AM IN A LOT OF PAIN SOMEONE HELP I ALMOST OD'D ON PAINKILLERS ALREADY I CANT TAKE MORE AND SLEEP IS NOT AN OPTION, I AM GOING TO BITE SOMEONE

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ough... dies.

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yeah that sure is a dinosaur.

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Who do you see me as?

Who do I think I look to others?

Who do I look like to myself?

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havent been drawing much, I havent had the energy to. Negative thoughts are also assaulting me, so stay tuned to find out who wins: me or my mind.

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I was really tired yesterday, so to make up for it:

hands and mouth! no references used

its hard to draw a "th" sound, so I might practice that more. Im happy with my resuts, especially the asl H. I need more work on hands with palm facing out- especially when its a closed hand.

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Lung practice.

Feedback still welcomed

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Heart practice

Looking through my notepad and I noticed something. Every suicidal related vent since I got thie phone has been in november. Sure, the awful day is in november, but it doesnt feel connected.

Really hoping this all pases so I can spend time with others without feeling like every word I mutter is going to turn around and strangle me.