oh dear✨active jun 23

ash(ashly) | 20 • sw: 52 | not pro just having a relapse |

[mesmerisingfortune]

no <18’s 🪑

height: like 5’7

cw: 58 (20/05)

gw1: 53.5

gw2: 50

gw3: 48

dream: 45

don’t report just block

[bloodspillsstuff-deactivated202]

Meme from my old acc lol

[mesmerisingfortune]

i’ve had the worst insomnia over the last few days, i’ve been eating <800 for a few days and though it may be that.

wasn’t as in control today and ate <1,500 (estimation) and still can’t sleep so it’s not the lack of food that’s doing it.

at least i can stave myself in peace but these sleepless nights do suck.

not sure how i managed with all this as a teenager

[mesmerisingfortune]

anyone still active? need more moots

>18 only

[mesmerisingfortune]

ah

[mesmerisingfortune]

full night with insomnia very productive with doom scrolling and watching for the love of nancy

[gothalbinorat]

this user has an ED but supports and encourages recovery

[willowingaways]

take your vitamins.

- B complex (everything)

- collagen (hair/nail growth)

- biotin (keeps hair from falling out)

- magnesium (digestion/mood/brain fog)

- iron (dizziness)

- iodine/zinc (prevents malnutrition)

- calcium/vitamin D (bone health)

fa1nting in public is NOT hot

[maisiemelancholy-deactivated202]

HOW IS MY ED TAKING AWAY MY HEALTH BUT NOT MY WEIGHT ??? 🚫 Scam Alert 🚫

[vakta]

:/

[3-lavender]

I want a slutty little waist

[mesmerisingfortune]

you know what i thought i was over this but come to realise that i’ll probably have this for the rest of my life

cue another relapse at this point i don’t care anymore im sick of trying to make others happy when i need them they’re never there

new goal: 48 kg

current: 52 kg

[gravebriar]

The weightloss isn't real until my bf notices

[xzrcv]

if anorexia why not skinny yet

[mesmerisingfortune]

doing a liquid fast for 2 days

getting back on track

[caffeineheartbreak]

Love how my response to binging is to do a two day fast… not thinking about the fact that it could possibly trigger another binge.

I’m 26hrs in, so wish me luck 🤞🤞

[mesmerisingfortune]

this is so not me right now

[mesmerisingfortune]

does anyone else life feel like it’s falling into place and concurrently falling apart?