Random Angst Lines from my messy post-its (free to use as writing prompts
1. "So I have to lose you too, huh."
2. "Fucking- look at me!! You call this a human?!?! A person?!?!"
3. "It's so messed up that I'll end up forgiving you. Eventually."
4. "We all die. That's what is so comforting."
5. "I know. I've always known. You just never asked about what I have to say about it all."
6. "I promise I won't let your death tear me apart. Memory of you will keep me going. You can rest now."
7. "To what? I have no one, nowhere, to go back to. This is my life now."
8. "Pleasepleaseplease just be alive, crippled, brain damage, don't give a fuck I'll take care of them. Just be alive, please God let them be alive"
9. "I got to meet you. I'll be cut down 10 times over just to get to this point again. You were worth it."
10. "You can't even fathom the kind of hell I've been subjected to, so stop pretending like you know shit"
11. "Please just stop......just........just end me...I don't even know how to live anymore..."
12. "Everytime you die a little bit inside, I feel it. It's fucking killing me."
13. "And here I thought that for once in my life, someone sees me as more than a means to an end."
14. "There is nothing you can do. You wanna help? Get as far away from here as possible."
15. "Take mine. I won't be needing it soon."
16. "My days are numbered. And I bet them all on you."
17. "No I-I didn't even get to apologize! There's no way those are the last things they heard from me before...before........no."
18. "I'm sick of being hard-to-kill, while everyone's dying around me."
19. "At night, I think of ending it all. Better than any meds I had. Helps to sleep when things get tough."
20. "Why would I be mad. You are right. I do deserve all that's happened to me."
21. "Don't look for me. I never existed. We never met. You can't save me. Go live your life."
22. "Shut the fuck up, just hang on, hang on, you can tell me what a, a bastard I am, hell, just punch me in the face after this. Just keep breathing....."
23. "Getting me so malleable in your hands, so pliant, so weak, playing me around as you please, all the while searching for the best moment to strike and destroy me. Tell me, how did it feel, to see me acting like such a fool whenever you whispered those tantalizing lies, while looking straight into my fucking eyes?"
24. "What are you doing. Goddamn it, I'm not worth dying for! Stop!"
25. "Blame me. Insult me. Berate me all you want. Just please, please talk to me."
26. "You have the last piece of me. The rest died with all the people I lost."
27. "How much more do I possibly have to go through? If this is a test, I know one thing for sure. I'm about to fail."
28. "I never asked from you. Not once. Just this once, I'll be selfish and ask you to stay."
29. "Every waking moment I thought of you. Knowing I'll never see you again."
30. "They have nothing to do with this. It was all me. I did it. Just let them go please!"
31. "Did you really trade off your life for mine?"
32. "You swore we'll get out of this hell together. Together."
33. "Don't say anything. I'm leaving."
34. "You forgive so easily. Like what I did to you is something forgivable."
35. "Stop saying that. You don't know what I am. And you sure as hell don't love me."
36. "I'm not killing you again. I'll kill myself if I ever even think about it."
37. "Just...ju-just don't move and....stay like this. Just a bit....longer.."
38. "Don't fucking touch me! Leave!!! Don't you fucking hear me?! Get out!!! Get the fuck away from me!!"
39. "You want to get rid of me, do it. But once you're done, don't look back."
40. "Just because I don't react the way others do doesn't mean I don't feel pain."
41. "Oh you can leave, after you're done murdering me."
42. "This is where I end, and you start."
43. "I don't 'pity' people. I'm trying to be with you because I see you. A human being, struggling in agony. So fuck it. Guess I'll suffer with you."
44. "I know you don't want me standing in your way, but. I know what's at the end of this road. If I have to block it with my dead body I will. Better me than you."
45. "You're not even close to a monster. I know my kind when I see one. And I see no lost cause."
46. "Was any of it even real? Kisses? Hugs? Smiles? Or even you coming here in the first place was also a part of the ploy?"
47. "I understand. I was a parent too, once."
48. "You said you'd die for me. So, die."
49. "Where I *stabbed/shot/burned etc.* you before. Does it still......hurt?"
50. "You told them about me. You didn't mean to say it, I get it. Well, not my first time being tortured."
51. "How are you so calm about this?! Must be the blood loss, that gotta be- hey, hey!! Stay awake you hear me??"
52. "Breathe out, slowly. Slowly. This'll hurt. I'll make it quick."
53. "Always thought I'd.....die alone. This is not bad."
54. "I only have you to ask for this. Before they take control of me, take me out."
55. "You should have said it before you threw me away. Can't go back now even if I wanted to."
56. "Let this be the end, so I may rest at last."
57. "They won't come after me. They'll come after you to get to me."
58. "I relapsed. You leaving me yet?"
59. "...How do you even get these scars."
60. "The more I kill the worse it gets."
This the writing prompt list I wrote on my main a while back. Lack of practice is cooking my brain to uselessness, and my hands gotta do some typing to keep them from turning into dried plaster. All I can really do is angst so why the phack not.
Writing practice
The theme: KARL HEISENBERG, obviously. This a sideblog about him.
Genre: Angst, Hurt/Comfort, Hurt No Comfort, Tragedy
I can do: Graphic depictions of violence. Gore. Emotional trauma. Mental illness. Self-harm. Abuse. Violence and trauma in general.
I won't do: Smut, Pure Fluff, Fantasy, Rape Trauma related, Personal OC insert, and anything really weird and really bad.
Type, 'sadge #' and send asks.
I can just do a short drabble about him but if you want you can request reader insert. I write him with my oc Hunter a lot so if you want more insight into their dynamics you can request that too.
Life's going crazy so it'll take quite some time for me to write. Either you get the writing or not. Play that gamble. Fire away.
