CW: Suggestive (also kind of accidently turned it into fanfic writing at the end, but whatever)
Thinking about sub!/soft!Niragi, but only with the right person. About how he needs physical affection and love because he's so broken. He knows that, because of the type of person he is, that he won't get what he wants and forces other people to give it to him because he knows he won't feel loved if he doesn't.
Everyone is either too scared to stand up to him or too scared to talk back to him and he knows it. He knows that he installs fear into everyone at the Beach, even without trying to. He knows that people won't speak up about it, so he uses it to his advantage because he needs to feel important and loved, even if that would and will never be the case.
So, when he flirts with Chishiya and teases him, and Chishiya defends himself, or he snaps back after he says something rude about Kuina, he replays it in his head over and over because it genuinely does something to him.
He tries to spend all of his time brothering Chishiya because he knows Chishiya isn't scared to tell him off or being rude back.
"Are you looking down on us, Chishiya?"
"You're an idiot."
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Chishiya knows what he does to Niragi. He knows what to say to him to make him flustered, he knows what to say to make him listen to him, and he knows that Niragi has no idea that he's playing with him because he does it in such a subtle way.
"You really think you're so smart, don't you? Toying with everyone to get what you want."
"I actually do think I'm smart. Mostly because I don't need to hide behind a weapon every game in order to not die, I just use the intelligence I know I have. Which makes me wonder, how fast would you die if you didn't hide behind your gun like a coward? Are you really as smart as you claim to be?"
He'll watch as Niragi can't respond, he watches the words get stuck in his throat and his face flush ever so slightly. But since Chishiya has keen observation skills, he sees it every time and makes note of it.
When Niragi pins Chishiya against a wall, putting his hands on either side of him, Chishiya keeps his cool demeanor while Niragi looks a mess. Hair falling out of place, cheeks flushed, and trembling as he stares into Chishiya's eyes.
"Why are you doing this? Am I some kind of joke to you?" Niragi asks, his voice angry but genuinely looking hurt. He still hasn't pieced together that Chishiya is in fact playing with him. But deep down, maybe that wasn't always the case? Chishiya did think he was attractive and did like to see him squirm when he talked back, but if he did feel anything for Niragi, it would have been pushed down so far and buried down so deeply with the rest of his emotions that he wouldn't be able to acknowledge it.
"I'm not doing anything that I know of. And to answer your question, you're always a joke to me." He answers with a smirk, but Niragi doesn't respond like how he usually does. He isn't flustered, he isn't shaking, well not in the ways he's supposed to. Instead, he watches as Niragi's eyes fill up with tears. 'He's being serious. He's actually worried about how I think of him. But why? Since when has Niragi ever cared about what I thought? About what other people have thought of him?'
Truth is, Niragi didn't care about what other people thought about him, only what Chishiya thought about him. Niragi stepped back from him and stared at the ground. He didn't want to cry in front of Chishiya, especially because he thought that he didn't care about him. He couldn't show weakness, he never did after high school, so he wasn't about to start now.
"Fuck you, Chishiya."
"What, are you seriously going to cry?" Which came off much harsher than Chishiya intended to, and it hit Niragi just as hard. “Hey, I…” Apologize? Never. That wasn’t a Chishiya thing to do, so no words came out instead.
“You what? You’re sorry? We both know that’s not true.” He snapped back and tried to walk off. But Chishiya grabbed him by the collar and pulled him into a kiss.
It took Niragi a moment to fully process what had just happened. The moment he felt Chishiya’s lips against his, his mind went completely blank. His stomach twisted as blood rushed to his face. He kissed Chishiya back like it’s the first and last kiss he’ll ever get, this all the desperation and need and none of the control. “Aw, so eager. It’s like you’re never been kissed before.” He smirks into the kiss.
"Shut the fuck up." He said quietly, pulling Chishiya closer by his hoodie and dragging his tongue piercing against his bottom lip.
Chishiya opened his mouth slightly and Niragi slid his tongue into his mouth, moving his tongue against his. Chishiya moves his hand to his hair and pulls it hard, receiving a low groan from the other boy. Chishiya looked up at him, smirking. "Really? That's what gets you? Hair pulling?" He chuckles. "Pathetic." Niragi's knees buckled underneath him, looking up at him like a puppy. He glanced down to see a budge in Niragi's pants. He wondered how far he could make him go. "Down." He says, pulling his hair rougher. Niragi falls to his knees, panting slightly. His lip quivered as he waited for Chishiya to give him another order. "Like I said, pathetic." Niragi's breath hitched. He tugs on his hoodie, silently asking for another kiss. "Be good and ask for it." Chishiya says.
Niragi couldn't believe he was being humiliated like this (not that he didn't like it). "Please, Chishiya." He begged. He wanted to ask Chishiya to tell him he loved him, but he knew he would never say that, even if he asked him to because he knew he didn't deserve it.
Chishiya leaned down and kissed him gently. Niragi kissed him back with desperation, like Chishiya was going to disappear and he was never going to see him again. When Chishiya pulled back, he saw Niragi's tears stream down his face as he clung tightly to him. "What do you what? I can tell you need something." He said plainly.
Niragi hid his face into his waist. "Can you just tell me that you love me? I don't care if it's fake, I just need to hear you say it." He asked.
Chishiya hummed. "What will you do for me in return?" He asks.
"Literally anything, I'll do anything. Please, Shiya. I need this."
The name "Shiya" was new, being desperate, on the other hand, was not. He had Niragi in such a vulnerable position, why not use it? "Okay then. I love you, Niragi." He said calmly.
As soon as Niragi heard those three words, he started to sob. Maybe it was from pushing down his feelings for so long like Chishiya did, or maybe it was because not even his own family cared about him, but whatever it was, it made Niragi ugly cry at words he thought he would never hear. Chishiya ran a hand through his hair instead of pulling it. If Niragi would willingly get on his knees and beg to hear those three small words, he wondered what else he could use Niragi to his advantage.
would you perhaps draw niragi and chishiya together…i really love your art style and the way you draw chishiya brings me so much whimsy,, i’d love to see niragi in your style ^^; idk if you’re willing to draw him or not but worth a shot anyway
Yeah sure I’ll draw niragi as long as he’s next to one of the hottest amazing coolest sexiest characters, whatever to lift my baby boy up
Im sorry I dont respect him enough to draw him good 😓 I hope you understand
Have this nirashiya idea rattling in my brain of chishiya and niragi being childhood friends but chishiya goes missing because of something niragi did and when he comes back like 15 years later niragi is like heyyyy so about that ☝️
Veryloud burb sorry niragi would laught at 67 jokes yeah hes very very very annoying he literally mentions some meme and then when when chishiya doesnt get it niragi is like "OMG WHATV HOW DO YOU NOT KNOWW ITU!?!?!?!?!" chishiya is NOT cronocly(?) online he has a job.
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