Fatalidad

bitchhhh

[caroldanversenthusiast]

i found this sketch on youtube and i can’t stop thinking about it

[jigglypuffsvevo]

[metaphoricallybright]

Touch The Sky

Touch The Sky, a song by Kanye West, Lupe Fiasco on Spotify

Listening to some old goodies. 

[72699]

[metaphoricallybright]

Morose

Another name for a mood, that we are all too familiar with.

Quiet, drawn into myself

I want those I love to notice... 

but I also do not want to burden them that way...

I am home alone for the first time in a long time, and I feel so alone. Doubting that the people who love me want me around. But also wondering why me wanting myself doesn’t feel like enough.

These feelings that I bury regularly, pushing them with all my strength to the side. Why are they strongest now? Now that the people I love are so far away. What has brought this mood on, when there is no rhyme or reason for this foggy weather to take over my mental landscapes.

I have been so blessed with love and appreciation by the people around me, I have been promoted 4 times in the last three years, I work so hard and yet still feel inadequate. Unable to meet the standards of my brain, made up by no one other than myself. The weight lifts, ounce by ounce with each word I release into the ether of our world wide web. I hope that this will help ground me, before I drift to far, drift into a dizzying fog, I do not want to lose my bearings anymore. 

Sometimes, only sometimes, my curiosity of what lies beyond the foggy mental landscapes is too tempting. Only sometimes, do I really think about letting go of this structured life, in order to pursue a humble existence, without name or title to reel me back in.

[metaphoricallybright]

yallllll

My boyfriend got us a fancy keyboard that changes color and now all I want to do is type. This is sooo fun, and I feel like a kid who just got a new pen and is just making a journal entry because ya know... new pen.

I am so excited about the new keyboard. it has all these effects, like right now I am using one that allows the colors of the keyboard to sprawl out from each key you type. There are so many buttons on this big ole keyboard, i do not neven know what to do with myself.

My  sweet boyfriend is waiting to use his keyboard but this is the best. I am so happy. 

[metaphoricallybright]

Back at it

Here I am, back on the internet. The resources to get here are my own though, they are not provided to me by my parents and they are the rewards of my own hard work. Hard to grasp but I am certain that they would be easy to lose. I hope that I will not take the current position I hold for granted. My goal is to be thoughtful and full of gratitude consistently. 

[castlewyvern]

[badfem-deactivated20130829]

[35000ft-deactivated20180102]

This is stunning.

[auslanddd]

Ill always be a sap and reblog this

[insertcleverusernamehere]

Beautiful.

[anotherlesbianandwhat]

yep always reblog this

[painstation-deactivated20181026]

[harlequinhatter]

When you’re watching TV and your sibling gets out of the good chair to get a drink

[metaphoricallybright]

The world is a cold dark place

But sometimes it's so fucking hot and suffocating you get burnt into a crisp

[is-there-a-song-there]

[gussybrand]

Welcome to the N.H.K

[metaphoricallybright]

Bitch I FUCKING LOVE YOU AND you are fucking dead and nine times out of ten it kills me. But one time out of ten it just makes me angry about all the fucking shit I want to share with you and tell you.

WE FUCKING MISS YOU AND HERE I AM CRYING IN MY BATHROOM KNOWING THAT THE LAST THING I SAID TO YOU WASN'T EVEN IMPORTANT IN THE GRAND SCHEME OF THINGS.

it was my day off when you passed and your death hurts more than my grandparents.

EVERYTHING I READ ABOUT GRIEF IS WRONG AND SUBJECTIVE AND I CAN'T GET MY NAILS DONE WITH YOUR MOM BECAUSE THE LAST TIME WE WENT YOU WERE WITH US. AND WE KEEP CANCELING ON EACH OTHER AND I WONDER IF IT IS TOO HARD FOR HER TOO??!

FUCK.

[endangered-justice-seeker]

[fortheloveofgop]

His heroism doesn’t stop there. He also started a GoFundMe for the victims and their families, which has already raised over $17,000 of a $15,000 goal. This man is amazing.

[boardsdonthitback]

Chiu Chi Ling vs. Fung Hak On - Kung Fu Hustle (2004)