[metodeath]

Can death can end all of the pain?

[metodeath]

03/28/22

Hi. U know if we always meet it's me thinking about dying. Been listening to J music that he sent, it calms me a bit and made me feel lonely. I don't really understand what I feel, exhausted? Confused? Hungry? Lol. Well I'm really hungry but it's not the issue here. Why money is... Idk what to ask really but I've been thinking, what if we're rich? Could I really bought what I want? What I need? The desire? The pleasure? Does the pressure will not be push to me, if my older brother fails to his direction? Can I have my freedom? Idk, it's suffocating, I'm not saying they're bad or what, it's just, yeah, the cotenment does not really getting me. I'm an ambitious woman, who dreams to be a nurse, in medical field but I know my knowledge Is not enough yet. Now, idk what I really want to be, teaching would be great but I know I'm not really enjoying? Going abroad, live alone, not minding people businesses is fine. I'm really upset, being poor sucks. I just want my life meets its ending.

[metodeath]

Cheating is always a choice. So if someone cheats on you, let go to that person because he or she won't find someone else if he or she thinks you're the one.

[metodeath]

It's tiring and suffocating but always think what's your purpose on earth. I you can't find your purpose seek God.

[metodeath]

Mentally unstable...